Shen Ye rushed to the hospital with Ye Ming in his arms.
Ye Ming's forehead was dripping with blood, his eyes were tightly closed, and his arms hung down weakly.
Shen Ye looked nervous and annoyed. At that time, he was only concerned with dodging. He didn't expect Ye Ming to chase after him or accidentally fall down the stairs. He blamed him for not being thoughtful enough!
The doctor came over quickly. After examination, it was found that Ye Ming's injuries were not serious, so he bandaged him and said to Shen Ye, "He's fine, I'll do an examination later when I wake up."
Shen Ye's tense face relaxed a little, and let out a sigh of relief, "Okay, thank you."
The doctor nodded and left.
Shen Ye sat beside the hospital bed, inserted his fingers into his hair, and looked at Ye Ming steadily.
After a long time, he stretched out his hand and fondled Ye Ming's face with reluctance. Finally, he took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Zheng Sen.
He didn't worry about Ye Ming alone, but what qualifications did he have to stay and take care of him? What he brings to him is always misfortune... How painful it is to have to hand over what he loves to others, he now knows.
But he had no choice.
Shen Ye's eyes were filled with repressed pain. In a short period of time, he had lost his former spirit and high spirits. He was still young and handsome, but his soul seemed to have entered the twilight years.
The burden was so heavy that he couldn't breathe.
When Zheng Sen rushed over, he saw Shen Ye sitting beside the hospital bed, his eyes were dark and cold. He was originally full of anger, but suddenly he couldn't express it anymore.
It's probably that this person has enough pain and regrets that anything he does is superfluous.
Shen Ye raised his eyes slowly and said, "We accidentally met today. He accidentally fell down the stairs when he was asking me, but don't worry, the doctor has seen it and there is no problem."
Zheng Sen pursed his lips and said coldly, "Really? Then you can go."
Shen Ye stood up, he didn't even look at Ye Ming again, his voice was low and hoarse and calm, "I'm about to leave, but when are you going to hide it from him, he will be like this today, maybe he will still be like this in the future. Be curious and never give up.”
A look of frustration flashed across Zheng Sen's eyes, did he not hide that he was going to tell Ye Ming, who had amnesia, all this? Although he also realized in his heart that this is not a long-term solution, Ye Ming was injured because of this today, and he couldn't be by his side all the time, and there was no guarantee that there would be an accident next time.
Shen Ye also understood this, but he also couldn't tell the truth to Ye Ming. He was more afraid of Ye Ming's injury and pain than Zheng Sen, and he couldn't tell the truth.
Those past events are things that they tacitly keep tabs on and do not want to mention.
Zheng Sen knew that he had to be more careful about Ye Ming's situation, but he didn't intend to talk to Shen Ye, he just said, "That's none of your business."
Shen Ye's hands tightened, and the corners of his mouth were pulled open, his voice suppressed: "I'm leaving."
This is not where he should stay.
But just as he was about to leave, he suddenly heard a voice from behind: "Wait."
Shen Ye moved for a while, and stood there with his legs stiff, Ye Ming woke up.
Zheng Sen also found out, and quickly walked over to help Ye Ming sit up, and said with concern: "How are you?"
Ye Ming looked at Zheng Sen, smiled slowly, and whispered, "I'm fine, but I want to ask you a favor."
Zheng Sen said without hesitation, "What?"
Ye Ming said word by word, "I have something to say to him alone. Can you go out first?"
Zheng Sen's expression immediately froze. He looked at Ye Ming's calm and deep eyes, and he was in shock. This was the first time that Ye Ming had made such a request to him after he lost his memory. Could it be... What do you remember? !
Shen Ye turned around slowly, his heart also raised, he had the same doubts as Zheng Sen about Shang Ye Ming's eyes. At this moment, my mind went blank, I didn't know what to do, I was worried and uneasy... Sad and sad, all kinds of emotions were surging in my heart.
Zheng Sen hesitated for a moment, but finally suppressed the anxiety and doubts in his heart, stood up and said, "Okay, I'll be outside."
When he went out, he gave Shen Ye a warning look.
There were only two people left in the room again.
Ye Ming looked at Shen Ye, his eyes were full of mixed feelings.
He finally remembered.
He remembered his failure to assassinate Shen Dayao and was shot and injured, remembered all kinds of amnesia, and also remembered what Shen Ye had done for him during this period of time. For him, he found the murderer who killed him in the first place, found his body, and even sent his father to prison... to the disregard of the entire Shen family.
