Ming Zhou was keenly aware of the unusual silence in the air. There was no sound coming from the living room. He frowned unconsciously, tightened his grip on the door frame, and called out again, "Xiao Jinang?"
Plop—
Xiao Jinang was startled when he heard this, and finally came to his senses, but he fell to the ground because of his unstable body. He got up from the ground with a red face, and said in a panic, like a child who had done something wrong: "I... I'm here..."
Ming Zhou heard his voice, his brows relaxed, and his hand holding the door frame slowly dropped, as if something invisible had finally fallen back to its original place. He paused, and said, "I'm done with my shower, you go ahead."
Xiao Jinang's mind was in a mess. He nodded subconsciously: "Oh... OK, I'll go wash it right away."
He didn't dare look at Ming Zhou again. He picked up his pajamas on the sofa and quickly went into the bathroom.
Ming Zhou did not notice anything unusual, and turned around and groped his way towards the bedroom. He did not have the habit of turning on the light, but when he entered the room, his footsteps paused slightly, and he did not know what he remembered. He searched the wall with his right hand for a moment, and then pressed the light switch.
There was a light "click" sound, and the originally dim bedroom suddenly became bright. Ming Zhou stepped on the light and sat down at the desk as usual, then took out the diary from the drawer and wrote on the paper.
He held the pointed blind pen in his hand and did not move for a long time, as if he was considering something. His silhouette fell on the warm-colored window, which made him look like a normal person.
A normal person who needs to turn on the light to write.
Ming Zhou sat on the chair, letting the ink-black hair drip down, his expression seemed to be wandering. He slightly raised his eyelids, revealing a pair of eyes covered with a layer of sickly white film. Because the black pupils were smaller than those of ordinary people, he looked a little more cold and dead.
Ming Zhou stroked the paper with his fingertips, and suddenly remembered the cat who was still receiving an IV in the clinic. He finally started writing, using a blind pen to poke holes on the paper one after another:
I cheated Xiao Jinang...
I actually... I had a cat...
Mingri seemed to have torn off some fig leaf and began to recall the bloody past:
To be precise, it was raised by that woman.
She is beautiful but stupid, and is deceived by a married man. She stays in that room every day, waiting for the man to come to her like a favor. No one locks her up, she locks herself up.
She could have lived like a tree like other women, but she chose to live like a dodder. After losing her support, she could no longer withstand the wind and rain.
So when she found out one day that the man had a family, she went completely crazy. No unfaithful man would be with a crazy woman, so the man completely disappeared from her life and never appeared again.
He and she, my father and mother.
I was locked up in the house by that woman and was not allowed to go out, along with a pet cat she had raised before. But even a person couldn't stand that dark and gloomy life, let alone a cat.
One day when she opened the door to bring me food, the cat suddenly broke free from my arms and ran out through the crack in the door like a gust of wind. It was so fast that only its afterimage could be seen, and it even knocked over the rotten rice in the woman's bowl.
I really wanted to leave with it, but the woman grabbed me by my hair and pulled me back...
So I was the only one left in the room, and I felt like an object that could be discarded at will.
I really hope I can turn into an animal, even a mouse or a fly. As long as I can escape from that house, it doesn’t matter what I become…
But I ended up being a lunatic, a little lunatic born to a lunatic woman...
I don't know if the cat is still alive now, but even if it is alive, it must be very old. They don't have as long a lifespan as humans, which means that the days of suffering they endure will be much shorter.
The vellum is thick and hard, which means it is written with a blind pen.
You need to use some strength when you write. Ming Zhou's heart is a little crueler than others, so his strength is even greater. When he wrote, his knuckles turned slightly blue, and the sharp tip of the pen accidentally pierced his fingertips, and a little red blood appeared. However, Ming Zhou seemed to have no sense of pain, and continued to write on the paper with holes without stopping.
There was a time when I hated that cat...
This kind of hatred is despicable because the other party never owed me anything, but I still hate it for abandoning me.
But then, as the days passed, the night I was blinded, the night the woman jumped from the tall building, I was suddenly glad that it had escaped.
