The sky blue diamond necklace is like a piece of garbage, it was ruthlessly discarded on the ground by its owner, covered with dust, embarrassed and pitiful... In this way, they mocked the broken relationship between them and the long-lost trust.
Lu Xiuwen squeezed Ye Ming's hand slightly, his thin lips pursed tightly, he wanted to explain something, but he didn't know what to say.
Ye Ming looked at Lu Xiuwen coldly, "Let go of me."
Lu Xiuwen's eyes were filled with suppressed pain. He tried his best to change everything and stop everything... But Ye Ming still met Song Qin. He thought that he could turn the situation around in this life, but in the end things continued to follow the trajectory of the previous life. Could it be that he couldn't save this person
Even if you live again, you can't make up for your mistakes and change your destiny
He was silent for a long time, and said hoarsely: "Xiao Ran... What did Song Qin tell you? He is my competitor, and what he said is not credible. Even if you don't believe me... you shouldn't believe him."
Ye Ming fixedly looked at Lu Xiuwen's face, and the corners of his mouth slowly opened a bitter arc. He was no longer as naive and stupid as before, and he would not be as easy to believe that someone appeared beside him inexplicably and seemed to care about him. the 'nice guy' too.
Ye Ming didn't doubt Lu Xiuwen's words. Song Qin was his competitor. His words had ulterior motives.
Ye Ming's lips moved slightly, his eyes were indifferent: "He just told me that you loved my mother, when she made a big fuss about her wedding and forced her to leave with my father, you adopted me because of her. ."
Lu Xiuwen was slightly startled, what Song Qin said in this life was different from the previous one, and he did not fabricate a lie about killing Gu Xueya and his wife.
Ye Ming looked sad. He smiled softly and said to Lu Xiuwen, "Is what he said a lie?"
Lu Xiuwen couldn't refute, Song Qin didn't lie this time, but the more he did... it was even more deadly, because he couldn't even come up with the preparations to overthrow Song Qin's lie.
There was a slight change in the direction of things.
Ye Ming knew the answer just by looking at Lu Xiuwen's expression.
Probably as Song Qin said, this is something that many people know, so Lu Xiuwen can no longer lie to him. Facts are facts, and it is impossible for paper to cover fire.
It's just that I don't know that stupidly, maybe even Zhang Hongzhi and the others know, so they will laugh at him like that.
What he believed was not Song Qin's provocation, but only the facts - bloody and cruel facts. He had naively thought that Lu Xiuwen was really just treating his mother as a sister, really just a kind person who took him in, his beloved uncle...
Ye Ming's hands trembled slightly, he felt that his throat was stiff and he could hardly speak, but he still wanted to ask clearly, so that he would not have to take chances.
He opened his mouth, and every time he uttered a word, it was like a knife in his heart, his eyes were full of sadness, "If it weren't for my mother, you wouldn't have taken me in at all, would you? You are good to me, just because You love her."
Although Ye Ming's voice calmed down and didn't seem as angry as before, Lu Xiuwen felt that he was really losing this person now, just like in the previous life.
He looked at Ye Ming in pain, and said, "She is my relative. What's wrong with me taking in her child? As for me still loving her, it's completely nonsense!"
Ye Ming still looked at him calmly and said, "Oh, is it?"
Lu Xiuwen didn't want to look at Ye Ming anymore, his eyes were painful, and he said, "If you just want to say this, it's not necessary at all. Didn't you know about these things? I did take you in because of her, but I Good to you, not only because of her, but also because I love you, I liked her, but that was a long time ago, and now the only person I love is you."
you love Me
Ye Ming's heart is cold, is it really me that you love? Or through me loving someone else
You love me, would you use such means to count on me
Stop talking like this, I'm already miserable because I can only hate myself... I can't hate my dead mother, I can't hate you who raised me, I can only hate myself for why I have to face this, but now I don't want to And so on.
