"Boss, I like you." Bai Lixin's exclusive voice came from the earphones to his ears, and Pei Fuchen's heart beat uncontrollably.
"Today is Qixi Festival, Boss." After waiting for a long time, Bai Lixin said again without getting a response from Pei Fuchen.
His voice trembled slightly, almost crying, fragile like a daisy that just bloomed after a spring rain.
When Pei Fuchen heard this, his heart ached.
Is it Qixi Festival today
"Baby, be good, don't cry." Hearing Baili Xin's cry, Pei Fuchen hurriedly comforted him in a low voice, "Don't cry."
Bai Lixin sniffled, but the words were still nasal, "Boss, I like you, did you hear that?"
Pei Fuchen nodded, but he suddenly remembered that he and Bailixin couldn't see each other through the computer, so he quickly whispered: "Yes, I heard you."
"I'm gay, boss. I like you. If I confess to you, do you feel repulsed? Do you feel disgusted?" Bai Lixin asked without rushing to ask for Pei Fuchen's.
"No! How could I find you disgusting!" I obviously like you before it's too late.
"Then do you like me? Like me like I like you."
like! I like you! I love you so much that I can dream of you!
Pei Fuchen yelled in his heart, but his throat became more and more dry, "I... I'm sorry, Xiaoluo, you asked too suddenly."
When he said these words, Pei Fuchen felt as if his heart was going to die. His heart twitched violently, as if it was being squeezed and pinched by a powerful giant hand.
How much he wanted to tell him that he also liked him, that he loved him so much that he wished he could embrace him as soon as they met.
"Boss, can I have a video with you?" Bai Lixin asked cautiously with hope in his voice.
video? Pei Fuchen's eyes widened suddenly, no, no video.
Even though he was crazy about Bai Lixin, but he must not let Bai Lixin see his face.
The image of "Boss" that Bai Lixin told himself about "Boss" sounded in Pei Fuchen's mind, and the image of "Boss" was like a perfect patron saint in his mind. But he himself is not, he is a dying person, and he is also a cold-blooded and ruthless person.
Seeing his own face, Bai Lixin will be disappointed, right
Pei Fuchen shook his head, with a struggling look in his eyes. No, he couldn't do this alone. He wanted to maintain his perfect image in Bailixin's mind, and he wanted to be Bailixin's patron saint for the rest of his life. Even after he died, the image he left in Bai Lixin's mind was all beautiful.
"Boss?" After not getting an answer for a long time, Bai Lixin's cautious voice came from Pei Fuchen's earphones again.
Hearing Bai Lixin's voice, Pei Fuchen came back to his senses immediately. He shook off the random assumptions in his mind and replied, "Sorry, Xiaoluo, I don't have a camera here."
Bai Lixin paused for a longer time this time, for a long time, before he asked resolutely: "Okay, boss, I can wait... Since you don't reject me, can you try to accept me? If you don't want to Accept me, please reject me now, we are still good brothers."
"..." Pei Fuchen bit his lower lip tightly, trying to say something to refuse? He couldn't tell. But accept it? He can't do that.
Bai Lixin still has a long life to go, he is different from himself.
Pei Fuchen was at a loss. He stared at the screen dully. Because today is Qixi Festival, the system shouts caused by the fireworks have long been overshadowed by other people's various shouts.
However, the fireworks on the ground were still going off, and the beautiful pink hearts were like sharp needles, piercing deeply into his chest and into his eyes. It made his heart twitch and his eyes ache.
He stared at the screen in front of him and the beautiful Xueyumen boy in colorful neon clothes on the screen, and suddenly made a move that even he himself did not expect.
He went offline and escaped...
After exiting the game, exiting the chat room, and turning off the computer, Pei Fuchen finally realized what he had done.
He covered his face with his hands, burying his regretful expression in his palms. He lost Baili Xin, completely lost.
Even if Bai Lixin would have any lover in the future, it would not be him.
As soon as he thought of that quiet but somewhat cunning young man being embraced by another strange man, he felt that his heart had died.
