"Okay." Qiao Xinwan laughed, took the box in his hand and walked to the bed, opened it, took it out, looked at the exquisitely crafted white wedding dress with first-class tailoring design, her eyes were full of admiration.
The chest-wrapping design, long trailing tail, and many layers of white gauze hang down, which looks very noble and generous.
Regardless of whether Gu Xuewu was still in the room, he rushed to Shen Cheng and hugged him tightly, kissed him on the face: "Shen Cheng, so beautiful, I like it very much."
"Thank you, as long as you like it." Shen Cheng curled his lips and looked at Qiao Xinwan, feeling very uncomfortable and uncomfortable, but he didn't show it on his face.
His eyes glanced at Gu Xuewu, and then returned to Qiao Xinwan's face: "Xinwan, go try on the wedding dress, I can't wait to see how you look in it." 0
Qiao Xinwan was stunned for a moment, and when she met Shen Cheng's eyes, she nodded: "Okay, I'll try it now."
Stepping towards the bed, she avoided Gu Xuewu's sight, and there was a trace of tangle in her eyes. He clenched his hands tightly, and as soon as he picked up the wedding dress, he saw Gu Xuewu walking towards the door, and when he passed by Shen Cheng, he took a deep look at him.
But he didn't say anything and just left.
As soon as he left, Qiao Xinwan seemed to have lost all her strength. She let go of the hand holding the wedding dress and sat on the bed without moving.
Tired, really tired.
As soon as the idea came up, someone pulled her body up and hugged her again. Before she could react, Shen Cheng's lips were already pressed down.
"Shen..." Cheng refused. Instinctively wanting to refuse, she pushed his chest with both hands, trying to push him away. Shen Cheng refused. He hugged her and refused to let go.
The big hand clasped her waist tightly, not giving her a chance to escape, and kissed her lips desperately. She was a little frightened by Shen Cheng like this, and didn't know how to react.
His lips and tongue have already rushed in domineeringly. The brutal kiss was completely different from his own.
He is domineering and strong. It was a side Qiao Xinwan had never seen before.
"Well..." Don't do this, she frowned uncomfortably, struggling more and more. But Shen Cheng hugged him tighter. Tick her uvula and force her to dance with him.
don't want. She doesn't hate his breath, but...
Feeling anxious, he pushed Shen Cheng away forcefully, took a big step back, looked at Shen Cheng with a hint of defense in his eyes: "Shen Cheng, you, don't do this."
"Why didn't you give me a slap in the face?" Shen Cheng's expression was slightly hurt, he looked at Qiao Xinwan's face: "Tell me, why didn't you give me a slap in the face?"
His eyes were bloodshot. Breathing heavily, panting. Staring at the woman in front of him, he felt an urge to devour her.
"Shen Cheng, don't do this." Qiao Xinwan was frightened, she didn't want to hurt Shen Cheng, not at all.
"Xinwan." Shen Cheng's expression was full of pain, helplessness, and entanglement. All kinds of things came to my mind, looking into her eyes, the bitterness in my heart became heavier and heavier. A huge wave formed, almost swallowing him.
"In your heart, do you have a little, even a little love for me?"
Qiao Xinwan's almond eyes widened suddenly, looking at the person in front of her, a trace of shock flashed inside. like? Love Shen Cheng
"Shen Cheng, I..."
"Xinwan." Shen Cheng realized that he was wrong, really wrong. When Qiao Xinwan rejected him, he felt pain. But when she really wanted to be with him, he felt even more painful.
"I love you." That kind of love, starting from distress, was beyond his control when he found out. For so many years, he watched Xinwan stumble along the way, love painfully, love tangled.
He is distressed. He is worthless for her. But Gu Xuewu is considered a brother, a friend. He couldn't blame Gu Xuewu for not loving him.
Feelings are beyond one's control. But he felt sorry for Qiao Xinwan. That kind of worthlessness, distressed, accumulates more and more. In the end, it was already a curse that he could not escape.
He clearly knew that Qiao Xinwan didn't love him, and he knew even more that no matter how hard he tried, there was no way to erase Gu Xuewu from Qiao Xinwan's heart.
She loved Gu Xuewu for too long, so long that Gu Xuewu took root and sprouted in her heart. No matter how you pull it out, you can't pull it out.
She loves Gu Xuewu so much that the two of them are already divorced, and she tells herself again and again to forget the past and live the life she wants, but when Gu Xuewu appears in front of her, all her decisions, thoughts , it all becomes empty talk. She has no ability to fight.
He understands her helplessness and her struggle, but understanding is one thing. Acceptance is another matter. He tried his best to make Qiao Xinwan not to be so infatuated, not to love Gu Xuewu so much, to the point of fear.
Fear comes from love, that's Qiao Xinwan. She can obviously not care about anything, and ignore Gu Xuewu. But every time he faced Gu Xuewu, he always lost some momentum.