Ye Ming slightly pulled the corner of his mouth and asked the last question: "There is a tracker in that necklace, right?"
Lu Xiuwen's expression finally changed.
Ye Ming let out a miserable laugh and said, throwing away Lu Xiuwen, his voice was decisive, and said, "I already know the answer I want to know, and I can tell you now - I don't need you to love me, and I don't need you to be hypocritical. It's good to me, as long as you don't bother me again in the future, and don't appear in front of me."
Turn around and leave.
He's had enough, he's had enough of all this, he just wants to stay away from Lu Xiuwen, the person who brought him all the happiness and all the pain and struggle.
Lu Xiuwen looked at his empty hand, and then looked up at Ye Ming's retreating back in a trance.
Just like the last life, he met Song Qin, believed Song Qin's words, and then decided to leave him. This time, he let him go... I am afraid that I will never see this person again until I die.
The diamond necklace on the ground was abandoned by the owner, and seemed to be laughing at him. Look... You tried your best, but didn't you return to the original point in the end
You can't control this person, he is destined to leave you.
Lu Xiuwen's eyes were red, and the dark and painful colors in his eyes were entangled together. Seeing Ye Ming leaving step by step, getting further and further away from him... It was like a kite with a broken string, and finally went to a place he could never catch .
He used to be so devastated by this that when he died, he vowed to possess this person forever, so that he would never be able to leave him again, so when he came back, he would do anything to get this person. But the ending is still the same as the previous one.
Why don't you believe I love you? Why don't you believe me
Why must you leave me? !
[Ding, Lu Xiuwen's blackening value is +15, the current blackening value is 30]
Seeing that Ye Ming's figure was about to disappear from Lu Xiuwen's sight, he suddenly strode forward, grabbed Ye Ming's hand, and said in a hoarse and low voice, "Go home with me."
Ye Ming didn't expect Lu Xiuwen to catch up again, and tried hard to get rid of Lu Xiuwen's hand, but this time Lu Xiuwen's hand was like an iron pincer, which made his wrist hurt, but he couldn't get rid of it. The voice was finally calm, and he said angrily: "Let me go! That's not my home! No!"
Lu Xiuwen's expression did not change, he slightly pulled the corner of his mouth, revealing a sullen smile, and said, "Have you been angry enough? Go home obediently when you have enough, don't say such things, okay?"
Don't say this kind of heartbreaking and painful words.
Ye Ming was even more angry when he heard this! In Lu Xiuwen's eyes, is all this just a tantrum
But Lu Xiuwen was like a different person, ignoring Ye Ming's resistance at all, grabbed his wrist and dragged him outside, forced him into the car, and calmly ordered the driver: "Go home."
Ye Ming stretched out his hand and was about to open the car door. Lu Xiuwen tore off his tie expressionlessly, tied his hands behind him, then pressed his upper body to his lap, looked down at him, slowly Slowly: "Don't move, it's not safe."
Ye Ming didn't expect Lu Xiuwen to tie him up, struggling desperately with red eyes: "What are you doing?!"
Lu Xiuwen stroked Ye Ming's face lightly with his fingers, and said softly, "I told you, let's go home."
I thought I would give you some freedom, you could calm down, you could listen to me, I thought indulgence would make you change your mind... But I was wrong, you were just provoked by Song Qin again and wanted to leave me again.
I don't want to do it, but I have to, as long as you are locked up, you can never leave my side again.
Lu Xiuwen lowered his head and kissed Ye Ming's forehead. He wanted to touch this person all the time these days, but he could only suppress his urge to keep a distance from him and not appear in front of him, but he didn't want to endure it any longer.
If you have to leave no matter what, this is the only way I can keep you.
Ye Ming was Lu Xiuwen's opponent. He was imprisoned and unable to move. Soon the car drove back to Lu's house. Lu Xiuwen directly took Ye Ming out and put him on the sofa in the living room, but he did not unlock him. Instead, he held him tightly in his arms, and said soothingly, "We're home, don't make trouble, okay? Don't think wildly, I only have you in my heart."
