Yang Gan turned his face to the side, and the place where Ye Ming's fingernails scratched was full of fine pain.
During this time, Ye Ming was always very obedient... He didn't expect Ye Ming to dare to attack him, so he didn't have time to avoid it, but what really made Yang Gan angry was not the slap, but the words in Ye Ming's mouth.
This was the first time he had heard Ye Ming say the name Huo Yi himself after he came back, and all Ye Ming wanted to say was that he was no different from Huo Yi.
Is this the only thing Ye Ming wants to say to him
[Ding, Yang Gan's blackening value +10, the current blackening value is 80]
The darkness in Yang Gan's eyes was like a surging cloud, and it was filled with boundless hatred and bloodthirsty rays of light.
He pressed Ye Ming to the ground and pinched his neck, his voice seemed to be squeezed from between his teeth: "You, say it again."
Ye Ming had difficulty breathing when he was pinched, but his face was no longer timid and fearful. Instead, he looked at Yang Gan with a sneer, grinned, and repeated his words clearly: "I said you and Huo Yi are no different, both are It's the same people."
The same ruthless indifference, cruel and selfish.
Don't you feel sad that you hate him so much, but you want to make yourself the one you hate
The veins on Yang Gan's forehead jumped up, his eyes were frozen like ice, and he said sharply: "Shut up!"
Ye Ming looked at him contemptuously and said word by word, "Don't you always want to compare yourself with Huo Yi? If you really want to hear it, I'll tell you, you're about the same as him... Strictly speaking, you're better than Huo Yi. It's better, at least he's a neat and tidy person. You hate me so much, why don't you just kill me? Could it be that you can't do anything?"
"Since you think I'm so... despicable... ahem, and you're sleeping with me... don't you feel disgusting..."
Ye Ming felt that Yang Gan's hand grabbing his neck was getting harder and harder. Every time he said a word, he exhausted all his strength. He felt that he might be dying, but there was nothing wrong.
He should have died a long time ago, maybe on the day Yang Gan came back, he should have died, instead of deceiving himself and being indecisive and indecisive, and humbly looking forward to something that no longer existed, so that he could not even leave a single thought in his heart.
In this hopeless world, he has lived enough.
Yang Gan's hands tightened a little bit, his eyes were red, as if he was in some kind of magic, his body was no longer dominated by himself, but driven by hatred.
Unbearable, unforgivable, he's going to kill him! This way this person can no longer betray him, leave him, and never say these damn words again!
Yang Gan's eyes were split, and he stared at the person under him.
Ye Ming's face flushed, and his hands that finally grabbed Yang Gan's wrists fell weakly by his side, his pupils were dilated, and his heartbeat began to become weak...
The man stopped moving, finally quieted down, and stopped saying those words.
Yang Gan looked at Ye Ming absentmindedly, but suddenly saw something terrifying. He suddenly let go of his hand and took a step back, covered in cold sweat. He looked down at his hand in a daze, what did he do? Did he just want to kill him
He actually wanted to kill Ye Ming...
No, it's not possible.
Ye Ming thought he was going to die, but just when his consciousness was about to dissipate, suddenly the air rushed into his chest again, he coughed violently and opened his eyes blankly, why... Why did he still refuse to kill him? .
Yang Gan picked Ye Ming up and looked at him with red eyes, his voice seemed to be squeezed out of his teeth: "Want to die?"
Don't think about it...you can't even think about dying like this!
I'm not dead yet, how can I let you die in front of me, even if there is no hope in this world, only pain is left, I want you to accompany me.
Yang Gan picked up Ye Ming and stood up, and was about to go back to the house. He turned around and found that the child was still being carried by his subordinates. At this moment, he was stunned, and saw him looking over and trembling.
Yang Gan's eyes sank, his thin lips pursed slightly, and he spat out a few words: "Drive him out."
But didn't say anything else.
After saying that, he directly hugged Ye Ming and returned to the house.
Ye Ming's arms dangled weakly, his chest heaving violently, and when he regained a little strength, he struggled to get rid of Yang Gan's embrace.
Since obedience has no meaning, since this person cannot be changed, since there is no way to go back to the past...
Then why bother? Does he like to live such a humble life
Yang Gan snorted coldly, put Ye Ming directly on the bed, locked the chain to the bedpost, then walked out, and came in with food again after a while, pinched Ye Ming's chin, and said coldly, "I will give it to you. Your food is for you to eat, not for you to give to others."
Ye Ming sneered and said hoarsely, "But... cough, I don't want to eat your food."
Yang Gan's eyes turned cold, "Oh? If you don't want to eat my food, then what Huo Yi gave you would be willing to eat it?"
