Symptoms include weakness in hands and feet, frequent headaches, stomach problems, and poor liver. Sometimes I can't tell where it hurts, but I just feel uncomfortable all over.
Even if Jiang Xiao didn't follow him around, he could still hear his coughing in the house, and it was getting worse and worse, as if he was about to cough up his lungs.
Illness turned out to be such an uncomfortable thing, Lin Chengyu thought, did Xiaoxiao also feel this uncomfortable at that time
Although Dr. Liu said that the Happy Tree Hospital can greatly reduce his pain, Jiang Xiao's physical life was not bad in the last period of his life, but only when he empathized with him did he know what it is like to be sick.
Lin Chengyu didn't plan to see a doctor either.
He knew that there would be this result, and he was even secretly happy for this result to come.
He can't last too long, he can only live by memories and some objects left by Jiang Xiao. Jiang Xiao in the memory is a little sun, shining light all the time, but he is an out-and-out bastard, he hurts the person he loves the most, and he can't wait to strangle his past self.
But the past cannot be changed, and he can kill the current self little by little, which is another form of getting what he wants.
So even though he knew something was wrong with his body, he didn't intend to treat it.
At this point, no one cares about him anymore.
Lin Chengyu is indifferent and unkind to the outside world, and the so-called friends around him are mostly business partners. In the first year, he ran up and down to find Jiang Xiao's news, which is already very dedicated.
Later, he withdrew from the business field, without those interests, and he was very abnormal, so he was basically cut off. Except for the old partner who still took time to visit for a little friendship, there was no one else.
Jiang Xiao made friends with his sincerity in exchange for his sincerity. He really gave a lot, so even if he passed away, others would always remember his kindness.
Lin Chengyu didn't have such abilities, but he did have friends, but they were far from Jiang Xiao's deep friendship. After a few years, he really became a loner.
It was a long punishment that he was still alive. Lin Chengyu was indeed in good health. Even though he was plagued by many illnesses, he continued to do so for more than a year, and his minor ailments turned into serious ones.
Counting it, it has been more than four years and almost five years since Jiang Xiao left. These years are longer than the thirty years he has lived before. I don't know how he survived.
During the year when his illness gradually became serious, Lin Chengyu still did some meaningful things.
After he sold the company's shares, plus the money he earned before, it was a huge sum of money. Jiang Xiao never touched his money. There were only him and Jiang Xiao in the family, and no one inherited it.
Before Jiang Xiao left, he donated the rest of his money, and he couldn't take anything with him when he died. Lin Chengyu also wanted to do the same. The only money he wanted to keep was to ask a trustworthy friend to find an entrusting agency and ask someone to keep the house.
Even if he left, he still had to take care of the plants left in the garden and clean the house, trying to keep it as it was. Everything Jiang Xiao left for him was in this house, or part of it.
Even if I miss him very much, if he dies, I can't take him with me, I just hope that he won't be destroyed.
A large amount of donations went to different charitable projects, and Lin Chengyu even traveled a long way for this matter. This may be the only time now that he can catch up with Jiang Xiao, and he wants to do better.
Lin Chengyu's money has built many new schools in remote places in several provinces, and there is a village with a small old temple where poor villagers go to worship and ask for what they want.
Lin Chengyu stayed there for a long time, and also went along the way. He doesn't believe in gods and Buddhas, and he doesn't expect any power to bring Jiang Xiao back to him, just follow others to worship.
The old monk in the temple was half blind, knew about his donation, and praised him for his good deeds.
"Many people pray to gods and Buddhas just for peace of mind," the old monk said to him, "but in fact, whatever causes are planted by people, there will be results. Even if there are gods and Buddhas in the world, they will take care of those who really work hard. Man. May your wishes be granted."
The old monk's speech was a little unclear, with an accent. Lin Chengyu couldn't hear clearly, but only understood a few sentences.
He didn't say anything, he just lowered his head, and the corner of his mouth drew a strange arc.
He hadn't laughed for a long time, and he thought it would be impossible to get his wish fulfilled, but in the end he quietly made a wish for Jiang Xiao there.
Then he hasn't traveled far, and after the money is distributed, he can arrange his own affairs.
That day in the house, when Lin Chengyu woke up from another coma, he felt pain all over his body. After habitually enduring that for a while, it was not so uncomfortable.
He sat up and took a few deep breaths, poured himself a glass of water, and stuffed something casually into his mouth to give himself the strength to go out.
Before a person is about to die, there will always be some deep feeling, knowing that he doesn't have much time, but he still remembers that there is something he hasn't done.
He will visit Jiang Xiao's tomb. Although there has been regular maintenance there, when Lin Chengyu passed by this time, he saw a bunch of fresh flowers placed in front of the tomb, probably because a friend came to see him.
He also brought flowers, but he walked along the steps of the cemetery, looked at it from a distance, and dared not go there.
He had looked in the mirror during this time, and because of his illnesses, he was in poor condition and slovenly, and he was no longer the good-looking person before. It seems that he has aged many years, and the whole person is much thinner. Standing there is like a tall bone frame, which will fall down when the wind blows.