The old butler pushed the door open and entered, and was stunned when he saw the hunched young master sitting on the boss chair from afar.
The young master curled up and covered his face, obviously unable to see his expression, but the sadness emanating from his whole body could be felt by himself who was far away from the door.
The old butler sighed silently, retreated silently and closed the door carefully.
That night, Pei Fuchen sat silently at the computer desk, staring at the computer screen that had already been blacked out, in a daze all night. At night, the old housekeeper came in to deliver a blanket to Pei Fuchen, but found that under the dim light, Pei Fuchen was still opening his eyes, but his eyes were lost and lifeless.
The old housekeeper let out another long sigh, put the blanket lightly on Pei Fuchen's back, and walked out without saying much.
Pei Fuchen just sat in this study for a whole night, and before dawn the next morning, he began to feel some headaches.
Standing up unsteadily, Pei Fuchen took two steps towards the door, but he staggered and fell down on the carpeted floor in the blink of an eye.
It was getting light, and the old butler came to the study again.
When he opened the door and entered, he suddenly found Pei Fuchen passed out on the ground!
The old housekeeper was terrified, and hurriedly called the driver over and hurried to the hospital!
In the hospital, the attending doctor patted Pei Fuchen's breasts, "Why do you stay up all night for such an old man?"
The old housekeeper was very worried, and hurriedly asked the doctor in charge, "Doctor Huang, how is the young master?"
Doctor Huang smiled and comforted the old man who was over half a century old, "Don't worry, Uncle Xu, your young master just didn't rest well last night, coupled with the sadness, he fainted in a hurry. I'll give him a few minutes later Just prescribe some traditional Chinese medicine for conditioning, and you don’t need to take western medicine.”
The heart that had been mentioned in his throat finally fell back to his heart following the words of the attending doctor. The old housekeeper looked at Pei Fuchen who was still in a coma, and sighed again, "Master is probably in love, and it is still the first love."
The doctor in charge immediately widened his eyes when he heard the words, and asked curiously: "How old is your young master, and still have your first love?"
The old housekeeper put his fists in front of his mouth and coughed lightly, and said awkwardly: "Our young master has always been strict with himself. A relationship not for the purpose of marriage is just playing hooligans. How could he fall in love casually!"
"Okay, okay." The attending doctor waved his hand, "Anyway, it's your young master, even farting is delicious. Okay, since there is nothing wrong, let him sleep well in the ward, just now I injected him with a bottle of glucose and a drip for calming the mind. He was not sleepy last night, so let him take care of his spirit. Although there is no problem, because of your young master's special situation, it is best to stay in the hospital for two weeks. sky."
The old butler nodded, "Okay, thank you, Doctor Huang."
The attending doctor waved his hand and yawned, "It's okay, I'm going to catch up on sleep first. I had a major operation last night and I didn't sleep all night."
Standing at the door to see off the attending doctor, the old housekeeper glanced back at the still asleep and was about to close the door of the ward. But just as he was about to close the door, there was a panting voice in front of the door.
He was a young man in his early twenties, and he was panting heavily, looking anxiously from the gap beside him.
Isn't this the young man whom the young master frequented these two times? It seems that he came to see the young master, but how did he know that something happened to the young master
The old housekeeper smiled slightly, stood up straight and said, "Hello, who are you looking for?"
Bai Lixin felt a dull pain in his heart when he saw Pei Fuchen lying unconscious on the bed from the armpit of the old housekeeper. If he had known that Pei Fuchen's reaction was so strong, he would not have forced him.
It's really self-inflicted!
Bai Lixin twisted his arm hard with his hand, wishing he could slap himself a hundred times.
"Grandpa, hello, I'm Brother Pei's friend. I just saw him being carried in. Is something wrong with him? Can I go in and see him?" Bai Lixin asked the old man anxiously, frowning. housekeeper.
Seeing Bai Lixin's unfathomable expression, the old housekeeper showed a sincere smile: "Please come in. The young master was too sad and caught the cold yesterday, just take a short rest. So please be quiet and don't bother me Master rest."