Ming Zhou closed his eyes, as if he had finally acknowledged something, and wrote with difficulty on the paper:
I can't save it, and I can't save myself...
Because the room was too quiet, the sound of running water in the bathroom was particularly obvious. Ming Zhou felt a stinging pain belatedly, took the injured fingertip into his mouth, and slowly sucked off the blood with a rusty taste, and his light-colored lips turned a light red.
Ming Zhou slowly turned the page of paper, as if starting a new cycle, or interrupting a certain past, and wrote words that only he could understand.
But one day, the cat suddenly came back to me...
I shouldn't touch him again, and I should even stay away from him, because I don't know if he will abandon me again like he did many years ago, and leave without looking back, taking away the last bit of kindness I have left.
If a person loses his kindness, only evil remains.
I once thought that I was a bad person, but I still couldn't seem to completely have a heart that was free from good and evil. For example, I adopted the cat again and started to make the same mistakes again.
Ming Zhou heard Xiao Jinang coming out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and finally wrote a sentence on the paper:
When one day you finally begin to have kindness towards the world and start to forgive your past, does that mean that you have already been redeemed without even realizing it
There is no way to know the answer because Ming Zhou had already closed the book and gently put it into the drawer.
Although Xiao Jinang didn't need to take a shower, he still took a shower like humans and took a shower seriously. Ming Zhou guessed that the other party must have used a lot of shower gel, because when Xiao Jinang approached, he smelled the fragrant shower gel on the other party.
Very strong, milky flavor.
Xiao Jinang may have used most of the bottle.
Ming Zhou pulled the chair slightly open, stood up from his seat, and asked softly, "Are you done washing?"
Xiao Jinang didn't wear a shirt because his pajamas were a little small when buttoned up, and they were too tight and uncomfortable. He had a white towel on his head, covering his wet black hair, making his already dark eyes look even more lively. He nodded obediently when he heard this: "Well, I'm done!"
He washed it carefully for a long time!
Ming Zhou didn't say anything, but just said, "After you wash, go to bed."
He walked slowly to the wall and was about to turn off the light, but before he could do so, he heard Xiao Jinang's slightly confused voice. He blushed and lowered his head and asked, "Doctor Ming, where do I sleep?"
Sofa? Guest room
Ming Zhou paused for a moment, then said, "...Sleep with me. The bed is big enough for two people."
After speaking, he lightly pressed the switch, without giving Xiao Jinang any chance to react, and the room suddenly fell into darkness. The night outside the French window was dark blue, making the surrounding scenery in a blurry and unreal state.
Xiao Jinang was stunned. He didn't expect to get such an answer. He subconsciously looked at Ming Zhou, but saw him walking in the dark as usual, and then slowly groped his way to sit on the right side of the bed.
Ming Zhou was not wearing pajamas, but only a white bathrobe. He bent his knees and sat on the edge of the bed, but did not lie down, revealing a thin and slender calf, which glowed a cool blue in the moonlight. The collar was a little loose due to the style, and the collarbone was deep and distinct, with sexy lines, but because of his indifferent expression, elegant and handsome, people did not have any blasphemous thoughts.
What is Mingri thinking about
He was thinking that he seemed to have missed a sentence and forgot to write it down in his diary.
I always worry that the cat will leave me alone again like it did many years ago, but when I think about it, it seems a little unfounded...
Because I won't give him the chance to escape from me again...
It turns out that salvation or not does not depend on others, but on oneself...
Ming Zhou didn't know whether he noticed that Xiao Jinang hadn't moved for a long time, so he relied on his intuition to slowly look in his direction, then reached out and patted the place beside him in the dark, and whispered to comfort him: "It's okay, come up."
Ming Zhou felt that he would never want to step into the guest room that had been converted into a storage room again.
Xiao Jinang's heart suddenly skipped a beat.
He looked into Ming Zhou's eyes in the dim environment, only to see that the other's unfocused eyes were staring at him quietly, lifeless, yet gentle.
Xiao Jinang seemed to want to say something, but he didn't know what to say. He walked forward uncontrollably, then knelt on one knee on the edge of the bed and climbed onto the bed lightly. Then Ming Zhou felt the force of the sinking beside him, and the faint scent of milk shower gel in the air.
