Lin Chengyu had always felt that the previous life was an impenetrable hurdle for him.
On the one hand, the previous life became his obsession, on the other hand, it was Jiang Xiao's nightmare.
He knows what he did badly before, and has been working hard to make up for it, but because of Jiang Xiao's resistance in many things, everything he did was wrong, and he couldn't find a way out when he was anxious. possible.
Jiang Xiao didn't believe him.
But after much deliberation, it wasn't that Jiang Xiao wanted to look at him with a negative filter, it was his own fault in the final analysis.
After Jiang Xiao and Lin Heyuan were together, apart from being uncomfortable, Lin Chengyu saw a lot more clearly.
There are so many people in the world, he was once favored, but now he is not the only choice.
Jiang Xiao fell in love with Lin Heyuan during his long-term company.
Jiang Xiao is a person with a very good personality. After being hurt and died once, he still lives happily with hope. People around him never think that he has anything, only that he is so hardworking, but Lin Heyuan knows that he is hardworking , He also worked hard to make the person he likes not so hard.
It is rare in the world, someone knows your hard work, and someone pays for you.
Feelings are most afraid of wishful thinking, mutual understanding is the heartbeat, behind many complicated thoughts and appearances, a pure heart is the most moving.
What it took Lin Chengyu his whole life to see clearly, Lin Heyuan understood in two months.
Even if Jiang Xiao had no memory of his previous life, and he and Lin Heyuan stood in front of Jiang Xiao, Jiang Xiao would still choose Lin Heyuan.
No matter how hard Lin Chengyu is now, he is far less pure than the real high school student Lin Heyuan.
In his previous life, when Jiang Xiao didn’t face multiple-choice questions and only saw himself, when he was the hardest and most exhausted at the beginning when he was trying to earn every penny, Lin Chengyu didn’t accompany him. Put off a lot of companionship until later.
If he missed that moment, he can't blame others for making it up.
But even after understanding it, the unwillingness in my heart still didn't disappear so quickly.
Even if he did nothing, he still wanted to look at Jiang Xiao. If he could help, he wanted to make Jiang Xiao's life better no matter what.
The final exam will be in a few days.
Jiang Xiao still wanted to do well in the exam, and he studied very seriously in the last few days. Lin Heyuan tried to tease him but was pushed away seriously.
I am the one who wants to take the first grade exam!
The test results came out a few days later, because the students in each class had already filled in the subject intentions, and the transcripts had been arranged separately for the scores of arts and sciences.
Sure enough, Jiang Xiao is still number one in liberal arts, and his little boyfriend's grades have not regressed, and he is firmly number one in science.
The placement results are also attached behind the grades. The excellent science class is the seventh class, and the liberal arts excellent class is the first class. The classrooms have been re-adjusted, and the first class is upstairs from the seventh class.
Fortunately, not far away.
Because he got the first place in the exam, Jiang Xiao also received a gift from his little boyfriend.
A very thick and warm down jacket, off-white, with a hat on the back and a little furry edge. After putting it on for Jiang Xiao, he looks like a bear, a warm bear.
Because the winter vacation is still long, Jiang Xiao went to set up a stall in the spring market this year, leaving enough time for himself to do homework during the winter vacation, and how many days he can earn money.
Lin He hadn't returned to his hometown so quickly before the first year, and set up a stall with Jiang Xiao for a few days. On the day of the new year, Jiang Xiao took him to set off fireworks.
Because setting off fireworks last year was so interesting, so I want to share it with my favorite people this year.
Downstairs in the snow, a few thin fireworks sticks burned brilliantly for only ten seconds, which still brought people a moment of joy.
This year Jiang Xiao bought several different ones. One is like a sky-swapping monkey. The stick is stuck in the snow. After lighting it, a small bright spot rushes to a height of two or three meters, and then explodes a slap The same orange-red fireworks, accompanied by a sharp "chirp".
Although it was not a firecracker, Jiang Xiao subconsciously covered his ears when it rang. Later, Lin Heyuan ran to help him light it, and then came back to help him cover his ears.
Small fireworks exploded above the heads of the two men.
Lin Chengyu saw it all upstairs.
He remembered that last year, people who stayed in Liujiang told him that Jiang Xiao was playing with fireworks during the New Year, and he looked very happy. Now that he saw it with his own eyes, indeed, Jiang Xiao was really happy.
He has never asked for much.
On New Year's Eve, Lin Chengyu went home to celebrate the New Year.
The Lin family was like this. On the surface, they seemed to be happy and happy, but behind the scenes, everyone didn't know what they were planning. However, after the New Year's Eve dinner, Grandpa still asked, how is Houlin going
"Did you get what you wanted?"
he asked.
Lin Chengyu couldn't answer for a moment.
How is he doing in Houlin? With Yue Cheng watching, Grandpa actually knows, but he still has to ask this question, just to remind him that all the fuss is actually meaningless.
From the standpoint of Lin Chengyu's goal at the beginning, his desire to bring Jiang Xiao back could indeed be declared a failure, but from another point of view, he had already obtained it.
He can often see Jiang Xiao, Jiang Xiao is also very happy, this is what he wants.
In the end, he didn't answer the question either, but just lowered his head and smiled.
After the year, Jiang Xiao went to set up a stall in the Spring Market, but Lin Heyuan hadn't come back yet. This year he had many repeat customers, and after all, he earned no less than last year.
Lin Chengyu originally wanted to help like last year, but this time he will be much quieter, just helping and not disturbing Jiang Xiao.
