Yang Gan looked at Ye Ming with a stern face and deep hatred in his black eyes.
Ye Ming's eyes were slightly red, do you have to humiliate me like this
He looked at Yang Gan's ruthless face, but what appeared in front of him was the gentle man who used to be. He suddenly remembered that on the way to escape, once they had been hungry for several days and could not have enough to eat. In desperation, they finally found a dilapidated small supermarket, but the supermarket had been ransacked by others. They checked several times, what? None were found.
In the end, Yang Gan found a bread wrapped in a plastic bag in a corner. In order to pick up the bread, he was surrounded by zombies. In the chaos, the two got separated. They finally escaped, but they encountered other humans.
Those people wanted to snatch Yang Gan's things, but they were killed by Yang Gan, but he himself was seriously injured. When Yang Gan returned to the place agreed by the two of them, he looked like a bloody man.
But the bread that he finally got was hidden in his arms. He carefully took it out and put it in Ye Ming's hand, and said with a smile that he should eat it.
Ye Ming will never forget the look in Yang Gan's eyes at that moment... On his blood-stained face, the gentle and firm light in his black pupils.
It is completely different from the current Yang Qian.
When I made that decision, when I chose to compromise with Huo Yi, I knew you would hate me.
But I have no other way, I want you alive... As long as we are alive, there will always be hope. If we live, we still have a future. We have gone through so many hardships. Are we going to die like that
But what I didn't expect is that living does not necessarily bring hope.
It may also be lost to the world.
With a sad look in Ye Ming's eyes, he slowly bent his knees and knelt down, stretched out his hand, and picked up the bread at Yang Gan's feet.
He grabbed the bread, his fingers trembling slightly...
If this makes you happy, then so be it... Two years ago, he had already let go of his dignity and compromised with reality. The person in front of him is no longer the one who loves him... Since they are no longer in the relationship they once had, what qualifications do they have to be hypocritical in front of Yang Gan.
One day, they will all learn to pick up food on the ground.
Ye Ming lowered his eyes, raised his hand blankly, and put the bread to his mouth.
Yang Gan sat there, watching the man slowly kneeling at his feet, and finally picked up the bread on the ground. Even in the face of this humiliation, he did not get angry or broke out, and finally chose to compromise.
This face that he knew and loved had long since lost its vividness, and was just a walking corpse who could give up everything in order to live.
He didn't think the former Ye Ming was fake. The person he loved really existed, but he had also changed. The reality of time would always make people change.
After two years of separation, they are not what they used to be.
Yang Gan suddenly felt extremely angry and painful, and his heart was full of powerlessness and despair... So what if he came back? In fact, nothing can be saved, probably just to vent the unwillingness and hatred in my heart.
Seeing that Ye Ming was about to open his mouth to bite the bread, Yang Qian reached out and knocked the bread down from Ye Ming's hand!
The back of Ye Ming's hand hurt, and the bread rolled to a farther place. Facing Yang Gan's moodiness, Ye Ming didn't have as many accidents at the beginning. Maybe Yang Gan was teasing him at all. Is it common too
Even if the food on the ground is not what he wants to eat, he can eat it. Outside, there are still many people fighting for food, even eating people.
Yang Gan's chest heaved a little, stared at Ye Ming coldly, and spit out two words: "Despicable."
Ye Ming's complexion was originally pale, so there was no obvious change at this moment.
Yang Gan's hands clenched into fists, and the veins on his forehead jumped up. He stared at Ye Ming coldly for a while, then suddenly turned around and walked out. He didn't even eat the food on the table, so he just left it there and didn't care!
Ye Ming looked at the back of Yang Gan's departure, and stayed in place, expressionless.
[Ye Ming: 嘤嘤嘤, my family has left food for me, and he didn't move anything on this table, so he avoided it because I was embarrassed to eat it.]
[888: You are right, he is standing outside.]
[Ye Ming: Although he said it so cruelly, he really felt reluctant to look at me like that.]
[888: Then if you don't eat it, it will be cold if you don't eat it.]
[Ye Ming: Don't worry, this meal doesn't have much appeal to me. It's half a catty with the bread on the ground, hey... The end times are so boring. If I wasn't hungry, I wouldn't be lazy to eat these things in front of me.]
[888:…]
Ye Ming sat on the spot and couldn't help but open the system store to take a look. He was already hungry. Looking at the various delicacies of ancient and modern Chinese, foreign, and extraterrestrials in the system store, he couldn't help swallowing.
The more I looked at it, the more I felt that Yang Gan's food was too rudimentary.
[Ye Ming: I don't need bread, what I need is a man who can contract the system store for me. Poor jpg] I have never felt that the system store is so omnipotent and powerful at this moment, and the desire for experience points has risen again in my heart.
[888: Don’t be too ambitious, don’t think about impossible goals, it’s better to set a small goal first.]
[Ye Ming: For example?]
[888: It may be more realistic to find a man who can contract fish ponds for you.]
