Shen Ye looked at Ye Ming stubbornly, his dark eyes were filled with bitter hatred, his thumb brushed Ye Ming's lips with force, and a kiss mixed with alcohol smelled it, as if he was going to completely chew and devour this person. Go down in general!
Do you know how much I hate you and how much I miss you
You don't know... and probably don't bother to know.
Shen Ye's strength was very strong, Ye Ming's wrist was pinched and clucked, his face turned pale in pain, he met Shen Ye's eyes, looked at his crazy eyes full of hatred, and knew that Shen Ye was drinking. Drunk, desperately struggling to escape.
But how could Shen Ye allow Ye Ming to escape? He pulled Ye Ming back, and a cold voice sounded in Ye Ming's ear, "Do you want to leave me again?"
His eyes fell on Ye Ming's pale and delicate face, and there was a deep desire in his eyes. He had been thinking about this person for ten years. In these ten years, he could only rely on memories to not forget the appearance of this person. … This time, even if you die, you can only die by my side.
…
Ye Ming struggled desperately at first. He knew that Shen Ye was drunk, and the drunk Shen Ye obviously regarded him as his former self, but Shen Ye was too powerful, and Ye Ming couldn't get rid of him at all. Instead, the more he struggled, the more he would become Incurring more and more fierce torture, in the end, he simply gave up resisting.
There was a self-deprecating arc on his lips, this time... Shen Ye didn't take himself as a substitute, but just took him as him.
I know now how much you hate me.
But it's not surprising, you should have hated me like this...
Ye Ming raised his head slightly and looked into Shen Ye's eyes. In those eyes, in addition to drunkenness, hatred, unwillingness to part, there was also pain that could not be concealed...
You are in so much pain.
"I'm sorry..." Ye Ming's eyes were a little empty, and he murmured in a barely audible voice.
I'm sorry, but I actually knew it was going to happen.
…
Shen Ye moved a little, he slowly opened his eyes, and after a while he gradually regained his clarity. He reached out and pressed his forehead. He still had a splitting headache because of the hangover.
Yesterday, Shen Dayao came to the company. They broke up again because of Han Xu's affairs. This is a forbidden area between their father and son. Shen Ye was in a bad mood and drank a lot of boring wine. He came back in a daze, and then... He dreamed of Han Xu again.
Shen Ye recalled this, and his eyes flashed with confusion. He seemed to be very sad when he dreamed of Han Xu... and said sorry to him.
However, how could Han Xu say sorry to him
Shen Ye would never forget Han Xu's ruthlessness at that time. How could he feel guilty if he could hurt him like that? In the past ten years... Even in his dreams, Shen Ye had never seen Han Xu like this. In his memory, it was that shot that kept repeating, and what kept overlapping were Han Xu's cold smile and cold words...
It's like being trapped in a recurring nightmare that you can't wake up from.
He didn't even dare to have the extravagant hope that Han Xu would regret it, but this time... the Han Xu in his dream was not like this.
Shen Ye twitched the corners of his mouth, he was already so pathetic, did he still fantasize that that person would regret turning back? If he would regret it, he would have come back long ago...
Shen Ye sat up on the bed and was about to take a shower, but he didn't want his arm to touch anything warm. He was slightly startled and turned his head, only to find the person lying beside him.
The young man's body was covered with bruises and purple marks, the corners of his mouth were still broken, and there was a little blood on his body. It was obvious that he had been abused last night, and he was still in a drowsiness and could not wake up.
Shen Ye's face froze for a moment, and he suddenly remembered that after he was drunk, he took this person as Han Xu, and then...
Shen Ye is not a person who is easily soft-hearted, but looking at Ye Ming's miserable appearance at this moment, there is a rare trace of guilt in his heart. He mistook Ye Ming for Han Xu. Last night must have gone too far, but Ye Ming... is not Han Xu, he is just an innocent person after all.
Because of his selfishness, he has been hurting another innocent person. This realization once again made Shen Ye realize that he should not continue like this.
But... He looked down at Ye Ming's face, a struggling look appeared in his eyes, and finally sighed deeply.
…
Ye Ming fell asleep in a daze, and it was almost noon when he woke up. He moved his body, and it was unusually refreshing. Although he was still a little uncomfortable, he should have been cleaned.
[Ye Ming: Unexpectedly, when did my good brother become so considerate? Didn't you care about me before?]
[888: His thoughtful behavior in the past was eaten by the dog along with your conscience?]
[Ye Ming: Kekekekekeke... I mean, after all, he doesn't know my identity now, and it's not what it used to be...]
[Ye Ming: Besides, I have no conscience QAQ]
[888: I thought you took your conscience as a reason, hehehe.]
[Ye Ming: You have wronged others, I am obviously very sad, okay? If I don't, will I be able to complete the task? Can experience points be unfrozen? I just had to do it 555…]
[888: You have nothing to do with 555, he is not your system, and he will not hear you complaining.]
