"Why not? Gu Xuewu, if she doesn't die, I will never have a chance to be with you. So, what's wrong with me? So many people die every day in this world. Am I responsible for their deaths? ?”
"you… "
Seeing that Gu Xuewu was stunned, she didn't regret it anymore, put away all the emotions in her heart, stood up, and looked straight at him.
"Zhou Ying is dead. So what? Yes. I let her go, but will she leave if I let her go? After all, is it because she doesn't love you enough or trust you enough? If she loves you, She believes in you, how could she leave so easily?"
"Qiao Xinwan." Gu Xuewu shook his head and clenched his fists. I couldn't believe what I heard: "How can you do this? At this time, you can still put the blame on a dead person?"
"Otherwise?" Qiao Xinwan raised her brows and raised the corners of her lips, mockingly: "What do you want me to say? Say I'm sorry? Say I was wrong?"
"Qiao Xinwan." Gu Xuewu stepped forward and squeezed her shoulder vigorously, his expression was full of shock: "Don't talk like that."
The mood is like the heart. He really, really didn't like, didn't like her like this.
"I'm going to talk like this." Qiao Xinwan let him pinch her without any resistance, and looked at Gu Xuewu: "Look, how nice it is for her to die. If she doesn't die, don't you still want to go to her side to accompany her now? She dies Don't you just stay with me? Isn't my goal achieved?"
Gu Xuewu couldn't listen anymore: "Have you said enough?"
"No." Qiao Xinwan shook her head, looked into Gu Xuewu's eyes, saw the expectation in his eyes dimmed and turned into disappointment, she didn't know what he was expecting, nor what he was disappointed.
She only knew that the person he loved was Zhou Ying, from before to now.
When Zhou Ying was alive, she couldn't compete with her, and when Zhou Ying died, she couldn't compete with her either. She lost, completely lost.
She also knows that she is such a person and will not change because of Gu Xuewu, but it is the past or the present: "Gu Xuewu, I am such a person. I am willful and selfish. I will do anything to achieve my goal. I love you, I will make you love me too. If you cannot love me, I will remove all the obstacles around you one by one and make you love me. Now, do you understand?"
Gu Xuewu's body took a step back, and then took another step back. Looking at Qiao Xinwan's face. This woman is not the same as Qiao Xinwan who was snuggling in her arms shyly before.
The woman he likes will not be so aggressive, not so vitriolic.
But they are the same person again. The same eyebrows, the same facial features. Memories overlap, back to a long time ago. At that time, Qiao Xinwan was like this.
Jessica, sarcastic. Willful and selfish. Fight with him every day, argue with him.
Did he love too blindly, or did he never see Qiao Xinwan clearly
What he wanted was just an answer, but it wasn't such an answer.
Gu Xuewu looked into her eyes, he should be angry. In fact, when he came, he didn't know what answer he wanted. Zhou Ying died, and the news of her death came so suddenly that he was caught off guard.
And Zhou Ying's death was so dramatic. He loved that woman, and once deep down in his heart, he desperately wanted an answer.
Is he not good enough? Is it because he did too little and gave her too little sense of security, which made her not trust him so much. Just leave so easily
The depression in his heart. boring. All these things made him eager to know an answer, a result.
And at this time. Those shocks at the beginning, I regret it. Now it has become helpless, puzzled, and disappointed. There are many, many emotions that he himself does not know.
"Qiao Xinwan. Do you really love me?" Asked softly, Gu Xuewu's voice was full of doubts: "Do you love me after all, or is it because of your obsession since childhood, because you can't get me. So that's why?"
Qiao Xinwan was stunned for a moment, not missing the disappointment in Gu Xuewu's eyes, she turned her head away to prevent herself from looking into Gu Xuewu's eyes. Nails dug into palms. Turning around suddenly, she met his gaze directly.
"You're right, maybe I don't love you. Maybe I'm just obsessed all the time, and then persistent, unwilling to get you. So I must get you. Gu Xuewu. Maybe, I don't love you at all."
"No. It's not maybe." Qiao Xinwan raised the corners of her lips: "I really don't love you. Yes, I don't love you. Not at all."
Gu Xuewu nodded and looked into Qiao Xinwan's eyes. It hurts like being stabbed in the heart.
If he had known about Zhou Ying's death before, he was in a dilemma and didn't know what to do, feeling irritable and depressed. Then at this time. He is heartbroken.
Because of Qiao Xinwan's answer, it hurt him so much. The heart was bleeding profusely right now.