I don't know, you did so much for me when I forgot about you. It must be very difficult to make such a decision.
And you never wanted me to know, so you just left silently.
You and I both understand that there is no possibility for each other.
This is a dead end.
Ye Ming let out a low laugh. He didn't know if he was laughing at fate's tricks or at his own powerlessness. There are so many people in this world, but they just want to fall in love with someone they can't love.
Shen Ye clenched his hand tightly, he had a hunch that Ye Ming should have remembered it.
He didn't expect Ye Ming to think of everything so suddenly. His whole body seemed to be immobilized by some kind of immobilization technique, and he couldn't move.
Apologize, return the company to him, do everything you can, and wait for sentence like a death row inmate.
But it was really at this moment that he realized that it was so difficult to say a word.
At this moment, Ye Ming spoke first.
"What is the relationship between you and me?" Ye Ming said slowly, looking at him with deep eyes: "Don't say it's just acquaintance... Mingming, you are very worried about me, aren't you?"
Shen Ye was stunned for a moment, the whole person was like a roller coaster. One moment he was still facing the cruelest sentence, and the next moment he told him that the sentence was postponed.
Ye Ming didn't remember
Ye Ming smiled lightly, and looked at Shen Ye firmly: "Aren't you very nervous when I fell?"
[888: ... What the hell are you doing? Don't you want to pretend to remember?]
[Ye Wei: I’m pretending to remember O(∩_∩)O~]
[888:…]
[Ye Ming: Well... even though I remembered it, I don't have to be so direct all of a sudden, I can still pretend that I didn't remember it? Now is a good time for me to get rid of the blackening value! I worked so hard to complete the task!]
[888: ... ] He thinks this person is really annoying.
Although he was beaten, the smile on Ye Ming's face did not change in the slightest.
Facing Ye Ming's question, Shen Ye was speechless for a while.
He didn't want to answer, but he was worried that it would irritate Ye Ming, who had just been injured. He was afraid that something would happen to him, so he finally said slowly: "Yes, I'm very worried about you, but we really have nothing to do now."
Ye Ming asked again, "What about us before?"
Shen Ye laughed hoarsely: "It didn't matter before, because I made a mistake, and you won't forgive me."
A look of sadness appeared in Ye Ming's eyes. He pulled the corners of his mouth and said, "If you don't try, how do you know that I won't forgive you."
Shen Ye raised his eyes suddenly and looked at him in disbelief.
This was something he didn't dare to think about in his dreams. He didn't dare to think that Ye Ming would forgive him... Even just this sentence made his heart skip a beat, but the next moment he understood... Ming can't remember anything.
If he remembered, he would not have said it.
But despite this, he was also satisfied, Shen Ye smiled: "Maybe."
[Ding, Shen Ye's blackening value is -2, the current blackening value is 2]
Ye Ming sighed softly: "Do you like me?"
Shen Ye had already said so much, and he didn't care to say another word of truth, he nodded, "Yes."
Ye Ming asked again, "Is it the same now?"
Shen Ye didn't hesitate, his eyes were gentle and firm: "My heart for you has never changed."
Ye Ming closed his eyes a little tired and painful. He didn't know why he asked these words, why he asked these questions for which he knew the answer from beginning to end. Back off, but... hurting someone who loves him isn't actually a happy thing.
Especially when he loves him too.
In fact, memory loss may be a good thing, but it's a pity...
Ye Ming looked at Shen Ye deeply: "If that's the case, will you still come to see me?"
Shen Ye looked at Ye Ming in disbelief, looked at the gentle look in his eyes, and listened to the gentle words, as if he had returned to a long time ago, the person he loved so much, looked at him with a smile.
Did he actually want him to visit him? Why? Apparently he doesn't remember anything...
After Ye Ming said this, he seemed a little tired. He said, "I want to rest." After speaking, he lay down again.
Shen Ye didn't know how he left that ward. He was confused, and the words Ye Ming just said echoed in his mind. He asked, will you still come to see me
Shen Ye knew that he should leave and should disappear, but all the words he told himself, all the armors erected for him, the solid walls built, in front of this light sentence, instantly fell apart and collapsed.
Zheng Sen leaned against the door and glanced at Shen Ye coldly. He also vaguely heard what was said inside. Although he was very unhappy, he had to admit that Ye Ming liked Shen Ye, even if he didn't remember anything. Now, even with such grievances, I still remember this person.
