Qiao Xinwan's nose was sour, and her eyes were bursting with heat. Biting her lip desperately, not letting herself hug him back. The conversation of the last day flashed through my mind.
His words, his accusations, stabbed her heart like a knife.
Those words, these days, I dream back at midnight, and every time I think of them, my heart hurts so much that I can't hurt anymore. She had tried to make herself forget about those things.
But Gu Xuewu's appearance reminded her again. She hasn't forgotten at all.
The emotion suddenly became agitated again, she wanted to push him away, wanted to escape, but she couldn't match his strength, feeling hatred in her heart, she suddenly raised her head, and bit down on his arm forcefully.
Gu Xuewu was in pain, although she was biting hard through the clothes, he grunted, and did not pull her away, letting her bite.
Qiao Xinwan bit it tightly and forcefully, and vented all the depression during this period here.
If he doesn't push her away, she continues. She finally let go until she tasted the blood in her mouth, feeling numb at the roots of her teeth. On the white shirt that Gu Qingkong was wearing, there was a circle of red on the sleeves.
She backed away quickly and pushed him hard.
"Get out, get out, I don't want to see you."
Gu Xuewu didn't even look at his wound, but looked at Qiao Xinwan, stretched out his hand, and pulled her into his arms again, with a calm voice.
"Have you bitten enough? How about changing your hand?"
He acted as if nothing happened, as if the quarrel that day was just her illusion. Qiao Xinwan didn't understand. Gu Xuewu, it's too calm. She has never been able to understand him, she did not understand him before, and it is the same now.
With hatred in her heart, she grabbed his other hand and was about to bite it down, but she couldn't bite it down no matter what she saw on the top circle and the tooth marks.
There, there is a circle of teeth marks. She clearly remembered that when she gave birth to Belle, she was in too much pain, and then she grabbed Gu Xuewu's hand and bit him desperately.
It has been a year since the traces of that circle have been talked about a lot, but it can still be seen.
With a sore nose, she punched him hard: "Go away. Do you think I'm a dog?"
So like to bite.
Gu Xuewu smiled and looked at his hand: "Stop biting."
"Gu Xuewu, go away." Qiao Xinwan was extremely embarrassed. This guy must have done it on purpose. She didn't forget that she never took advantage of him once.
"Xinwan, I really miss you." Gu Xuewu hugged her body into his arms with a very soft and gentle voice.
"Unfortunately, I don't miss you at all."
"Really?" Gu Xuewu raised his eyebrows, his expression somewhat suspicious.
"Of course." Qiao Xinwan stared at him with resolute eyes. Thinking of his past, she raised her hand to push him away again: "Do you miss me or your daughter?"
"My daughter wants it too, but you want it even more." When Gu Xuewu said this, his gaze was fixed on Qiao Xinwan's face with a very focused expression.
She blushed, lowered her head, and turned away uncomfortably: "I don't believe it."
"Xinwan." Her stubbornness is really a headache sometimes. Qiao Xinwan walked to the floor-to-ceiling windows of the living room and stood still, looking out the window at the slowly darkening night.
"Gu Xuewu. You can go. I just want to live a peaceful life with Belle. I don't want you to disturb us."
"Excuse me?" Gu Xuewu raised his eyebrows because of her words, walked behind her, and turned her body around: "Belle is my daughter. She is already one year old, and she needs a father's love."
Qiao Xinwan's throat tightened. She had been avoiding this question all the time: "In the past few months, without you, we had a very good life."
"I believe." For the first time, Gu Xuewu did not refute or deny her words: "I believe that you can live well without me, but there is one thing that I am very sure of."
"What?"
"You would be better off with me."
When he said this, his tone was light, but extremely firm. Qiao Xinwan bit her lips tightly, and couldn't find the words to reply him for a while.
The air suddenly calmed down, with a depressing atmosphere circulating between the two of them.
"Gu Xuewu." Qiao Xinwan finally couldn't bear that feeling of depression: "Aren't you tired?"
"Tired?" Gu Xuewu didn't quite understand what she meant. Qiao Xinwan clenched her fists to calm herself down: "You obviously don't love me, and you obviously don't have me in your heart. But you want to let yourself appear, because daughter, you want to let you Love me and put on a gentle look to me. Are you not tired like this?"
