Although life is so fucked up, he will never give in easily!
Ye Ming took a deep breath, looked at Yang Gan with worried eyes, and asked in confusion, "What's wrong with you? Why are you crying?"
This voice and the approach of this person seemed to tear apart the space that belonged to Yang Gan alone, and suddenly broke into his cold and lonely world... Yang Gan finally turned his head slowly, his eyes indifferent and cold.
In fact, just now, Yang Qian had already noticed that Ye Ming was up, but he just ignored it.
Although there are some intermittent memories in my mind, it seems that a person named Ming Chong occupied this body before, and I also know that Ye Ming is his boyfriend in this body, and he has just suffered a serious blow, but... these are again how
It doesn't matter how others are.
The only important thing is that he came to this world, but Xu Xiaofei didn't come. A world without Xu Xiaofei... means nothing to him, not even a person who can share the joy.
"Why don't you speak?" Ye Ming probed cautiously. He didn't know how much Yang Gan remembered now, whether he had merged with other people's memories, and he was not sure about his attitude, so he could only take one step at a time.
It's just that at this moment, facing Yang Gan's indifferent eyes, his heart sank involuntarily, which doesn't seem very good...
Yang Qian still did not speak, but looked at the young man in front of him indifferently.
Ye Ming's expression was a little stiff, but brother, you have to say something! You look so good at me! Are you planning to kill the enemy with your eyes? Obviously not this kind of taciturn character before...
Ye Ming has a hunch that Yang Gan will be more difficult and ruthless than Ming Chong. After all, whoever has experienced such cruel end times and such terrifying and desperate encounters will probably not have much sympathy, which is the most taboo in the end times. The only thing missing is the Virgin Mary and the superfluous kindness. Except for him, who is covered by someone, the Taizuo is basically dead.
Although Ming Chong seems to be a little colder, but living in the modern world, his personality is still more of a normal person, and he will not be indifferent to his own experience, but if it is Yang Gan, it may be that someone died in front of him, even the eyelids. Don't blink, let alone such a 'little thing'...
So if he was indifferent to what happened to him, Ye Ming would not be surprised at all.
Yang Gan glanced at Ye Ming, as if he was just an insignificant decoration, no different from the air, turned around and walked out.
Ye Ming: "..."
A really good and bad spirit is worse than a direct showdown, probably that is, if you don't even bother to showdown with you at a showdown, you just leave without saying a word! Okay, I know big brother, you have a personality, but the most important thing is that you can't let go now!
If you usually leave, then you can do it slowly, but now it is less than an hour away from the lunch deadline set by Ye Zhi. Now that Yang Gan is gone, what do you have to give to Ye Zhi
Thinking of a series of serious consequences, Ye Ming almost wanted to burst into tears, and immediately rushed out, summoning up the courage to hug Yang Gan's arm! God bless you don't kill me!
"Where are you going? Didn't you promise me to accompany me to see my sister yesterday?" Ye Ming seemed to be very puzzled by Yang Gan's behavior.
Yang Qian paused, clenched his right hand into a fist, hesitated for a moment, but did not move.
He turned his head slightly and looked down at Ye Ming's face. Finally, his lips moved, and he said, "Let go."
Ye Ming looked at his face, which was even more ruthless than Ming Chong, and felt a chill in his heart. It seemed that selling miserable was really useless to Yang Gan. Thinking of this, Ye Ming couldn't help but be wicked and fearful, and finally decided to take the risk!
He slowly let go of the hand holding Yang Gan, his expression was very hurt and it seemed that he was finally hit. After a while, a bleak smile appeared on his lips: "I understand."
Yang Gan frowned slightly. He originally planned that if Ye Ming didn't let go, he would leave even if he used force, but he didn't want Ye Ming to let go, but he was a little surprised, "You, what do you understand?"
Ye Ming smiled and laughed at himself, Qing Jun's face was pale and bloodless: "I know I'm being self-motivated, and I even tried to save someone who was determined to break up."
Ye Ming's thin figure stood upright, and it seemed that no matter how painful it was, he was unwilling to let go of his dignity to keep him. His dark eyes stared at Yang Qian with a tragic smile, and said with a miserable smile: "In the end, you just don't. I just love me, so I made so many excuses... If so, why didn't you just reject me yesterday, but instead gave me hope? Do you find it interesting to play with me like this?"