[Ye Ming:…]
Ye Ming's stomach growled with hunger. He got up and was about to go out to get something to eat. Suddenly, he smelled the aroma from the kitchen, and immediately felt even more hungry!
Hearing the movement, Shen Ye came out of the kitchen, his sleeves were casually rolled up to his elbows, the collar of his shirt was open, his stern face looked over, his sharp eyebrows raised, and he said, "When you get up, let's eat. "
Ye Ming stood there, stunned for a moment, and seemed very surprised that Shen Ye would cook for him.
Shen Ye boiled the porridge and served it out. His voice was still warm, as if he was ordering, "Come and sit."
Ye Ming was silent for a moment, then sat at the dining table, looking at Shen Ye with complicated eyes.
An unnatural look flashed across Shen Ye's face, and he was actually a little uncomfortable. After all, he had never taken care of Ye Ming before, let alone cooking for him, but when he thought of his behavior last night, In the end, he couldn't bear it, if he was determined to keep this person by his side... Then maybe he should be nicer to him, after all, Ye Ming didn't owe him anything.
Ye Ming retracted his eyes and drank the porridge silently. He suddenly remembered the past. At that time, he was still with Shen Ye. Once he was sick, Shen Ye also took care of him like this... Shen Ye's cooking skills are not really good. Well, he rarely cooks, but Ye Ming ate happily that time, because it's not just the meal that warms people's hearts, but the person's heart...
He cherished the time they had together so much.
Ten years later, Shen Ye's craftsmanship still hasn't improved much, and he has made do with the level he has experienced. Now that he lives alone, can he really take care of himself
Ye Ming suddenly realized that he hadn't thought about this issue before. He only had hatred in his heart. He abandoned and betrayed this person. He could hardly see anything other than revenge, or maybe... It wasn't that he forgot, it was him. Dare not to think too much.
I'm afraid that thinking about it too much will make it more difficult to face this person. It's better to just pretend that Shen Ye can live well without him.
Shen Ye looked at Ye Ming, the young man lowered his head, and he could only see his smooth forehead and the bridge of his nose. He was so similar to Han Xu, but not really.
Shen Ye paused, seeing that Ye Ming finally finished eating, he took out a card and a key and put it in front of Ye Ming, and said lightly, "This is a house and money for you, you can give your parents to you too. Take it over and let your father go to a better hospital."
Ye Ming frowned slightly: "You have already given me money."
Shen Ye's eyes sank, he pursed his lips and said, "You deserve it."
Ye Ming was stunned when he heard the words, and then he showed a self-deprecating smile. That's right... Not only does he sleep with him, but he also has to deal with Shen Ye's madness occasionally. This job is really not easy, so it seems... Shen Ye is a very generous person. boss.
It's a pity that I don't want to receive this salary.
But Ye Ming was silent for a long time, but finally took the key and card and said, "Okay."
He has occupied Tao Xu's body and was forced to do such a shameless thing, what qualifications does he have to be so stubborn? It is better to get as many benefits as possible, so that when he is dead, at least Tao Xu's family can live well.
Seeing that Ye Ming did not firmly refuse, Shen Ye breathed a sigh of relief, but the dull and repressed emotions in his heart did not dissipate.
He knew that he still couldn't do this. He left this person just to drink poison to quench his thirst. In the end, it was more painful, but he couldn't stop and couldn't help himself.
…
Ye Ming went back to work after resting for a few days. Shen Ye had never been drunk again, and he was not too gentle but not indifferent to Ye Ming, and he was at peace with each other.
[Ye Ming: Ah, time flies so fast, I have been back for nearly three months in the blink of an eye.]
[888: Yes, but your identity hasn't been revealed yet, and the blackening value hasn't dropped by 1 point.]
[Ye Ming: It's not that I don't want to expose it, the main reason is that it's too fake to be too obvious. Since I want to hide my identity and take revenge, with my familiarity with Shen Ye, if I can easily reveal the flaws for him to discover, it will be very mentally handicapped, right? ?]
[888:…]
[Ye Ming: It’s not easy for me too. It’s really a very high test for my acting skills to make him feel that I’m very similar to Han Xu, and not to make him suspect and think of me all of a sudden. !]
[888: Not being an actor is really a condescension to you.]
[Ye Ming: Hahahahahaha you are right! I think after the training in these worlds, when I return to the real world, it is estimated that I can enter the entertainment industry hahahahahaha!]
[888: ... ] This spicy chicken probably doesn't understand what irony is.
[Ye Ming: Having said that, after such a long preparation, the opportunity I was waiting for finally came! It's time to take my relationship with my good brother one step further!]
[888:…]
Another day passed.
In the evening, Shen Ye took Ye Ming to have dinner, and when he returned home, he hugged him and fell onto the bed.
