Yang Gan looked at Ye Ming's direction absentmindedly, things couldn't be like this...
But there seems to be another voice in his heart telling him, this is the truth, why do you deceive yourself, because you can't believe it
Yang Gan looked back at Huo Yi's gloomy face, and the dagger in his hand, which was flickering with cold light, and finally dodged in embarrassment at the last moment.
He raised his head, his eyes surging like a sea of blood, the deep-rooted hatred that had been rooted in his heart from two years ago, seems to be countless times stronger at this moment!
No matter what the truth is, this man is the culprit in everything!
He's going to kill him!
The boundless anger caused Yang Gan's ability to explode violently, the overwhelming force almost enveloped the whole world, and Huo Yi was blasted out at once! Huo Yi slammed into a big tree and spit out a mouthful of blood!
He raised his head and looked at Yang Gan, who was like the center of the storm, with a helpless look in his eyes, which was really unexpected...
He would actually die at the hands of someone he had never cared about.
His hands were covered in blood, and one day someone finally came to take his life.
He still lost to Yang Gan, but Yang Gan didn't misunderstand Ye Ming anymore, so he shouldn't embarrass him anymore... He has done a lot of wrong things and never cared about retribution, but he accidentally lost his heart once.
If he can't kill Yang Gan today, then the only thing he can do for Ye Ming is to say this.
Huo Yi closed his eyes and waited for death to come.
But what I didn't expect was that Yang Gan's attack didn't come. Huo Yi opened his eyes abruptly and heard a hurried call in his ear: "Brother Huo, go this way!"
It turned out that his subordinates followed him. The subordinates were very smart and did not try to shoot Yang Gan, because at this time Yang Gan was unstoppable, so he fired several shots at Ye Ming who was lying in the distance!
Yang Gan really gave up on Huo Yi, ran to save, his supernatural power exploded to the extreme, distorted the trajectory of the bullet, and finally rushed over and blocked in front of Ye Ming!
In the face of countless firepower, Yang Gan couldn't clone at all, Huo Yi's men jumped over, picked up Huo Yi, and quickly disappeared into the night.
After all, Yang Gan was only a mortal body. He couldn't use his body to resist bullets. He could only control his abilities to change the trajectory of the bullets. However, the firepower was too intense. Kick on the ground! Hiding behind a tree!
Huo Yi's subordinates didn't expect to kill Yang Gan in this way, they just wanted to delay time to give Huo Yi a chance to escape.
Yang Gan hugged Ye Ming and looked down at the person in his arms, his mood gradually calmed down.
He didn't even want to chase Huo Yi.
Don't care about everything, there is only one person in his eyes, as if he is the whole of this world.
So... is this the real reason you said those words back then
Because you knew Huo Yi was going to kill me, you said those words, and you deliberately let him drive me away because you wanted to protect me... At that time, we were so powerless, you could only protect me in this way .
How painful it must be when you say those words and are forced to succumb to Huo Yi.
And I know nothing about it.
sorry.
I should have come back earlier to save you... I should have come back to save you.
[Ding, Yang Gan's blackening value is -40, the current blackening value is 10]
Huo Yi was defeated, and Yang Gan's men who were lurking outside also arrived. In the end, they won. Huo Yi's side suffered heavy casualties. Only a few people left with Huo Yi to escape, which was nothing to fear.
Yang Gan's men followed the trail to find him, and they saw Yang Gan standing there, like an ancient stone statue, his whole body seemed to be enveloped in a sad and lonely aura, lifeless.
"Boss, are you alright?" Shi Yang was a rough-hearted person, but he even thought that something was wrong with Yang Gan, so he lowered his voice and asked cautiously.
Yang Gan didn't move for a long time. After a while, he turned his head. There seemed to be indescribable pain in those dark and deep black eyes. He slowly said, "I'm fine."
Shi Yang didn't dare to ask any more questions. He stared at the back of Yang Gan getting into the car and scratched his head. Although the boss said it was all right, it didn't look like he was all right? He turned his head and asked Zhao Jin: "Hey, do you think the boss is really okay? Why do I always feel like it?"