Ming Zhou's fingertips moved, slowly groping forward on the soft sheets, and finally touched Xiao Jinang's hand that was supporting his side. He didn't know what he wanted to do, but everything was based on instinct, his fingertips slowly moved up along the other's strong arm, and then gently circled Xiao Jinang's neck.
The two of them were very close.
Ming Zhou then discovered that the boy who had a simple personality in his impression was not weak, and even had smooth and beautiful muscle lines. He vaguely touched the tip of his nose, and the warm breath sprayed out, making him itchy and flustered, and whispered, "What do you want to do in the kitchen this afternoon?"
Xiao Jinang panicked when he heard this, like a child who had made a mistake, eager to cover up something: "I didn't..."
Ming Zhou said softly, "Don't lie."
He was much older than Xiao Jinang, and at this moment he was like an elegant elder, persuading a child who had made a mistake. It was difficult to discern what kind of emotions were mixed in his words: "It's okay, tell me, what do you want to do..."
Xiao Jinang's ears turned red in the night when he heard this. He lowered his head helplessly and finally whispered three words: "I want to kiss you..."
He felt that this idea was wrong, otherwise why would he be so panicked.
However, Ming Zhou was not angry. Instead, he touched his soft hair in the dark. Because the water vapor had not dried, it was still a little damp. He continued to ask in a gentle voice: "Then why do you want to kiss me?"
Xiao Jinang didn't know, his eyes were confused, and he couldn't find the answer: "I... I don't know..."
Ming Zhou saw that Xiao Jinang couldn't give an answer, so he didn't dwell on the question too much. He slowly stroked his handsome eyebrows and nose with his fingertips, imagining Xiao Jinang's face in his mind, and finally leaned against his nose and whispered in his hot breath: "Then kiss me..."
Ming Zhou slowly wrapped his arms around Xiao Jin'ang's neck, then took him to the pillow and lay quietly and submissively under him: "Xiao Jin'ang, you can kiss me."
The ties of the bathrobe came undone, making the neckline even looser. The dress seemed to have become a decoration without any covering function.
Xiao Jinang blushed. He quietly reached out to help Ming Zhou pull up his collar, but he grabbed both of his hands: "It's okay, don't worry about it..."
Ming Zhou gently bent one leg and whispered in Xiao Jingang's ear: "Just do what you want..."
Xiao Jinang was a little nervous: "Is it really possible?"
Ming Zhou remained silent, indicating his agreement. A few seconds later, he suddenly placed a warm and wet kiss on the right side of his cheek. It was very short, and before he could react, it was as gentle as a dragonfly touching the water.
Ming Zhou's heart suddenly skipped a beat, and he was unable to recover for a long time because of the strange touch.
Xiao Jinang pursed his lips, feeling that the touch just now was wonderful. He looked at Ming Zhou hesitantly, then blushed.
He whispered, "Doctor Ming, can I kiss you again?"
As if he was afraid that Ming Zhou would disagree, he added carefully, "Just for a moment."
Ming Zhou came back to his senses and nodded gently in the darkness: "Okay..."
The voice is a little hoarse.
So Xiao Jinang thought for a moment, and finally gently held Ming Zhou's face, leaned over and kissed him gently on the lips. The slightly cool and soft feeling was somewhat addictive. Xiao Jinang pursed his lips unconsciously, and suddenly thought of sweet candies and sweet ice cream, and couldn't help but lick it with the tip of his tongue.
Ming Zhou groaned softly and his breathing became disordered.
Xiao Jinang felt that one kiss was not enough, and he asked in a low voice, a little embarrassed: "Doctor Ming, can I kiss you again..."
He felt that he was a little greedy, which was not good.
Ming Zhou touched Xiao Jinang's soft hair, but he was not angry: "Is just one moment enough?"
Xiao Jinang spoke carefully: "Then... ten times?"
Ming Zhou thought this person was a bit stupid. Why did he keep asking? "It's up to you."