"Qiao Xinwan. You are really cruel." He should be angry, should be angry. But he can't get angry now. Looking at Qiao Xinwan, she didn't understand how things turned out like this.
"Thank you for the compliment." Qiao Xinwan said blankly, "I've always been like this, this is not the first time you know."
Gu Xuewu nodded, indeed, it was not the first time he knew. It was not the first time that he understood how cruel Qiao Xinwan was to others and herself.
But why, he still feels heartache? very heartbroken
Does it make his heart hurt more than knowing that Zhou Ying died? Xinwan, Qiao Xinwan, how could she? In this way, to him
Nodding heavily, taking a deep breath. He's messed up right now and he needs time to calm down. He didn't want to make any wrong decisions when he was impulsive.
Looking at the stubbornness in Qiao Xinwan's eyes. All kinds of things between the two of them flashed through his mind like a flash in the pan, and he spoke softly.
"Tell me, do you regret it?"
She has done so much for him, paid so much, but in the end she found that she was just persistent and infatuated for a while. Instead of love, then, did she regret it
"Regret?" Qiao Xinwan smiled. The greatest cruelty to people in this world is that they never give people a chance to regret. And so is she. It's just that she will never admit it to Gu Xuewu.
"I don't regret it." The four words were loud, and the corners of her lips were raised, smiling brightly. She didn't let Gu Xuewu see that her fists were clenched together, and her palms were almost bleeding.
"Gu Xuewu. I don't regret it. Even if I do it all over again, I will do the same thing."
She would also drive Zhou Ying away. They will also drug Gu Xuewu, and they will try their best to marry him. She, no regrets.
"Really?" Gu Xuewu didn't know what to say anymore. Take a step back with your body, and then another step back.
Turn around and leave. He wanted to calm down.
Qiao Xinwan watched him walk towards the door, and when his hand touched the doorknob, she suddenly spoke softly.
"This time, we don't have to divorce."
Qiao Xinwan's words made Gu Xuewu's body pause for a moment, his hand on the doorknob was clenched tightly, his tall body froze there, motionless.
After thinking for a long time, he said softly, "I will not cancel the wedding."
"But I will." With moisture in the corners of Qiao Xinwan's eyes, she said softly, "Gu Xuewu, I don't want you anymore. I won't marry you."
The veins on Gu Xuewu's hands popped out. Holding tightly, Qiao Xinwan's words I don't love you just now flashed in her mind.
"up to you."
There was no ups and downs in his voice. He decisively opened the door, slammed it hard, and left.
After the door closed, Qiao Xinwan's body softened and she slid to the ground. She stared blankly at the closed door, feeling that all the strength in her body had been sucked out.
Many messy scenes passed through her mind bit by bit. The eye sockets are astringent and dry.
There was a suppressed feeling in her heart that she wanted to cry, but she found that she couldn't cry.
Happiness is short-lived after all, and she lost Gu Xuewu.
No, no, she never had Gu Xuewu, neither before nor now. In the future, he is not his own.
Those short, good times just passed away. Recall, like a dream.
And now, when the dream wakes up, it's all over. It's all over.
Qiao Xinwan put her body down on the floor like that, unable to move for a long time.
… … … … … … …
Zheng Qimei looked at Guan Li who appeared in front of her. He held a large bouquet of roses in his hands, and smiled flatteringly: "Xiaoqi, please forgive me."
"Go away,"
Seeing him made her feel more annoying than seeing Tang Yanan. He closed the door of the store and looked at Guan Li who had been standing by the side.
"I have nothing to do with you, you can go."
"Xiaoqi, don't do this." Guan Li raised his hand in front of her: "I really want to start over with you. Please forgive me."
"Guan Li." Zheng Qimei couldn't take it anymore, grabbed her bag tightly, and walked forward without looking.
"Xiao Qi, Qi, Qi." Guan Li followed her. Go straight forward: "Qi, Qi, I love you. I was wrong before, you give me a chance, I swear. I will definitely not be like this. I will be good to you and my children in the future. Yes, okay?"
"Get out." Zheng Qimei wanted to kick him twice: "I'll say it one last time, stay away from me. I don't want to see you."
"Seven, seven." Guan Li's smile stiffened a little: "Don't be so heartless. Think about the happy time we had before, and we will be fine in the future. Think about your son. I promise, I will definitely treat him Very well. I will treat him like my own child. Forgive me."
"The surname is Guan." Zheng Qimei really couldn't listen to it at this time: "Have you said enough? Happy time? I feel disgusted when I see you, and when I think of you in bed with that bitch, I want to Spit. You want me to think about the past? Roll as far as you go. Don't let me see you."