Zhao Jin smiled and said softly, "Trust your intuition, even if you can see the problem, it's already obvious and can't be more obvious."
Shi Yang nodded: "It turns out that something really happened."
He looked at Yang Gan worriedly, and after a while, he suddenly felt that Zhao Jin was scolding him for being slow just now? Shi Yang's face stiffened for a while, he was going to beat that thin bamboo pole to death!
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[888: Wake up?]
[Ye Ming: I woke up (⊙v⊙), Huo Yi hit me now, and I feel dizzy. Did he help me with my troubles yesterday? My blackening value depends on him.]
[888: See for yourself.]888 didn't bother to talk to him, so he played the video for him directly.
Ye Ming was so moved when he saw it, Huo Yi was so cooperative.
[Ye Ming: I misunderstood him, so he really loves me too! At a critical juncture, I still remember to return my innocence. It seems that the system hosting has not done much for two years. Is it because my body is too attractive? ! Is he actually a face control? Or do you just like this ripping off set?]
[888: ... ] He knew it would be like this, so he didn't want to pay attention to this spicy chicken.
[Ye Ming: Very good, now it's finally my turn to play hahahaha! O(∩_∩)O~]
Ye Ming slowly opened his eyes and found himself lying in Yang Gan's arms.
Yang Gan immediately discovered that, in fact, he stayed up all night, holding the person in his arms and looking at his face greedily. It took him a lot of time to fully accept the truth.
He kept recalling what Huo Yi said to him at the beginning. Huo Yi told him two years ago that he had not planned to kill him, but Ye Ming wanted him to go, so let him go... and then send him to die.
But this time, Huo Yi told him that he originally planned to kill him, but he let him die because of Ye Ming's pleas, and he regretted it very much.
If Huo Yi said this at the beginning, I'm afraid he would still find it hard to believe that Huo Yi would be so kind, but... Liu Wenguang also admitted this before his death, and there is no possibility of collusion.
This is the truth, what is there to doubt
In the past two years, the hatred day and night, the countless times of despair and pain, once again drowned him... He hated someone who shouldn't hate, and blamed someone who shouldn't.
Ye Ming didn't betray him, he didn't betray him at all, he was the one who loved him the most, exactly the same as before... You stay here, but you still want to wait for me to come back.
But I let you down.
Yang Gan was suddenly very confused. He was so confused that he had nowhere to put his hatred. Hating someone was a very tiring thing. He hated more deeply because he loved too deeply, but now he told him that he hated the wrong person... He thought Avenged everyone who hurt and betrayed him.
But in fact, his revenge is that he still loves his lover deeply.
Yang Gan sat like this all night until he saw Ye Ming open his eyes.
Ye Ming had just woken up from a coma, and there was still a hint of confusion in his eyes, and it took a while before he recovered.
Yang Gan's nervous fingers were slightly curled. He didn't know how to face this person. He was like an angry child, madly trying to destroy the world, but in the end, he found that he also beat his most beloved treasure together. Broken, helpless, desperate, painful, but unable to turn back time.
But what was even worse was that before Yang Gan could figure out how to speak, he saw that Ye Ming's eyes changed, the color of fear gradually appeared in those dark eyes, his body trembled slightly, his lips moved slightly, and he emitted an uneasy expression. Pleading voice: "Yes, I'm sorry... I didn't mean it yesterday, I didn't want to go with Huo Yi, really... I won't go with him... "
As soon as Ye Ming woke up, he remembered that he ran in the direction of Huo Yi in the chaos yesterday, and was knocked out by Huo Yi and taken away, but he didn't know what happened later.
He didn't know whether Huo Yi was dead or alive, but he was snatched back by Yang Gan. The last time Huo Yi appeared, Yang Gan tortured him angrily. This time he took the initiative to run to Huo Yi, Yang Gan must be even more angry. ? He won't believe him.
He won't believe his...
