Shen Ye clung to the wrist of the person in front of him, his sharp and deep gaze fell on the other side's face. The shocking waves that swayed in his heart just now had not faded away. At that moment... he seemed to see Han Xu renew. appeared in front of him.
For ten years, he has never forgotten that person, he has been looking for him, waiting for him to come back... But the cruel reality made him have to recognize that the person who betrayed and abandoned him will never come back, the cold Abandon him like a shoe, and he will never come back to give him a chance to take revenge.
Only the ridiculous, he still stayed at that moment and couldn't get out.
Ye Ming lowered his head, his lips turned white. He never thought that he would see Shen Ye again so suddenly. Ten years have passed in the blink of an eye, but what happened that night seemed like yesterday to him.
Just a short month ago, he accidentally learned the truth about the death of his parents, and his world was turned upside down... The mortal hatred tormented his heart.
He couldn't forgive himself, calling a murderer who killed his biological parents for his father for 20 years, and couldn't forgive Shen Dayao for what he did... However, he also couldn't deceive his heart and couldn't face Shen Ye's love.
There was a look of deep pain in Ye Ming's eyes. He would never forget the desperate look Shen Ye looked at him in a pool of blood that night... For him, Shen Dayao was a mortal enemy, but for Shen Ye, But the most beloved father.
If we are destined to be only enemies, destined to let you see the one you love kill another loved one with your own eyes, and bear that unsolvable hatred and self-blame pain... Then let you hate me, let you think I am just for the money.
Ye Ming took a deep breath. He tried to calm down the complicated thoughts in his chest. He slowly raised his head.
Shen Ye looked at the person in front of him and slowly raised his head, the familiar profile turned slightly, and those black eyes fell into his eyes.
Shen Ye knew that this person was not Han Xu. He was younger and more youthful. He was only in his early twenties, like a college student. It's because of the very similar face, but also because of that look.
It was as if Han Xu was looking at him.
But... After all, it wasn't the person he was waiting for.
Shen Ye fixedly looked at Ye Ming, slowly released his hand, and said in a low voice, "What's your name?"
Ye Ming lowered his eyes and said, "Tao Xu."
Shen Ye's eyes narrowed, and he almost didn't maintain his expression. It just so happened that there was also a word in his name... How could there be such a coincidence
Even though Shen Ye was no longer the innocent young man he used to be, he was used to not showing his emotions and anger, so he firmly sealed up his hurt heart, so that he would not be easily hurt again, and he would not easily let others see through his thoughts. … Yet in the short period of time today, he has been unable to maintain his composure again and again.
But he should wake up, this person is not Han Xu, no matter how similar he is, he is not the one he deeply loved and hated, he is just a stranger.
He couldn't even deceive himself.
Shen Ye's eyes slowly returned to indifference, he glanced at Ye Ming and said, "It's alright, you can go out."
Ye Ming didn't give Shen Ye a second glance, and seemed to be unable to avoid it and backed out.
Shen Ye looked at the back of Ye Ming's departure, glanced over the knocked plate on the ground, turned back to the table and sat down, his expression was calm, as if nothing had happened just now.
The man who had scolded Ye Ming just now was at a loss. He had dealt with Shen Ye before, and he still knew Shen Ye well... Moreover, everyone didn't know what kind of person Shen Ye was? If you say it nicely, you don't like to be nosy. If you say it badly, it means you are ruthless and indifferent. He is not the kind of person who is overflowing with kindness. Like this kind of waiter who does something wrong, how could Shen Ye come out for him? Even took the initiative to ask his name
It's so abnormal!
He hesitated for a while, and suddenly a flash of light flashed, he smiled: "Mr. Shen, did you like him?"
Although this reason is very absurd, after all, Shen Ye has always been difficult to get close to, and there are countless people who want to climb on his bed, and he has never seen him make excuses for anyone. How could he see a waiter at a glance? But if it wasn't for this reason, what reason could he have personally come forward to help the waiter
Shen Ye raised his eyes and glanced at the man.