Yang Gan looked at the person in front of him, his eyes fell into the clear and stubborn eyes, looking at the other party's sad and pretending to be strong, suddenly there seemed to be something heavy in his heart.
The incomparably painful memories buried in the memory are overwhelming like a tide.
He once hurt Xu Xiaofei with such a misunderstanding, and wanted to make Xu Xiaofei pay for his betrayal, but when he knew the truth and wanted to save it, it was too late.
Xu Xiaofei doesn't believe him anymore, he doesn't believe he still loves him.
No matter how much he paid, he couldn't turn back time, couldn't erase the hurt, and he lost the one he loved.
And the young man in front of him had one expression, one movement, one look... and was very similar to Xu Xiaofei, as if Xu Xiaofei appeared in front of him again.
He thinks he doesn't love him anymore and it's all just hurting and fooling.
He gave up to save him, and at the same time, what he gave up was trust in him.
At this moment, Yang Gan felt as if he had lost Xu Xiaofei again. If he insisted on leaving today, would he lose this person
There seems to be a voice in my heart telling him that if you leave today, you will regret it.
But why do you think so
Ye Ming is obviously not Xu Xiaofei, but... He can come to this world by himself, so will Xu Xiaofei also come? He left so much earlier than himself, could he also come earlier, does he still remember himself
His own resurrection is a miracle, so what about Xu Xiaofei? Will miracles happen to him too
"Let's go." Ye Ming's eyes slowly cooled down, his hands were behind his back, his body trembled slightly, and he seemed to be trying his best to suppress his pain.
But that's what's on the inside - it's his last resort! Let Yang Gan doubt his identity and realize that he is similar to Xu Xiaofei. If he can't let Yang Gan stay for him after such an exciting big move, then he is really exhausted.
So, he is very nervous! Trembling nervously! After all, this test of acting skills is very high.
In this silent exchange of glances, minutes passed by, and finally when Ye Ming was about to be disappointed, Yang Gan spoke again and said hoarsely, "I don't want to leave."
Ye Ming was very excited in his heart, but he didn't seem to believe it at all on his face. He opened the corner of his mouth and said sarcastically, "Don't be embarrassed, don't worry, I won't follow you anymore. You are free to go wherever you want."
This is called retreating into advance!
Yang Gan's eyes were dazed for a moment, and he looked at Ye Ming absently. The person in front of him was obviously not similar to Xu Xiaofei, but the two figures gradually overlapped in front of him, and finally turned into the figure of Xu Xiaofei.
This person, like Xu Xiaofei, chose to give up on himself because he was heartbroken, and no longer believed that he loved him.
Where are you going
In fact, Yang Qian didn't know where he should go? In this unfamiliar world, with no relatives, no lover, loneliness and alienation, he is a complete outsider... He has nowhere to go, he just doesn't want to stay here.
But at this moment, Yang Gan suddenly changed his mind, and he decided to stay by this person's side.
Why did he appear in this world, why did there happen to be a person like Xu Xiaofei around him, and this person happened to be his lover... Is all this really just a coincidence
Or is it that God finally favored them once and gave him a glimmer of hope
As long as there is any hope, he doesn't want to miss his love again, and he almost missed it all just now.
Yang Gan's gaze towards Ye Ming softened immediately, with a hint of apology and complexity. He already had a mind in his heart. He lived with a zombie who couldn't speak for eight years, living alone away from the crowd, gradually changing. More and more silent.
But if the person in front of him may be Xu Xiaofei, Yang Qian is willing to try to start over.
He said again: "I don't want to leave." After a pause, he probably felt that the turning point was a little abrupt, and added with a stern face: "I will do what I promised you yesterday, and I will never break my promise. "
Ye Ming: "..."
No way, although he laughed proudly to the sky, but maybe Yang Gan found out that he was tricked and killed him in a rage, so he had to continue to pretend, ahem...
Ye Ming felt a V in his heart, and his face still looked as if his heart was ashes. He chuckled lightly: "No need, by the way, it's me who should go."
As he said that, he was about to walk past Yang Qian.
