Jiang Xiao watched him cry like that, and stuffed Lin Chengyu with a tissue, but he couldn't do anything else.
Lin Chengyu has a lot of things to say in his heart, he wants to ask you what you like about Lin Heyuan, and how I am not as good as him, he can change all these, but after getting Jiang Xiao's affirmative answer, these questions become pale, and it is difficult for him to ask. Useless.
After talking about this matter with Lin Chengyu, the other party seemed to be unable to accept it, but Jiang Xiao had no choice but to say what he had to say, so he turned around and was ready to go home.
"Xiaoxiao..."
Lin Chengyu reached out and grabbed his hand, his tone almost begging: "You can be angry with me as you like, you can ignore me, you can do anything, can you, don't look for others?"
He still grasped a glimmer of hope and begged the other party.
But Jiang Xiao resolutely withdrew his hand from Lin Chengyu's.
"We have already broken up, Lin Chengyu. Isn't it normal for me to fall in love with someone else?" Jiang Xiao said, "Besides, the matter of me looking for someone else has nothing to do with you, and I won't be affected by you." Lin Chengyu, I have said many times, I am not your property, never have been."
He was a very clear person from beginning to end.
He has a new boyfriend now, it's better to stay away from his ex-boyfriend, otherwise Lin Heyuan will mind if he sees it.
After saying this, Jiang Xiao went upstairs and went home without talking to the other party.
The next day, Lin Chengyu didn't come to class.
Jiang Xiao thought he had listened, and he should have given up and returned to Liujiang, but when he came home that night, he happened to meet Yue Cheng at the door, and the other party stopped him.
Jiang Xiao was actually a little surprised, he had never talked to Yue Cheng alone, and the other party was always very polite to him, and he didn't do anything other than smile.
Yue Cheng is also respectful when speaking to him alone now, with his head slightly lowered. After all, he is an elder, and he does not slap smiling faces. His tone is sincere and his posture is also low. Said a few words.
After Lin Chengyu went crazy for a few times, Yue Cheng really didn't dare to be contemptuous of the young man in front of him from the bottom of his heart. Jiang Xiao seemed to have pinched Lin Chengyu's lifeblood. The young master fell into it suddenly, completely crazy.
"...he came back very late last night."
"I came back with a high fever, and I was still in a daze this morning, so I couldn't go to school."
When I was most unconscious, I called Jiang Xiao's name while crying, my whole body was red and weak, and I cried weakly, like a helpless sob, completely abandoned.
Yue Cheng didn't dare to say the latter sentence, he and he didn't know what happened.
It's autumn now, and Houlin has been a little cold in recent days, especially at night, and it's easy to catch a cold if you're not careful. Lin Chengyu's health is not that bad, he just blows the wind. Yesterday he was restless, and his whole body Already on the verge of collapse, so it collapsed as soon as it came back.
"Can you go over and take a look at him?" Yue Cheng pleaded, "He is the child I grew up with, and I can't bear it, so I beg you, even for sympathy, can I take a look? He Seeing you makes me feel better."
Jiang Xiao listened to this in the corridor, and was silent for a while, the expression on his face did not change much.
"If you're sick, it's better to seek a doctor. I'm not a doctor, and I can't cure him." Jiang Xiao's tone was also very polite. "You can't rely on me, I'm not his medicine. Lin Chengyu is obsessed, he should come out on his own." Yes, when I go to see him now, I just want to give him the illusion that he may return to him, and he will suffer more in the future."
"you… "
"This is what happened between me and Lin Chengyu. He may not have explained it clearly to you, but many things are not as simple as they seem." Jiang Xiao added, "Believe me, short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. I won't go to see him." , it’s really for his own good. Besides, if there are no other problems, I’m going home for dinner.”
Yue Cheng had nothing to say, and was stunned for three seconds, but finally stepped aside.
Two days later, Lin Chengyu came back to class again, and he was fine after the fever subsided, which was somewhat beyond Jiang Xiao's expectation.
The three of them were still sitting together, but the atmosphere between them was different from before after all.
If he found out, Lin Heyuan didn't avoid him anymore. He and Jiang Xiao liked each other and were together again, which was a matter of self-confidence.
He is really not out of rivalry, two people who like each other stay together, many times they shield other people, and many get along with each other completely from the heart.
Lin Chengyu didn't know why he still stayed here and watched these things. He was jealous and angry when he saw their little intimate gestures, his heart was full of blood, and he really felt like he was about to vomit blood.
But he didn't want to go.
Jiang Xiao is always alone, and sometimes he rests in the corridor outside during class breaks. There are several large pots of green radishes in the corridor, which the school puts there for decoration. Jiang Xiao sometimes squats there to have a look. Fiddle with the leaves of the green radish, cut off some yellow leaves, and sometimes watch and water it by myself.
Looking at him like this, Lin Chengyu always felt that Jiang Xiao had a soft light on him.
He really liked this person so much, there was nothing he could do.
No matter what, I can't go away.
In the past, there were several pots of green radishes in the house of the two of them, and they were placed on the coffee table, at the entrance, and at the corners for decoration. Jiang Xiao took good care of them. He said that some green plants in the house would make the air better, and people would feel comfortable living in them. , There are jasmine and two sweet-scented osmanthus trees in the small garden of the villa. After opening the window, you can smell the faint fragrance, which makes you feel at ease.
When he saw this person, he would think of the past, and his heart was still warm, and he couldn't help but be attracted by the present Jiang Xiao.
Even though Jiang Xiao is very busy studying now, he is still a person who knows how to live.