The man's expression suddenly became a little uneasy, wondering if he said something wrong
Shen Ye fixedly looked at him, tapped his finger on the table lightly, and said lightly, "Mr. He, aren't you going to tell me about the land in the development zone today?"
When the man stayed, he really invited Shen Ye out for dinner today because of that incident, but he didn't have time to speak. He didn't expect that Shen Ye would take the initiative to bring it up, and he quickly said with a smile, "Yes, yes."
Of course, business is important, and the little episode just now was immediately forgotten by him.
…
Ye Ming returned to the kitchen, and was immediately scolded by the manager, pointing at his nose: "Fortunately, the guests did not complain, otherwise you have done nothing this month. Do you know how important that table of guests is?!"
Ye Ming lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry, I'll pay attention later."
The manager was still puzzled, and said angrily, "Really, it looks fine at ordinary times, but at a critical moment, I can't do such a thing well. I'm a college student, and I can't even carry a plate. What a waste!"
Ye Ming's hands clenched tightly, his face paled slightly, and he gritted his teeth and said, "It's my fault. I'm a little uncomfortable today. If I want to ask for a leave, I'll go back and rest first."
The manager said coldly: "I did something wrong again, and I have to ask for leave again, but the money will be deducted."
Ye Ming said in a low voice, "But I'm really uncomfortable, and I can't bear it anymore."
The manager looked at Ye Ming's pale face, and felt a little drum in his heart. Could this kid be really sick, right? If there is an accident in the hotel, it will be troublesome, and finally said: "It's really troublesome, you go."
Ye Ming apologized again, greeted the others and left the hotel ahead of schedule.
He stood downstairs in the hotel and looked up. The box on the top floor was lit up, faintly revealing, like a lamp in the night sky, and Shen Ye was there... Although I didn't dare to look at it just now, Shen Ye's appearance It was still firmly engraved in his heart.
The Shen Ye in his memory was still very young and full of vigor, and would show a wanton and flamboyant smile to him, but today's Shen Ye, although still handsome, has more composure and deepness, and less of a sense of ease... Then In the pair of black eyes, there seems to be an incomprehensible emotion brewing, indifferent and unsmiling, even in the crowd, but it seems to be independent of the world.
For ten years, in his heart, he should be just a hated person...
Their love for each other was originally a mistake.
Ye Ming paused, then turned around and disappeared into the night.
…
After Ye Ming left, people from the hotel quickly came in and cleaned the broken dishes. There was no problem with this meal.
Mr. He and Shen Ye had a very pleasant conversation. When he went back, he smelled of alcohol. He suddenly remembered that when he was joking about whether Shen Ye was interested in that waiter, Shen Ye didn't deny it, right
But if you really like it, how is it possible? Maybe it's just too irrelevant, so he didn't answer, Mr. He thought so.
When Shen Ye returned home, he didn't drink much, and he was still very awake at the moment. The house was dark. He reached out and touched the switch beside the door. With a 'click', the dark house suddenly became brighter, but... no matter how bright it was, Empty and lifeless.
This is his apartment outside, which he moved out of years ago to live alone.
He walked to his bedroom, opened the drawer, and took out a tin box from the inside. He was silent for a long time, with a look of pain and nostalgia in his eyes, and finally slowly opened it.
Inside the box were a few old photos, which were the only memories he brought from home that belonged to Han Xu.
Shen Ye opened the photo gently, and finally his eyes landed on a photo. Han Xu and him in the photo were very young. That time... Han Xu picked him up from school and they were on their way home together.
He stared at the person in the photo, but his thoughts returned to the scene tonight, when Ye Ming pushed the door open...
For a long time, Shen Ye laughed at himself and put down the photo, what was he thinking about
Just because of a similar person, I think of you again uncontrollably, but what about you? Probably never thought of me, all the good things you did to me were deceitful, all the love words you said to me were lies... And when you ruthlessly wanted to kill me and left ruthlessly, probably also... Never thought how painful I would be.
