The adults keep it, but the child is gone
In a word, the complexions of the three men all changed, especially Du Libin, who suddenly turned pale. He stared blankly at the doctor, without saying a word for a while.
"The patient was originally paralyzed. Pregnancy was more difficult for her than ordinary people, and she was thrown like that again. It is not easy to keep an adult."
The doctor sighed and thought of another question: "During the operation on the patient just now, I found that the muscles of her lower body have begun to shrink slightly. In fact, it is not suitable for her to be pregnant at this time. Because The uterus is getting bigger and bigger, and it will compress the nerves in the waist. At that time, it will be inconvenient to move. More importantly, it will affect the baby. If she is not congenitally paralyzed, it is recommended to heal her legs before accepting pregnancy. It’s better for adults and kids.”
If it is congenital, from the perspective of prenatal and postnatal care, it is actually not in favor of such a body accepting pregnancy. Fear of affecting the child. If it's the day after tomorrow, then hurry up, after all, it can be seen that the patient is not young anymore.
Gu Xuewen nodded. The doctor had already been found. It was Xuemei who had been refusing to undergo the operation. This time, I'm afraid she couldn't help it. No matter what he said, he wanted Xuemei to undergo surgery.
Du Libin didn't hear what the doctor said later, just thinking about the loss of a child.
A child of him and Xuemei. That's it. Because of his negligence, because of his carelessness, because of his demons. His chest was riddled with pain as if it had been soaked in sulfuric acid. The pain left him almost speechless.
Can only stand there, motionless. Staring blankly at the door of the ward, how is he going to see Gu Xuemei now
"Du Libin, you should be damned." Gu Xuewu raised his fist and wanted to punch him twice. Gu Xuewen stopped him, looking at Du Libin, he could feel his feelings best.
Thinking of Zuo Panqing's feelings when he had a miscarriage. He firmly believed that Du Libin was the most uncomfortable person at this time. So, he didn't say a word after he came.
Only those who have lost it will understand the feeling. =He glanced at Gu Xuewu: "Now is not the time to pursue responsibility. My mother will come later, and I will think about what to say. Also, I will contact the doctor. This time, no matter what I say, I can't make Xuemei be self-willed again. No matter how many percent the success rate of the operation is, we will let her perform the operation."
"I know a doctor." Gu Xuewu looked at Gu Xuewen: "I'll contact you."
"En." Gu Xuewen nodded, he can absolutely trust the channel and ability of Qilintang.
Soon, Chen Jingru and Gu Zhiqiang rushed over. Upon hearing the news that Xuemei was pregnant and had a miscarriage, Chen Jingru almost passed out.
This daughter, since that incident, has a weird personality. She is not close to a mother. She also just thought that she hadn't come out yet, so let her go.
But she never thought that she didn't tell herself such a big thing about her pregnancy? What shocked her even more was the relationship between Du Libin and Gu Xuemei.
When did this happen
Why didn't she see it at all
I was full of doubts in my heart and wanted to ask my son, but Gu Xuewen was just silent. Gu Xuewu didn't say a word. As for Du Libin, the blood stains on his clothes were very eye-catching. But he didn't intend to go back and change his clothes at all, he just stood by the hospital bed and looked at Gu Xuemei.
Gu Xuemei fell asleep all the time, and only woke up in the afternoon. When she opened her eyes, she saw a large group of people in her room.
She couldn't react for a moment, and instinctively stroked her upper abdomen. Du Libin, who was on the sidelines with a panicked expression, held her hand immediately, with a heartache and pity on his face, but raised the corners of his mouth towards her.
"Xuemei, how are you? What else is uncomfortable? Are you thirsty? Do you want a drink?"
Gu Xuemei looked into Du Libin's eyes, and thought of the scene she saw this morning. She didn't withdraw her hand, but just glanced at other people, and finally returned to Du Libin's face.
"The child is gone?" Her tone was full of uncertainty in those four faint words, filled with endless desolation.