In October, he picked osmanthus flowers and dried them to make honey. Now Lin Heyuan can eat sweet-scented osmanthus honey cakes and syrup brewed with osmanthus honey. It's sweet, and it's the taste of autumn.
Jiang Xiao would make a plate of sweet-scented osmanthus candy and cut it into small pieces to share with the classmates, so Lin Chengyu could also taste two small pieces.
Still the taste in memory.
This is how he is engraved in the hearts of others little by little. Even if he is away from him, every night, he will miss the bowl of green onion ravioli. Every summer, he will think of lemon grapefruit ice, osmanthus candy in autumn and There are many gingerbread cookies in winter.
This is a part of life, once you have experienced it deeply, you can't leave it and you can't let it go.
Jiang Xiao is still a warm person, but now this warmth does not belong to him.
But like a moth to a flame, Lin Chengyu still couldn't let go.
He can't let it go in his life.
So no matter how uncomfortable he felt, he didn't want to leave. It was only a little over a year since he met Jiang Xiao again, and he gradually discovered many problems in himself. There is still a long time to come. Someone Jiang Xiao can like.
Lin Heyuan and Jiang Xiao may not be able to go on like this, and it may not be completely impossible for him.
So he tried to calm down.
Jiang Xiao also felt that Lin Chengyu had become a lot more silent since then, and it was a good thing that he wasn't so stalking and omnipotent.
After he and Lin Heyuan were together, at first he felt that there was no big difference from before, except that they were a little closer, but they were also very close before they were together, and they were almost inseparable.
But a little boyfriend is a little boyfriend after all, and the changes are little by little.
Now he and Lin Heyuan don't have Ye Yingying when they make up lessons. It's not that he is very self-aware and doesn't want to be a light bulb. The main reason is that he is busier studying painting in high school. Yingying's family hired a teacher for him, and he runs to the studio every day, and his level of effort is really not much worse than Jiang Xiao's, and the cultural lessons are not made up at this time.
On Saturday afternoon, Jiang Xiao usually goes to Zhang Yang after dinner to check the situation of the small container, add some goods, write down the accounts, and find out about Zhang Yang's mp3 sales.
After high school started, the eleventh holiday was longer, but there were still four days of make-up classes in the original seven-day holiday. Jiang Xiao took advantage of those three days to go to Liujiang to buy new goods, and never went there again.
Many goods in Zhang Yang's place are almost sold out. The nearest holiday is New Year's Day, and the school can still have two days off for the New Year's Day in the Gregorian calendar. Jiang Xiao decided to go to Liujiang again at that time.
Xia Wanwan would come to help when Jiang Xiao couldn’t manage the small container in high school. Now that she has a boyfriend, Lin Heyuan is also someone who understands his small business. Then make some records, and the small money will be stably recorded.
After finishing his business, he usually goes to Lin Heyuan's house for two hours of self-study, and eats dinner together, and then goes to school for evening self-study together.
Jiang Xiao was very worried about Lin Heyuan pulling him home for self-study.
When we were friends before, he was frank and frank, but now he is a bit submissive as a boyfriend, but Lin Heyuan is upright and upright, which made Jiang Xiao get used to it.
The main reason is that the parents are not around. The Lin family’s parents have focused their careers in the provincial capital in recent years. They often don’t go home for a month or two. There is a nanny who cooks and cleans, but usually only in the kitchen on the first floor. The nanny never came to disturb Jiang Xiao when she was studying in the room on the second floor.
The Lin family's parents have actually met Jiang Xiao many times. They also know about the summer vacation trip, and they know better that he will come to the house for self-study. It is not easy for Lin Heyuan to make friends. If you have any opinions on Jiang Xiao, he is welcome to come often, and sometimes Jiang Xiao will bring a gift from the provincial capital.
"Don't be nervous," Lin Heyuan said, rubbing his face, "You are the most favorite of the elders, and we are the most obedient every year."
That doesn't mean that the Lin family's parents will agree to the two of them being together, right
Jiang Xiao expressionlessly tore off Lin Heyuan's hand rubbing his face.
And although the parents of the Lin family are not at home, Lin Qingyu is.
Jiang Xiao was nervous at first, afraid that she would know, Lin Qingyu is so obedient and simple, if she finds out that her brother is in love with her, her world view will collapse, right
Soon he knew that he was the only one who let go.
That time when Jiang Xiao came to Lin's house for self-study, not long after she sat down, Lin Qingyu sneaked over. She closed the door behind her and asked Lin Heyuan: "Are you two in love? Don't deny it, When I entered the small garden, I saw you holding hands!"
Jiang Xiao was about to resolutely deny it, when he heard Lin Heyuan say "hmm", then got up and tried to send Lin Qingyu away.
"If you know it, you know it," Lin Heyuan said, "Don't go out and talk nonsense."
"Don't worry, I'm the most reliable," Lin Qingyu flicked her ponytails happily after receiving an affirmative answer, "Brother, you are really amazing! All your wishes come true!"
When Lin Qingyu was sent out of the room, Jiang Xiao was still in a daze.
"She she she..." He was a little incoherent, "Just say it directly, she... I mean, wouldn't it be good?"
Lin Heyuan thought there was nothing wrong with it. Lin Qingyu was his own sister, and this girl knew exactly what was going on in her heart, so she definitely couldn't hide it.
"It's okay," Lin Heyuan said, "She knew about it early on."
This was also verified by Lin Qingyu.
"My brother has liked you for a long time," she whispered to Jiang Xiao, "he is really happy to be with you."