However, as soon as he finished speaking, he felt a wet and warm sensation between his eyebrows, as if someone was carefully kissing him. Once, twice, three times...
By the end, Ming Zhou was already a little dazed. He couldn't count how many times Xiao Jinang kissed him, but the only thing he was sure of was that it was more than ten times, a number many times more than "ten".
The more Xiao Jinang kissed, the more uncomfortable he felt, and his breathing gradually became heavier. He just felt empty inside, and urgently needed something to fill it. Finally, he couldn't control himself anymore, and pulled Ming Zhou to sit in his arms, holding the other's waist tightly.
The air was quiet for a moment.
Xiao Jinang suddenly remembered a long time ago, when he was still a diamond. He had followed many hosts and experienced many partings, loves and hates that did not belong to him.
He seemed to know everything and yet nothing.
Or maybe he already understood, but he just didn't understand that kind of emotion was called love...
Xiao Jinang slowly held Ming Zhou's face in the darkness, only to find that the other's lips were already red and swollen from his kisses. The loose hair on his forehead fell down, covering his eyes, which made Ming Zhou look less indifferent and more gentle.
Ming Zhou sat face to face in his arms. Perhaps he realized something, but he struggled slightly for a moment, and then became motionless.
Xiao Jinang said in a low voice: "Doctor Ming..."
Every time he called out these three words, his voice was very obedient, as if he was acting coquettishly.
Ming Zhou suddenly felt weak when he heard Xiao Jin'ang's soft voice. He closed his eyes and leaned against Xiao Jin'ang's forehead, and hummed in a hoarse voice.
Xiao Jinang seemed a little embarrassed, blushing and lowering his head, and finally whispered something very seriously: "I like you the most."
You are the most favorite human being of Little King Kong, no one else. It is not limited to the earth, but is big enough to accommodate the entire universe.
Xiao Jinang opened his arms, trying to circle out a circle to express how much he likes you: "There are so many people in the world, but you are the one I like the most."
Even though Ming Zhou is not a diamond and does not shine brightly, and is not of the same kind as Xiao Jinang and cannot see, he still likes him the most.
Ming Zhou heard Xiao Jinang's words but didn't say anything. He slowly groped in the darkness, and finally gently hugged Xiao Jinang, wrapping himself in an embrace filled with the scent of milk. After a long time, he finally closed his eyes and said three words: "I know..."
Ming Zhou buried his face in Xiao Jin'ang's neck, as if something hot was rolling down his collar. His lips trembled as he whispered something with a deep sense of powerlessness: "Xiao Jin'ang, don't leave me alone in the future..."
He was trembling, as if he was afraid of something.
Xiao Jinang patted Ming Zhou's back gently, then held his face, and kissed away the salty tears bit by bit, and made a serious promise: "Don't cry, I will always be with you."
Ding! Please note that the villain's blackness has dropped to 49! Please continue to work hard~
Ming Zhou lowered his head and gave Xiao Jinang a kiss with salty liquid in the darkness. It was the first time he took the initiative. He was unfamiliar but also slow and steady, just like his personality.
When Xiao Jinang saw him kissing her actively, his eyes lit up, and he moved forward like a puppy, chasing him for a kiss. However, he changed his posture while chasing him, and accidentally turned over and pinned the man under him.
Ming Zhou groaned.
Xiao Jinang leaned over and gently rubbed his neck, as if he was acting coquettishly: "Doctor Ming..."
Ming Zhou naturally wrapped his arms around his neck, breathing a little disordered: "What's wrong?"
Xiao Jinang suddenly remembered the scenes of the hosts rolling in bed before, bit his finger with some curiosity, then whispered something carefully in Ming Zhou's ear, and finally asked in a low voice with red ears: "... Is it okay?"
Ming Zhou paused for a moment after hearing this, and then his face began to heat up, not knowing how to answer. However, Xiao Jinang rubbed his neck like a spoiled child, and curiously asked, "Is it okay? Is it okay?"
Ming Zhou couldn't resist the entanglement, and finally covered his eyelids with the back of his hand, nodded gently, and blushed and embarrassedly uttered two words: "Okay..."
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