Ye Ming glared at Lu Xiuwen, tears swirling in his eyes, but he couldn't hold back the tears, and shouted like crazy: "Get out! Let me go, get out of me!"
"Why do you do this! I want to get out of here, I don't want to see you!"
He's going crazy, why did things turn out like this? Is this still the always gentle and considerate Lu Xiuwen? Or that Lu Xiuwen, who pretended to be gentle, finally lost his patience and was unwilling to perform any longer. He would rather use such means to keep him...
Do you love my mother so much
But no matter how Ye Ming cried and struggled, Lu Xiuwen didn't let go this time. He couldn't let go any more. If he let go again, he would completely lose this person.
He just hugged Ye Ming hard, using this method to make sure that he still owns this person.
Ye Ming cried, his eyes were hazy, his vision gradually blurred, he experienced too many things this day, he learned the cruel truth, he knew Lu Xiuwen's true thoughts, he just wanted to leave ... This person is not willing to let him go, he must be brought back.
This is not the one he loves, this is just a demon who refuses to let him go.
In fact, he never gave him a chance to choose.
Ye Ming cried and cried, and after an unknown amount of time, he finally couldn't hold on, and finally fell asleep in Lu Xiuwen's arms.
Lu Xiuwen looked down at Ye Ming's face and gently wiped the tears from his face.
I'm sorry, but I can't let you go.
…
Ye Ming turned over, and there was a big soft bed under him, with a familiar fresh breath, not the cramped wooden bed in the school, and a small room without even an air conditioner. He was so happy!
And he doesn't have to continue to work part-time, and fight wits and courage with the bear children. Thinking of this, Ye Ming was moved and wanted to cry.
[Ye Ming: I finally came home. I love my home. Home is the warmest harbor in the world and the home of wanderers. I am willing to die here, and I do not want to be a homeless child.]
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Ye Ming's stomach growled with hunger. He slowly opened his eyes and moved a bit. He found himself being held in his arms by Lu Xiuwen, struggling to leave.
Lu Xiuwen gently but firmly grasped Ye Ming's wrist, and a low voice sounded in his ear, "Don't move."
Ye Ming was stunned for a moment, and then realized that he seemed to have encountered something hard. All the memories of his love and affection with Lu Xiuwen before this moment all rushed into his mind.
This person is next to him, and his nose is also full of his breath. This man once possessed him so strongly and ruthlessly plundered him...
Ye Ming's face was flushed red, but this time it was not just shy, but more angry and painful. Now... He can't forget everything this man brought him. He hates himself like this, why can't he forget it These.
Ye Ming gritted his teeth, looked at him with red eyes and white lips.
Lu Xiuwen used all his strength to restrain himself from moving Ye Ming. Looking at his angry and painful eyes at this moment, the depression in his heart was indescribable... He was silent for a long time, then let go of Ye Ming and walked out.
Ye Ming didn't expect that Lu Xiuwen would let go, he stayed for a while, and then rushed downstairs wearing slippers, he wanted to leave here!
But to his surprise, the door was locked! Even the door lock was changed. Ye Ming walked around the house and found that all the doors and windows of the house had been replaced by Lu Xiuwen. He couldn't leave here!
Ye Ming was trembling with anger, what does Lu Xiuwen mean, is he going to lock himself up here? !
At this moment, Lu Xiuwen came out from the kitchen with breakfast. He looked at Ye Ming tenderly, and said, "Come over for dinner, Xiaoran."
Ye Ming slowly turned his head to look at him.
How could this man do such a thing, and still look so nonchalant? And why did he still ask him to go to dinner as before, as if nothing had happened, the familiar scene in front of him stabbed Ye Ming's eyes.
We can't go back at all, why don't you let me go, why don't you let me go!
Ye Ming looked at him and sneered: "I'm not hungry."