Even if I had inadvertently recalled me in the past ten years, I would only contempt and laugh at my stupidity, and mistaken the calculation for the sincerity.
why don't you come back
Because you dare not come back, right
…
Ye Ming left the hotel early and went back to the dormitory to sleep soundly. Because there was no class the next day and there was no one else in the dormitory, he slept directly until noon before going to the cafeteria to eat.
[888: Shen Ye didn't plan to do anything to you. It seems that your wishful thinking is not very useful. If you want to send it to your door, you have to see it.]
[Ye Ming: Don't be in a hurry, don't be in a hurry, give him some time to think about it, he is not dissatisfied, and he will never want to go up when he sees a similar person, but I will let him know that I am different~ Hee hee hee.]
[888: ... ] This spicy chicken.
Ye Ming was in no hurry and lived a leisurely college life. He had received several calls from Zhou Jiaping in the past few days, and he refused to ask him out.
[888: Aren't you going to break up? Why don't you answer the phone?]
[Ye Ming: Yes, of course we have to break up. No matter from which aspect, I am no longer Tao Xu in this shell, and it is impossible to continue to have a romantic relationship with Zhou Jiaping. Breaking up is a matter of course.]
[888: Breaking up is straightforward and neat, and I respect you for being a man.]
[Ye Ming:…]
[888: What?]
[Ye Ming: This is the first time you said you want to respect me as a man, I was so excited that I was speechless QAQ]
[888: Then hurry up and score.]
[Ye Ming: But what hurts me even more is that I can't divide it now. After all, for such an important matter, it's normal to have to hesitate for a while, right? I'm not that ruthless after all!]
[888: ... you feel your conscience and say it again?]
[Ye Wei: O(∩_∩)O~]
After a few days of relaxed and happy university life without classes, Ye Ming received a call from Zhou Jiaping again. Ye Ming waited for the phone to ring a few times before finally picking up.
"Xiao Xu, you didn't answer my call yesterday, what's wrong?" Zhou Jiaping's anxious voice rang on the phone.
Ye Ming was silent for a while, then said, "Let's go out for dinner today."
Zhou Jiaping immediately said: "Okay, still at the old one, right? I remember that you liked the pickled fish in that house very much."
Ye Ming said, "Let's change one today."
Zhou Jiaping finally waited for Ye Ming to answer the phone, naturally he would not object to him on such trivial matters, and readily agreed.
Ye Ming put on a T-shirt and jeans with a refreshing and neat look, and then took a taxi and went out. He came to the hotel first, chose a well-lit place by the window, and waited for Zhou Jiaping there.
Zhou Jiaping came soon. He was a tall, handsome and sunny young man. At first glance, he was very popular. Zhou Jiaping walked over and sat down directly opposite Ye Ming, and asked nervously: "Xiao Xu, you Why have you ignored me these days, did I make you angry?"
Ye Ming looked at him with complicated eyes.
He could see that Zhou Jiaping really liked him. The feelings in Zhou Jiaping's eyes were very sincere. Even if he was clearly wrong, he was still reflecting on his own mistakes and coaxing him to please him. He never thought about it... Maybe not at all. his question.
He couldn't help thinking of Shen Ye. The Shen Ye back then was like Zhou Jiaping now, no... he loved him more than Zhou Jiaping, believed in him and loved him wholeheartedly.
And he failed him.
Ye Ming agreed to come out with Zhou Jiaping today in order to say goodbye. This was his thoughtful decision.
He didn't know why he was alive. He had been dead for ten years, and he should have been in the world, but he was reborn in another person. Maybe God was unwilling to see his death, so he gave him this. A chance to come back from hell for revenge...
The rest of his life is nothing but hatred, how can he drag another innocent person down? And I'm sorry, the person you like is no longer there...
So he decided to break up with Zhou Jiaping, but at this moment, facing Zhou Jiaping's hopeful eyes, it was hard to tell. His decision was cruel to him who knew nothing.
But for some things, procrastination is not the solution. After the truth is exposed, it will only hurt more.