Baili Xin nodded firmly, and walked cautiously into the ward.
He walked to Pei Fuchen's side quickly and lightly, and also approached Pei Fuchen, so he could see Pei Fuchen's face more clearly.
Now Pei Fuchen was lying quietly on the hospital bed, looking as if he was sleeping peacefully. But the pale face and almost transparent lips that could not be ignored betrayed him.
Bai Lixin sat decadently on the chair, reached out and took Pei Fuchen's callused hand into his own.
His face was pale, and even his hands were cold.
He had never seen his lover so fragile, like thin ice that could break at the touch of a touch.
What the hell was he doing yesterday? Why did you force him.
Bai Lixin clenched Pei Fuchen's hand and touched his face, feeling extremely regretful.
Seeing the scene in front of him, the old butler just paused, then smiled, and walked out of the ward. Before leaving, he did not forget to close the door for the two of them.
[S419M,] After a long time, Bai Lixin shouted weakly in his heart, [Can he be cured with plane points? ]
[Report to the host, of course you can. ]
[Well, use the plane points to cure all the diseases on Pei Fuchen's body, except the tumor! ]
[Obey, Master Host. Let's investigate Pei Fuchen's physical illness. Ding, the investigation is complete. To report to the host, Pei Fuchen has no other diseases, he is in excellent health, but because of the tumor, the doctor forbade him to exercise, so he gradually became weak in two years. Anyway, Mr. Pei Fuchen's physical attribute is also B-level. ]
[Has his current physical attribute dropped to B level? ] Bai Lixin paused suddenly when he heard S419M's words, [I remember when you first came to this plane, you once said that his physical attribute is A-level. ]
[Yes, Master Host. But with the impact of the tumor, not only his mental strength was affected, but his body was also devastated. Not only because of the disease of tumor, but also because of uninterrupted drug treatment. It is because medicine is three-point poisonous, no matter how good the body is, if it is constantly destroyed by medicine, it will also have bad effects. Sometimes the human body is not afflicted by the disease itself, but by the psychological and physical stress caused by the disease. ]
[According to what you said, there should be a backlog of toxins caused by taking drugs in his body? ]
[Yes, Master Host. ]
[Then can you eliminate the toxin? ] Bai Lixin asked.
[Of course, Master Host. But this time the toxin backlog is a bit deep, requiring a lot of plane points. ]
Without even thinking about it, Bai Lixin said: [What do you care about the plane points, save people first! No matter how much you use, help me clean up the toxins in Pei Fuchen's body. ]
[Obey, Master Host! Ding! Use 2000 plane points to completely remove toxins from the body. Ding! Congratulations to the host, the toxin has been completely removed. ]
[…] Bai Lixin's originally sad expression suddenly became indifferent, [S419M, tell me. Is this what you mean by 'a lot of plane points'? ]
S419M hummed, [Yes, Master Host! 2000 points! You have done so many things before, but you have never used 2000 plane points at once! You were obviously not like this before, Lord Host! What a frugal person you were before! ]
Bai Lixin: [... Sorry, I shouldn't be so picky before. ]
Pei Fuchen, who had repaired his body with plane points, was no longer as pale as before, and his hands gradually began to return to warmth.
Bai Lixin stood up, clasped the fingers of Pei Fuchen's right hand with his left hand, but slowly leaned forward in front of Pei Fuchen's face.
Slowly approaching Pei Fuchen's handsome face, Bai Lixin smiled softly, his eyes becoming more tender.
It seems that there has never been a lifetime where the lover is so honestly lying on the bed and letting him do whatever he wants.
Don't be tempted by such a quiet lover. He smiled, lowered his face again involuntarily, and gently kissed Pei Fuchen's lips.
Tentatively sticking his tongue into Pei Fuchen's slightly cold lips, Bai Lixin slowly pried open Pei Fuchen's jaw, and his tongue swam like a nimble loach in Pei Fuchen's final walk.
After licking every part of Pei Fuchen's mouth, it took a long time before Baili Xin reluctantly retracted his tongue from Pei Fuchen's mouth.
