Apart from the fact that Jiang Xiao's tomb has not been found yet, Lin Chengyu actually has another idea that tells him to persevere.
He could see Jiang Xiao, even though the doctor said it was a hallucination.
But that was really Jiang Xiao, the time he tried to commit suicide, he filled a bathtub with water and soaked it, cut his wrist with a fruit knife, lost blood, and saw Jiang Xiao in the mist.
"What are you doing?" Jiang Xiao stood at the door of the bathroom, looking at him in disbelief, "Lin Chengyu, are you out of your mind! Hurry up and wake me up!"
Then it's out of sight.
Although it was only for a moment, Jiang Xiao will definitely be there. So since then, he has not committed suicide.
He was a divided person during that time, half of him fantasized that Jiang Xiao was still there, and half of him was still thinking about reality, wanting to find Jiang Xiao's tomb.
He doesn't live in the hospital every day, and he also goes home. He will go to Jiang Xiao's friends to find out where the tomb is, and he will also look for it by himself. No one could really limit Lin Chengyu's freedom, but no matter what he did, he couldn't get what he wanted in these few months.
In such a situation, his whole life became even more fragmented.
This year has been a particularly fast year.
In a blink of an eye, the leaves outside turned yellow and started to fall. That day, when Dr. Liu was passing by the entrance of the inpatient department, he saw Lin Chengyu picking up leaves.
That is the golden ginkgo leaf.
There are a few particularly large ginkgo trees in the courtyard of the hospital. The trees are more than a hundred years old, and they were transplanted at a high price. When the leaves are golden in autumn, they are as beautiful as dreams.
He saw Dr. Liu and greeted her.
"I'll find some leaves for Xiaoxiao," he said, "I bought him a bouquet of flowers. We also have a ginkgo at home, which he used to get for decoration and put in the living room, and..."
Lin Chengyu thought about it hard, and after a while, he added: "There is still room."
Jiang Xiao really likes ginkgo.
When he lived upstairs, he often looked at these trees from the window, staring longingly. When Dr. Liu asked him what he was looking at, he told the truth.
"The shapes of these trees are very beautiful," Jiang Xiao said. "It will definitely look better when the leaves turn yellow in autumn. I also have them at home. I planted them myself, but they are smaller."
When he said that he "planted it himself", he was a little proud.
But Jiang Xiao didn't wait until autumn.
Dr. Liu looked at Lin Chengyu who lowered his head and carefully selected each leaf in front of him, and suddenly felt a fire in his heart.
It used to be there all along, but it was suppressed by her, but today it was hooked up because of this ordinary little thing, and I felt uncomfortable.
"Mr. Lin, I have something to tell you about Jiang Xiao."
Hearing these words, Lin Chengyu turned his head to look at her, and when he heard Jiang Xiao, a smile appeared on his face unconsciously.
But Dr. Liu said something that made him unable to laugh.
"Mr. Lin, Jiang Xiao made a phone call a few days before he died. He was calling for you."
After Jiang Xiao entered the hospital, his mobile phone was turned off most of the time. He didn't want to get in touch with outside information or contact others, but occasionally he couldn't help it. He turned it on and took a look.
A few days before his death, he was in poor health, and sometimes he would be in a coma for a long time, and all kinds of life-saving equipment were used. He was lying on the bed that day, and he had no strength to reach the mobile phone in the cabinet, so he begged Dr. Liu Go get it for him.
Dr. Liu took it for him.
That should be Jiang Xiao's very important person, unlike other friends, Dr. Liu didn't fully read the other person's name, and saw the word "Cheng Yu" flash past behind it.
When Lin Chengyu came to the hospital for the first time, Dr. Liu only knew his last name, and only later did he know his full name.
That's him.
Lin Chengyu.
Dr. Liu deeply remembered the scene at that time. After calling several times, the other party seemed to answer, but Jiang Xiao quickly hung up again. He didn't seem uncomfortable, but slowly closed his eyes, with a finally relieved expression on his face.
"It's you," Dr. Liu said. "The last person he called was you. And I know, you also received the call."
After a pause, she continued, her tone changed a little: "Mr. Lin, you don't have to go crazy here, and you don't have to deceive yourself. The thing has already happened, and no one can save Jiang Xiao. You obviously received a call … This is your own choice, and you should bear the consequences yourself.”
She has the self-cultivation at her age, and she didn't say anything worse.
She didn't know what Lin Chengyu was pretending to be here, she seemed to love Jiang Xiao very much, as if it was in pain. He obviously gave up, so why did he come to disturb Jiang Xiao's purity when it was irretrievable? Don't you think it's ironic
But the expression that immediately appeared on Lin Chengyu's face was somewhat bewildered.
Impossible, he thought, Jiang Xiao hadn't called him at that time.
He and Jiang Xiao have been out of contact since the business trip abroad. After he found out that something was wrong, he looked through the address book many times, and the time of the last call with Jiang Xiao was recorded.
It is impossible for him to remember this wrongly, but Dr. Liu has no need to lie to him. Jiang Xiao's mobile phones were all confiscated, and he could not verify this at this moment.
But if, if he receives that call, will he be able to see Jiang Xiao for the last time
"Please explain clearly," the ginkgo leaves in his hand scattered all over the ground, and he went up to stop Dr. Liu, "When did Jiang Xiao call? Why...why I don't know? He..."
Before many words were asked, Lin Chengyu couldn't stop crying.
His shattered soul was repeatedly whipped out by the facts, leaving him no room for fantasy.
At this time, Jiang Xiao was floating aside, he was actually a little curious. For the first time in so long, he had some doubts and interests.
After all, this incident had a profound impact on him, and it was only natural to want to know what had happened.