Lu Xiuwen's eyes dimmed, but he quickly covered it up. How could he not be hungry? Haven't eaten all day and night? His hands tightened, and he turned to Ye Ming.
Ye Ming remembered Lu Xiuwen's actions yesterday, he turned around and ran away without thinking about it! But Lu Xiuwen moved faster, grabbed his waist and dragged him back! Regardless of Ye Ming's struggles, Lu Xiuwen pressed him onto his lap and said, "You should eat something, or your body won't be able to take it."
Ye Ming gritted his teeth stubbornly, as if he would not eat if he was killed.
Lu Xiuwen stared at him for a long while, and sighed inaudibly. He suddenly took the porridge and took a sip, then squeezed Ye Ming's chin with one hand, his fingers forced him to open his mouth, bowed his head and kissed up!
Ye Ming kicked his legs, desperately trying to get rid of Lu Xiuwen's control, but once this man ripped off his gentle appearance, his strength was simply unstoppable by Ye Ming!
The porridge overflowed from the corners of the two of them, but Lu Xiuwen didn't care, he continued to eat it and fed Ye Ming like this!
Ye Mingqi's face turned red! Short of breath, realizing that he was not Lu Xiuwen's opponent, and that it was futile to resist, he finally showed grief and indignation and said, "Enough! I can eat it myself!"
Lu Xiuwen paused, let go of Ye Ming obediently, put him on the chair next to him, and said softly, "I'll bring you another bowl."
After speaking, he got up and went to the kitchen again to fill Ye Ming a bowl and put it in front of him, his voice was low and soothing: "Eat it."
Ye Ming stared at the bowl in front of him, his body trembled, and he gritted his teeth with hatred... Heh... He had fantasized about this person before. The reason why he pretended to be so gentle was just trying to numb himself? Now that he knew he couldn't lie to himself, he finally revealed his true colors, didn't he
Is that what you really are? It doesn't matter if I'm in pain or not, it's hard or not, you can control everything anyway...
When you get tired of playing the game of you chasing me, you can do whatever you want to me, because I can't escape your grasp at all.
Liar, you are the most despicable and shameless liar in the world.
Ye Ming lowered his head and finally picked up the spoon, tears dripped into the bowl.
This used to be his favorite. The chef at home knew his taste very well. He especially liked to eat at home, but these things he liked in the past now only bring him pain, and the rest here are all unbearable memories. .
Lu Xiuwen was slightly relieved when he saw that Ye Ming had finally eaten obediently, but the depression in his heart did not ease, because Ye Ming was not happy.
He is crying.
This is the person he has been loving and caring for more than ten years in his heart, and he is reluctant to even touch it, but now he is forcing him, making him sad and painful.
Lu Xiuwen is very painful, he has never regretted what he did.
Lu Xiuwen walked over, stroked Ye Ming's back lightly, and whispered in his ear: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't lie to you, but it's true that I love you."
He paused, then said, "I liked your mother, I didn't mean to not tell you, I just thought it was unnecessary, after all, it's been the past 20 years... Maybe I adopted you because of her at first, But after so many years, my feelings for you have nothing to do with her."
Ye Ming was hugged by Lu Xiuwen, he had no strength to struggle, he had never hated his weakness so much.
Because he couldn't resist, he could only stay by this person's side and listen to his so-called explanation. Anyway, he could say whatever he wanted, and he only had to listen.
Lu Xiuwen hugged Ye Ming, his eyes were painful.
He really loves this person, but this person doesn't believe him. This is probably the most powerless thing in this world.
Because even if he takes out his heart, he can't prove that his heart belongs to him. Once trust is lost, once there is a crack in the relationship, it will never be repaired. Suspicion will eventually destroy everything.
This is not a commercial competition, there is a winner and a loser, it is not a competitive competition, there is a ranking, it is not like a fight, there will always be life and death.
Emotions... There is no way to come to a 100% conclusion. Once you are not trusted, it is meaningless to say more and do more.