[Ye Ming: ... ] Is he worth a fish pond? fall!
No, an ambitious man like him should have a dream!
It didn't take long for Ye Ming to close the system store, and he couldn't control himself any longer.
[Ye Ming: 555 is very hungry.]
[888: Then you should eat it.]
[Ye Ming: I can't eat it. If I eat him, he won't feel bad for me... For the sake of a happy life in the future, I can't be quick.]
Ye Ming felt that the delay was almost over. His hungry legs and feet became weak, and then he crawled over tremblingly to pick up the bread in the corner and ate it.
[888:…]
[Ye Ming: What's the matter, brother?]
[888: I underestimate you, I apologize for my contempt for you before, I have more backbone than I thought.]
[Ye Ming: ... ] Why is there no feeling of being praised at all? ?
Hmm, probably because I was hungry, I thought this bread was pretty good, but Ye Ming was tired and sleepy because he wasn't full, so he fell asleep on the ground.
Yang Gan was standing outside the door, looking at him from an angle that Ye Ming couldn't see through the window.
Seeing Ye Ming sitting on the ground, even if he left, he didn't mean to eat at all. In the end, he was probably too hungry and couldn't bear it, so he picked up the bread on the ground and ate it.
When Yang Gan saw Ye Ming eating bread, he clenched his fists tightly and tried his best to restrain himself from rushing in and questioning him. If you want to ask him, are you willing to live so lowly? ! Is being alive that important to you? Is it okay to give up your ego and give up your self-esteem
Haven't you thought about resistance at all? !
But Yang Qian felt sad again, yes... Of course it is important to live. In this hopeless apocalypse, anyone who is still trying to live will not give up easily.
It wasn't Ye Ming who was wrong, it was he who was naive. He was naive who thought that at that time, he was weak and could protect the people he loved, so that the people he loved could stand and live even in the end times.
But reality gave him a cruel slap, and he had no ability to protect his loved ones at all.
He lost him.
[Ding, Yang Gan's blackening value is -10, the current blackening value is 80]
Yang Gan raised his hand and looked at his own hands. These hands were covered with thick calluses, and they were full of power and could kill someone... Now he finally has the ability to protect this person, but why should he protect him?
On that dark night two years ago, if he didn't have the awakening ability, he would have died and became food in the mouth of the zombies.
If you just leave me and go to others for the sake of living and a better life, I probably wouldn't hate you so much... After all, this world is such a helpless, if I'm destined to not be able to keep you, I hope you can live well , everyone has the right to choose their own life.
But why did you trample on my heart for you like that...why let me die
Why be so ruthless and cruel
Yang Gan raised the corners of his mouth and showed a self-deprecating smile. He pushed open the door and walked in, gently hugging Ye Ming who was on the ground.
The man Qingjun's face was pale, there was no blood on his lips, it was a very pale pink. He closed his eyes and looked weak and weak... Yang Gan lowered his head and kissed Ye Ming's lips lightly.
I came back for you, so you can't get rid of me, since you are willing to do anything to live and be a betrayal of yourself.
Then just sell it to me, it is no different from selling it to others.
…
Ye Ming didn't sleep very well. He woke up hungry in the middle of the night and found himself sleeping on the bed. He hurriedly closed his eyes and continued to sleep, lest Yang Gan find out that he was awake, and he couldn't save face to toss him.
ten minutes later.
[Ye Ming: Brother, I'm so hungry that I can't sleep! !]
[888: What do you want?]
[Ye Ming: Help me block the hunger sleep, I still have to sleep in the cage.]
[888: ... ] I really want to sleep and don't die...
Ye Ming really didn't feel hungry for a while, so he slept happily with his eyes closed, and he slept until dawn, feeling much better.
He opened his eyes, turned over, and bumped into a chest. After a while, his eyes showed a look of forbearance and sadness, and he seemed to be a little surprised why he was in bed. It was obvious that Yang Gan had ruthlessly driven him off yesterday.
Yang Gan's perception is very keen, Ye Ming knew it as soon as he woke up, he hugged him and smiled jokingly: "Awake?"
Ye Ming was silent. When Yang Gan was away, he fantasized all the time that he would come back alive, but when Yang Gan really came back, the two of them became what they are now.
Yang Gan's indifferent gaze swept across Ye Ming's face, and immediately got up from the bed and said to Ye Ming, "Come out to eat."
Ye Ming remembered the humiliation of Yang Gan yesterday, his face was pale and his eyes were hesitant, but he still stood and walked out. To his surprise, this time Yang Gan didn't seem to mean to tease him, but smiled softly: "Eat, After eating, you will have the strength to serve me."
A sad look flashed in Ye Ming's eyes, and he silently walked to the dining table and sat down.
Yang Gan's eyes were dark. He watched Ye Ming eating slowly, and couldn't help but wonder, when Ye Ming was in front of Huo Yi, was he so obedient? Or did Huo Yi make him accustomed to such obedience
Yang Gan thought of this, his eyes were a little cold, he saw Ye Ming finished eating, his thin lips slightly parted, and he coldly ordered: "Take off your clothes."