Ye Ming's expression was a little indifferent. He raised his head and his eyes didn't know where to look. Although he was always very passive in bed, he didn't respond. Only when he couldn't help it would he hummed a few times, but today's Ye Ming... absent-minded.
Shen Ye stopped halfway through. No man would be very interested in facing such a person. He frowned slightly and said, "What are you thinking?"
Ye Ming lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "It's nothing."
Shen Ye was actually used to Ye Ming's attitude and wasn't angry. He found that he cared more and more about this person unconsciously, and was willing to spoil him occasionally.
So this time Shen Ye didn't leave directly, but said in Ye Ming's ear, "Is it really nothing? You can tell me if you have any ideas."
As long as I don't try to leave, I can do whatever you want.
Ye Ming's expression changed slightly. He turned his head slightly, did not look into Shen Ye's eyes, and said slowly, "I want to take a day off tomorrow."
Shen Ye asked, "What's the matter?"
Ye Ming said: "There are some formalities to go through after graduation. I have to go back to school."
Shen Ye fixedly looked at Ye Ming's profile, and said after a while, "Okay."
After saying this, he got up and left, leaving Ye Ming alone.
The next day, Shen Ye didn't wait for Ye Ming to be with him. Instead, he left first, with an attitude of letting Ye Ming move freely, but in fact, Shen Ye didn't go to the company, but stopped halfway.
He found that he had become accustomed to having Ye Ming by his side, but when Ye Ming mentioned going back to school yesterday, his vaguely repulsive attitude towards him made him unhappy.
Why did Ye Ming suddenly want to go back to school, is there really any formalities to go through? Or... Did he want to meet someone else? Such as Zhou Jiaping
Shen Ye didn't think what would happen to Ye Ming and Zhou Jiaping. After all, he was already his own, and he was always very sensible. other than that time.
But as long as he thought of Ye Ming going to school and possibly meeting the person he really likes, Shen Ye suddenly found that he couldn't be indifferent, his eyes were slightly dark.
After being silent for a long time, he suddenly turned the direction of the car and drove to Ye Ming School.
To Shen Ye's surprise, he waited for a long time at the school, but he didn't wait for Ye Ming, and Shen Ye's face slowly turned cold.
Ye Ming didn't come to school at all, or maybe he was hiding something from him.
Ye Ming's obedience and clean background during this period of time almost made Shen Ye forget that he would most likely try to escape and avoid him... And now, Ye Ming was deceiving him.
The corner of Shen Ye's mouth showed a cold arc, he took out his mobile phone and dialed his assistant's number. After giving some orders, he waited patiently.
It didn't take long for Ye Ming's whereabouts to be clearly sent to Shen Ye's mobile phone.
…
Ye Ming didn't go back to school, it was just an excuse to deceive Shen Ye, he actually came to another place.
In the blink of an eye, he had been dead for so many years.
Ye Ming will not forget that on this day eleven years ago, he and Shen Ye were at the hotel. He shot the person he loved the most in the chest, and was about to go to Shen Dayao for a showdown for revenge, but was killed first. Fall, in the end the chess is one move.
Eleven years have passed, and he doesn't know how his body was handled. Maybe it has rotted in a corner that no one knows about. He has never given up investigating this matter, but he is struggling and has never made any progress. Now there is no money, no power, and no resources to use.
He doesn't know where he died, but at least he knows where his parents are...
I have been dead for so many years, I am afraid that there are no people who visit them or remember them.
Ye Ming came to the cemetery, walked along the winding path, and came to a tombstone. There was no one to take care of it, no weeding or flowers. It was deserted and the wind blew the messy dead branches, like It's a forgotten corner.
Just like him.
Ye Ming knelt on the ground slowly, brushed the dust from the tombstone with his hands, raised his head and stared at the name on the tombstone, his eyes gradually became red and sour, his lips moved, and his eyes showed a sad look: "Mom and Dad, you still Do you recognize me? I'm Han Xu."
"I'm sorry... just came back now."
"Actually, I've always wanted to come here..."
But I'm scared, I blame myself, and I don't think I can face you.
Instead of avenging you, I fell in love with the son of my enemy.
Do you blame me
I'm very useless. I wanted to avenge you, but I was killed by the enemy instead.
I thought I was dead, so I went to reunite with you, but I didn't want to come back to life, maybe I'll see you again soon... But before that, someone has to pay with blood!
I will not disappoint you this time.
Shen Ye came here with a condensed face, and as expected, he found Ye Ming's trace, but before he had time to step forward, he just heard Ye Ming's words, his footsteps stopped suddenly, and his eyes showed disbelief!
For a moment, it was as if some terrifying force had stopped the time of the whole world!
Shen Ye stared in that direction, his eyes began to heat up, his vision began to blur, and the countless suppressed and complex emotions seemed to break through his chest and shred everything!
That thin figure, kneeling there from a distance, vaguely revealed a handsome and gentle profile...
It was as if Han Xu appeared in front of him again.