He didn't want to meet Jiang Xiao in this state, it was too ugly.
Finally came over, but finally did not go forward, Jiang Xiao saw him hiding behind a tree next to the steps of the cemetery, covering his already unattractive body, looking at the direction of the tombstone for a long time, until it was dark. It was gone, and then he walked away step by step.
After meeting Jiang Xiao for the last time, he lost all energy and energy, and accepted the arrival of death very calmly and even a little happily. He didn't die at home, and lived in Xingfushu Hospital like Jiang Xiao, even in the same ward.
But it was not as long as Jiang Xiao lived, only two or three days. When he went to the hospital, like Jiang Xiao, he didn't take anything with him, only a notebook and a mobile phone that he had been writing during this period of time.
While lying on the hospital bed, Lin Chengyu was stunned again, picked up his cell phone and called Jiang Xiao.
Naturally, it is a shutdown prompt again.
He listened with his mobile phone, froze for a long time, sighed slightly, then looked up at the ceiling, wondering what he was thinking.
The notebook was set aside, flipped open, and rested on the last two pages he had written.
Jiang Xiao leaned over to look.
Written is his wish. Lin Chengyu's handwriting was just like Jiang Xiao's when he was dying, the handwriting was distorted due to the lack of strength in his hand, and it took a long time to read it carefully, and the wishes he made were all about Jiang Xiao.
"Many times I dare not think that there is such a thing as an afterlife. Even if there is, Jiang Xiao and I will wash our memories and start from scratch. There are so many people in the world, will we still have the chance to meet
But thinking about it carefully, if there is soul reincarnation, it is actually a good thing, I can't be so selfish. I hope Jiang Xiao can be healthy, happy, happy, and successful after starting again. I hope that his sincerity will respond, and everyone he meets will love him.
Maybe there is no need for me to make such a wish for these things, God will definitely take care of him, after all Jiang Xiao is such a good person. "
Seeing this, Jiang Xiao stopped and thought about it.
He basically did all of these after his rebirth.
fine.
There are still words on the back, Jiang Xiao raised his hand and turned the page. Lin Chengyu was lying on the bed, he heard the sound of paper turning, and the open notebook was rolled up and a page was turned.
It's just that the wind was blowing at this time, he stared blankly, then asked hoarsely, "Xiaoxiao?"
Only the nurse in the ward turned to look at him when he heard the voice, with a puzzled expression on his face, while Jiang Xiao at this moment saw the content behind.
"... Counting it, it has been twenty years since I met Jiang Xiao. The first fifteen years were muddled in love, and the last five years were in despair.
If there is reincarnation, I hope I can have the opportunity to meet him, treat him well, and guard him. It doesn't matter if he loves me or not, I am willing to give him everything, if I still have the qualifications. As long as he can see Jiang Xiao alive, it will be ten thousand times better than now. "
After Lin Chengyu entered the hospital, he didn't last too long. After a few short days, he closed his eyes just like Jiang Xiao.
People say that husband and wife live and die in the same bed, but he and Jiang Xiao have no such opportunity.
Even if you want to be buried next to Jiang Xiao, that's a cemetery that someone else has already owned. This cemetery is not cheap, and other people's families will not dig a grave for his money. In the same cemetery, the nearest and still vacant place to Jiang Xiao was in the bottom three rows to the rear and to the left, not a short distance away.
He could only look at Jiang Xiao from a distance like this with so many steles. This is the end of their lives.
Lin Chengyu closed his eyes, so Jiang Xiao's fantasy dream was gradually coming to an end. In the aftertaste of the dream, he saw a scene after rebirth, this part was very fast, flashing like a revolving lantern.
When he opened his eyes in the small room of his house in Houlin County, Lin Chengyu also woke up in a daze in the Lin's house.
Jiang Xiao was only shocked for a short while, and after being called out by Xia Wanwan, he returned to his soul. He calmly accepted the matter of rebirth, and firmly embarked on a very different path.
But Lin Chengyu was very different. When he woke up, he was much more emotional than before he died. He couldn't believe it. He looked like a madman. He stretched out his hand and bit his own hand to bleed, and used the pain to tell himself that it was indeed true.
Because this is many times more wonderful than all his previous fantasies, and he dare not even dream of it. He went back to when he was a child, and nothing happened yet.
Then the two met again.
It has been ten years since middle school, Jiang Xiao has encountered many things, he has loved more than one person, Lin Chengyu's excitement of rebirth was gradually extinguished, he knew that Jiang Xiao would not come back so easily.
But no matter what, he couldn't let Jiang Xiao go.
Just like what he felt before his death in his previous life, as long as he can see him, and see the lively and healthy appearance of his beloved, it will be 10,000 times better than before, and one must be more content.
Not long after, Jiang Xiao finally opened his eyes slowly.
There was a misty white in front of his eyes, and he smelled a strong smell of disinfectant.
The author has something to say: This is the end of the episode of the first world.