There was a look of pain in Ye Ming's eyes, but he still smiled and said, "Yes, I'm willing to eat what he gave... I don't want to eat from you, so what about you?"
Yang Gan's hand was raised suddenly, his eyes filled with icy hatred, but after a long time... it didn't fall down, but clucked, and he said word by word, "Do you want to force me to kill you? Disappointing you, you have to eat what I give you if you don't want to."
He got up and walked out, and came back after a while, having replaced the food with liquid food that was easier to eat.
Yang Qian looked at Ye Ming coldly, and said slowly, "Are you eating by yourself, or do you want me to help you?"
Ye Ming turned his head and closed his eyes, as if the person in front of him did not exist at all.
Yang Gan's eyes became darker and darker. He sneered and stopped talking. He walked over to grab Ye Ming's chin and forcibly fed Ye Ming with his mouth.
Ye Ming resisted desperately and did not cooperate at all. Even though he knew that his strength was insignificant in front of Yang Gan, he persisted until the last moment, showing his determination to resist.
Yang Gan thought Ye Ming was too restless, so he tied his hands behind his back so that Ye Ming couldn't move around.
He held the person in his arms tightly, completely ignoring Ye Ming's resistance, and fed the food little by little, Ye Ming's face was also pinched with dark red marks.
Because of the constant resistance, Ye Ming burst into tears. He smiled with tears in his eyes and said to Yang Gan, "You are so boring... You hate me so much, don't you... "
I hate it so much that I don't even want to die.
Ye Ming laughed and cried, but his eyes were indifferent, so what? This is the end of the world... It's hard to live, but how easy it is to die.
He tossed for a day, took a few quick breaths, and finally closed his eyes and fell asleep.
Yang Gan put down the bowl in his hand and looked at the man in his arms.
Ye Ming, who had fallen asleep, seemed to be much quieter. He would no longer look at him with such disappointed and contemptuous eyes, and would not say those prickly words again, as if he had become obedient and obedient again.
He has lost a lot of weight these days, his wrists are thinner than before, and there is not much flesh on his shoulders, which are all bones. It is actually not so comfortable to hold, but Yang Gan is reluctant to let go.
He stretched out his fingers and gently wiped away the tears from the corner of Ye Ming's eyes.
There were still strangle marks on Ye Ming's face and neck, looking pitiful and embarrassed.
Yang Gan looked at Ye Ming like this, and suddenly felt a moment of daze in his heart. He thought that Ye Ming might be really in pain and didn't want to hold on. He could still live by Huo Yi's side for two years before. He could endure so much in order to survive, and he could sell himself and give up his dignity. Such a person... should have a strong desire to survive, right
But even so, he still doesn't want to live.
It's not acting, it's not pretending, it's really wanting to kill him.
Yang Gan should have been happy. He succeeded in taking revenge on Ye Ming. Look, how painful he is. People like him should endure this kind of pain that is worse than death. He came back from hell just to get revenge on him.
But is he really happy
Maybe not happy, but more painful and depressing.
He hates him, but wants him to live.
I don't want him to die.
[Ding, Yang Gan's blackening value is -10, the current blackening value is 70]
…
[Ye Ming: I wipe... It's very dangerous, I think I was almost strangled to death.]
[888: Well, it was almost.]
[Ye Ming: Fortunately, Yang Gan recovered QAQ]
[888: So when you used words to stimulate him, didn't you think that you might actually be strangled to death?]
[Ye Ming:…]
[Ye Ming: If not, how can I show that I am a person with backbone? How can I make him feel bad for me? (⊙v⊙)]
[888: It's a pity, he shouldn't have missed it.]
[Ye Ming:…]
In order to show that I really don't play with Yang Gan this time, I am a man of backbone! Ye Ming begged for death very resolutely.
Although Yang Gan could forcibly feed him, but after all, he couldn't eat much, and the medical equipment in the apocalypse was poor, and there was a lack of medicines. Ye Ming's already thin body soon became even weaker.
After the doctor's examination, he told Yang Gan that although there was nothing wrong for the time being, if it continued like this and refused to cooperate with eating and taking medicine, Ye Ming was still in danger of death.
Because he was worried that Ye Ming would self-mutilate, when Yang Gan was away, he could only lock Ye Ming on the bed.
During this time, Yang Gan's subordinates found that their boss's temper was getting more and more irritable, and he was getting more and more vicious when he killed zombies. It seemed that there was endless anger to vent. Ordinary people have already died eight hundred times.
Ye Ming was so angry that he was lying on the bed and bored. When he was bored, he could only chat with 888, and 888 was almost annoyed by him.
