At this moment, she was as frozen as a wood carving, she really lost all breathing and movement, she was as silent as death, so that Ning Yi clearly passed under the corner of the wall not far from her, but he couldn't find her.
The three people's footsteps walked gently through the deep alley, and a drop of light red blood fell behind them.
After a long time, Feng Zhiwei opened his eyes, which were as red as blood.
In the moonlight on her independent wall, the sleeves of her clothes were raised slightly coolly, covering her eyes, her face was as pale as snow, and her eyes collapsed.
What collapsed was not death itself, what collapsed was the trust that was given courageously for the last time in life.
An adventurous trust, she expected and believed that she had never made a mistake in entrusting it, but the reality told her so coldly that she was wrong again, stupidly wrong.
God knows how difficult it is for her to choose this time after experiencing the heavy snow that year.
That is a resolute abandonment, that is a subversive choice, it means that she has to pay more hardships to fulfill the oath written in her blood, it even means the contradictions and hesitation deep in her heart, it means that one day, Maybe she will really give up halfway because of the softness deep in her heart that is gradually being moved.
However, God's will or the black hand of fate will not allow her to back down even a small step.
The reality is so harsh, always give her a hard blow at the moment when she is most indulging in warmth, to let the blood-colored enlightenment enlighten her, and teach her that soft-heartedness is extinction, and it is so ironic to give in.
Feng Zhiwei sat on the wall slowly.
She hugged her knees with her hands, buried her face deeply in her knees, and poured down her deliberately disheveled hair, shining black and cold in the moonlight.
She had to think about this death.
She has to think about the direction of the road ahead.
The death of this child was not unexpected to her, but it was desolate. The desolation was such deception. She would rather tell her directly like Ning Yi that the prince must be killed. She might be helpless, but she would also understand.
No one understands the royal strife and life and death better than her, and understands Ning Yi's suffering along the way.
She chose to hand over the child to him, with trust and temptation, to see if this man who had said to her that he was willing to give everything for her would be willing to give her a little sincerity when the situation came to an end.
Then she lost.
One cannot make the same mistake twice.
She, Feng Zhiwei, couldn't be that stupid.
Because she is no longer just herself, there are more people behind her at this moment, and her fate is tied to her. If she has a soft heart and a wrong choice, countless lives will be destroyed.
At this moment, she understood what Ning Yi said to her at the beginning - now that she has come to this point, she can no longer stand back, as a superior, she cannot help herself.
This is a game of life and death. She is soft-hearted, but he is resolute. In the end, the result is a total loss.
Under the moonlight on the wall, the tuberose was faintly fragrant. In the lingering fragrance, she silently condensed herself into a fossil, and after a long, long time, quietly stood up, and walked in the opposite direction to him step by step.
The moonlight elongates the back, each occupying a long darkness.
This is the furthest distance in my life.
Unfortunately.
this time.
None of them know.
In November of the 16th year of Changxi, the imperial court issued a decree that Wei Zhi, the former Minister of Rites, was transferred to be the chief envoy of Jianghuai Road.
The imperial decree, congratulations from the whole court, although the chief minister is a great official in the frontier, but there is a big difference in which place the chief minister is. A political envoy is a first-class official in the dynasty. Wei Zhi was appointed as a local high-ranking official for the first time, and he fell in Jianghuai Road.
Feng Zhiwei received the order, and quickly prepared to leave the capital. Jianghuai was very close to the imperial capital, but she seemed to have a long way to go, so she packed up everything she could bring in the mansion and prepared to take it with her, things like boxes and cages It was so majestic that it made people think that she would never come back after leaving like this.
Before leaving, she went to the imperial temple to bid farewell to the princess. Shaoning opened the temple to welcome her. Feng Zhiwei saw that her complexion seemed not very good, she was a little thin and haggard, and there were faint spots on the side of her face. Feng Zhiwei and Zong Chen had been together for a long time , also understands medical theory, although it is not convenient to feel the pulse, but looking at her posture and complexion, it seems that Shao Ning is sick, and it is a bit like a woman's disease.
Feng Zhiwei was puzzled in her heart, in the past, Shao Ning was very glamorous and pampered, so it is impossible to have this kind of disease anymore, could it be that the bitter cold in the temple caused her to get sick because of not enough nourishment? He also wondered if she was innocent and depressed, did she ruin herself on purpose? But I feel that Shao Ning is not this kind of person, he is a good person, how could it be like this
Now she is a bit confused about Shao Ning, the current Shao Ning is no longer the coquettish, domineering and willful little princess she used to be, she is in a trance and indifferent, seems to be content with her life in the imperial temple, and she doesn't even bother to marry her However, she went to see Emperor Tiansheng not long ago. The old emperor also hinted that after two years of practice, he would find a reason to return to vulgarity. marry someone else.
Feng Zhiwei just smiled wryly - it's a good thing she is a woman, if she is a man, and Shao Ning changes her mind and refuses to marry, will she be celibate for the rest of her life
Shao Ning entertained her in the backyard of the Imperial Temple, waved away all the servants, there were some small dishes and two jugs of sake on a white stone table, Feng Zhiwei looked at the small dishes and smiled wryly - they were all meat.
This discovery made her feel relieved, at least the indulgence in Shao Ning's personality is still there, and she has not completely become a stranger to the end.
The two of them didn't say anything, they kept drinking in silence, Feng Zhiwei felt that perhaps Shao Ning was depressed that night when he failed to meet Concubine Qing, Shao Ning had always been proud and had great hopes for that imperial brother, cautiously After waiting for ten months with all her heart, she was hit by Ning Yi when she thought she was done. It's no wonder that the proud royal princess couldn't stand it.
Feng Zhiwei still has a sense of uneasiness in her heart, which comes from Concubine Qing—this woman gave birth in a secret room that night, but somehow disappeared under Ning Yi's nose, and then, she actually returned to the palace again! She is still Emperor Tiansheng's favorite concubine, and the lost child was said to be an accidental miscarriage. I don't know how much the emperor knew the truth, and I didn't see Concubine Qing do anything to Ning Yi after that, because Ning Yi was too powerful. Concubine Qing It cannot be shaken, or there are other reasons, even Feng Zhiwei can't figure it out.