There was only so much light in the room.
Across a window of minus ten degrees, the sheets were wrapped in damp and scorching hot.
When he arrived at the scene that night and watched people arrange the evacuation of the crowd, he was smoking at the corner of the corridor on the second floor, by the window. There was a trash can stuffed with all kinds of household waste at the foot, and a puff of smoke was deeply inhaled into the lungs, as if passing through the internal organs, thinking of her, and thinking of it was a vivid picture. Before I went down, I thought about it for a while, and I was satisfied. After I went down, I didn't dare to think about it again. The name Gui Xiao, this person, is too disturbing.
Her hair, the smell of the ends of her hair, the curvature of her lips, the sound of moaning lightly when touched, a few abrupt sounds... and occasionally she can't help herself, reaching down and touching his body.
You can't think about it, you will regret it. I regret that I didn't make it to the end. From childhood to adulthood, from little girl to big girl, I don't know what it feels like to have sex with myself. If I really die, it is almost the biggest regret in my life.
Now, since the unfortunate thing is that the body of the horse leather is returned, then there is really nothing to worry about.
Adults know what to do.
When it comes to doing it, it is not as easy and beautiful as I imagined.
…
The ends of Lu Yanchen's hair were wet with sweat, the marks on his shoulders that Gui Xiao had bitten off were still there, his right hand was resting on the wall by the bedside, his throat was sore and dry, and he wanted to scream. her name.
The uncontrollable pleasure suddenly surged up, for the first time.
Gui Xiao's eyelashes were drenched, and they fluttered slightly. The hands around the back of his neck, each finger trembled slightly. All his strength seemed to be suddenly drained: "Lu Chen... Lu Chen." Apart from calling him, he didn't know what to say.
Lu Yanchen lowered his face and rubbed her sweaty face, and asked in a low voice, "Are you really crying?"
"Um..." It hurts crazy.
Fortunately, at this time, if I did it when I was a child, I would cry until I was scolding him in the dark and ignoring him for several days...
Gui Xiao turned over, and after recovering from a serious illness, all the tossing was to break all the bones and reconnect it again. It hurts everywhere, and I don't know if it hurts more inside or outside. Just being responsible for being cute and chatting next to you, let it go. Lu Yanchen grabbed her trousers and put them on casually, walked around the bed with her upper body bare, went to wash her body with a hot towel, wiped her body from top to bottom, and wiped off the sheets as much as possible with napkins. , I went to take a hot shower. When I came back again, I saw Gui Xiao curled up on the head of the bed looking at his phone.
He twisted a cigarette, rubbed the filter on the end of the cigarette, sighed lightly, and laughed hoarsely: "I just saw that you were crying so hard, I didn't dare to do it anymore, it seems like a pretense."
Gui Xiao's eyes were red and he glared at him.
She thought that Lu Yanchen was going back and forth that night, but she didn't expect that just looking at her phone, Xu Yao's phone number came two, and she sent a text message to ask her if anything happened. Looking at this carefully, a day and a night have passed.
Gui Xiao replied with a text message saying that it was fine, he was out of town and would contact him when he got back.
Lu Yanchen took a few puffs of cigarettes. Seeing her bare arms were pressed against the quilt, her hair was half-wet and a little messy. She tucked it behind her ears, only to feel her throat dry. After calculating the time, I could do it again, so I put out the cigarette, and I didn't care that Gui Xiao was still playing with the phone, so he leaned over and kissed him.
He fished it out and threw the watch on the bedside table: "It will be resolved in forty minutes."
After he finished speaking, he turned her over and came again.
This time is over.
Gui Xiao really couldn't move anything, so he obediently squeezed beside him and fell asleep.
Sleeping until dawn, no one is around.
His mind suddenly became clear, he sat up suddenly, and a shadow got on the bed: "I didn't leave."
Gui Xiaoxin was still pounding, feeling his hand touching his shoulder: "I'm used to getting up early."
The smell of cigarette smoke should have just come back from smoking outside. The shirt was cold, and Gui Xiao pushed him out: "Take off your clothes and come up."
Lu Yanchen smiled and unbuttoned the buttons one by one from top to bottom, and threw the shirt onto the bedside table.
The trousers were also taken off, but there was nothing in them.
The light is unclear, but the outline of Yomo's body can be seen. When Gui Xiao was hugged to his chest by him, he asked in a low voice, "You... don't like wearing underwear?" "Sometimes I don't."
In the past, when I was a child—
She thought of the two people who were wrapped in quilts when they kissed for the first time, rolled around and was covered in sweat, and he was wearing a pair of trousers at that time... It was obviously more than ten years ago, why do I still think about it now...