[Ye Ming: Oh, it's a sunny day again. I don't know what happened to my two children. Did Yang Gan embarrass them?]
[888 said impatiently: No, just kicked them out.]
[Ye Ming: Hey, but without me, they will still be hungry, my hard-working child!]
[888: Shut up.]It sounds like it's your son!
[Ye Ming: I'm so bored... Although I'm not hungry, but every time I eat a meal it's like fighting a war, I'm really tired, my mouth is sore, I can't hold on any longer 5555]
[888: You can not insist.]
[Ye Ming: Then how can it be done! After all, I am bent on dying!]
[888: ... ] He felt that he might be one step ahead of the data flow and die.
Ye Ming poured bitter water with 888 and fought a tug-of-war with Yang Gan, but he refused to eat well.
After his unremitting efforts, he finally succeeded in breaking down his body.
Ye Ming was ill. Although it was just a common cold and fever, he didn't get better after a long time, and he had no appetite. Once, Yang Qian forcibly fed Ye Ming, but Ye Ming vomited all of it as soon as he swallowed it, and finally even fell into a coma with a high fever.
Ye Ming had nothing to do, but he killed the doctor in a hurry. The disease is not a fatal disease, but the key is that this patient doesn't want to live anymore. He has been on a hunger strike for a long time. Even if he doesn't die this time, he will die sooner or later.
Doctors don't like to take care of people who are courting death. The most terrible thing is to have no desire to survive.
In just a few days, Ye Ming lost a lot of weight again.
Yang Gan felt very powerless. It wasn't that he couldn't feel Ye Ming's determination to beg for death. Days like this were also a torment for him. He worried that if he didn't pay attention, or if he lost his mind, Ye Ming would really died.
Can he accept Ye Ming's death? No, this is the only thing he doesn't hesitate to do, no matter how much he hates this person, he doesn't want him to die.
One day, Yang Gan walked into the house and looked at Ye Ming who was lying on the bed.
Ye Ming's cheeks were slightly sunken, but his eyes were darker and bigger, and his eyes were bright, as if he was finally going to win. Looking at Yang Gan's faint smile of relief, he made a weak voice: "You... cough cough ,came back."
Ignore the relationship between them, and what happened during this time, as if it was just an ordinary lover meeting.
Yang Qian pursed his lips tightly and stared at Ye Ming.
He is finally powerful now, but isn't even one person destined to have it? He was not reconciled.
Yang Gan suddenly turned around and walked out, punching the wall.
…
A few days later, Ye Ming felt that he was going to starve to death.
[Ye Ming: Oops, tossing too much, my assists haven't come yet, how long can I hold on? !]
[888: If you continue the hunger strike, I don't think you can last for a few days.]
[Ye Ming: Where is Huo Yi? What about people? Why don't QAQ seek revenge on Yang Gan, I don't believe he is the kind of person who will run away!]
[888: Of course he is ready to take revenge, but don't you need time to prepare?]
[Ye Ming: When can you come?]
[888: I don't think I can come in a short time, so don't count on him.]
[Ye Ming: No way... The script shouldn't be like this, do I really want to go on a hunger strike and die? This is unscientific, and no protagonist has successfully died on a hunger strike!]
[888: Hehehe, who said you were the protagonist?]
[Ye Ming:…]
888 laughed happily for a long time, making Ye Ming's whole body hairy when he laughed, and finally spoke slowly.
[888: Although Huo Yi is temporarily unavailable, congratulations, your new assist has been launched, and you can see it soon.]
[Ye Ming: ? ? ?]
[888: Xu Xiaoyue is still alive and has fled to this base city.]
[Ye Ming's voice suddenly became louder: What! Is my sister still alive? !]
[888: Not your sister, but Xu Xiaofei's sister.]
[Ye Ming: Isn't that my sister? 5555 Touched, my sister is still alive and here, is she here to rescue me? As expected of my good sister, I will definitely protect her and love her! Let her feel the care and love of her brother! With my sister, I have motivation to live! (＾－＾)V]
[888: ... ] He regretted telling Ye Ming that he should let this spicy chicken worry for a few more days.
Ye Ming learned that his good sister was coming, and immediately revived with blood. Full of fighting spirit, he continued to seesaw with Yang Qian. He couldn't eat a few mouthfuls every day, and he was dying soon.
This day, Yang Gan was feeding Ye Ming at home again, but Ye Ming vomited out. Although he was very weak, his eyes were smiling. No matter how painful he was, his expression was bright and dazzling.
Yang Gan couldn't help but think of Ye Ming before. Ye Ming was like this before. He loved this person deeply, but then everything changed beyond recognition.