"Who said I don't love you?" He seemed to have said that he loved her.
"Don't lie to yourself." Qiao Xinwan couldn't listen anymore: "The person you love is Zhou Ying. Not me."
Gu Xuewu was taken aback for a moment, a few months had passed, he thought that Qiao Xinwan had already thought about it. Little did she know, she still had such a knot in her heart.
"Zhou Ying is dead."
"Yes, she is dead." Qiao Xinwan felt that this was the saddest thing: "She is dead, but she lives in your heart. You never forget her, and you have a special feeling for her. She occupies your heart Xin, let you pass a few years, still looking for her, wanting to be with her."
Pain, sharp pain, came to Qiao Xinwan's heart again. She admitted that Zhou Ying was a thorn in her heart.
As long as she thinks of this name, as long as she thinks of the position of this name in Gu Xuewu's heart, she will be in pain.
Gu Xuewu was silent, looking at Qiao Xinwan, he did not miss the sadness in her eyes. He frowned, looking at her figure standing in front of the French window.
There is a coffee table and two sofas by the window. He sat down on one of the couches. He looked at the flowers outside.
The night slowly enveloped the garden, and the dim light made the small garden a bit hazy. The night in Denmark is very quiet.
His lips were pursed into a straight line, thinking about how to speak.
"I loved her." As soon as he said it, Qiao Xinwan's body trembled, she couldn't stay any longer, she wanted to leave, but Gu Xuewu held her hand, and with a little force, pulled her into his arms.
"Gu Xuewu, let me go." Since he loves another woman, what does it mean to come here to provoke her again
"I loved her, but in the past." Gu Xuewu refused to let her leave. Holding her body tightly in his arms, it was obvious that she seemed to have lost weight after not seeing her for a few months.
This woman is always so stubborn. It's so strong. Obviously not having a good time, obviously losing weight, obviously having resentment in my heart. But so stubborn. Not at all willing to back down. .
He should really be angry, but he couldn't. Some are just distressed. He is very sure of one thing, that is, if she is alone in Denmark, even if she lives well, it is only superficial.
Happiness is only on the surface. How could she be happy without him? How can you be happy? How could it be possible to have a good life
Surrounding her body, smelling the faint fragrance of roses emanating from her body. His voice is deep and magnetic.
Come back every time. "I admit that I loved Zhou Ying. At that time, she surprised and surprised me."
Feeling the tight body of the person in his arms, he hugged him tightly, and refused to let go: "The daughter of Beidu. I have seen too much, pampered, willful. Like you."
Qiao Xinwan was angry, and wanted to say something, but Gu Xuewu continued: "There are gentle ones. But they are fake. To be honest, I don't like them, and I also have a cold."
"Zhou Ying is different. She is very sensitive and slender. At that time, she really attracted me. I remember one time, I was busy with work. I didn't close my eyes for three days and three nights. She stayed with me, stewed soup, watched At the door of the dormitory, wait for me to go back."
Feeling that Qiao Xinwan's body began to relax, he continued: "I won't lie to you, I was really touched at that time. I swear in my heart that I will marry her and treat her well. I will give The happiness of her life."
Qiao Xinwan stood there in a daze, not knowing what to say. She admits that she also loves Gu Xuewu very much. However, he never knew that he could be moved just for a bowl of soup.
"Later, I took her back to Beidu. I thought about marrying her after I told my parents. At that time, my desire to marry her was true."
"But she's gone. I don't know why she left. I'm actually a man, to put it bluntly. I can't stand it. I can't accept it at all. I'm going to marry her. We've been in love for so long, she has What questions can't you tell me? I just thought, I must find her, I have to ask clearly. Why did she leave... "
Qiao Xinwan raised her head, and Gu Xuewu was also looking at her. When he met her eyes, the corners of his lips raised slightly: "I admit, I really can't forget it for several years. Because of that doubt, pressing on my heart, my pride made me unable to accept the result of this song. Do you understand? ?”
Qiao Xinwan bit her lip. I don't know what to say, I don't understand. Gu Xuewu sighed: "Later, you drugged me. I know, I didn't touch you. But I want to teach you a lesson."