Lu Xiuwen lowered his head, his lips touched the top of Ye Ming's head lightly, his eyes were filled with unprecedented sadness and helplessness, what should I do? Can I make you believe that I love you
…
Apart from not letting Ye Ming go out, Lu Xiuwen took good care of him in everything else. Moreover, he was very careful and careful in his work. Occasionally, when he couldn't accompany Ye Ming at home, he would also let the nanny watch him at home and not leave Ye Ming alone. Stay at home so that something unexpected happens.
Ye Ming's activities were limited to a few floors, where Lu Xiuwen was everywhere.
This is his home, and his good memories are everywhere. He was an orphan, but he did not fall into an orphanage, nor did he experience the bitterness of the world. He lives in the warm Lu family, and someone treats him wholeheartedly, not letting him He was a little wronged and happier than many children with parents.
He used to be so thankful to God for everything he had.
But all that has changed now.
When Lu Xiuwen looked at him tenderly, he would think, who Lu Xiuwen actually wanted to see, and when Lu Xiuwen took care of him patiently, he would wonder who Lu Xiuwen was thinking.
And when Lu Xiuwen was on him, when he was holding him down, who was he thinking
Lu Xiuwen came back from a meeting that day and found that Ye Ming was not in the living room, while the nanny stood cautiously on the second floor and gave Lu Xiuwen a wink.
Lu Xiuwen immediately understood that Ye Ming should be in the study, and when he walked up, he saw Ye Ming standing in front of his desk with a photo in his hand.
This is the photo of Lu Xiuwen in the study. The photo is a family photo. When he was young, Lu Xiuwen was standing beside Gu Xueya with a bright smile. This is an old photo from twenty years ago. in the bookcase.
In fact, there is not only this photo in the bookcase, there are more photos of him and Ye Ming together later, including the little Ye Ming, the grown Ye Ming, the junior high school senior Ye Ming... There are separate photos, there are The photos of them together, although there are photos of Gu Xueya, they don't actually account for much.
Originally this was not a very important matter, but now Lu Xiuwen was sensitively aware that he should not let Ye Ming see this, he walked over and said softly, "What are you looking at?"
Ye Ming looked at Gu Xueya in the photo with a dazed expression. This is his mother. He actually doesn't remember her anymore. After all, he was so young when she died.
The existence of Lu Xiuwen made up for what he lost and replaced his parents, so that in his later life, Lu Xiuwen...
Ye Ming raised his head slowly, his expression was rare and gentle, his eyes were not thorny, and his voice was not cold, but he said normally, "I'm looking at my mother."
Lu Xiuwen was afraid that Ye Ming would think of those things again, so he took the photo in his hand, held his hand and said, "Let's see it another day, let's go down first."
Ye Ming said, "Wait."
Lu Xiuwen's eyes sank slightly, and he said tentatively, "What's wrong?"
Ye Ming fixedly looked at Lu Xiuwen's face, and suddenly showed nostalgic eyes, his lips moved slightly: "Uncle, I care about you very much, you know?"
Lu Xiuwen was silent for a moment, then nodded.
Ye Ming smiled, with a hint of bitterness in his smile, "Then how much I love you, do you know?"
When Lu Xiuwen heard these words, his heart throbbed, and even his heartbeat seemed to stop for a moment.
He didn't expect to hear the word 'love' from Ye Ming's mouth now. This word is already a luxury to him.
"I think you should know." Ye Ming lowered his eyes and said softly, "After all, you know everything, it's not like I don't know anything..."
Lu Xiuwen's voice was hoarse: "I..."
Ye Ming didn't wait for him to finish, suddenly raised the corner of his mouth, smiled at him, and said in a soft voice, "But how much I love you, how much I hate you now."
There was an indifferent light in his black eyes, and the words from the slightly opened and closed lips were exactly the same as in the previous life, which seemed ruthless and cold.
"You make me feel sick," he said.