Yang Gan's chin was tensed, his thin lips pursed into a line, and the back of Ye Ming's departure... deeply hurt his eyes, as if Xu Xiaofei had left him again...
He strode forward and clasped Ye Ming's wrist tightly!
Ye Ming's wrist hurt, frowning and looking back at Yang Gan: "What on earth are you going to do?" Those vivid eyes contained a stubborn light, as if accusing him of being moody.
Yang Gan's eyes were dark and his voice was hoarse: "Now everyone is talking about you like that outside, and you are back on your word with your family today, so aren't you afraid that they will be worried?"
Ye Ming's face turned pale, as if he had been poked into his heart, showing hesitation.
Yang Gan opened his mouth and slowly cleared his thoughts. He was not a dull person. At first, he was just disdainful of dealing with it. As long as he was willing, how could it be possible for Ye Ming to escape from him
His eyes were steady, his voice was gentle, and he said slowly: "No matter what happened between us, you don't have to believe me, because I do have something wrong... But what I promised you will be done. It's been ten years now. One o'clock, you don't want to make your sister wait for a long time, do you?"
Ye Ming's eyes were shaken, he bit his lower lip and didn't speak.
Yang Gan didn't wait for him to reply, he pulled up the hat with one hand and put it on Ye Ming, then took his hand and walked out, not giving Ye Ming a chance to refuse at all.
Ye Ming just wanted to refuse and then went out with Yang Gan.
Hee hee, the plan works!
…
Ye Zhi was sitting in the box of a high-end club, with the aroma of tea in front of her, which made her delicate and beautiful face softer. She had supple shoulder-length black hair, and was wearing a tailored suit with her long legs slightly crossed. One hand rested comfortably on the table.
Just when she finished her second cup of tea, there was a soft knock on the door, "Miss Ye, your guest is here."
As the door was pushed open, Ye Ming walked in with Yang Gan.
"Sister." Ye Ming showed a cute smile as soon as he came in. He was like two people outside. He pulled Yang Gan to Ye Zhi and introduced, "This is my boyfriend, Yue Ling."
Yang Gan was dressed in a decent casual suit, tall and straight, handsome and sharp, with a neither humble nor arrogant attitude, and stretched out his hand to Ye Zhi: "Miss Ye, hello."
Ye Zhi put down the teacup, her phoenix eyes narrowed, she glanced at Yang Gan thoughtfully, and extended her hand, "Hello."
Ye Ming felt a sweat in his heart, his sister was not someone to fool, so he could only hope for Yang Gan's strength, and he must remember how to act as a normal person! This is not the end of the world.
"Sit down." Ye Zhi smiled slightly, "Mr. Yue, don't be restrained, you and Xiao Ming are together, he must have caused you a lot of trouble, right?"
Yang Gan took Ye Ming's hand and sat down, turned his head to give him a gentle look, and smiled at Ye Zhi: "No, he has always been taking care of me."
"Really?" Ye Zhi seemed a little surprised, raised her brows, pursed her lips and smiled: "He will still take care of people?"
"Yes." Yang Qian said.
Ye Ming pursed his lips and said in a low voice, "Am I so unreliable..."
Ye Zhi acted as if she hadn't heard it, and looked at Yang Gan sharply and said, "How did Mr. Yue meet Xiao Ming?" She seemed to have a warm and polite attitude, but she also had an aggressive aura. Torture is coming.
This stinky boy has been in the entertainment industry for so long and has not made a name for himself. There are many people who have offended him. In the end, he became a black and red because of his love. Ye Zhi is also very well-mannered and did not directly bring him back. , Thinking of her mother's entrustment to her to take care of Ye Ming, this is much more difficult than doing business.
Yang Gan's brows were slightly wrinkled, he had no memory of Yueling, and he said too many things, and Ye Zhi was obviously not someone who was easy to deal with. Let her take the initiative completely.
"I met you by chance." Yang Gan smiled, with a calm demeanor, but also polite and courteous: "I heard Xiaoming talk about you, he has always admired you very much, it is better to meet you if you are famous today, I will give Miss Ye a cup, you are free. "
As he said that, he picked up the wine glass and drank a glass of white wine. His movements were neat and not sloppy, and he fully expressed his attitude.