Yang Gan looked at the fear in Ye Ming's eyes, and listened to his panicked words. The voice was like waves of cold currents that penetrated into his internal organs along the pores, and he remembered before.
Just a few days ago, Ye Ming also begged him for an apology, but he didn't believe it, and instead tortured and threatened him.
At that time, why didn't he believe him...
Yang Gan stretched out his hand and wanted to touch Ye Ming to comfort him, but before he could touch him, Ye Ming shrank back in fear and instinctively tried to avoid him, but he seemed to realize his situation quickly, Resisted not to hide anymore, curled up there and didn't move.
Yang Gan's hand stopped in the air for a long time, but did not fall.
At this moment, Ye Ming made him feel that he was a very terrible perpetrator, reminding him of what he had done, that every injury he brought to this person was deeply rooted in his bones and could not be erased.
Yang Gan couldn't stay any longer, he didn't even know how to comfort Ye Ming, suddenly got up and walked out.
But he didn't want to go far, just stood outside the door, he stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, what should I do... He lost his most beloved person.
He thought that there was nothing worth lingering in in this world, so he destroyed everything recklessly, but in fact it was not, the person he loved has been waiting for him...
Yang Gan couldn't help but remember when he just came back, he walked in front of Ye Ming, Ye Ming looked up at him, that glance seemed to have penetrated thousands of years, and contained countless surprises and nostalgia, he was waiting for him ...with a shred of hope, waiting for his return.
And what did you do when you came back
He crushed his hopes with his own hands and sent him to hell.
Now he wants to take another look at that look, but he can't ask for it.
Yang Gan just stood outside the door like this for a long time. When it was time to eat, he mustered up the courage and pushed the door open again. Even if it was a sea of swords and flames, he couldn't just leave Ye Ming alone.
Ye Ming was sitting at the foot of the bed holding his knees, his face was pale, and when he saw Yang Gan coming back, he stood up in a panic. He still didn't believe that Yang Gan would let him go so easily, after all, he hated him so much for following Huo Yi in the first place.
Yang Qian's footsteps seemed to be welded to the ground, and he wanted to go over, but seeing Ye Ming's fearful appearance, he couldn't bear to approach, and finally said solemnly, "It's time to eat."
Ye Ming didn't dare to resist, he sat down on the chair with his head down, watching Yang Gan bring the food to him with his own hands.
It's just that he can't eat, even if he tries his best, he can't eat... He knows that he is already very thin, he knows that he should eat, but his body doesn't cooperate.
Ye Ming picked up the chopsticks and took a few bites, with a look of pain in his eyes. It was obviously a rare and fresh food, but it seemed like he was being tortured. He chewed it for a long time before swallowing it.
Despite trying so hard, I still couldn't take a few bites.
Yang Gan didn't eat a single bite himself, just looked at Ye Ming, and slowly clenched his hand under the table. He forced this person into this... Is it because he felt that life was too painful, so he didn't want to eat.
He should have found out earlier, the person he loves... How could he abandon him so ruthlessly? He should have found out sooner...
Yang Gan felt that his throat was a little stiff, and he slowly opened his mouth to make a hoarse voice: "Don't worry, I won't blame you for what happened to Huo Yi, I know you didn't mean it."
He tried his best to make his tone softer and lower, but... it didn't seem to have any comforting effect.
Ye Ming didn't believe him.
That's right, he has no credibility with him for a long time, but Yang Qian masochistically remembered a long time ago, when they trusted each other like that, and they had a good heart... Just glanced at each other and knew what the other party was thinking.
But the cruel reality destroyed all of this. Just as he didn't want to believe Ye Ming at the beginning, Ye Ming won't believe him anymore.
Ye Ming clenched his chopsticks tightly, he didn't know why Yang Gan's attitude suddenly changed, but he still remembered how much Yang Gan hated him, he wanted him to live rather than die.
Yang Gan looked into Ye Ming's eyes, but there was only cold despair in his heart.
This despair is even more desperate than when he was thrown into that dark forest two years ago, dragging his broken legs and waiting for the zombies to devour him.
