"This is very contradictory. I am running away from you. I hope to enter your society by my own ability instead of relying on you to get the upper hand. I am a man and I can do whatever it takes to get the upper hand, but I can't. Because I am a woman, I am afraid of being scolded on my back, and I am afraid of people making secret comments. My pitiful vanity makes me avoid you, but I don’t want to see you being approached by others... "
Finally, Zhang Yang finished speaking, and he breathed a long sigh of relief. This is his secret, a secret that he has kept deep in his heart for more than ten years. No one knows. Today, he finally said it in one breath. out. w w w .q u a n b e n .c o mThe desert was eerily quiet, and the cold wind made the fluttering open jackets rustle. Both of them looked into the depths of the desert, and the dim moonlight cast shadows on the huge sand dunes, like lurking... beast.
There was a long, oppressive silence.
"Finished?" Finally, Wang Yan spoke quietly.
"That's it." Zhang Yang smiled softly. Now, he felt much better. He had always wanted to find someone to talk to, but he couldn't find the right person. Zhang Yang believed that if he didn't find someone to vent to, he would really Will become a psychopath with split personality.
The severe dual personality tortured his will, tortured his thoughts, and corroded his soul. From the moment he failed the high school entrance examination and college entrance examination, he had a hostile attitude towards the entire society. He spent countless nights All his efforts were in vain, he was unwilling to accept it, and he refused to accept it. However, his tiny power could not change the cancer of society, and he could only fall silently.
Either die in silence, or explode in silence!
Zhang Yang was given a new life and exploded in silence. But because of his twisted personality, he regarded conquest as his first task. And those countless elite memories made his nerves extremely tense. Where did his ambition start from Xiao Yuanxing? Unfortunately, it was just the beginning, and it was completely wiped out...
"Your thoughts are so terrible." Wang Yan nestled her head in Zhang Yang's arms and said softly.
"Yes, I am a terrible person, and my character is unpredictable to myself. I am very dangerous, Wang Yan, I know you have a good impression of me, and your good impression of me stems from my excellence, but... you I don't know my darkness. Now. You know, I think, we..." Zhang Yang held Wang Yan's shoulders and looked into Wang Yan's eyes.
"What's wrong with us?" Wang Yan jumped away as if being pricked by a needle. Obviously, she heard what Zhang Yang meant.
"We. It's better not to see each other." Zhang Yang sighed and said: "You are still young. Your feelings for me are very nihilistic and ethereal. You have come into contact with too many young men from rich families. So, when you come into contact with me , you will feel the difference. When we really get to know each other, our relationship will be very fragile. Besides, besides..." Zhang Yang was suddenly at a loss for words. He had been hiding the existence of Xiao Yiran, and the relationship with Liu An. On a ridiculous night, he couldn't say anything and didn't know how to say it. It became a dead end.
I have been escaping from Xiao Yiran for a long time. Xiao Yiran has always been like a phantom in Zhang Yangdi's mind, which seems unreal. When Cong and Xiao Yiran lost contact, this feeling became stronger.
Zhang Yang didn't understand why he felt this way. Sometimes, he missed Nana he met in the alley more than Xiao Yiran. Sometimes, Zhang Yang felt very ashamed, but there was nothing he could do. Xiao Yiran just A portrait like the Mona Lisa could never enter his life.
When Zhang Yang was hesitating, Wang Yan interrupted him sharply.
"Am I young?"
"Am I young?"
"Where am I young
Zhang Yang couldn't help but take a step back in embarrassment. Wang Yan thrust out her chest aggressively and pushed forward. The promotion of Feng Lan made Zhang Yang's head dizzy and gave him a feeling of suffocation...
"Zhang Yang, my time with you is very short, but I miss you for a long time. I am not the flower you imagined growing up in the greenhouse. When I was three years old, my mother forced me to practice martial arts. , I don’t like to practice martial arts. I prefer to play games and hide-and-seek with my peers in kindergarten. When I was five years old, I took care of myself. I had to wash my own clothes and clean my own room. I had no pocket money. , I had to make my own money, and I had to go out to buy flowers on holidays. Until I was eight years old, my mother was completely disappointed with me practicing martial arts, so she asked me to learn how to shoot a gun. When I was ten years old, my peers were all skating and surfing the Internet. , but I have to shoot hundreds of bullets every day..."