Seeing her eyes widen, Gu Xuewu did not deny his original intentions: "If I can't find Zhou Ying, it's the same for me to marry anyone. Since you want to marry me so much, I will help you."
Qiao Xinwan couldn't find anything to say at this time, so she could only stare blankly at him.
"I said, I really hated you before, no. It's not hate. It's hate. You are self-righteous, and you don't understand what I want at all."
He said this sentence before, and now he heard Gu Xuewu say that Qiao Xinwan would still be hurt, and a grievance flashed in his eyes. If he really hated himself so much, what would he do now
Feel her emotions. Gu Xuewu sighed: "Three years. I let you live a loveless marriage for three years. It is my revenge against you. I admit that I was wrong about this matter. I shouldn't marry you for revenge. I'm sorry .”
Qiao Xinwan stared at him blankly, with his big hands on her waist, his heat penetrated her clothes and penetrated her skin. She felt a small flame burning in her heart.
This was the first time she heard Gu Xuewu apologize to her for those three years of marriage. She couldn't react at all. Gu Xuewu, was apologizing to her for the wrongs she had suffered for three years.
"You design me. I'm angry, you're pregnant, I'm surprised. For me, none of this makes me feel. Because, none of this has anything to do with me."
"Until that time in the elevator, I watched you desperately trying to give birth to that child. At that time, although I didn't know that the child was mine. But I was shocked by you."
"Belle is my child. I was surprised. I never thought that I would have a child. I started to be curious about you. I want to know what kind of power makes you persist like that."
"Curiosity quickly turned sour. When I occasionally went on a business trip, I would think, what are you doing, what is Belle doing? In my heart, I thought of my daughter first, and then thought of you, but later, slowly, it was Thinking of you first, and Belle second."
"You don't believe me, I'm angry. You're taking Belle away, I'm annoyed. You want to run away from me, I'm not happy. So, I figured out a way to get you to the island where we're the only ones." , I wanted to figure out what those emotions were troubling me."
"Actually, I already know. I'm sure. I like you. But how much I like it. I'm not sure yet. But I'm sure of one thing. I can't just let you go, Xinwan. I don't want to miss it you."
He said this series of words in one breath, which had never happened before. Qiao Xinwan's eyes were red, and she stared blankly at Gu Xuewu's face.
His voice is nice, and his words are even better. He said he had feelings for her. But…
"You just, like me."
"Yes, I like it. I like it so much that I don't want my life for you." Gu Xuewu looked at the hesitation on her face: "The day you were kidnapped by Tang Yanan, do you know that I was so anxious? I almost turned the whole Beijing upside down." Xinwan. I would risk my life for you, doesn't that prove your place in my heart?"
"I don't know." Qiao Xinwan really didn't know: "I only know that if Zhou Ying was kidnapped, you would do the same."
She didn't want to say it, but it had to be said. For Gu Xuewu, he is a person who values affection and righteousness. She was the mother of his children, he liked her, she believed.
But she also believed that he loved Zhou Ying. If the person kidnapped today was Zhou Ying, then she believed that Gu Xuewu would do the same.
Gu Xuewu was startled for a moment, looking at the hesitation on Qiao Xinwan's face. Raising eyebrows: "It's not like Qiao Xinwan's personality to have no confidence in yourself."
"Don't avoid the topic." Qiao Xinwan clenched her fists: "You said you liked me, you said you had feelings for me. I believe both. But Gu Xuewu, your feelings for Zhou Ying are deeper. You just said, The things she did for you. I have never done anything for you. I believe that to a certain extent, you like me and are with me because of Belle. If there is no Belle, we are now, still It's Stranger Things. Don't you dare say it's not?"
Gu Xuewu narrowed his eyes and did not deny it: "Indeed, if there is no Belle, we would still be strangers now. But there are no ifs in this world. Belle's existence is a fact."
And he was after Belle was born. It is also true that she is gradually attracted to Qiao Xinwan.
"So, you don't love me at all, you are still because of your daughter."
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Brother Wu, brother Wu. You come on. . I back you up.
First update today.
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