Ye Ming was silent for a while, then said slowly, "You're right, it's my problem."
Zhou Jiaping looked at Ye Ming with concern and said comfortingly, "Is it difficult to find a job? Don't be in a hurry, take your time, I believe you will be fine."
Ye Ming couldn't help laughing softly. In their eyes, the most difficult thing is that finding a job is not going well... Their world doesn't have so many hatreds that can't be solved. It's ordinary, warm, and heartwarming. envious.
Ye Ming's eyes softened and he said, "Let's eat."
In any case, after the meal, Zhou Jiaping like this made him a little soft-hearted, but he didn't love him. Instead of waiting for him to discover this cruel fact, he might as well break up.
To each other hastily draw a full stop.
…
Shen Ye came to the mall today to choose a birthday present for his mother, but he chose to choose, he couldn't help thinking of that person again, and his eyes darkened slightly.
In the past, Han Xu would always personally choose gifts for his mother on her mother's birthday. No matter what she gave her, her mother was very happy, but... Now he is the only one left to do this.
Since Han Xu shot him and disappeared ten years ago, her mother has been unhappy for a long time, and that incident has also become a pimple in her heart. She has loved someone for 20 years like a son, but she wants to kill for the company. Her other son, just disappeared like this...
Shen Ye raised the corners of his mouth mockingly. He chose a silk scarf and a coat. When the shopping guide helped him pack, he sat there tiredly and closed his eyes.
But what appeared before him involuntarily was the scene where Ye Ming suddenly pushed open the door of the hotel and appeared in front of him a few days ago.
In the past ten years, it is not that he has not seen people similar to Ye Ming. He walks in the vast sea of people, ebbs and flows with the tide, and occasionally passes by others. When he sees a similar back, he will think it is Ye Ming. ...will be tempted to catch up.
But the result is just disappointment again and again.
It's not him, those people are not him, even if someone really looks like him, Shen Ye will know that the other person is not him with just a glance.
But this time, it took him a long time to realize this.
"Sir, your clothes." The shopping guide said cautiously. Although the man looked handsome and tolerant, he seemed to be in a bad mood.
Shen Ye opened his eyes and left here without saying a word.
It's ridiculous... Has it been too long, hated someone for too long, so long that even the memory is blurred... So that even a person who is only a little similar in appearance makes him so unforgettable? They just look alike, so what's the use.
He wouldn't understand how painful he was.
After all, it is just a passerby, and maybe we will not meet again next time.
Shen Ye thought this, and tickled the corners of his mouth mockingly. The elevator door opened slowly in front of him. He walked out, but his eyes fell on the restaurant opposite. The person sitting by the glass window appeared with a gentle and handsome profile. in front of him.
Shen Ye's footsteps stopped suddenly.
The young man in the glass window was sitting with another young man, smiling gently, the corners of his beautiful lips raised slightly, his hands resting on the table, as if he was talking, the atmosphere was warm and harmonious...
At this moment, he seemed to have traveled through time and space, returned to more than ten years ago, and saw the person he once loved appearing in front of him again... He used to look at him like this, sitting opposite him, smiling gently.
But this time, he was no longer beside him, but another person.
…
Ye Ming and Zhou Jiaping get along very happily. Zhou Jiaping is a funny and humorous young man, and he knows how to take care of other people's emotions when talking and doing things. It can be seen that he really likes Tao Xu. If there is no accident... They may really Let's go.
Ye Ming thought of this, his happy mood was diluted, and his eyes darkened. What he is enjoying now are things that do not belong to him.
The time for a meal was either fast or slow, and finally it was time to end. Ye Ming looked at Zhou Jiaping seriously, pursed his lips slightly, there were still some things to say.
Ye Ming pursed his lips and was about to speak when he was suddenly interrupted by a low voice above his head.
"What a coincidence."
This voice fell into Ye Ming's ears, which made him freeze, slowly raised his head, and saw Shen Ye standing beside him, staring at him with some kind of deep and dark eyes, "I didn't expect to meet again. "