"It wasn't until I was eighteen years old and I became an adult that everything began to change for me. I had the New Year's money my mother had saved for me since I was a child in my account, and I could use it as I pleased. I could stay in the bar all night, and even, I can disappear for a few days and my mother will not care about me. My mother said that I am an adult and I should have my own life, my own sex and my own thoughts... I did not indulge myself because, I know , all this stems from my mother’s trust in me. I believe in my mother, and she also believes in me. I like you. I feel a little baffled. I used to think that this relationship is fragile, and my mother also believes in me. I can see that, so she asked me to come to Beijing. In fact, I also want to come. I want to slowly forget you, slowly forget you... "
Wang Yan's voice became softer and quieter, and once she shivered, Zhang Yang felt the cold air taking away the body heat from her body. She opened the car door gently, and Wang Yan obediently sat on the passenger seat.
The engine started and the temperature inside the car quickly warmed up.
"I thought I could forget you quickly, but I can't. I often dream about you. I, I... dream about you... Phew..." Suddenly, Wang Yan, who was speaking quietly, laughed. .
"What did you dream about me?" Zhang Yang was sweating profusely due to Wang Yan's emotional changes. The voice of a resentful woman that was still faint just now immediately started laughing again. Zhang Yang's nervous thinking was a little unable to keep up. "I dreamed that you always competed with me for seats, hum!" Wang Yan rolled her eyes at Zhang Yang, and Zhang Yang's heart skipped a beat when she saw that charming look.
"Let's go back!" Zhang Yang gently picked up Wang Yan's hair that was messy in the wind, and sighed. It seems that the matter with Wang Yan has no results today.
Yang's fingers touched Wang Yan's cheek. Wang Yan's body trembled, and she lowered her head shyly, as gentle as a lamb.
The car drove slowly, and the two of them were immersed in this rare atmosphere. They both hoped that this feeling would last forever, and that this road would never come to an end...
Indeed, the road was long, until the sky turned white and the Ferrari was still moving slowly on the road in the desert. Wang Yan's eyes were always fixed on Zhang Yang's face. This was a face that she would never forget.
"Zhang Yang, I have always wanted to ask you a question." Wang Yan suddenly said with her eyes rolling.
"Um?"
"Why did you always look at others with that disgusting look?"
"Ahem..." Zhang Yang sweated profusely, almost instinctively, and glanced at Wang Yan's snow-white chest.
"Yes, that's the look!" Wang Yan said happily.
"Zhang Yang, although that expression just now was annoying, I think that is your true self!"
"like?"
"I don't like it!" "I just like you to be yourself, do I still like your dirty expression? Huh!" Wang Yan gave Zhang Yang a hard look.
"I, I..." Zhang Yang was speechless. This was a contradictory topic. He liked him to be himself, but he didn't like that kind of dirty sex.
"Zhang Yang, tell me! What is your relationship with Xuelian?"
Suddenly, Wang Yan shouted loudly, which startled Zhang Yang. Fortunately, the car was not going very fast.
"How do we have anything to do with each other?" Zhang Yang's head was confused and he thought to himself.
"Humph, you said it doesn't matter. You said it at the beginning. You said you felt uncomfortable seeing us surrounded by a group of people. You were not talking about you, but you. In that case, that includes Xuelian. Humph, you also wanted to You lied to me, I have already seen it, Xuelian is very nice to you, very affectionate, and even gives you a massage!" Wang Yan looked furious and pointed at Zhang Yang's head with her white fingers.
"I..." Zhang Yang had nothing to say. Indeed, there was something wrong with what he started to say.
"Tell me the truth, have you gone to bed?" Wang Yan became angrier when she saw that Zhang Yang didn't defend herself.
"ah… "
"Say, have you gone to bed?" Wang Yan was like a furious tigress. Seeing Wang Yan's furious expression, Zhang Yang inexplicably thought of those ancient men who had three wives and four concubines. If they met a woman like Wang Yan, , how did you live
"No!"
"Really not?" Wang Yan looked up and down Zhang Yang's body suspiciously. From the look like that, it was really possible for him to help Zhang Yang to check. The look in his eyes made Zhang Yang break into a cold sweat.
"Tell me, who do you like?" Wang Yan is no longer the depressed little girl. Now, she is a domineering rich girl. (Quanben Novel Network www.QuANbEn-XiAoShUo.com)