Even if Guan Li was ready again, his expression changed when he heard such words, and he looked at Zheng Qimei's face: "You. Zheng Qimei. You. Don't go too far. I, I want you, it's yours Blessing, otherwise you dragged a child, which man do you think would want you?"
"Thank you." Zheng Qimei really hated how she was blind before, and she fell in love with such an incomprehensible one: "You don't want it, you can get away. Don't bother me."
"I..." Guan Li wanted to leave, but he thought of another thing. He immediately laughed again: "Qi, Qi, I was wrong. Can I be wrong? Please forgive me. I promise, I will never do this again. Really. I was angry with you just now. I..."
He didn't say a word after that, but the tall figure that appeared behind Zheng Qimei made him startled. The feeling of being thrown out by him two days ago was still there. He shrank his neck and stuffed the rose into Zheng Qimei's hand.
"Seven, seven, think about it, I, I will come to you tomorrow."
After saying this, he ran away like an escape.
"Neuropathy."
There was simply something wrong, Zheng Qimei rolled her eyes, looked at the bouquet of roses in her hand, and wanted to throw them away, but one pair of hands pulled out the bouquet of flowers faster than her. Then throw it aside.
She was stunned for a moment, turned her gaze, and saw Tang Yanan standing behind her with a gloomy expression, with a very ugly expression on his face.
Crossing his hands in front of his chest, he glanced at Tang Yanan before he wanted to have an attack, and then remembered that he wanted to throw it away, forget it.
After passing Tang Yanan was about to leave, his arms were tightly held by him, he pulled her body towards him, looked at her face: "Zheng Qimei, you are my wife."
"We're divorced."
"I do not remember."
"Of course you don't remember." Zheng Qimei sneered: "You don't even remember how we got married, so how can you remember how we got divorced?"
Tang Yanan did not remember, but she was already his wife and Xiao Nian was her son, this is an undeniable fact.
"Then marry again."
"No need." Zheng Qimei didn't appreciate it at all: "Please stay away from me, I will be annoyed when I see you."
"Zheng Qimei." Tang Yanan looked at Zheng Qimei with a cold face: "Tell me. What do you think of me?"
"Didn't I just say, let you stay away from me." Zheng Qimei snorted, her voice not without ridicule: "I only want this."
"Impossible." If Xiao Nian is not his son, then he may consider it. But Xiao Nian, as well as her, made him feel like he couldn't let go.
Xiao Nian's delicate face flashed in his mind, it was his son. The feeling of him kissing Zheng Qimei was eager and familiar, as if it was not the first time he kissed this woman.
Those emotions tugged at his heart inexplicably, making him unwilling to let go.
"Tang Yanan." Zheng Qimei was really tired, very tired, since he couldn't even remember, what did she come to ask her for? Is it interesting to be entangled like this
"Are you a man? If you are a man, just be more straightforward. Stay away from me. I lived a good life without you before. I can live a good life without you in the future. Understand?"
She stopped looking at him, shook off his hand and walked straight forward to go home. Today's weather is not so good, she didn't bring Xiao Nian out, now she is thinking about it, she can't wait to go back home quickly.
Her footsteps were in a hurry, and she didn't notice that Tang Yanan had been standing there motionless. There were bursts of thunder in the distance, and it looked like it was going to rain tonight.
Tang Yanan stood there motionless. Zheng Qimei's words just now made his brain ache.
"Are you a man?" This sentence is very familiar, as if someone said it to him, who is it
A sharp headache made his body stagger. He took a few steps back and leaned against the railing on the side of the road.
"Tang Yanan, I will go to America with you."
Or the sentence just now, the voice is very familiar, it seems to be Zheng Qimei's
Is it hers? Tang Yanan's head hurt and he leaned against the railing and did not move. In the distance, Zheng Qimei had already walked to the gate of the community, and Tang Yanan did not follow after taking a look.
There was a faint sense of loss in my heart. His persistence only went to this point.
snort. This is man.
Fortunately, she did not agree to let Tang Yanan return to her world. Now that you have forgotten it, forget it all. It would be much easier for her to pretend that he had never appeared before.
But she didn't know that Tang Yanan passed out because of the pain in his head. Fortunately, he was found by a passerby and sent to the hospital...
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Something is not right.
Mother Qiao looked at the list on the table that was sent by the hotel just now. Look upstairs again. Just now I asked Xinwan to come down to look at the gift list, but she didn't come down. There was no eagerness on his face.