Shen Ye raised his head to look at Zheng Sen, his eyes were full of complicated colors, and his lips trembled.
Zheng Sen said angrily, "What are you looking at? Come as soon as Han Xu asks you to come, but I won't let you hurt him again." He also knew in his heart that Shen Ye would not hurt Ye Ming again, after all, he loved him so much Not hesitate to break up with his father, in the final analysis, this is nothing but an angry word.
Shen Ye pulled the corner of his mouth and said in a low voice, "Thank you."
…
When Shen Ye returned to the company, he was thinking about Ye Ming all the way. Although he had just left the hospital, he could not wait to go back immediately.
But he kept reminding himself that now Ye Ming doesn't remember, he just said something casually, maybe it was out of kindness, if he really stayed there all day, it would probably make Ye Ming feel troubled. Or... that was just a polite remark from Ye Ming, because he thought too much.
Shen Ye has never been so entangled in one thing. Even in the face of billions of dollars in cooperation, he can make a decision without changing his face, but just on the matter of whether to visit Ye Ming, he is undecided like never before. Conflict struggle.
Shen Ye spent two days in such an uneasy mood, checking the date on his phone every once in a while, and finally drove to the hospital again.
Since Ye Ming said that, probably... I hope he can come to see him...
When Shen Ye passed by, Ye Ming was sitting on the hospital bed eating, the nurse next to him was taking care of him, and Zheng Sen was not there.
When he saw Shen Ye coming, his expression was calm, and he smiled lightly: "You are here."
Shen Ye nodded. He felt his throat was a little dry and he couldn't speak. He put the flower basket on the table next to him nervously. He looked like he was watching the patient's work, and said hoarsely, "Are you feeling better?"
Ye Ming smiled and said, "It's much better. The doctor said that there was a slight concussion, and he can be discharged from the hospital in a few days."
Shen Ye nodded, but didn't know what to say.
Ye Ming didn't take the initiative to speak, but just sat there and read a book for a while. Although he was using his mobile phone now, he still felt more comfortable holding a paper book occasionally.
Shen Ye sat on the side without a word, looking greedily at the person in front of him.
The afternoon passed quickly, and when Zheng Sen came over from get off work, Shen Ye left consciously.
Just a few days passed.
Shen Ye came to sit for a while every day, and Ye Ming didn't ask them any more about their previous affairs. It seemed that he didn't care at all, which made Shen Ye breathe a sigh of relief.
Another weekend, when Shen Ye came over, Ye Ming took the initiative to talk to him.
"I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow," he said.
Shen Ye was stunned for a moment, "Oh... that's good."
Ye Ming looked at Shen Ye's dull appearance, couldn't help laughing, and said in a low voice, "Come here."
Shen Ye walked over and approached the hospital bed.
Ye Ming looked up at him, suddenly grabbed Shen Ye's tie, pulled his head down, and gently kissed his lips in Shen Ye's shocked eyes.
Shen Ye's lips trembled, the kiss was very light and cool, he felt that he was afraid that he had lost his mind, so he had such a fantasy...
Looking at Shen Ye's appearance, Ye Ming couldn't help laughing a little louder, and said jokingly in his ear: "I used to like you too, right?"
Shen Ye's eyes were complicated and painful, unable to answer this question.
Ye Ming said word by word, "No matter what you are sorry for, I will forgive you."
Shen Ye's eyes became more and more painful, and he couldn't face the person he loved. If you remembered everything, you wouldn't say such a thing, and I have no face to accept your affection, you will hate me in the end.
At this moment, Shen Ye even wanted to recklessly tell the truth, he couldn't just enjoy the good of this person in such a selfish and despicable way.
But Ye Ming reached out and covered Shen Ye's lips, his eyes were gentle and tolerant: "Don't say anything now."
If I don't say it, I can pretend that I don't remember, and in this short time, I forget all my troubles and pretend that we are still fine.
But I know that this illusion is about to end, and self-deception will always end one day.
The meaning of my rebirth is revenge, and nothing else, but I still want to tell you, I never blame you, I will forgive you, and... I'm sorry, I can't accompany you.
Sorry for causing you so much pain.
my sweetheart.
Ye Ming gave Shen Ye a reluctant look, "Even if I remember it, what I said just now is still valid."
