The child was still very young, probably less than one year old. It has small and delicate eyebrows, is chubby, and looks cute. It sucks its fingers and sleeps quietly in its mother's arms.
He stopped and watched her look at the young mother with envy.
"Can I hug it?" She touched the child's face and asked cautiously.
The man and woman looked at each other, with the pride and joy of being new parents in their eyes, as if no treasure in the world could compare to the little one in their hands.
The girl smiled slightly and carefully placed the child in her hands.
She laughed until her eyes rolled.
The child was still very young, as if he was not yet full years old. He was white and tender, chubby, sucking his fingers, and sleeping quietly in his mother's arms.
He stopped and watched her look at the young mother with envy.
"Can I hug it?" She touched the child's face and asked cautiously.
The man and woman looked at each other, with the pride and joy of being new parents in their eyes, as if no treasure in the world could compare to this little one in their hands.
The girl smiled slightly and carefully placed the child in her hands.
She laughed until her eyes rolled.
The smile that was as bright as a white calla lily was so bright that it hurt him.
In this life, he and she cannot have children. Regardless of the issue of genetic probability, he once asked the doctor privately. The doctor pondered for a long time, and finally shook his head gently and cruelly.
"Mr. Gu, it's best not to."
"The heart that gave your wife a new life cannot bear the dangers of childbirth. Even if there is even the slightest problem during pregnancy, a lack of blood supply, it can kill the mother and the child."
He doesn't like children. However, at some point, his cold heart began to have expectations. Looking forward to a life about him and her.
If there is indeed a master somewhere, then she has only been returned to him.
He really shouldn't be greedy anymore.
Being able to hold the hand of the person in my heart until they grow old, or even, for them, just having a small future that they can look forward to, is already very good.
However, she likes children so much. Not long after she was discharged from the hospital, she ran to see Ah Jing.
When he came back from Ah Jing's house that day, he held her in his arms and suggested casually that they could adopt Ah Jing as their goddaughter or adopt a child from an orphanage.
She looked into his eyes and smiled softly, but there was a quiet loneliness in her eyes.
He wanted her to be happy, and his heart ached slightly just thinking about it.
"Can I show him to my husband?"
He heard her asking, still in that cautious tone, as if she was asking someone to borrow something extremely valuable.
His heart twitched hard. He hated her for being so cautious, and even more so, he hated his own powerlessness.
He is willing to put the best things in front of her at any cost, and he does not want her to be wronged like this. However, he couldn't do even her simplest thoughts for her.
The couple smiled and nodded, and she walked towards him happily.
"Isn't it cute?" She brought the child close to him, "Xiaobai, do you want to give it a hug?"
"No." He said calmly, nodding to the man and woman opposite, "Thank you."
She glanced at him, then lowered her head to kiss the child again.
The little guy woke up after being teased, opened his eyes, and looked at her vaguely. When he saw that they were not his parents, he flattened his mouth and was about to burst into tears.
She panicked, and he looked at the child indifferently.
The child looked at him curiously with his jewel-like black eyes, and suddenly he grinned and laughed.
She was stunned for a moment, smiled in surprise at him, and quickly handed the child back to his mother.
The young couple looked at her embarrassed appearance and smiled at each other.
"You will also have a lovely child in the future." The girl said with a smile.
She smiled, nodded vigorously, and came back to hold his arm.
"Xiao Bai, I told another lie." She said with a smile, casually took a can of cold fruit and put it in the shopping cart.
He reached out and pinched her cheek, "Don't laugh."
The tone was a little cold. Don't laugh if you don't want to laugh, Yan.
She was stunned and said, "Oh."
Silence suddenly invaded between the two of them, and they walked quietly. After a while, she asked him in a low voice: "Xiaobai, can't we have a baby ourselves?"
"No." He lowered his voice slightly.
night.
He gave her medicine, covered her with a quilt, touched her head and said, "I'll go to the study to sleep."
She sat up and stared at him.
He sat down in the study and lit a cigarette.
In the mist, it looked like her. She was obviously right next door, and he could hold her in his arms at any time.
After returning from the hospital, although the two of them shared a room, he just held her to sleep every night and nothing else.
He was a man, and sleeping beside him was his deeply in love with his wife. How could he have no desire, but he could bear it.
The only thing people can't control is their feelings.