This was the first time she spoke to Gu Xuewu in such a tone. Gu Xuewu's body froze there, looking at Gu Xuemei's face, he fell silent.
The air in the ward was suffocatingly silent. Gu Xuewu exuded a gloomy air all over his body, which made Gu Xuemei feel depressed and couldn't stand it anymore.
She leaned her body on the bed and looked at the blue sky outside.
"I didn't think of Liang Youcheng." At least, during the more than a year with Du Libin, she rarely thought of Liang Youcheng. Really very few.
"Then Dulibin said you..."
"I admit that I had concerns at the beginning. I considered too many issues. I am older than him, and I have my legs, and Liang Youcheng. He died to save me. I really can't get over this hurdle."
But she is human, flesh and blood. She saw Du Libin's kindness to her and his devotion to her. From moving to accepting, from accepting to liking. From like to love.
Those feelings, sublimated bit by bit. When she found out, Du Libin had already occupied her heart.
"But why did he talk about you?" He even said that the person Gu Xuemei was thinking about when he was with Du Libin was Liang Youcheng
"Because Liang Youcheng's parents came to visit Youcheng's grave a few days ago." That day was the anniversary of Youcheng's death.
When Gu Xuemei thought of this, she felt ashamed of Liang Youcheng. She even forgot the anniversary of Liang Youcheng's death. This has never happened before. Because these days, with Du Libin. She almost forgot that there was a man who died to save her.
She felt so guilty. On the second day of Liang Youcheng's death, she went to sit in front of his grave for a long time. She begged Liang Youcheng to forgive her. At that time, she already knew that she was pregnant.
She decided to put aside the past, accept Du Libin's marriage proposal, and live a good life with Du Libin.
Then as soon as she went back that day, Du Libin asked her where she had been.
"I went to see Liang Youcheng, and I told him..." I decided to live a good life with you in the future. From now on, I will just put him in the corner of my heart, and hope that Liang Youcheng can bless her.
But Du Libin didn't listen to her explanation at all. He shook off her hand and left.
She knew he must be unhappy. But she wanted him to hear her finish. After waiting at home for a long time, Du Libin did not come back. She had no choice but to go to his apartment to find him. But she never thought that she would see such an unbearable scene...
Gu Xuemei didn't know how to describe her mood at that time. She is too confident, she thinks that even the whole world will betray her, at least Du Libin will not.
But Du Libin's performance that day was like a slap in the face to her.
She couldn't stay still for almost a second, turning the wheelchair desperately to leave. But I didn't expect...
Memories are always painful. Gu Xuemei looked at Gu Xuewu with an expression full of pain and entanglement: "Brother, I'm not lying to you. I really didn't know how much I loved him until then. I loved him so much that I saw him with other women. When we are together, I can't stand it at all. My heart hurts."
She thought that she was just touched by Du Libin's dedication, but she just couldn't bear to let him get hurt and fail. Just moved and grateful.
But when she really saw Du Libin with other women, she found out. She was no longer as simple as being grateful and moved to Du Libin.
For such a long time, that man, who was obviously younger than her, used his shoulders to support her.
She fell in love with Du Libin, really fell in love with Du Libin.
"Xuemei." Gu Xuewu didn't know what to say: "If you really love him, you should give him a chance."
He believed that Du Libin had never touched other women. He still has this confidence.
Gu Xuemei was silent, she didn't want to discuss this topic at this time, so give Du Libin a chance? She was afraid that she would never forget that scene, she was afraid that she...
Looking at her appearance, Gu Xuewu thought of another question: "Xuemei, do you think you love Liang Youcheng more or Du Libin?"
Gu Xuemei was shocked for a moment, then stared blankly at Gu Xuewu. Gu Xuewu also looked at her, and found himself very nervous about Gu Xuemei's answer, as if this answer was very important to him.
"I don't know." Gu Xuemei shook her head. There is no comparison between these two things, these two people: "I loved Youcheng once. I love you very much, otherwise I wouldn't think of marrying him."
"But Libin is different from him. He used his gentleness and tenderness to weave a dense net, engulfing me in it and closing me bit by bit. When I reacted, he It has penetrated to the marrow of my bones. The love cannot be extricated."
"I can't answer who I love more. I only know that four years ago, I loved Liang Youcheng. But now, I love Du Libin. Liang Youcheng has become a shadow in my heart, faintly, always in that corner .As long as you don’t touch it, you don’t want to. It doesn’t hurt.”
If you don't love, how can it hurt
If you don't love him, why would you care about Du Libin and other women? At that time, the heartache was so painful that she could hardly breathe.
Gu Xuewu was silent, sitting there for a long time without moving, and finally looked at the pain in Gu Xuemei's eyes and said softly: "I still say the same thing, if you really love him, give him a chance. Because Du Libin really loves him. you."
Gu Xuemei didn't want to think about this question for the time being. She loves Du Libin, but that doesn't mean she can accept Du Libin having sex with other women. She reached out and held Gu Xuewu's hand: "What about you? Aren't you going to marry Qiao Xinwan? Why did she leave? Why didn't she get married? gone?"