Ye Zhi was not humble, she just took a sip of tea and was about to continue to ask, but this time she was interrupted by Ye Ming again.
"Sister, Yue Ling was injured because of me before. He can't drink too much alcohol. Let's have a drink today." Ye Ming stood up and said, "Waiter, give us a dozen coconut juice."
It's so scary, and I don't know how much Yang Gan remembers, how many things he said, and how wrong he was, and Ye Zhi couldn't ask him any more! But if you just shirk it, Ye Zhi will definitely find out that something is wrong. Now there is only one way to get away with it, to divert her attention with a show of conjugal love!
The coconut milk came up quickly, Ye Ming poured it on Ye Zhi and Yang Gan diligently, touched Yang Gan intimately, and blinked: "Drink this."
Yang Gan's eyes were stunned, and then nostalgia and pain appeared, and he remembered a long time ago.
At that time, the end of the world had not yet come, and they were still together. One time, when they were socializing outside, Ye Ming watched him drink cup after cup, worried that he would be bad for his health, so he ordered a cup of coconut juice for him, and later he asked Ye Ming Ming... Aren't big men afraid of being laughed at when they drink this
Ye Ming said, if there's anything, just say it's what I like, I'm not afraid of being laughed at.
Later, in the last days, they couldn't be together like this, and they didn't drink this anymore...
He couldn't even remember the taste of coconut milk.
Yang Gan held the cup in his hand tightly, the complex color in his eyes flashed away, replaced by a deeper and deeper gentle drowning sea, a guess in his heart resurfaced, he did not think it was a coincidence.
After Ye Ming finished doing this, it seemed that he just remembered to ask Ye Zhi's opinion, and said flatly, "Sister, do you have any opinion?"
Ye Zhi: "..." You have all made up your mind with affection, but now you just remembered and asked my opinion? ! Damn, even this stinky boy has a boyfriend, and he is still single.
"It's all from my own family, it's nothing if you don't drink." Ye Zhi said lightly, her beautiful phoenix eyes glanced at Ye Ming, and said, "If such a thing happened, what are you going to do?"
Ye Ming said with a righteous face: "The clean is self-cleaning, and the turbid is self-turbid."
Bah, Ye Zhi managed to hold back the anger in her heart.
If 888 were present, Ye Ming would have spit on Ye Ming's face.
On the other hand, Yang Gan's eyes were worried. He didn't care about Ye Ming before, but as long as he thought that Ye Ming might be Xu Xiaofei, he could no longer remain indifferent and would never allow Ye Ming to be slandered like this.
Now outsiders say that Ye Ming is gay and has a chaotic private life, slandering and slandering him with all kinds of filthiest thoughts, and saying that he is just one of his buddies.
"If Ye Ming doesn't mind, I can stand up and help him clarify the rumor." Yang Qian spoke slowly.
Ye Zhi looked at Yang Gan with a serious look, as if she was guessing whether he was sincere in what he said.
At first, she was not very optimistic about Yang Gan, and she didn't know what unreliable people Ye Ming had met in the entertainment industry, so she immediately asked Ye Ming to bring someone to meet her, but to her surprise, Yang Gan is more responsible than she imagined, and she is willing to stand on the cusp of this storm, no matter what, it takes courage.
"Are you sure?" Ye Zhi said.
Yang Gan nodded, and his affectionate eyes fell on Ye Ming: "We are just in a normal relationship, why should we accept this kind of slander just because we are gay?"
Ye Zhi looked at Yang Qian steadily, she could be sure that Yang Gan's words were sincere, and his love for Ye Ming was also true.
Thinking of this, Ye Zhi's attitude softened a little and said with a smile: "It's good that you have this heart, but don't worry, I'm afraid that people with heart will seize this point and continue to attack."
Ye Ming also seemed to be moved by Yang Gan's attitude and was willing to advance and retreat with him, but he shook his head and said, "No need." His worries were different from Ye Zhi's. He didn't know when the big boss changed again. , when the time comes, it is difficult to clean up, and it is one thing to be able to do less.
Yang Gan paused, seeing that both of them disagreed, so he didn't say more.
