Today Lin Heyuan said that he had something to tell him, he came to the house specially, Jiang Xiao thought about it, but didn't stop him.
He has talked a lot with Lin Heyuan recently, and he can feel the other party's struggle, but after getting through the tension of the reunion, his whole mood has also calmed down.
He knew that he was indeed incompatible with Lin Heyuan.
Because of Jiang Xiao's obvious attitude, Lin Heyuan also has his feelings. Even though he has worked hard, not everything can be won.
Jiang Xiao thinks that he should listen to himself carefully and choose a position in the capital that suits him better.
I came today to talk about this matter.
When Lin Heyuan came to the door, he brought something, and he made a special trip to Infinity Fresh.
"Let's cook for you," Lin Heyuan said, "I haven't done anything for you since I came to Liujiang. I have improved my skills abroad, try it?"
He has lived alone for a long time, so of course he has to learn to take care of himself. He has learned delicious western food, but he has not given it to Jiang Xiao yet.
Jiang Xiao said yes, and then cut fruits and vegetables beside him to help him.
In the process of cooking, he asked Jiang Xiao: "Niannian, do you really want me to go to the capital?"
Jiang Xiao said: "I just hope you can live well."
Lin Heyuan lowered his head and smiled. He paused for a while, and when the steak sizzled in the pan, he continued, "Someone will come to talk to me about work today, and I will be leaving in about two days. Yes. Every year, as you wish, I will go to the capital."
This was expected by Jiang Xiao, he felt relieved and said, "I wish you all the best."
Lin Heyuan smiled at him: "Yes."
The steak comes from wireless fresh, after cooking and simple presentation, the entrance is very good.
But Lin Heyuan looked at him, and finally couldn't help asking the question he wanted to ask these days: "Do you really like Lin Chengyu?"
Jiang Xiao was taken aback for a moment, and lowered his head without looking at him: "...why are you saying this all of a sudden?"
"I can go, year after year, I've been away for too long, and I can't make up for it in a short period of time," Lin Heyuan continued to ask, "But I also want to know who you will choose, and I want to know if you will be happy in the future. "
He rejected himself, rejected Fu Ruoyan, if Jiang Xiao didn't like it, didn't feel it, he would make it very clear and wouldn't hang on to others, but he didn't reject Lin Chengyu, the relationship between the two of them was different from others.
Lin Heyuan saw this, which is one of the important reasons why he chose to quit. If the other party has really made a choice, he will not make Niannian feel troubled, nor will he destroy it for his own selfishness.
Jiang Xiao poked the beef on the plate, feeling a little dazed, Lin Heyuan suddenly asked him this question, but he was actually asking himself.
Recently, there was one thing that he kept in his heart, and he didn't mention it to anyone else.
When Lin Heyuan confessed his love to him during this period, he always thought of Lin Chengyu. In fact, this person often confessed his love. Every time he mentioned it, Jiang Xiao's heart would fluctuate a little. He couldn't tell whether it was embarrassment or something else.
Because Lin Heyuan came back, it gave Jiang Xiao another kind of comparison, proving that his feelings towards Lin Chengyu and Lin Heyuan are different now.
It's not just gratitude, and it's not friends anymore.
Do I really like him a little bit
Jiang Xiao is thinking about this now.
"Every year?"
"… Um."
When Jiang Xiao heard Lin Heyuan calling his name, he responded.
He put down the knife and fork and propped his face with one hand, as if he was thinking or remembering.
"I told you before that after breaking up two years ago, I really didn't want to fall in love. At that time, I thought it would be good to be so lonely for the rest of my life, but..."
It happened that he was allowed to read the events of his previous life under such circumstances, and there was a fire, and then he and Lin Chengyu got along with each other for the past two years.
He had seen through the degree to which Hongchen was about to ascend, but there still seemed to be a thread pulling him back, and Jiang Xiao stepped back into the world of mortals with half a foot.
He is a person who values companionship very much, and Jiang Xiao will be moved little by little in such company, until this little heartbeat finally develops to the point where it cannot be ignored.
—That is indeed a love that has sprouted.
"I'm also very surprised," Jiang Xiao couldn't help sighing when he thought of this, "I actually, really have a day to fall in love with Lin Chengyu again."
After Lin Heyuan got this answer, he was not so surprised.
"He should be delighted to hear that."
If the target of this sentence is himself, Lin Heyuan imagines that he will probably be speechless with joy.
It's actually not very difficult for Jiang Xiao to admit this, he just didn't see his heart clearly during this period of time, it's really not that simple to turn back.
It's not difficult to tell Lin Heyuan, but he doesn't know how to tell Lin Chengyu.
Can you take your time? Starting over with this person is very different from his previous emotional experience, and he doesn't know how to deal with it.
Liking is one thing, falling in love is another.
Lin Heyuan looked at him and knew that Jiang Xiao was a little conflicted, but that was no longer something he could care about.
He stuffed the last piece of steak into his mouth, and let out a deep sigh.
But it's actually not bad. There is also infinite fresh food in the capital, and Jiang Xiao will still exist in his life, and the influence of this person on him will always be there.