In the afternoon, I heard that Gu Xuewu was coming, and as soon as he left, my daughter was devastated, and she didn't have the joy of getting married at all. The young couple won't quarrel, right
My heart was full of doubts, after thinking about it, I went upstairs and asked Qiao Xinwan.
"Xinwan. The hotel has been booked, and it says that everything has been arranged for the venue. Mom will accompany you to have a look in the afternoon?"
"No need." Qiao Xinwan packed her luggage in the room: "Mom, there will be no wedding."
"What?" Qiao's mother stared at her daughter with wide eyes: "You, what are you talking about?"
"I said, there will be no wedding." Qiao Xinwan put the clothes in her hand into the suitcase and looked at Mother Qiao: "I just booked the ticket. I will go to Denmark next week."
"Xinwan?" Qiao's mother felt that there was something wrong with her ears: "You, what are you talking about? Everything about this marriage is agreed, and you both agreed. You, what are you throwing your temper at now?"
"I'm not losing my temper." Qiao Xinwan was very calm. Always calm: "Mom, I won't marry Gu Xuewu, the wedding is cancelled. I caused trouble for you and dad. I'm sorry."
"Xinwan." Qiao's mother really didn't know what these young people were thinking: "What trouble is not trouble. What is going on, Gu Xuewu's meaning? Or your meaning? You, did you quarrel?"
"No." Qiao Xinwan shook her head, looked at Qiao's mother's face, and said in a calm voice, "It's what I meant. It was what he meant too. We are not suitable."
"..." Mother Qiao looked at her daughter's face, but couldn't say a word. What the hell is going on here
"That's it." Qiao Xinwan smiled, but the smile didn't reach her eyes: "I can do well by myself."
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In Du Libin's box, he watched Gu Xuewu drink one cup after another. No. That action cannot be called drinking. It is more appropriate to call it a drink.
Gu Xuewu came here this afternoon, and he drank non-stop as soon as he came. What happened
"Boss?" When Gu Xuewu opened the second bottle of wine, he stretched out his hand to block his movement: "You will hurt yourself if you drink like this."
"Go away." Gu Xuewu waved his hand away. Opened the wine and took another big gulp: "Leave me alone."
"Boss." How could Du Libin ignore it? If he wants to drink, should he go somewhere else to drink
"You stop drinking."
"I told you to go away, did you hear me?"
Du Libin was silent, this was the first time Gu Xuewu spoke to him in such a tone. Clenching his fists, he turned and left.
He left, and the box returned to silence. Gu Xuewu felt comfortable, and took a sip suddenly, Qiao Xinwan's face flashed in his mind.
"You're right, maybe I don't love you. Maybe I'm just obsessed all the time, and then persistent, unwilling to get you. So I must get you. Gu Xuewu. Maybe, I don't love you at all."
"No. Not maybe. I really don't love you."
"I do not love you."
Gu Xuewu threw the wine bottle and flew to the wall. It fell again. He leaned back.
"Go, you, M's."
He seldom swears, and since he entered politics, he has been careful every step of the way. Words and deeds, never let people talk about it. But at this time, there was no one else in this box, and this was Du Libin's territory, so he had no scruples.
Pulling his tie hard, he opened another bottle of wine. He raised his head and drank it all in one gulp.
Du Libin outside the door didn't go far. Hearing the movement inside, his brows were tightly knit, but he didn't say anything. Turned around and left.
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In the morning, when Gu Xuewen came in, the room was very dark. As soon as he entered the door, he smelled the smell of alcohol, and he turned to look at Du Libin. The eyebrows raised slightly.
"What are you doing? Didn't you know how to persuade me yesterday?"
"Didn't I call you to persuade you? But you won't come?" Du Libin gave him a blank look: "I called you at eleven o'clock, and it's already eight o'clock in the morning."
Gu Xuewen looked a little uncomfortable, you know. Evening is the time for him to accompany his wife. Zuo Panqing has gone back to work now. He is not at home during the day and hugs his two sons as soon as he comes back. He has no status.
If you don't hurry up on your wife's time at home, I'm afraid he will have no place in her heart.
"I don't care, you go." Du Libin was also annoyed. Throwing this sentence, turned around and left.
Gu Xuewen calmed down and entered the door, the pungent smell of alcohol made his brows tightened. Turn on the ventilation fan in the compartment. He stepped forward and patted Gu Xuewu who was just sleeping on the sofa.
"elder brother?"
Gu Xuewu didn't move.
"Brother?" He patted him on the shoulder again, but Gu Xuewu didn't move.
Gu Xuewu glanced across the room and was in a mess. There are at least five empty bottles. This Gu Xuewu is really desperate.