Du Libin couldn't see her like this, his eyes were red, and he held her hand tightly: "Don't do this, Xuemei. Listen to me, we will have other children in the future. We will definitely."
In a word, Gu Xuemei understood. Gently withdrew his hand from Du Libin's, his face pale as paper. She closed her eyes, then opened them, with a dead silence in her eyes, and looked at Chen Jingru with a bit of pleading.
"Mom, I want to go home." She doesn't want to stay here, don't see Du Libin.
"Xuemei..." This was not the first time Chen Jingru saw her daughter like this. five years ago. She was kidnapped by gangsters, and when she was sent back, it was like this.
"You're not well yet. We..."
"It's okay, it's the same when I go home." Gu Xuemei doesn't like staying here, and being in the hospital will make her feel a lot of bad emotions: "Mom, take me home."
"You can't go back." Gu Xuewu entered the door at this time and looked at Gu Xuemei: "I specially invited the famous Dr. Locke, and he will come to help you with the operation. He said that the success rate of the operation is 60%. Xuemei. You Your muscles have already started to atrophy, and if you don’t have the surgery, you may really end up in a wheelchair for the rest of your life.”
"Who told you that I'm going to have an operation?" Gu Xuemei glared at Gu Xuewu, even though her body was still very weak, it was very difficult for her to speak. But she was very firm: "I want to be discharged from the hospital."
"Gu Xuemei." Gu Xuewen couldn't stand it anymore: "Can you stop being self-willed? You obviously have a chance to stand up, do you think this will be like this for the rest of your life?"
"I just want to be like this for the rest of my life, what's the matter with you?"
Gu Xuemei's body is still very weak, but she doesn't like this, she doesn't want these people to arrange for herself: "Go away, you all go. Mom, I want to go home, I want to go home."
She doesn't want to stay here, don't see Du Libin. She has had enough.
"Enough." Gu Zhiqiang, who had been silent all this time, spoke, his eyes swept over the juniors in the ward, and finally returned to Gu Xuemei's face: "Xuemei, don't be self-willed. You can't go home now."
"Dad..." Gu Xuemei stared blankly at his father, it was the first time he spoke to himself in such a harsh tone.
"If you want to go home, you have to walk back by yourself." Gu Zhiqiang used to let her go, but what was the result of letting her go? Now he will not let Gu Xuemei be willful again: "If you can't walk back by yourself, just stay here. We won't pick you up."
"..." Gu Xuewen glanced at his parents, wanted to say something, and finally fell silent. At this time, the only way for Gu Xuemei to soften up was to let his parents have such a strong attitude.
Gu Xuemei was silent, lying motionless on the bed, and finally looked at Du Libin who had been silent, and she suddenly said: "I can do the operation. Let him go."
"Xuemei?" Xuewen and Xuewu looked at her together. Gu Xuemei turned her face away: "Let him leave, otherwise I will never undergo surgery, even if you force me. I will crawl out of this ward."
"Xuemei." Du Libin looked anxious, reaching out to hold Gu Xuemei's hand, but she ignored Du Libin, just turned her face away, closed her eyes, and suppressed the sadness in her eyes.
Du Libin's hand stopped in mid-air, stood up, and met the eyes of the two brothers of the Gu family, he understood the meaning behind it.
Sighing helplessly, he could only make a decision first. "Xuemei, rest well, I'll come see you tomorrow."
Xuemei's reaction was to close her eyes and not even look at Du Libin.
When Chen Jingru wanted to say something, Gu Zhiqiang glanced at her and shook his head at her, but she also remained silent.
Du Libin looked at Gu Xuemei's figure sleeping on the bed for a while, clenched his fists, and finally turned and left. Chen Jingru stepped forward and stood in front of the hospital bed: "Xuemei, are you hungry? What do you want to eat? I'll ask Mrs. Zhang to do it."
"Mom." Gu Xuemei shook her head, feeling tired: "I'm so tired, I want to sleep. You all go out."