Even if you can't have it all the time, it's a comfort to know that he's all right.
After the meal, Jiang Xiao sent Lin Heyuan away at the door. He came today just for dinner, and it was already dark when he left.
Lin Heyuan seemed to be in good condition. He had fought for it and got the answer, so he asked Jiang Xiao for a hug at the end of his departure.
Jiang Xiao did not refuse.
"When I was with you, it was the happiest time I ever had. Thank you, every year," Lin Heyuan whispered in his ear, "I wish you all the best in the future."
Jiang Xiao stepped on her toes a little, and told him that everything was going well. He talked close to himself, his whole person was as sweet as before.
So at the end of the hug, Lin Heyuan still didn't hold back, just like in high school, he kissed Jiang Xiao's forehead very lightly, as the end.
Jiang Xiao froze for a moment, but he didn't push him away, he just said goodbye.
He also feels that he is a very lucky person, to be liked by Lin Heyuan, it's just a matter of fate.
It's just that it was already dark at that time, and the night lights on the side of the villa area were not too strong, covered by the big trees next to it, the area in front of Jiang Xiao's house could not be seen clearly.
If it is far away, you can only see two people hugging each other, Lin Heyuan lowered his head for a moment, as if kissing, but Jiang Xiao didn't push him away.
After Lin Heyuan left, Jiang Xiao stood at the door for a while, then returned home, and began to think about his own affairs.
What would he do with Lin Chengyu
He struggled to sleep at night.
When he woke up the next day, he was still not in good spirits. Jiang Xiao didn't have much work today, so he rolled the dice at his desk, as if he wanted God to help him make a choice.
But also very strange.
During this period of time, Lin Chengyu often came to his side, even if people couldn't come, the news continued. There was no good night message yesterday, and I didn't talk to myself until this morning.
It seems to be at a construction site, right
The construction site was tiring and troublesome, so Jiang Xiao might not be able to take care of it for a while, so Jiang Xiao didn't think much about it.
But the whole day has passed today, and there is no news, which is a bit weird.
Could it be another accident
Jiang Xiao thought about it, and felt a little nervous, so he still called him, but after waiting for a while, no one answered.
He settled for the next best thing and made a phone call to Secretary Yongjiang. Jiang Xiao is still very familiar with Yongjiang, and Lin Chengyu's secretary also knows him.
"Mr. Jiang, I'm really sorry. I don't know where Mr. Lin went today. Many people in the company are looking for him." The secretary's voice over there was very respectful. Jiang Xiao asked what to say, but she didn't find anyone today. "Boss Lin has some itineraries that he decides on a temporary basis, and sometimes it's too late to tell our subordinates. If you find Boss Lin, please let me know. There is an urgent mail in the company that is still waiting for his signature. I'm sorry, please, please, But with President Lin, no one else can find him except you."
Jiang Xiao: "Alright."
He asked Grandpa Lin, who had been in the old house all this time and had never seen Lin Chengyu. But there should be no accident, otherwise the company and family would have known about it.
After Jiang Xiao made these few calls, he squinted his eyes and looked at the phone.
Said that he has always liked him and will never change, and now suddenly no one can find anyone to play with and disappear
Heh, man.
Big trotters.
Deceitful ghost.
That night, Jiang Xiao finished dinner a little annoyed, and called Lin Chengyu again at around nine o'clock in the evening. This time, it wasn't that no one answered, it was because the phone was turned off.
Jiang Xiao thought about it carefully, and there was something wrong logically.
During this period of time, Lin Chengyu would tell himself if anything happened, but now there is no news suddenly, which is very abnormal.
He sat at home for a while, then drove to Lin Chengyu's house.
It was that small villa, a place Jiang Xiao knew very well, he was driving the car, thinking about how to get in the community, the security of this place was still very strict, but when the car drove to the door, Jiang Xiao lowered the car window, Before he could speak, the security guard opened the door.
The security guard explained to him: "I know you, Mr. Lin said hello before."
That's right, this real estate is now developed by Lin Chengyu.
Jiang Xiao asked a few more questions, and the security guard told him that he saw Boss Lin's car coming back last night, and then changed shifts, and he didn't know if he had gone out again. Because of Jiang Xiao's words, the property management specially checked today's surveillance for him, but he didn't see Lin Chengyu's car leaving. Jiang Xiao knew all of his cars.
That should be at home.
Why don't you answer the phone when you stay at home all day
Jiang Xiao thought of the sudden illness that was just broadcast on the news today, and thought it would be impossible.
He was a little worried, and drove the car to the door of Lin Chengyu's house. The key property in this place couldn't help him, it was just a combination lock, Jiang Xiao thought about it, and entered the number of his birthday upside down.
Sure enough, the door opened.
Lin Chengyu's habit of setting passwords has not changed.
The door to the garden outside opened, and Jiang Xiao was afraid that the entrance door would not open, but when he walked closer, the door was not closed.