Lu Yanchen didn't know what she was thinking about. Just now, when he was smoking in the stairwell at the end of the corridor, he remembered the scene when the two broke up. Thinking about how to explain her true thoughts to her, this is completely different from the ideological education of the squadron members. Everyone's values are formed in their own growth environment.
How long will this story be told.
"In the first two years of coming to Erlianhot, I had three choices," Lu Yanchen put his fingers around her long hair, "the leaders here went to two people, and when picking people, they directly brought all the people they wanted. In one classroom, there were three full hours of video footage, all of which were internal documentaries, counter-terrorism images from all over the border in the past few decades.”
A dozen soldiers were blocked in the compound by hundreds...
The fingers of the corpse with its back against the wall were cut off, and the assault|machine|gun full of bullets was taken away, because it couldn't shoot...
"After seeing half of it, everyone couldn't bear it, and let the leader shut it down," Lu Yanchen smiled. "Afterwards, the most capable people in the room all left with the leader who played the 'horror movie'." Including him.
When they were leaving, the two leaders smiled and told them that the times are good now, but before 1998, the conditions were not so good. Not everyone had bulletproof vests. Everyone was rushing to wear bulletproof vests. Why? Because the person wearing the bulletproof vest must rush to the front. One of the leaders who went to pick people that day later changed jobs and went to the Public Security Bureau. When he got to the position of the deputy director, he sacrificed himself to cover the comrade during the pursuit. Another one is his old captain.
Gui Xiao's breathing spread evenly and rhythmically on his collarbone, and said softly, "It's rare for you to say so much."
Lu Yanchen continued to play with her hair without speaking.
At the beginning, he insisted on leaving, the world was so far apart, and there was no return date, so a little girl waited with no hope, and she had to carry everything by herself, and even wanted a warm consolation at a critical moment. None of them... They all say that it is difficult to be a military wife, and that is something that an adult woman has to deal with, but she is a teenage girl, why does he ask others to wait, to be patient, and even when it is the most difficult, to hold back, Resist.
He was just reluctant.
Before breaking up, no matter how tired and bitter he was, he didn't realize that there was a little girl waiting for him somewhere.
But I can't think about it too much after separation. I think too much about what her future husband will be like. I also think that maybe when he lives in Erlianhot, he will return to Beijing to visit relatives one day, and he will meet her in the town. The beautiful child, or the belly Weilong was eating at the Meng Xiaoshan Hotel, and the two met...
Smile at each other? He can't.
You can't ask him to be so high all the time.
Whenever he thinks that she will marry someone else, he will feel unwilling, thinking that he is ridiculous, dedicating his youth for many years and pouring his blood, but his little girl is married to someone else's wife... Of course, this kind of extreme idea can't have, so I don't care about this girl Gui Xiao. , I can't read a single point more, I will be unbalanced, and I will complain. No, nor should it.
It's enough to think about it a few times a year, I really don't dare to do it too much.
One is recovering from a serious illness, and the other is two nights without sleep.
After sleeping until three or four in the afternoon, when he woke up, Lu Yanchen went out.
Gui Xiao stared in the mirror in the bathroom for a long time, and looked around, seeing the marks left by Lu Yanchen's heavy hands, there were quite a few marks, and he didn't have the impression of being hurt last night. When the door rang, she immediately got her shirt ready, took out the lip gloss from her makeup bag, and swiped it lightly on her lips. Lu Yanchen put her shoulders on the door frame and looked at her. She was like a little girl who secretly learned makeup, and she was even more uncomfortable: "Don't look at my makeup..."
"The team members, I want to see you."
Gui Xiao was dumbfounded: "See me?"
"Aren't you going to marry me?" Lu Yanchen smiled lightly, "They want to see their sister-in-law. If they leave this time, they probably won't have a chance to see each other again."
Gui Xiao thought of that night, that night at that bar: "No... Have you seen it?"
"Last time you were aggressive, didn't you realize that they were all afraid of you, didn't they dare to come and say hello to you?"
Where is the aggressiveness: "It was you who killed me, and I went back."
Lu Yanchen smiled: "Go? Or not?"
It is full of a sloppy look, and the meaning is clear, if you go, you will go, and if you don't go, you will go.
Gui Xiao pursed his lips and let the color spread evenly on his lips: "…Can you wear a skirt?"
Lu Yanchen narrowed his eyes.
"I look good in a dress." Gui Xiao explained.
He wanted to say, do you know how much it is outside
But looking at her slightly raised eyelashes and those flickering eyes, after thinking about it for a while, she didn't think it was anything, the girl just let her be beautiful, no matter how beautiful she was, she would be her wife.