Ye Ming's body froze, and his eyes looked sad and self-deprecating.
…
It was another unintended looting. Ye Ming looked at the roof blankly, and suddenly thought, such a day is really boring, what else is he expecting? Do you expect this person to still care about him and love him
He now knows that Yang Gan is alive. He is not only alive, but also alive and well, and he can rest assured.
It seems that the deepest obsession in my heart has been answered, but... what is the meaning of my persistence? It seems there is no...
Do you really want to live by Yang Gan's side like a slave
He couldn't stand it any longer.
Seeing Ye Ming's absent-minded appearance, Yang Gan ruthlessly grabbed his hair and forced him to raise his head. His voice was cold: "What? Am I inferior to Huo Yi? What are you thinking?"
Ye Ming's pupil focus slowly converged again, but how could he answer this question? Do you compare Yang Gan to that brute Huo Yi
Why do you compare yourself to that inhumane demon... In my mind, you are obviously different.
There is no comparison at all.
In my memory of you, even in desperation, there is persistence and bottom line in your heart, but now you, like another Huo Yi, let yourself fall... In the end, you become a person who is suitable for survival in the end of the world. Dominate the beast.
Yang Gan looked at Ye Ming's eyes, and for some reason, it seemed that his behavior was despicable and ridiculous, and he seemed to be pitied.
However, it is you who are obviously despicable, and it is you who abandoned me first.
Yang Gan sneered: "It's fine if you don't want to talk about it. Anyway, I'm not interested in knowing. You just need to be obedient. For a person like you, only your body has some value."
Ye Ming twitched the corners of his mouth. Yes, he only has a little value for his body. In this apocalypse, I don't know how many people hope that they have some value, even if their body is good. Many people don't even have this value and want to sell it. Can't sell.
But why is he not happy at all...
…
Yang Gan has always treated Ye Ming with indifference. When he is called, he lingers, and when he speaks to him, he speaks contemptuously. Ye Ming also endures silently. The time passed quickly for several days.
[Ye Ming: The blackening value won't drop. It won't work like this. I have to let Yang Gan know that I'm not the kind of person who likes to trade my body for food. I didn't do it voluntarily before.]
[888: Hmm...]
[Ye Ming: As a man, how can you be so unpromising? ! Upright and awe-inspiring jpg]
[888: ... ] No, it turns out that you still know that you are useless.
Ye Ming was thinking about how to break the status quo every day and show his backbone and masculinity, and finally let him wait for the opportunity.
This day, Shiyang came to look for Yang Gan, and they were going to go out to search for supplies. This was the daily work of the base. Usually, the team was led by superhumans, and some ordinary people set off in teams.
Since Yang Gan has taken over the base and enjoyed the rights, it is of course impossible to do nothing. If he cannot bring enough benefits to the base, the stability here will not last long. After all, supplies and food are consumables. Once food is supplied Disruption will inevitably lead to chaos, which he cannot allow.
Such trips generally take a few days, and the time varies according to the length of the search.
Yang Gan said to Shi Yang, "Has the others arrived?"
Shi Yang said loudly: "We're all here, just wait for the boss to set off with you. Some time ago, Xiao Ba sent back news that he found that there was a warehouse suspected of storing food in a small town. There are many zombies in that town, and ordinary people can't get in. It should be There's something left."
Yang Gan nodded, his voice low and steady: "Very good, let's go and see."
He paused for a while, then turned to Ye Ming who was beside him and said lightly, "Just stay at home."
Ye Ming's hands clenched tightly. Seeing that Yang Gan was about to go out, he seemed to have made up his mind, and suddenly said, "I want to go with you!"
Yang Gan paused, looking at Ye Ming with a hint of contemplation in his eyes. Shi Yang also heard it, and when he saw Ye Ming's small body, he said disdainfully, "Don't be kidding, I'm not interested in taking you with me. drag."
Ye Ming's face was pale and his eyes were ashamed and angry, but he still said firmly: "I, I can also kill zombies."
Why can I only trade my body for food? If so, who would trade their bodies for food? It's just that there is no choice... He is also a man, why must he be locked here, why can't he go out to work like others in exchange for food
Shi Yang became even more impatient, "You kill zombies? Have you ever killed zombies?!"
Ye Ming said stubbornly, "Of course I killed them." Although Yang Gan was the one who killed them before, how could they have not killed zombies along the way? If it wasn't for Huo Yi's coercion... Is he willing to stay by Huo Yi's side and live such a life
Shi Yang looked down on Ye Ming, no matter how he looked at him, he felt that he was a troublemaker. He was about to speak, but was suddenly stopped by Yang Gan.
Yang Gan looked at Ye Ming meaningfully, his eyes were full of chills, he raised his hand to stop Shi Yang's words, and smiled lightly: "Okay."