He entered the house, the lights in the hall were off, Jiang Xiao turned it on, and then looked for someone inside, but there was no one in the living room and bedroom, he thought about it, and went downstairs.
The house has two basement floors. Going down, there is a wine cellar. The light in the wine cellar is turned on, and after approaching, he heard the sound of tinkling bells brought by knocking wine bottles.
Sure enough, Jiang Xiao found him in the corner.
The first thing he saw was the wine bottles all over the floor, and Lin Chengyu curled up in the corner, because Jiang Xiao turned on all the lights in the wine cellar and nearby, the place was much brighter than before, he couldn't get used to it, so he started to move.
"How much did you drink?"
Jiang Xiao couldn't believe it.
Lin Chengyu has never had a problem with alcoholism.
As soon as he got close to someone, he could smell a strong smell of alcohol. It was impossible for Lin Chengyu not to be drunk after drinking so much. Jiang Xiao felt that this person might not recognize him, so he turned Lin Chengyu over and went to get the bottle of wine in his hand .
Lin Chengyu was obviously drunk, and he was in a half-dream and half-awake stage. He subconsciously grasped what was in his hands. When Jiang Xiao came to take it, he naturally struggled and wanted to reach out to push the person away, but before reaching out, he heard Someone has spoken.
"Lin Chengyu, I'm really angry!" It was Jiang Xiao's voice, "Give me the wine."
Then he paused, tried his best to understand the sentence, and honestly withdrew his hand, and passed the wine bottle over.
Seeing that he was still huddled there quietly, Jiang Xiao stretched out a hand tentatively after a while, and grabbed the corner of his clothes.
"Xiaoxiao... don't get angry."
He said a few more words later, but he couldn't hear clearly, Jiang Xiao sighed, and took him up first, at least get out of here first, the smell of alcohol here is too strong, it gave him a headache.
He really didn't understand why this person suddenly became like this.
Ask when you wake up.
Jiang Xiao put him in the bathroom, and Lin Chengyu also smelled heavily of alcohol, he couldn't smell it, so he had to clean it up first.
During the period, I also called a doctor to come over. I don't know how much he drank, whether he should be sent to the hospital for gastric lavage or something.
Jiang Xiao often works out, and he can still move him. Lin Chengyu seems to recognize that it is him, and the whole person is quite obedient, but Jiang Xiao is a little clingy when cleaning him up.
He was sitting in the bathtub, Jiang Xiao didn't intend to let him soak for a long time, just soaked in some water to wipe off, and changed his clothes. He had long hands, half kneeling in the bathtub, and immediately wrapped Jiang Xiao's waist into his arms.
Jiang Xiao pushed him away a little.
Then he saw Lin Chengyu's eye circles were red, and he stretched out his hand again, pinching the corner of his clothes.
"Xiaoxiao don't leave me," he heard the man mutter, "Please..."
Can't figure out what this person is thinking.
Jiang Xiao was still thinking about what to do after she fell in love with him again yesterday, at most she was a little tangled, but Lin Chengyu looked like she was going to collapse immediately.
It's so strange, I didn't know how tired I was when I persisted for so many years, but I don't know why it's like this today.
Nothing happened.
Jiang Xiao asked him why, but the drunk man couldn't say any complete sentences, he just burst into tears, repeatedly saying that he hoped he would not leave again.
For Lin Chengyu, all his courage and persistence come from Jiang Xiao, and at the same time, all his fragility and anxiety also belong to Jiang Xiao.
After Jiang Xiao wiped his body, he took out a tissue to wipe his tears.
"Why do you cry so much?" Jiang Xiao muttered, feeling a little helpless, "Okay, I won't leave."
The doctor he found came quickly, and he did a simple examination. It was unnecessary to send him to the hospital for gastric lavage. He took some anti-alcohol medicine and vomited a few times. Lin Chengyu probably didn't eat anything today, and he couldn't vomit anything, but After tossing until midnight, it was almost the same.
Jiang Xiao made him lie on the bed, and the doctor hung a bottle of glucose and left, and the beating is almost over by now.
Lin Chengyu was lying on the bed, Jiang Xiao didn't know if he was awake or not, but he kept looking at him.
"Xiaoxiao."
He spoke, his voice still a little hoarse.
Jiang Xiao leaned aside, seeing that the drip was about to run out, pulled out the needle in his hand, withdrew the bottle, and responded with a sound.
"Don't want me."
After Jiang Xiao heard this sentence, he thought it was because he was still drunk.
"Go to sleep," Jiang Xiao said, Lin Chengyu would be sleepy if not sleepy, "you better give me a reasonable explanation when you wake up tomorrow, otherwise I really don't want you anymore."
He didn't want to fall in love with a drunk who hid away drinking and seeing no one for a day.
Lin Chengyu didn't know which key word he heard in his ears, so he lowered his eyes and stopped talking. Jiang Xiao turned his head and saw that his eye circles seemed to be red again, somewhat unbearable.
He changed his clothes and didn't intend to leave today, so he rubbed the space between his brows, then went to bed, and slowly nestled in Lin Chengyu's arms.
"What’s wrong with you?"