Qiao Xinwan couldn't listen anymore, she couldn't accept this answer. Standing up and wanting to leave, Gu Xuewu pressed her body back onto his lap.
"The existence of Belle is a fact. Although I really don't know when I fell in love with you. Maybe it was when you desperately wanted to give birth to Belle, or maybe it was because you refused to give birth to Belle. When you softened your attitude in front of me, maybe it was when you touched me by your motherhood to Belle."
"When I blocked Tang Yanan's shot for you, I was very sure. I can't lose you. I love you. Qiao Xinwan, is it so difficult for you to trust me?"
"Yes. It's very difficult." Qiao Xinwan nodded: "You can die for me, but you can do the same for Zhou Ying."
With a condensed face, she clutched his skirt with a sad expression: "Do you still remember? You accused me for Zhou Ying. What did you say about me? Every word and every sentence you said that day. I I remember everything clearly. Tell me, how could I lie to you, how could I hurt Zhou Ying like that. Have you forgotten it all?"
Gu Xuewu has not forgotten, and he still remembers those memories. The arms around her relaxed a little unconsciously. She understood what he meant and was about to stand up and leave, but at this moment he hugged her tightly.
"sorry."
His lips breathed in her ear, and his voice was very soft, without evasion: "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you."
"You've hurt me." Qiao Xinwan couldn't help but her eyes turned red, she looked at Gu Xuewu, her body tensed up, and she resisted his contact very much: "Gu Xuewu, you've hurt me, let me understand In your heart, no matter how much you love me, no matter how much you like me, I will never win Zhou Ying. I will never win her because she is dead. And the living will never win the dead. "
Gu Xuewu's body shook, and Du Libin's words flashed in his mind: "The living will never be able to compete with the dead."
His eyes were a little hot, his arms tightened, and he hugged Qiao Xinwan into his arms: "The living can't compete with the dead. Because the status of those who have left will stay there forever, and there is no way to go any further. But the living, still Have a chance. Occupy all your thoughts and feelings."
"Xinwan, I was really angry that day. I didn't mean to hurt you, I was just shocked suddenly. Zhou Ying died, so suddenly. When I wanted to get an answer, she left. I'm depressed and guilty. And I'm sorry."
"If I know she is sick, I will take care of her. I will accompany her through the last journey of life, and I will not let her leave this world alone."
Feeling her body tense up and her face getting uglier, he held her down to prevent her from getting up.
"Qiao Xinwan. Even if a friend of mine is sick today, I will stay with her until the end. Not to mention, I did have a vow of eternal love with Zhou Ying."
Qiao Xinwan felt uncomfortable. Yes, she shouldn't fight with a dead person, but: "Gu Xuewu, if she doesn't die, are you with her? Is it just regret? Is it just guilt? Is it? I believe that if Zhou Ying is still there, you Will definitely be with her."
"I won't." Gu Xuewu looked at Qiao Xinwan with a firm tone, and his answer was faster than Qiao Xinwan's imagination. She froze, still suspicious in her eyes.
"Even if Zhou Ying is not dead, she is still here, and I will not be with her."
Gu Xuewu looked at Qiao Xinwan, and the time when he saw Li Lan that day flashed through his mind. She said that it was Zhou Ying's birthday that day, and he was suddenly shocked because he discovered something.
During the few months with Qiao Xinwan, he almost never thought of Zhou Ying.
He was shocked by his own indifference. He almost forgot about Zhou Ying. If it wasn't for Li Lan's appearance, if it wasn't for her reminding herself that it was Zhou Ying's birthday. Then he believed in himself, and had really forgotten Zhou Ying at this time.
Therefore, after returning to Qiao's house, he was full of doubts. He wanted to know Zhou Ying's whereabouts. He wanted an answer. More importantly, he wanted to find Zhou Ying and tell her that it was impossible for him and her to be together again. up.
Because before he knew it, when he was not prepared, Qiao Xinwan gradually replaced Zhou Ying's position in his heart. In his heart, eyes, and mind, only Qiao Xinwan was left.
He despised his ruthlessness, how could he forget Zhou Ying so quickly, he felt guilty, he felt sorry for Zhou Ying.
He didn't know she was sick, didn't know she left, it was in vain for him. The news of Qilin Hall came quickly, but he couldn't find a woman.
He doubted himself, he couldn't accept it. So he vented his anger. After knowing that it was Qiao Xinwan who provoked Zhou Ying to let her leave, he couldn't help but vent his anger.
He also knew his actions didn't make sense. But deep down there is something more hateful. Just dissatisfied with Qiao Xinwan, how could she
He has fallen in love with her and accepted everything about her. He felt that the woman he liked must also be kind and gentle. But he was wrong.
Qiao Xinwan is Qiao Xinwan.