Shen Ye closed his eyes, he made a sound of 'um', his throat was hot and painful, blood was flowing all over his body and limbs, bringing bursts of scorching temperature.
I see.
No matter what happens in the future, at least at this moment I believe what you said, you said you would forgive me.
For me, that's enough.
[Ding, Shen Ye's blackening value is -2, the current blackening value is 0]
[The blackening value of the current world has been eliminated, please leave the world within 10 days.]
Ye Ming slowly let go of his hand and said with a smile, "You don't have to come over tomorrow. I'm going to be discharged from the hospital. If there is a chance in the future, let's see you again."
Shen Ye nodded and stared at Ye Ming with a very gentle expression: "Okay."
Any of your words, any request, I will only say: good.
Ye Ming looked at Shen Ye and smiled. In the darkness of the night, the color of determination and sadness in his eyes flashed away. I really hope... Time can stop forever, and I can never remember it again, if that's the case, it's not a good thing.
[888: You should prepare to leave.]
[Ye Ming: I know~]
[888: How are you going to go this time?]
[Ye Ming: I've already thought about it, I'm sure to leave vigorously! ^_^]
888 rarely mocked Ye Ming.
He knew that Ye Ming would not stay for any world, just like he would not choose the identity of this transmigrator, everything, including 888 himself, was just a game for Ye Ming to pass.
The real world is where he will stay.
When they were together, 888 wanted to get rid of this spicy chicken every day, and wanted to change to a more reliable and obedient host who wouldn't kill and mess around. This spicy chicken is killing me. I am not used to hearing this spicy chicken.
888 decided to wait for the end of this mission to sort out his data, fearing that it was not infected by the emotions of this spicy chicken, it must be poisonous.
…
Ye Ming slept peacefully, and when he woke up, he carefully organized his appearance. He told 888 that even if he wanted to leave, he had to leave beautifully.
Ye Ming didn't wait for Zheng Sen to come, he left the hospital alone early in the morning, and then took a taxi to another hospital.
And Shen Dayao was in that hospital.
Shen Dayao has been in the hospital since he was released on bail. Shen Dayao was really sick. After all, he was not young anymore, and he suffered from his son's betrayal and various changes, and he fell ill in prison with anger.
When Ye Ming went, Shen Dayao fell asleep in the special ward. The man seemed to be getting older, with more and more gray hair.
But Ye Ming would not have the slightest sympathy.
He walked over and took off Shen Dayao's ventilator, smiled at him, and raised his lips slightly: "Long time no see."
Shen Dayao was woken up by Ye Ming's actions. Seeing Ye Ming appearing in front of him, he made an ahh sound and said bitterly, "It's you!"
It was because of this person that Shen Ye betrayed him, and it was because of this person that he brought himself to this point, and Ye Ming's face, which was very similar to Han Xu, was haunted like a demon!
"It's me." Ye Ming smiled slightly.
Shen Dayao looked at him with cold eyes and said, "Get out of here, who allowed you to come in!"
Ye Ming shook his head and said lightly, "I haven't seen you for ten years. You still don't like me so much. It's a pity that I didn't understand it sooner, and I hoped to get your approval."
Shen Dayao's pupils shrank suddenly, and his voice hesitated: "What do you mean?"
Ye Ming looked at him with a strange look in his eyes, "Although you don't want to see me again, I always wanted to come back to see you. I'm Han Xu... You shouldn't have forgotten."
Shen Dayao's eyes were horrified! "Impossible—" His voice suddenly became higher, but before he could finish speaking, Ye Ming covered his mouth tightly, and the end of the voice came to an abrupt end, and there was a look of horror in his eyes.
Impossible... This is impossible... Han Xu is already dead!
He saw with his own eyes that his body was buried, Han Xu was already dead!
Ye Ming lowered his head, stared into Shen Dayao's eyes, and said slowly, "I thought it was impossible, but in this world, anything is possible, such as... I can still survive and seek revenge for you in person."
"Have you never thought about today?"
Shen Dayao's body trembled slightly. He had never been afraid of anyone or anything in his life, but this time, unprecedented fear enveloped him, and despair appeared on his face.
He didn't want to believe it, but he had to believe it. He looked into Ye Ming's eyes, these eyes...
He looks just like Han Xu.
So, you still came back to avenge me.
Ye Ming sighed lightly, with a happy look in his eyes, and whispered: "Although I really want to hear your apology to me, but now is not the right time, so that's it... After you go down, apologize to my parents again, okay?"