So she uses herself and uses him as a shield. Every time he was unable to face Gu Xuewu, Fan pushed him out. And she didn't even have a place in her heart.
Shen Cheng, oh Shen Cheng, you can be regarded as a son of a famous family in Kyoto. But let yourself be reduced to such a point, is this a kind of sadness
Qiao Xinwan was silent. She didn't know what to say, she just felt that nothing was right at this moment. She is a mean person, capricious and selfish.
She admits that every time she faces Gu Xuewu, she always has a feeling of losing before fighting. There is always a lack of confidence.
But in the situation just now, listening to Gu Xuewu's words, she was really angry, really angry. What did he think of himself
In his heart, what is he? His will, and he has no self-esteem, no principle, no bottom line.
He hurt her, hurt rightly. It hurts mercilessly. Her resistance is too weak, even after so many things, she tries to strengthen her resistance.
But it's hard to find, really hard. Self-hypnosis and self-repression and real confrontation with him are two different things.
She is studying hard and trying not to be afraid, but she finds that it seems to be counterproductive. It seemed that the more she wanted to escape and face him, the more she had to face him.
Over time, a vicious circle has formed. How long will it take before she can get Gu Xuewu out of her heart? She didn't know, really didn't know.
After a long time, it became a kind of guilty conscience. When facing Gu Xuewu, she felt guilty. That kind of guilt made her powerless, and she pushed Shen Cheng out unconsciously.
This is very unfair to Shen Cheng, and she knows it too. So when Shen Cheng proposed to herself again and again, she couldn't refuse.
I love you.
It was not the first time she heard Shen Cheng say this, but it was the first time she was so helpless, so sad, and so at a loss.
She narrowed her eyes and glanced at the wedding dress on the bed. She stepped forward, carefully put away the wedding dress, and put it back into the box. Turning around to face the helpless disappointment and despair on Shen Cheng's face, she bit her lip with a pained expression.
"Shen Cheng. I'm sorry."
She was wrong, she simply didn't have the ability to accept another relationship at this time. Facing Shen Cheng's gaze, it was the first time her eyes were so clear without any emotion.
"Shen Cheng, I'm sorry."
Apologize again. Qiao Xinwan looked at Shen Cheng, the kiss just now, and the despair in Shen Cheng's eyes made her unable to escape.
"Shen Cheng, take all these back."
He calmly took off the ring on his hand. Put her back into the box, and the small box she just threw on the bed casually, it was a gift from Shen Cheng to Belle. Many wedding beauties.
"Shen Cheng, I'm sorry. I don't love you, and I can't marry you."
How to face Gu Xuewu is her business. She can't push Shen Cheng out anymore, it's really unfair to him.
A calm tone, completely without a trace of emotion. It shows her current mood. She has completely calmed down.
Shen Cheng was stunned, staring blankly at Qiao Xinwan in front of him. She pursed her lips and looked into his eyes, it was the first time she was so firm.
"I have always been willful and selfish. I never thought about your feelings and positions. I'm sorry."
"Xinwan?"
"I kept telling myself to forget Gu Xuewu. But it was very difficult. It was really difficult." It took so long. Gu Xuewu filled her whole life.
Her goal in life is Gu Xuewu besides Gu Xuewu. He has integrated into her limbs, bone marrow and blood. That kind of love was too long, so long that she couldn't pull her out of her heart at all.
So when facing Gu Xuewu, she unconsciously became weaker in momentum.
"Xinwan—" Shen Cheng didn't know what to say. Qiao Xinwan didn't give him a chance to speak at all: "I will try my best, I will try my best to forget him. I will also try my best not to be afraid of him. I will try my best to make myself strong and live a good life. Be with Belle, give Belle Let her grow up healthy and happy in an environment full of love."
"Let me work on my own. Don't depend on anyone.
She said this sentence before, but now she really started to think about it. Facing the shock in Shen Cheng's eyes, he put those things into his hands again: "That's it, okay? Shen Cheng. Let me be strong, live by myself, and not rely on anyone. I will work hard too. Forget about Gu Xuewu." uehw.
Although it was difficult, very difficult, she knew that she would work hard from today on.
Shen Cheng was stunned for a long while, but he didn't expect such a result. He stared blankly at Qiao Xinwan's eyes, and the corners of his lips were drawn into a straight line. Clenching his hands into fists, he looked at Qiao Xinwan.
He suddenly despaired: "Xinwan, I won't force you, okay? I was wrong just now. We are still the same as before, you marry me. I will try my best not to pressure you. Is that okay?"
"No need." Qiao Xinwan shook her head. What she decided would not change: "Shen Cheng. Gu Xuewu was right in refusing to give the child to me. I can't even protect myself. How can I protect my daughter?"
From today on, she will work hard to be a brand new Qiao Xinwan, even without Shen Cheng, she will have to face Gu Xuewu. Protect your daughter from any harm.
Shen Cheng wanted to say something, but felt that all the words were so weak. ()