He could never change her into someone else. Because she is Qiao Xinwan.
"I'm sorry. I vented my anger. I don't think I can accept it. How could you use that method? I was really angry at the time. But calm down, I was even more angry with myself. Xinwan. The past is all over. Zhou Ying has already left. Even if she didn't leave, I just wanted to tell her that I couldn't be with her when I found her. "
Qiao Xinwan looked at him with suspicion in her eyes, but Gu Xuewu held her hand at this moment and placed it on his chest: "You said, the living can't compete with the dead. Indeed, they can't. Because, You don't need to fight at all. From the moment I fell in love with you, you have already occupied my heart. You replaced Zhou Ying's position in my heart. I fell in love with you. "
"Gu Xuewu?" Qiao Xinwan stared at him blankly, not knowing how to react. This was the most beautiful love story she had ever heard. And this love story came from the mouth of the man she loved the most.
"I've said so much, you still don't believe me?"
Gu Xuewu looked into her eyes firmly, trying to find an answer in it. Qiao Xinwan bit her lip and shook her head lightly.
No, it's not that she doesn't believe it, she just can't believe it. How could she believe it
This is incredible and too unbelievable. She had a feeling that she was in a dream. Not to mention he...
Died away from Gu Shi. Gu Xuewu's eyes darkened again. Looking at Qiao Xinwan's face, he stretched out his hand and hugged her into his arms again: "If you don't believe it, don't believe it. It doesn't matter. I will prove it to you. I love you now It's you. No one else."
"Then, that Zhou Ying..."
After all, she just minded, just because she was afraid that Zhou Ying would still be on his mind.
"Xinwan." Gu Xuewu stroked the top of her hair with his chin, smelled the fragrance of her body, and felt that his fatigue during this period had been relieved.
"If you know me well enough, you will know. When I hate someone, I hate to the end, but when I love someone, I love to the bone. Qiao Xinwan, I love you."
The next three words are faint. But with affection. He didn't hide his heart this time, and let her know clearly.
Qiao Xinwan stopped talking, listening to his heartbeat, his breath was on the tip of her nose, and his broad chest was around her arms.
All of this made her feel as unreal as a dream. Do you trust him
There are still many uncertainties in my heart. She has never been a timid person. But when facing Gu Xuewu, her courage became very small.
She is actually afraid, she is afraid that in Gu Xuewu's heart, she is not good enough.
I'm afraid that he hates her pampering and willfulness, and one day, it will become a reason for him to hate himself.
In front of him, she always seemed to be in a mess, as if she was shorter than a person.
All pride, all self-confidence seemed to disappear in front of him. Only humbleness is left, humble enough to please. But it felt like nothing to please.
Gu Xuewu felt it, her body trembled slightly, she didn't speak, and he understood what she was thinking.
She doesn't trust herself, she doubts his feelings. He should be angry. But when he decided to come to Denmark, he told himself that he would never be angry with Qiao Xinwan again in this life.
Because he didn't want what he did or said in anger to hurt her again.
"I'm so sleepy." Sighing, he let go of her slightly, his brows furrowed, with a pitiful expression on his face: "I've been so tired these past few months. I didn't sleep well last night. I'm so sleepy now."
"Uh." Qiao Xinwan was startled for a moment, then looked at Gu Xuewu: "You, if you're sleepy, go to sleep."
"I don't want to sleep on the sofa." Gu Xuewu yawned. Stretching out his hand and rubbing the center of his brows, he pointed at Qiao Xinwan with his blood-stained cuff, and looked at the distress in her eyes: "I didn't sleep well last night."
"You..." Qiao Xinwan walked away from him and took a step back. She doesn't know what to say now: "Then, then go to your room and sleep."
"Are you with me?"
"I, I..." Qiao Xinwan shook her head: "No, you go to the guest room. I want to accompany Belle."
"But, I want you to sleep with me." Gu Xuewu tightened her hand, with pleading eyes. Qiao Xinwan pulled her hand away. Looking at Gu Xuewu.
"If you want to do this, I will think that all you want is my body." She is in a mess now. He had just said a lot, and she needed time to digest the words and sort out his feelings. She hesitated and was puzzled. She needs to think it through.
If he slept with her, there was no guarantee that she would not be fooled by him again. After all, she is very clear about his means.
Gu Xuewu was stunned for a moment, then sighed: "Okay. I'll sleep in the guest room. However, you are so cruel. Yesterday, I saw someone sleeping on the sofa, but you didn't even cover me with the quilt. It made me very cold in the middle of the night."
"You, you you..." He didn't fall asleep? Qiao Xinwan was embarrassed again. Sure enough, she had never won in front of Gu Xuewu.
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The second update today. Xinwan, how can you match Brother Wu? Surrender quickly.
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