But Jiang Xiao still refused, very tough.
"It will be bad if Lin Heyuan knows."
Lin Chengyu stood there and added in a low voice: "He is not here now, when he comes back, I, I will leave."
Gritting his teeth, he added, "I won't let him see it."
Xia Wanwan's joints have some old problems. Last year, after helping Jiang Xiao for a day, she felt uncomfortable when she went back. Later, Jiang Xiao didn't let her out to help, let alone setting up a stall, and she was rarely even asked to go out.
Jiang Xiao was the only one supporting the stall, and he was always a bit overwhelmed.
"That's not good, he will feel uncomfortable if he finds out," Jiang Xiao said, "I promised him to be together, so I should take Lin Heyuan's thoughts into account. If you insist on staying, I will close the stall and leave. gone."
It was not easy for Jiang Xiao to sell some goods. Originally, during the winter vacation, Lin Chengyu did not dare to argue with him. He was afraid that he would not be able to help and delay his small business. He took a few steps back and looked at him for a long time. gone.
When he was not with Lin Heyuan before, Jiang Xiao could treat him as if he didn't exist, but now he can't.
Jiang Xiao is dedicated to feelings, he will take the initiative to avoid suspicion, and will not make the other party feel uncomfortable, let alone Lin Chengyu, a very special ex-boyfriend.
Lin Chengyu was that lover before, and now he is Jiang Xiao's active avoidance of suspicion. Only he knows how it feels after the comparison.
Lin Heyuan came back a few days early this time, in the third year of junior high school.
"I have met my relatives, and I have given the gifts that should be given. I thought that if I spend time with them, I might as well come back to see you."
He still remembered bringing Jiang Xiao the pastry made by his grandmother this year, but Jiang Xiao found that there were a few differences in the pastry.
For example, this year's soft rice cakes have several more flavors, including purple ones with a purple sweet potato flavor, and a pink one with a strawberry flavor.
The strawberry-flavored one feels different in taste, it is harder, a little hard to chew, and a little sticky to the teeth.
"... This is what I did."
When Lin Heyuan said this, he was rarely embarrassed.
He studied with his grandma, and failed a few times before, and he destroyed the failed products, but the one for Jiang Xiao was the best one, and he brought it back.
Jiang Xiao often cooks food, he is very good at cooking, Lin Heyuan also wants to try.
Jiang Xiao seriously finished eating the strawberry flavored one.
"I think it's delicious," Jiang Xiao said, "It's better than others."
When he said this, his eyes were quite sincere. Anyway, Lin Heyuan believed it.
He smiled foolishly, and instantly felt that the hard work he had learned to do this was not a big deal.
Lin Chengyu is actually learning how to cook.
He has made egg fried rice and milk tea before, and he has also tried a few simple dishes and desserts, and now he has a good look.
In a few days, it will be Lantern Festival again, and Jiang Xiao's birthday will be coming again. During the Lantern Festival, glutinous rice balls are usually made. If you get tired of glutinous rice balls, Jiang Xiao will also make dumplings.
Making glutinous rice balls is a bit less difficult. Lin Chengyu mixed the noodles with a serious face. There are two kinds of fillings, bean paste filling and sesame filling. I don’t know which step went wrong. The glutinous rice balls he made today vary from big to small. After eating, the biggest one was half the size of his fist.
There are also a few huge ones filled with sesame seeds, the skin of which is broken when cooked. The pot of glutinous rice balls looks like sesame paste. At first glance, it doesn't look like glutinous rice balls, but a pot of sesame paste rice cakes.
Forget it, after all, I cooked it myself, so don't be disgusted, try it.
Uncle Yue was also there, and since Lin Chengyu started cooking, his whole expression began to reveal a trace of distrust.
When the other party put the bowl of sesame paste, oh no, glutinous rice balls in front of him, Yue Cheng refused.
Lin Chengyu took a spoonful first and put it in his mouth to feel it.
The taste is not bad, although there is an essential difference from Jiang Xiao's, but the filling is good, and it is always unpalatable after being cooked.
sweet.
But he has been tossing about for too long, he originally wanted to treat this as dinner, but now it can only be regarded as supper.
After a while, there was the sound of tricycles beeping in the yard.
It was the delivery car that Jiang Xiao borrowed from his neighbors. The horn was a little old, so the sound was a little hoarse, so it was easy to recognize.
Lin Chengyu went to the balcony to watch, Jiang Xiao came back with Lin Heyuan, the tricycle was parked in the corner, Lin Heyuan helped to move Jiang Xiao's big boxes, and then the two stood there, not knowing what to say.
Jiang Xiao seemed to think of something, took out a small bag from his pocket, probably sugar, and gave Lin Heyuan a piece like a treasure, the street lamp shone on his face, making his eyes shine like gems.
They didn't stand there after that, they probably walked to the back of the building, there was a corner where others couldn't see it.
The bowl of glutinous rice balls in Lin Chengyu's hand had no taste at all.
He walked to the living room, looked down at his watch, and almost counted the time.
After about twenty minutes, Jiang Xiao's footsteps were heard in the stairwell.
The door of this house is still made of wooden doors, and it is easy to hear the noise in the stairwell when you get close. Jiang Xiao's footsteps are light and recognizable.
What did he do with Lin Heyuan during the twenty minutes he couldn't see
Lin Chengyu couldn't help thinking.
The bowl of glutinous rice balls in my hand was completely cold.
In the end, he heated it up in a wok, and he ate it slowly by himself.