"But… "
"Don't worry about it. Let's all go back. There are children at home. I don't need anyone here."
She is really tired, after so many things, she is physically and mentally exhausted. I don't know what to do with myself. All she wants now is peace. Like every time in the past.
A person stayed quietly, emptied his mind, and didn't think about anything.
Chen Jingru wanted to say something else, but Gu Xuewen stepped forward, took his hand, and shook his head at her.
"Okay, you rest." Chen Jingru and Gu Zhiqiang looked at each other, and the two left together. Gu Xuemei closed her eyes, as if she was asleep.
Gu Xuewen and Gu Xuewu did not leave, they left the ward and sat down at the door.
"What's going on?" Gu Xuewen looked at Gu Xuewu: "It seems that you already knew?"
"Yeah." Gu Xuewu nodded. Du Libin had never kept this matter from him: "I knew about it last year."
"Last year?" Gu Xuewen really hated himself for being blind at this moment: "Why didn't I see it at all?"
"How can you tell?" Gu Xuewu glared at him: "Aside from spending time with your wife and children every day, how do you have time to care about these brothers? How can you be in the mood to care about Xuemei?"
Gu Xuewen was blocked by his words and was speechless. It's not that he doesn't care about Xuemei. It was Xuemei who built a wall in her heart, so that no one else could get in, and she refused to leave her job.
"Forget it." Gu Xuewu waved his hand, this is not the time to discuss who is right and who is wrong: "You go back. I am here."
"You are a big man. How do you know how to take care of women?" Gu Xuewen shook his head and refused to leave.
"You go back and ask Mrs. Zhang to cook some chicken soup. The woman wants to drink chicken soup at this time. I will wait for Xuemei to wake up and talk to her."
"Okay." Gu Xuewen nodded, he believed that Chen Jingru must be ready to go home.
Back in the ward, the sky had already begun to darken. Gu Xuemei hadn't actually fallen asleep, her abdomen was in pain, and the throbbing pain made her so painful that she couldn't sleep.
There is also the heart and mouth, which is painful, astringent, and stuffy. It was so uncomfortable that I almost wanted to die.
"Xuemei?"
Hearing it was Gu Xuewu's voice, Gu Xuemei turned her head around: "Why haven't you left yet?"
"I don't worry about you."
Gu Xuewu hated himself for not chatting with Gu Xuemei in time. When I took her to the Lavender Manor last year, I should have had a good chat with her.
"What do I have to worry about?" Isn't that what it looks like anyway? A flash of self-loathing flashed in Gu Xuemei's eyes, and that emotion did not escape Gu Xuewu's eyes.
He sat down by the bed: "Since you are pregnant? Why don't you get married? I heard you fell off? Where did you fall from?"
Gu Xuemei turned her face away: "I don't want to say it."
"Xuemei." Gu Xuewu looked at her profile, not knowing what was going on in her mind: "Libin loves you so much, he..."
"Love me?" Gu Xuemei turned her face, met his eyes, and there was a sarcasm in her eyes: "Loving me means sleeping with other women? Loving me means hugging other women in front of me? If this is his love, Then I really learned.”
"What?" Gu Xuewu didn't believe it, and looked at Gu Xuemei with wide eyes: "Impossible. Du Libin is definitely not such a person."
"I saw it with my own eyes, can it be fake?" Gu Xuemei's heart hurts a lot. She just found out that she was pregnant yesterday. She hesitated all night and didn't sleep well. She thought about telling Du Libin, who knew that she saw it this morning, Du Libin Lying in bed naked with other women.
"Xuemei." Gu Xuewu was speechless. At this time, he could no longer excuse Du Libin. But he couldn't believe it in his heart, Du Libin would be that kind of man: "Maybe, there is a misunderstanding here. Xuemei. You, you have to trust him."
"Really?" Gu Xuemei closed her eyes: "Brother, stop talking. I'm so tired, I want to rest."
"Xuemei..."