With his lips still pressed against Pei Fuchen's, Bai Lixin gently opened his eyes, but suddenly met a pair of clear eyes!
Bai Lixin's eyes widened suddenly, and he jumped backward like a frightened rabbit.
"Hahaha, are you awake?" Bai Lixin's cheeks were flushed, and he stepped back slightly, waving his hands helplessly.
Then he said and wailed in his heart: [S419M, why did he wake up so quickly? ]
[Reporting to the host, just now, the point of the plane just now cleared up the drip effect of Pei Fuchen just now. ]
[…]
Baili Xin gritted her teeth and looked back at Pei Fuchen.
Pei Fuchen's eyes are clear now, and he doesn't know when he woke up. He woke up secretly at some point and was looking at Bai Lixin in doubt.
Pei Fuchen never thought that the moment he opened his eyes, the person who appeared in front of him was actually the person he had been thinking about day and night.
And what is he doing? He was sticking his tongue into his mouth and lingering in every possible way? !
No, I must be dreaming!
Pei Fuchen looked at Bai Lixin who jumped to the side, blushing, and smiled wryly, "This dream is too real." Then he turned his head to the roof and closed his eyes.
dream? !
Bai Lixin raised one eyebrow, the young master has kissed you for so long, it's fine if you didn't respond or feel it, but you still think it's a dream? !
Seeing Pei Fuchen turning his face indifferently, Bai Lixin sneered, and strode directly to Pei Fuchen's hospital bed again.
This time he didn't say a word, climbed onto Pei Fuchen's hospital bed, and pressed Pei Fuchen under him like a cat like a cat, and tightly held Pei Fuchen's lips.
Pei Fuchen was stunned.
The warm and tingling sensation from the lips is so real, I can't see it for a day, and I become crazy thinking about it. Pei Fuchen's eyes were blurred, did he miss Bai Lixin so much that he could have such a real dream
Suddenly, the corner of his mouth hurt. It turned out that Bai Lixin had just caught Pei Fuchen's attention and straightened his teeth.
Pei Fuchen's eyes widened after being bitten, and he looked at the young man on top of him again!
Seeing that Pei Fuchen finally came back to his senses, Bai Lixin let go of Pei Fuchen's lips and raised his head slightly. He raised one corner of his lips and showed a yuppie smile and said, "Finally awake?"
! ! !
this is true!
From just now to now, it's not that I'm dreaming, Bailixin is really beside me, and she's still kissing me! !
Seeing that Pei Fuchen finally realized that this was real and not an illusion, Bailixin lowered his head again, pushed his tongue straight into Pei Fuchen's mouth again.
He intentionally scratched the back of Pei Fuchen's tongue with the tip of his tongue, and suddenly, Pei Fuchen felt a tingling sensation in his heart, flowing through his whole body
This is the ward, why did he appear beside me
Did he already know his identity? Why is he kissing himself
His head was full of question marks, but these question marks had long been left behind by him after Prissin stuck his tongue in.
Pei Fuchen was pressed down, stretched out his arms and clasped both hands on both sides of Baili Xin's cheeks, brought him closer to him and gave him a deep kiss.
The two tongues are entangled with each other, like two happy little snakes, coming and going, one after another.
At this moment, all doubts, worries, and fears no longer appeared in his mind.
After a long time, there was a soft cough at the door. The two suddenly woke up.
Sitting up slowly from Pei Fuchen's hospital bed and walking down, Bai Lixin blushed for the second time today and looked at the door in embarrassment.
The old butler coughed lightly, "I don't want to disturb the young master and his friend's reminiscence, but now it's almost twelve o'clock, what do you two want to eat?"
Bai Lixin smiled awkwardly and looked at Pei Fuchen who was still lying on the hospital bed.
Pei Fuchen and Bailixin looked at each other, and looked at the old housekeeper calmly: "You can figure it out, Uncle Xu, I believe in you."