Heartbroken, Gu Xuewen got up and went to the bathroom, filled a basin of cold water, came out, and splashed it on Gu Xuewu who was on the sofa.
"Wow." With a sound, the cold stimulation made Gu Xuewu sit up on the sofa. With a splitting headache, he didn't know where he was for a while.
I wanted to open my eyes and see clearly, but I had a terrible headache. Shaking his head, shaking off the water on his face, he opened his eyes and saw the enlarged face of Gu Xuewen in front of him.
"Xuewen?" Why is he here? Just saying these two words, my throat hurts terribly.
"Are you awake?" Gu Xuewu took out a few tissues from the coffee table and stuffed them into his hands: "Are you awake?"
Gu Xuewu calmed himself down, sat up, took the tissue in his hand and wiped off the water on his face: "Why are you here?"
"Why am I here?"
Gu Xuewen acted like he asked a joke: "Ask what you are doing?"
Gu Xuewu didn't answer his question, but rubbed between his eyebrows, his head hurts, and he can't remember how much wine he drank yesterday. The body is full of water. Very uncomfortable. He stood up in disgust and wanted to go to the upstairs room to clean it.
Gu Xuewen clenched his hand and looked into his eyes: "Shouldn't people who are going to get married restrain themselves?"
convergence
Gu Xuewu ignored Gu Xuewen, he stood up and went straight to the upstairs room to wash up.
Just as Gu Xuewen was about to follow up, Gu Xuewu's cell phone beeped twice on the other side of the sofa. He picked it up, looked at the incoming call on it, swiped his finger, and picked it up. .
"Boss, my sister-in-law has booked a ticket to Denmark. Are you going to Denmark for your honeymoon? Why only book one?"
Denmark
Gu Xuewen didn't have the heart to listen, so he hung up the phone and followed upstairs.
Upstairs, Gu Xuewu went into the bathroom to wash up, but did not close the door. After thinking about it, Gu Xuewen poured him a glass of water. I called again and asked the waiter to bring up a meal.
After everything was done, Gu Xuewu also took a shower and came out, his clothes were dirty, he only wore a bath towel around his waist. After taking the cup that Gu Xuewen handed over, he drank the warm water inside, feeling his throat a lot more comfortable.
"Thank you." Looking at Gu Xuewen: "What do you want from me?"
"I heard a piece of news just now." Gu Xuewen looked at Gu Xuewu, his eyes flashed with inquiry: "Qiao Xinwan has booked a ticket to Denmark."
"Boom." Gu Xuewu let go of the cup holding the cup, and the cup fell to the ground and shattered into pieces.
His sharp eyes swept over Gu Xuewen's eyes: "What did you say?"
"Qiao Xinwan, I booked a ticket to Denmark." Gu Xuewen was surprised and surprised. Looking at the shock in Gu Xuewu's eyes: "If I remember correctly, you two will get married in half a month?"
marry? Gu Xuewu closed his eyes. Sit down on the sofa and sit there without moving.
"What's going on?" Gu Xuewen followed suit and sat down on the sofa: "Why is Qiao Xinwan going to Denmark? I only booked a ticket for one person? You are not married anymore?"
Gu Xuewu did not answer, nor did he move. My mind is messed up,
"We don't need a divorce."
"I'm not calling off the wedding."
"But I will, I don't love you, I don't want you anymore."
"up to you… "
Yesterday's conversation flashed through my mind again. Especially her sentence, I don't love you.
I don't love you, you don't love you, I don't love you...
"Brother?" He was silent, and worry flashed in Gu Xuewen's eyes.
Gu Xuewu sat for a while, and finally recovered from those words, looking at Gu Xuewen, he couldn't find anything to say.
"Brother. Qiao Xinwan is going to Denmark. You..."
Before Gu Xuewen finished speaking, Gu Xuewu's mobile phone beeped twice again in his hand. It was Kobayashi calling.
He handed the phone to Gu Xuewu and asked him to listen to it himself.
"Brother, my sister-in-law booked a ticket to Denmark, and only one person is booked. Shall we stop her like last time?"
Gu Xuewu's body stood there motionless, for a long, long time, and finally spoke to the phone.
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Seven thousand words today, the update is complete. What will Gu Xuewu do? Continue tomorrow. . .
The wiring at home was rectified, and there were power outages from time to time. I took the time to finish writing the update.
I don't have time to reply to all the comments, but I read them carefully.
I'm not defending anyone. I just want to say that human nature has weaknesses. No one is perfect, that's all.
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