Gu Xuewu wanted to say something more, but Gu Xuemei closed his eyes and refused to talk to him no matter what.
Sighing, he looked at the time, it was already past seven in the evening. There was a sound of footsteps outside the ward. Chen Jingru came back with chicken soup in her hand.
Seeing that it was her, Gu Xuewu stood up: "Xuemei is asleep, Auntie, please stay here with me, I'll go out for a while."
"Okay." Chen Jingru looked at Gu Xuemei distressedly: "Thank you."
"do not mention it."
Gu Xuewu left, got into the car, and pressed Du Libin's phone.
"Where are you?"
Hearing the address Du Libin said, he said lightly: "I'll be right over."
In Dulibin's clubhouse. In the box they used to like to stay in, Du Libin was sitting on the sofa, with more than a dozen bottles of wine in front of him, some of them had been opened, and some of them hadn't.
He was pouring wine into his stomach, that drinking, it seemed that he just did it some time ago.
Stepping forward, he picked up Du Libin's skirt. Snatch the wine from his hand. Gu Xuewu swept his face with a heavy punch.
The bruises that hadn't faded in the morning had aggravated a bit. Gu Xuewu wanted to wave his hand again, but Du Libin smiled: "Let's fight, let's fight, just kill me."
Seeing his painful face, Gu Xuewu withdrew his hand bitterly, pushed hard, and pushed his body down on the sofa.
"Damn you, how can you do this? Don't you love her very much? How can you have sex with other women if you love her so much? "
Gu Xuewu couldn't control his anger. Staring at Du Libin, he couldn't believe he would do such a thing.
This was definitely not the Dulibin he knew. Absolutely not.
"She told you? She actually told you?" Du Libin's mouth was full of bitterness, he closed his eyes, and suddenly stood up, looked at Gu Xuewu with a frenzied expression, and pointed his index finger at himself Heart: "Yes, that's right. I slept with other women, so what?"
Pointing to an unknown direction, Du Libin's voice raised a few degrees: "No matter how much I have sex with other women, it's better than her, right? At least, when I sleep with other women, I think about her But what about her? When she was sleeping with me, she was thinking of Liang Youcheng. Did you hear that, she was thinking of Liang Youcheng... "
After yelling these words vigorously, Du Libin kicked the table violently, his eyes turned red: "Gu Xuewu, you are a man, do you know this feeling? When she was by my side, what she was thinking about was Other men. She is with me, but not with me. I am tired, do you know, I am tired! I am very tired."
Gu Xuewu stared blankly at Shen him, with a flash of shock in his eyes: "No, it's impossible."
It's been so long, Xuemei should let go, otherwise, she wouldn't be with Du Libin.
"Why is it impossible?" Du Libin's heart hurts, it really hurts. In fact, he was full of annoyance and regret. And self-blame.
Because he really didn't know that Gu Xuemei was pregnant, and he didn't know that she would come to him.
if he knew...
Holding his head weakly, Du Libin slid off the sofa and sat on the ground, looking at Gu Xuewu with a dazed expression.
"Ten years. Do you know that I have loved her for more than ten years. Since she was in school. I only have her in my heart. With her, I don't even look at other women."
"If she's happy, I'm happy too. If she's not happy, I'm sad too. Even if she's engaged to another man, I'm dying of heartache. But I tell myself it's okay. She's happy."
"But what happened? Liang Youcheng died. I thought I had a chance. Do you know that I did everything for her? She stayed up all night, and I stayed up all night with her. She felt sad, I was sad to be with her. When she was in a corner, I stayed up for days and nights to watch her. She said she wanted time and I gave her time. She didn’t want to make it public, so I accompanied her in an underground relationship. For more than four years, I thought she was a piece of ice. I warmed her too."
"But no, she is simply a piece of ice that cannot be melted. She still thinks of Liang Youcheng in her heart." Du Libin had a painful face, and his expression was a little frantic: "Sometimes I really hate, why Liang Youcheng died. If he doesn't die, I still I can compete fairly with him. Not like now, I, a living person, will never be able to compete with a dead person."