He said this, his tone softened, a sharp knife appeared in his hand, and slowly inserted into Shen Dayao's throat.
Shen Dayao's old and seriously ill body suddenly trembled, blood gushing in his throat, making a grunting sound, his eyes were splitting, but Ye Ming held him tightly, staring at his eyes for a moment, watching him die. , and finally stopped moving.
Until the moment of death, Shen Dayao couldn't believe that such a hasty ending would be his ending.
Ye Ming looked indifferently at the blood-stained hospital bed, and pulled the knife out of Shen Dayao's neck.
…
Shen Ye was sitting in the office, he knew that today was the day Ye Ming was discharged from the hospital.
Zheng Sen should pick him up, so he doesn't have to worry, even though Ye Ming kissed him yesterday... But Shen Ye didn't dare to expect more, but he still thought... At least they still have a chance to meet in the future.
This is actually the best ending.
It's just that I don't know why, but I'm always a little restless today. I even made mistakes in reviewing the documents. Shen Ye thought that he was thinking too much, so he was going to leave work early. At this time, the assistant ran in in a panic.
Shen Ye looked at the assistant's expression, his heart throbbed, and a bad premonition suddenly hit his scalp.
The assistant said, "Shen, Mr. Shen... You... better go to the hospital."
Half an hour later, Shen Ye stood in the hospital.
The police have arrived and the scene is surrounded.
But Shen Ye was still able to see everything inside from the open door. On the blood-soaked hospital bed, his father kept his eyes open until he died, showing a look of horror and disbelief, while the other one he loved deeply. The man... sat peacefully on the sofa next to him, leaning over helplessly, the blood stained his clothes, and the knife fell at his feet.
Everything this bright red dyed his world red.
Shen Ye stood there, unable to move his footsteps, he suddenly felt very cold, the cold was so cold in his heart, even just now, he still felt that the ending was actually good... Reality slapped him in the face cruelly, no Give him any chance to deceive himself.
Present the most cruel things in front of him without any cover.
At this time, he suddenly remembered the last sentence Ye Ming said to him yesterday, the last kiss.
He finally understood that Ye Ming had already remembered everything.
The reason why he pretended not to remember is probably the last tenderness, the pity for him, the farewell... Because he is about to take another close relative to die together, he knows... he will be sad.
Ye Ming, he knows everything...
But he couldn't even see such obvious things.
Shen Ye's body swayed slightly, he stretched out his hand to support the wall, staggered his gaze, and dared not look inside.
Father's dead eyes seemed to be still scolding him, you unfilial beast... And Ye Ming's smile seemed to be telling him, I'm sorry, I love you.
If this is the end, living is probably the real hell.
The assistant stood aside and couldn't bear to see the scene inside. He looked at Shen Ye worriedly, lest he couldn't resist.
But to his surprise, Shen Ye didn't fall.
He calmly cooperated with the police to make a statement, and calmly arranged the funeral of the two.
It was not until all the dust settled that Shen Ye returned home.
But when he closed his eyes, it was still the faces of Ye Ming and his father, one was smiling at him, the other was hideous, and the last scene was fixed as their eternal appearance.
…
A year later, Shen Ye came out of the psychiatrist's clinic.
It's winter outside, and it's cold and windy.
The cold wind was blowing on his face like a knife, burning pain, Shen Ye frowned slightly, he hadn't slept well for a long time, he could only fall asleep by sleeping pills, but the effect was getting worse and worse .
Because the weather is too cold, there are not many pedestrians on the street.
Shen Ye walked slowly, his expression a little dazed, suddenly there was a young man in a coat and a scarf hurriedly walking by. His profile was very similar to Ye Ming, Shen Ye was stunned for a moment, and suddenly ran back a few steps. Grab that person.
The young man walked well, but he didn't expect someone to grab his wrist suddenly, as if to crush his bones, thinking he was insane, and shouted: "Hey, what are you doing? open me?"
Shen Ye looked into his eyes, and after a few seconds, he let go of his hand without saying a word.
no.
He is not him.
The young man took a few steps vigilantly before he scolded in a low voice that he was sick, and left quickly.
Shen Ye still stood there for a long time.
He knew that that person would not come back, even if there was a chance to be reborn again, he would not come back.
Only he stayed where he was.
Waiting for someone who will never come back.