Seeing his silence, Gu Xuemei added: "You said Du Libin loves me, but do you know that Qiao Xinwan also loves you very much."
When Gu Xuewu heard her say Qiao Xinwan's name, he was stunned and sat there for a long time unable to respond. I just wanted to say something. Chen Jingru came, carrying a thermos and a lunch box.
"Xuewu, you're here." During this period of time, Gu Xuewu was often in the hospital, Chen Jingru was no longer surprised, but looked at the boxed lunch in her hand: "I didn't know you came so early and didn't prepare your meal."
"It's okay, I'll go home and eat." Gu Xuewu stood up, looked at Gu Xuemei, and patted her on the shoulder: "Falling flowers and wind and rain hurt the spring more, it's better to take pity on the person in front of you."
This younger sister has suffered so much, but it is enough. Surgery was also done, and the disease was cured. In the days to come, there should be only happiness left.
And he believed in Du Libin, just like he believed in himself. For such a long time, what Du Libin has paid for Gu Xuemei is definitely not something that can be erased by this turmoil. I hope Gu Xuemei can also think clearly.
"Each each other."
If Gu Xuewu said this to her, then he should pity the talent in front of him more than she does. At this time, she didn't want to make a decision, she didn't want to make any decision, she really wanted to make a decision. Let's wait until her legs are better.
Gu Xuewu was taken aback for a moment, and then laughed again. This is Xuemei, as long as she gets the chance, she can also act as a godmother.
Gu Xuewu returned home, ate something casually, and went back to his room. During this period of time, because of Xuemei's illness, she was so busy that she fainted. He hardly ever came home.
After taking a shower, I went into the study, turned on the computer, and dealt with all the things that had not been dealt with recently, and then I wanted to go back to the room to sleep. I glanced at the big photo there. Although it was covered with a cloth, He knows exactly what's inside.
I put my hand on the cloth for a long time, wanted to uncover it, but retracted it again. I want to go back to my room and rest. He glanced at the bookcase. There is no light.
On the top of the bookcase, there are those photo albums. He put it here casually that day. These days, no more movement. I found my hands consciously, opened the photo album and looked at it again. The big hand rubbed lightly on the photo, and Qiao Xinwan inside smiled really happily. .
The corners of her lips rose slightly, as if infected by her.
"Qiao Xinwan loves you too." Gu Xuemei's words flashed through her mind. The movement of flipping through the photo album stopped for a moment. Turning to the next page, Qiao Xinwan looked at him with eyes full of love.
"Gu Xuewu, you can't die, did you hear that?" He remembered that when he was shot, Qiao Xinwan cried so much. If he remembered correctly, it was the first time Qiao Xinwan cried in front of him.
He remembered that Qiao Xinwan seldom cried. When they were not divorced, no matter what he said or did, Qiao Xinwan only quarreled with him, but never cried.
He still remembered that when Qiao Xinwan was trapped in the elevator with him, she was obviously very scared, and her eyes were full of panic, but she didn't cry, she just held his hand tightly. Let him not leave her.
When she gave birth, she didn't cry, she just begged him to keep the child.
Qiao Xinwan, who was in such pain, didn't even cry, but she cried when he was shot...
"Gu Xuewu, I love you." She smiled delicately and leaned against his chest.
"Gu Xuewu, I don't love you. Did you hear that, I don't love you."
"I do not love you… "
"I love you."
"I do not love you… "
Closing the photo album with a snap, Gu Xuewu rubbed the space between his brows.
Picking up the phone, I found the photos that Shen Cheng took back from Denmark. One after another. She's in Denmark and seems to be doing fine. The smile in the eyes is very sincere and very happy.
Thinking about it, she always seems to be able to enjoy herself. It seems that without him, she can still be the same as before.
There was a lot of irritability in his heart, and there were many emotions he couldn't control. Putting the phone aside casually, he opened the bottom drawer of the desk.
Inside, that small iron box, Zhou Ying's diary. And those photos he took with Zhou Ying before...
"I loved Youcheng before, otherwise I wouldn't want to marry him. But then, I fell in love with Du Libin."
Feeling moved, Gu Xuewu found a bag and stuffed all those things into the bag. Regardless of the fact that it was already night, he picked up the car keys and left directly.
An hour and a half later, the car stopped at a suburban cemetery. Gu Xuewu went up the mountain and stood still in front of Zhou Ying's tomb. It was already dark, and the moonlight shone on the cemetery. It was quiet and solemn.
The wind blew over, and Gu Xuewu looked at the photo of Zhou Ying on the tombstone for a while, and finally took out all those things. He took out the lighter in his pocket.
"Chi" lit the fire, and burned all the diaries, leaves, mobile phone chains, and photos in the small iron box, everything related to Zhou Ying.
Watching the contents of the iron box turn into ashes in front of him, disappearing bit by bit. Gu Xuewu bowed to the tombstone.
Taking a deep look at Zhou Ying, she turned around and left. There is no nostalgia for the footsteps.
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