Picking up the wine on the table, he gulped it down. Gu Xuewu's body was fixed there, looking at the pain in Du Libin's eyes. He raised his hand, wanting to say something, but couldn't.
When he couldn't drink anymore, Du Libin threw the bottle on the wall vigorously, and suddenly smiled, that smile was very bitter: "But there is one more thing, I know better. If Liang Youcheng is still here, I have no chance at all. In this way, I It should also be fortunate that he is dead. Dead... "
Just dying, but let him understand that in this world, the living will never be able to compete with the dead. Can never compete. Because he died, there will always be a place for him in Gu Xuemei's heart.
And he can never replace that position.
Gu Xuewu's body shook, looking at Du Libin, Qiao Xinwan's face flashed in his mind.
"Look, how good it is for her to die. If she doesn't die, how can I have the opportunity to be with you..."
As soon as his footsteps softened, he sat on the sofa and looked at Du Libin who picked up the bottle and kept drinking. His hands were tightly clenched into fists.
"If she doesn't die, I will never have a chance. If she dies, I will have a chance."
Qiao Xinwan. Qiao Xinwan...
That name flashed through his mind like a needle prick, and there was a little bit of pain in his heart, and the accumulation of those pains made his heart hard to breathe.
Can be beneficial or difficult. What to say and what to do. Completely uncontrollable, the body froze there, unable to move for a long time.
There are only three words in my mind, Qiao Xinwan. Qiao Xinwan, still Qiao Xinwan.
Du Libin didn't care about him either, he was really in a bad mood right now. He is indeed tired. Loving a woman for more than ten years and guarding her for four or five years, in the end, is no better than a dead person.
When leaving the clubhouse yesterday, a woman offered to send him off, but he didn't refuse, and followed that person back. Perhaps in his heart, he just wanted Gu Xuemei to see it.
He wanted to let her see that he, Du Libin, was not wanted by anyone. It's not because of her, Gu Xuemei. But she never thought that Gu Xuemei was pregnant.
She came to find herself early in the morning and saw him lying on the bed with that woman. He instinctively wanted to explain, but Gu Xuemei turned around and left. She is pushing a wheelchair, so it is easy to move around. He chased out of the elevator and wanted to stop her, but he didn't want to see it was him. Gu Xuemei turned the wheelchair faster, because she was in a hurry to leave and didn't see the steps next to her, the wheelchair lost control and fell down...
The blood all over her body flashed in his mind, and Du Libin's mood became more irritable and painful. Opened another bottle of wine. He gulped down.
He was wrong, he was really wrong. Feelings cannot be tested. This time, I'm afraid that Gu Xuemei will never forgive him again. He lost Gu Xuemei forever.
"Hehehehe." Du Libin laughed, very bitterly, the wine flowed down the corner of his mouth and wet his clothes, he didn't care, just drank. He knew that the mistakes he made had already sent him down to eighteen levels of hell, and he would never have a chance to turn over.
In the box, apart from the sound of Du Libin drinking, there was no other sound. Gu Xuewu came back to his senses because of the sound of the wine bottle being placed on the table, and watched Du Libin still pouring wine. He stretched out his hand and gently blocked it.
Suppressing the heartache, there are still many discomforts and entanglements. The matter about Gu Xuemei must be resolved first.
"Anyway, Xuemei is pregnant and you are responsible for the miscarriage. If you really love her, shouldn't you cheer up too? Go ask Xuemei to forgive you?"
"Forgive?" Du Libin shook his head, with a bitter expression on his face: "She won't forgive me. Have you heard? One time of infidelity, a hundred times of infidelity."
He knew Gu Xuemei's personality very well, and her personality would never forgive him.
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Six thousand words were updated today. Power outage at home today. There is no electricity until evening. So no updates are possible.
Continue tomorrow. I'm sick to death.
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