Yang Gan took a deep breath and seemed to calm down the pain in his chest in this way. You just want to get rid of me, don't you... But I don't believe it, you really don't care about anything anymore.
Yang Gan lowered his head and kissed Ye Ming's lips, moistened the dry and cracked lines, and made a low voice, "Do you want to go out and have a look?"
There was a smile on Ye Ming's lips, as if it didn't matter at all.
So Yang Gan helped Ye Ming get dressed and picked him up. The person in his arms was much lighter, as if the wind would blow it away. Ye Ming went out.
Not long after, the car was parked on a noisy and noisy street. It was a mess inside, and it seemed that someone was shouting and selling.
Yang Qian walked in with Ye Ming in his arms.
Ye Ming only glanced at it, then frowned and closed his eyes in disgust.
This is the slave market of the base. It existed before he and Yang Gan came here. It was opened with the permission of Huo Yi. Under his governance, the strong always have many privileges, and being allowed to own slaves is one of them. .
Those who have lost their support, or who have been betrayed by their relatives, men, women, children are brought here to be sold, some are forced, some are voluntary... Yes, there are voluntary, some people to live Go down and would rather be sold into slavery.
But most of them are still helpless.
At that time, he didn't like it very much. He always avoided it and never came. Because he couldn't change the status quo, he didn't want to see those sad but powerless things... I just didn't expect Yang Gan to bring him here now. What does Yang Gan mean? Is it just to piss him off
Yang Gan didn't want to talk to Ye Ming more. He took Ye Ming to a relatively large shop and went straight to the second floor. Someone immediately greeted him respectfully and took Yang Gan to his room.
Yang Gan held Ye Ming in his arms, his movements were gentle, and he smiled lightly: "Don't you have a look? Generally, only slaves with relatively high quality can be brought here to sell. If there are any that you like, I will buy them back and make them for you. Are you a good partner?"
Ye Ming felt that this person had really changed, he didn't know him at all, and he could even say such a thing, which made him feel disgusted and sad, he smiled sarcastically: "It's up to you, but I don't need to be my company anymore... I can't live much longer. For a long time, keep it for yourself."
Yang Gan smiled and shook his head: "Don't rush to a conclusion, eh?"
Ye Ming looked like he didn't even want to look at it. He closed his eyes again, and was unmoved no matter how noisy it was outside.
Yang Gan didn't care either, just looked downstairs calmly.
Because of his weakness, Ye Ming was held by Yang Gan like this. He didn't know how long it took. Just when he was drowsy, he suddenly heard a familiar female voice below, which made him wake up suddenly and open the door abruptly. eyes.
He instinctively followed the direction of the voice, and saw a woman being pulled and pushed out by the chains, her pupils contracted, her lips trembling slightly because she couldn't believe it.
Yang Gan hugged Ye Ming, his fingers lightly brushed his neck, his warm breath fell on his ear, and he seemed to explain thoughtfully: "I didn't expect Xiaoyue to be alive, according to the person who shot her. , She escaped all the way with her boyfriend, but her boyfriend is a waste, and it is very difficult to earn her own rations in the base, so she took out and sold."
"Strictly speaking, her boyfriend is not qualified to sell her, but this is the end of the world. Who cares if he has this qualification? He can get a sum of money, and there is a beautiful slave here, that's all."
Ye Ming's face turned pale because of anger, this is his sister! Perhaps the only relative he had left.
When the apocalypse broke out, they were in different cities, so they were separated.
He didn't expect her to be alive at all, and he didn't expect that they would meet again one day. How happy it would have been, if it hadn't been on such an occasion.
Yang Gan looked down with pity and said softly, "It seems that there are many people who are interested in her, but those people probably won't treat her well."
Ye Ming clasped Yang Gan's arm tightly with both hands, and there was a look of sadness and despair in his eyes. Of course, he knew who those people were. Those superhumans and ordinary people outside had no resources and power like Huo Yi. Will treat slaves well... And those who are willing to buy slaves are all vicious and evil people. It is said that there is a supernatural person who buys slaves back every month, because the previous ones were tortured to death by him, and they will return after death. eaten as meat.
No matter how difficult it was, Ye Ming had to admit that whether under Huo Yi or Yang Gan, he was already a very good slave, better than some ordinary people, except that he had no freedom.
But are these days happy? No... But the other slaves who were bought and sold ended up a hundred times more miserable than him.
When his sister falls into the hands of those people, she will go crazy and die.
Yang Gan looked at Ye Ming's eyes, his tone was gentle, but his eyes were cold, and he slowly revealed a smile: "Do you want to help her?"