At that time, the worst result was death, but now, although alive... but personally destroying the person he loves the most.
This is probably, life is better than death.
Yang Gan closed his eyes, his eyes were dark, and he couldn't see the slightest light. He felt very tired and sad. He didn't know what to do next, and even Huo Yi's hatred seemed to be irrelevant.
But he couldn't really act like a coward and give up regardless.
Yang Gan watched Ye Ming finish his meal, without reluctance, without saying anything, just turned around and left the house, and didn't come back until the evening.
But in fact he did not leave, just outside the door.
…
Since that day, Yang Gan has rarely appeared in front of Ye Ming. He is unwilling to look at Ye Ming's fearful eyes. To him, those eyes are like silent condemnation, but also like a pair of knives. , cut him to pieces.
Let him ask himself every moment why he didn't trust Ye Ming more in the first place.
For two whole years, he could not come out of that desperate dark night.
The zombies did not devour him, but in the end hatred engulfed him.
He actually believed Huo Yi's words, and he didn't believe his lover. Is there anything more ridiculous than this in this world
Yang Gan could only stand at an angle that Ye Ming couldn't see, like a voyeur hidden in the darkness, looking at that person greedily and humbly.
Yang Gan doesn't care about the base anymore, it's as if a person has lost the last bit of support and completely lost interest in this world.
Shi Yang came to talk to Yang Gan that day, "Boss, what are you going to do about Huo Yi, or let him escape, if he comes back."
Yang Gan's expression was indifferent, "Then let him."
Huo Yi would not kill Ye Ming, and Yang Gan couldn't help but remember what Huo Yi said to him that day... He said that Ye Ming probably regretted that he had come back.
That's right, although Huo Yi was not a good person, he was imprisoning and depriving Ye Ming of his freedom, and he was forcing him to hurt him, but he was at least a little better than him.
Maybe for Ye Ming, instead of being hurt by himself and despairing of the world... Maybe it's better to keep the hope in his heart and live by Huo Yi's side like that.
That way, even if he died outside, he could still imagine that he would come back one day and still love him.
Instead, as it is now...
Not even that little hope remains.
Shi Yang looked at Yang Gan, and suddenly his expression was very embarrassed. He laughed dryly: "Boss, did your eyes get in the sand?"
Yang Gan turned to look at him and nodded: "Yes."
After he finished speaking, he stood up, and seemed to think of something again, and said to Shi Yang: "If you have anything, just ask Zhao Jin, just listen to his arrangements."
Then Shi Yang and the others left behind.
Yang Gan returned to the backyard of the villa. The unrested garden looked desolate and messy. The breeze was blowing the leaves. Yang Gan felt those winds. These winds were very kind to him, but at this moment, he seemed to hear the wind screaming.
Yang Gan walked upstairs slowly and came to the door of the room. He paused when he reached out to push the door, and finally pushed the door again and entered.
Ye Ming seemed to have just fallen asleep, his thin body was covered under the quilt, his chest heaving slightly.
Yang Gan walked over, bent down, and gently brushed the hair in front of Ye Ming's forehead with his fingers, and finally landed on his lips.
This person is all his hope of living in this end time. When he lost this hope, he surrendered to the darkness in his heart, abandoned all his conscience and humanity, and chose to become a fallen demon... But he should not have been like this, His hope was clearly still there.
If he had known earlier, he would have worked hard to come back to save him, and wouldn't that be the case when they meet again
Ye Ming slept very lightly, he felt itching on his lips, as if something had brushed it, his eyelashes fluttered and opened his eyes, he saw Yang Gan standing in front of him, his eyes were as deep as the sea, his expression condensed like mountains, as if he had Unexplainable sadness.
But he didn't want to think so much, he struggled to get up, tried to kneel in front of Yang Gan, and made a very low voice: "I, I'll help you..."
Yang Gan probably came to kiss him because he wanted him, and he was nothing but selling his body.
Yang Gan couldn't see Ye Ming kneeling in front of him like this, the severe pain made his hands tremble, he suddenly pressed Ye Ming's shoulders and pressed him into his arms.
He thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to have a good talk with Ye Ming. If this goes on, Ye Ming will never believe him, he will be afraid of him.
And Yang Gan didn't want Ye Ming to be afraid of him.
Yang Gan hugged Ye Ming's trembling body tightly, his voice low and hoarse, "Don't move."
Ye Ming really didn't move, but his eyes seemed to be even more frightened.
Yang Gan took a deep breath, and the cold air entered his respiratory tract, as if his body froze, but... It was something that had been suppressed in his heart for two years and had tormented him for two years. Today should be a break, and he wanted to try to save it. , even if Ye Ming didn't want to forgive him, he would hate him, at least he should know... The fault is his own, not him.
Knowing that I won't hurt him again.
Yang Gan opened his mouth slowly and said the deepest humiliating and painful memory buried in his heart, "Two years ago, the night you went to see Huo Yi, I was next door... I heard everything you said. "
Ye Ming was stunned for a while, and it seemed that he finally realized what Yang Gan meant that night.
Immediately, his face turned pale and his lips trembled. It turned out that at that time... was Yang Gan next door? He heard what he and Huo Yi said, no wonder...
No wonder Yang Gan hates him so much.
Yang Gan looked at Ye Ming's incomparably frightened expression in an instant, and his heart was full of bitterness. If it was before, he would have misunderstood that Ye Ming was afraid because he was ashamed... But it wasn't like that, he was just afraid of someone who didn't. Trust him, it's just people who will hurt him.
That's all.
Yang Gan's voice was hoarse and painful, but no matter how difficult it was, he would finish his words today, "But I know, that's not what you really said, you know that Huo Yi wants to kill me, so you said that on purpose... You are To save me."
Ye Ming's body froze, and he looked at Yang Gan in disbelief, as if he didn't know the person in front of him at all.
Yang Gan looked at the shock, surprise and disbelief that suddenly appeared in Ye Ming's eyes, even if Ye Ming blamed him, scolded him and beat him, it didn't matter, as long as Ye Ming was no longer so afraid of him, no longer so painful.
He misunderstood him, and the one who should be punished is him.
Yang Gan tried his best to make his voice sincere: "It was me who was wrong, I misunderstood you... I still love you."
Ye Ming stared at Yang Qian blankly.
Yang Gan looked into his eyes for a moment. After he finished speaking, he waited nervously. He thought that Ye Ming should also have something to say. After all, they finally solved the misunderstanding.
Even if Ye Ming refused to forgive him... it was normal, he did not expect forgiveness.
But in the next second, Yang Gan saw the light in Ye Ming's eyes dissipate, and returned to the usual bleakness, as if those words could not make any waves in his heart.
Ye Ming was really surprised why Yang Gan said this suddenly. Did he really figure it out
But until he heard Yang Gan say that he loved him, he instantly realized that this was just another game of revenge. This person no longer loves him. If he really believed in him, he would have believed in him long ago, so why pay back To wait until now
Yang Gan didn't let go of the expression on Ye Ming's face, and when he saw Ye Ming's eyes darken again, and even looked at him with fear, his heart sank instantly.
Then he heard Ye Ming say: "I, I know... I'm sorry, I'm sorry... "
It's no different from any time before.
No matter how you hurt him or accuse him, you will never refute, no longer resist, just keep repeating sorry.
But the person who is sorry for you is obviously me.
He thought that this misunderstanding was extremely important, and as long as it was solved, it would change their status quo, because this misunderstanding turned his world upside down... But for Ye Ming, this misunderstanding might not be that important.
He only knows one thing, he doesn't love him, he doesn't trust him anymore.
Because I don't love, I don't believe.
Nothing can be undone.
Only I still naively think that this truth is so important, but I don't know that some things are too late... Just like you traveled through mountains and rivers, went through countless detours through hardships, and finally found the elixir on the top of the mountain. Come back, and when you look back, you find that the person you tried to save at all costs is dead.
Died because you went the wrong way.
There is probably nothing more desperate than this.