Uncle Xu smiled and nodded slightly: "Okay, since the young master said so. I prepared it according to my feeling, but I probably took a long time to prepare this meal, so I feel sorry for you waiting for a long time." He said. After Xu Bo gave a gentleman's salute, he walked out slowly.
Before leaving, Bai Lixin did not forget to close the door again. Seeing Uncle Xu go out, Bai Lixin thought about going to the door and locked it from the inside. Then he walked to Pei Fuchen again, and said coldly: "Heh, why don't you go offline without saying a word?"
Pei Fuchen smiled awkwardly, and asked, "When did you know?"
Bai Lixin crossed his arms and raised his eyebrows, "When? Your voice is so recognizable, do you think I'm stupid? I won't be able to hear your voice."
Pei Fuchen smiled awkwardly again.
Bai Lixin continued: "After you were discharged from the hospital, I went to the oncology department to inquire about it. They said that you would come here for a follow-up visit every half a month. Otherwise, how could I have such a coincidence that I just ran into you as a volunteer for two days?" ?”
Pei Fuchen chewed on Baili Xin's words, and dared not answer: "You mean you are for me?"
Bai Lixin raised his eyebrows again, "What else?"
He sat on the side of Pei Fuchen's hospital bed and looked sideways at Pei Fuchen slightly, "You like me too, don't you. Since you like me, why reject me?"
Pei Fuchen smiled wryly, shook his head lightly, and said, "If I accept you, I will harm you. I won't live long, and you will only be more sad if you are with me."
Bai Lixin patted the side of the bed angrily, "Who said you will definitely die, isn't your illness starting to get better now?!" The more he said, the more angry he became, and finally he patted the wooden board beside the bed several times, saying There was a loud bang, "You don't even have the courage to take the first step because of such an unreasonable thing? Zifeiyu, An Zhiyu's joy. Why do you say that I am not with you?" You live better, why do you use your speculation to judge my life?! I like you, I want to be with you, as long as you can live, I will be with you, as long as you live, I will be with you Live a lifetime! That's what's better for me!"
Bai Lixin's cheeks were flushed, and he stared fiercely at Pei Fuchen with his two fox-like eyes.
He clearly knew that Bai Lixin was angry now, but Pei Fuchen found Bai Lixin's appearance unexpectedly... cute.
He stretched out his hands to gently cover his nose and mouth, his cheeks were slightly pink, and he stared intently at Bai Lixin's eyes.
Oh my god, it's so cute, like a fox with big ears and a small face, I really want to hold it in my arms and rub it.
Bai Lixin frowned and looked at Pei Fuchen, who had turned his train of thought to the wrong direction again. He pursed his lips and reached out to pat his cheek a few times, "Master is talking to you, did you hear me? I'm telling you now, you have to talk to me I'm dating. This is an affirmative sentence, not a question sentence! Let me ask you, if you don't date me, can you really bear me being with other men? Can you bear me sleeping with other men and calling other men? Man husband, dear, are you clinging to other men every day?"
Hearing Bailixin's words, the image of Bailixin leaning sweetly on someone else's arms gradually emerged in Pei Fuchen's mind. Do you really want to give up Bailixin
I gave up once yesterday, but I gave up that time yesterday, and I was almost heartbroken and desperate. Now that the will is dark and the flowers are bright, Bai Lixin descended in front of him again like an angel, will he give up
No, never!
He has already regretted it once, and now he will never regret it a second time.
Tumor? Fuck the tumor!
Even for Bai Lixin, he will definitely defeat this damn tumor, he and Bai Lixin will live a long life and grow old together.
He can only be surrounded by Baili Xin, and Bai Lixin can only be surrounded by him, no one can squeeze between the two of them!
Finally making up his mind, Pei Fuchen propped up his upper body and pulled Baili Xin, who was still puffing out his cheeks, into his arms. He couldn't put it down and kissed his cheek and forehead, "Baby, I will answer you, whatever you say, I will answer you, I promise you!"
Finally getting Pei Fuchen's nod, Bailixin smiled, hugged Pei Fuchen with his backhand, and intertwined with him again, lingering.