At that time, an unfamiliar female voice answered the phone. It was late at night on the other side of the ocean, and Lin Chengyu's private mobile phone was also out of reach of ordinary people. Only he knew what he had done.
Because of this, Jiang Xiao did get his last sobriety—Lin Chengyu didn't love him, and he wasn't worthy of his love, so he should have given up a long time ago.
So after his rebirth, he didn't believe Lin Chengyu did those things to him from the bottom of his heart.
He will soften his heart for certain actions, Lin Chengyu has indeed helped him a lot, Jiang Xiaoyuan is a person who is easy to soften his heart. But there is always a hurdle in his heart, and the distance between being soft-hearted and falling in love again is a gap.
But Lin Chengyu's bewilderment at that moment didn't seem like a fake.
He seemed to think of something.
This is Lin Chengyu's memory. Whatever he thinks, Jiang Xiao can see, from the perspective of God.
On the other side of the ocean, it was also a not very peaceful night.
It rained heavily at night.
Lin Chengyu was invited to be a guest at the partner's house that night, for a private banquet, and the other party invited him to go alone. This kind of social interaction under the business field is also necessary. He has been very restless, and this private banquet is very meaningless.
The partner is a Chinese immigrant who has a daughter at home, a girl who is very annoying. Lin Chengyu also knew what she meant. He had met too many people like this, and he was really not interested, and he had rejected him several times.
The company's current cooperation is not pediatrics, and it has not been affected by her.
He stayed at this private banquet for about ten minutes and then planned to leave. It was just to save face, as long as he fulfilled his superficial obligations.
And that day he was flustered for no reason, as if he left home during a business trip that day.
The result was that after leaving the partner's house that day, he was entangled by others. Under the heavy rain, the other party chased him while he was driving.
Lin Chengyu was in a very strange mood that day. He was anxious, his heart was beating fast, and he didn't know what to do. When he looked carefully, his hand holding the steering wheel was shaking.
This may be another foreshadowing.
But there were too many things that day, and there was a car following behind him which annoyed him even more. This kind of unnutritious suitor was like a dog's skin plaster. He originally wanted to get rid of him, but failed, and hit a tree as soon as he turned the corner.
The accident was not serious, and the airbag of the car he was driving had mediocre performance. After being sent to the hospital, he fell into a coma for a while. The partner's daughter was naturally taking care of him in the hospital, the time and place were favorable, and there was no one else around Lin Chengyu at this time.
His personal cell phone had just fallen out of his coat pocket and was set aside.
For people of his level, the mobile phone numbers are separate for public and private. She has no other intention, but just wants to know Lin Chengyu's personal number so that he can contact her later. Taking advantage of his brief coma, he unlocked the phone with his fingerprint, wanting to call himself, that's all.
But Jiang Xiao called at this time. She didn't dare to answer it, it was done secretly, the first time she pressed down the voice, but Jiang Xiao kept calling it several times, the last time she couldn't stand it, she wanted to press it down, but she was too nervous Made a mistake, and picked it up with a slip of the hand.
She didn't know who the other party was, so she said a few words in a daze, but there was no sound there.
She quickly hung up the phone, and just as she was about to call herself, she heard voices coming from outside the ward. It was people from Lin Chengyu's company who had received the news and rushed over.
It would have been okay if she hadn't answered Jiang Xiao's call all this time, but she was the last one to pick it up. She was still young and panicked, so she wanted to cover up the matter, so she raised her hand and dismissed the missed calls and calls about Jiang Xiao. All records were deleted.
Anyway, it's just beating to death.
Normally, this is really not a big mistake.
Lin Chengyu was only in a coma for a while. When he woke up, the girl had already been taken away by the partner, and the two of them never saw each other again.
Probably the partner also felt that his daughter was a little too romantic, and this time she even got into a small car accident. Fortunately, it was not serious, otherwise it would affect this cooperation.
Lin Chengyu didn't realize what he had missed at all. When he woke up, he saw another partner of the company. This is the senior who brought Lin Chengyu into the industry. He is close to sixty years old this year and will retire in a few years. This time he went abroad with him.
"Are you okay?"
Lin Chengyu shook his head.
"When I came in, you were chanting Jiang Xiao's name," the other party said, "The little girl just left... You didn't do anything to be sorry, did you?"
Lin Chengyu glanced at him.
"I'm not interested in women," he said. "No one else knows, but you don't?"
He was not very keen on emotional matters, Jiang Xiao was an exception.
Just now when I was in a coma, I seemed to have a very strange dream, which contained Jiang Xiao, but after waking up, I forgot everything, and there was nothing left.
He couldn't help but took the phone and called Jiang Xiao, and turned it off.
Is the phone dead? How to make several calls or shut down.
Lin Chengyu felt his head hurt even more,
His partner saw it and reached out to pour him a glass of water.
"After the business here is negotiated, the company can basically stabilize its current position. You went back soon," said the partner. "When Binhai was first established, it really needed someone to make up its mind. After you went, I felt quite right. Those who live in Jiang Xiao, after going back this time, spend time with him."
Lin Chengyu mentioned at the company's shareholder meeting a month ago that when he completes this transaction, the performance promises he has made to shareholders in the past few years will also be fulfilled. Afterwards, Binhai's affairs will be handed over to other people. When he returns to Liujiang's head office, he should not need to travel so frequently in the future.
"Have you talked to Jiang Xiao about this?"
Lin Chengyu looked at the unanswered call on his mobile phone, pressed dial again, and then shook his head.
As a result of experience, there will always be variables before the last moment of business. He didn't mention it until it was a certainty, otherwise it would make Jiang Xiaobai happy.
"It's not bad for a few days," he said, "If everything goes well, I'll tell him when I get back."