It didn't take long for the dishes to be ready, and the three of them started to eat. On the way, Ye Zhi continued to test Yang Gan without giving up. Yang Gan also responded appropriately. Before the end of the world, he came from a scholarly family and was very self-cultivating. If you are sincere towards a person , so as not to make the other's family feel uncomfortable.
Even if Ye Zhi was so picky, she had to say she was very satisfied in the end. Yang Qian was calm and knowledgeable. No matter how you looked at it, she was a hundred times more reliable than Ye Ming. It was completely different from what she had guessed before. Without so much vigilance, Gan accepted him faintly.
"I'll find a way to deal with things online. Xiao Ming will leave it to you. If he doesn't obey, just fight him." Ye Zhi clasped her hands and even made a joke. "Two meals if one is not enough."
"Hey, when did I become disobedient?" Ye Ming was very dissatisfied that he was dealt with so easily, but he was so worried before, this is still not his own sister after all!
Yang Gan looked at Ye Ming with doting eyes, and laughed in a low voice: "He's fine, don't worry." It could be seen in his eyes that Ye Ming really had no problem at all, so how could he be willing to blame
Ye Zhi was sprinkled with dog food again, and regretted eating this meal a bit.
When it was over, Ye Zhi sent Ye Ming out and whispered to him, "You haven't been home for a long time, when are you going to go back?"
Ye Ming whispered: "Wait when you have time, by the way... Can you help me keep the matter of Yue Ling a secret for the time being?" Although there was a lot of uproar outside, the family might not know about it in a short time. After all, it was only in the entertainment industry. It's just a bit of news, he's known all over the world before anything happened, and there are many people who don't pay attention to the entertainment industry.
Ye Zhi tutted, "I won't take the initiative to say it." But when her parents knew that she couldn't control it, and she wouldn't lie to this stinky boy for something that couldn't be concealed at all.
Ye Ming had a bitter face, he also understood this, but it could only be delayed for a day.
Seeing the car coming, Ye Zhi turned to Yang Gan and said, "If you have time to eat together again, Xiao Ming will ask you to take care of him."
Yang Qian said solemnly, "Don't worry."
…
The two returned to the hotel, and Ye Ming looked exhausted as soon as he returned. Today is really not easy!
Wait a minute, although the stage of my sister is temporarily over, but in order to make Yang Gan better cooperate with his performance, I deliberately showed a lot of the same behavior as when I was Xu Xiaofei before. Yang Gan, now I'm afraid, Yang Gan must really doubt him.
Adventure, too risky!
The smile on Ye Ming's face is long gone, showing a hint of sadness, hey, it's hard to do... I must divert his attention!
Yang Qian looked at Ye Ming thoughtfully, and Ye Ming's behavior during the meal was completely different from now. Although he should just pretended that he was okay so as not to worry Ye Zhi, but Yang Qian always had a feeling that Ye Ming at that time Actually more real...
"You..." Yang Gan said, but he was interrupted by Ye Ming after only one word.
Ye Ming looked up at him, his eyes seemed rather complicated: "Thank you for today, but... I want to know your true thoughts, I've had enough of your moodiness, I don't know when you suddenly said something inexplicable. , said to leave me."
Yang Gan's heart softened, and there was no reason to doubt Ye Ming. His behavior was indeed hurtful. He looked at Ye Ming seriously and said, "I won't leave you again."
Ye Ming looked at him for a long time, and seemed to finally be unable to restrain the fragility in his heart. He vented his grievances, and his eyes glowed with water: "Then tell me, what is your name?"
Yang Gan was silent for a long time, then slowly said, "My name is Yue Ling."
Until everything is figured out, I will exist as your lover, and I trust my hunch.
Ye Ming stood for a while, then rushed over and hugged him, choked: "Don't say that you are dead again."
Yang Gan sighed lightly, raised his hand and touched Ye Ming's head lightly, you must love Yue Ling, that's why you believe me so easily, as long as there is one reason, you can believe that I am still your lover, only Because you can't lose him.
Just like Xu Xiaofei, who loves me like that... I didn't know that until the last moment.
Fortunately, you and I have not been irreversible. This time I will be careful not to make mistakes before the truth is unknown. I want to know if you really forgot me completely.
Ye Ming wiped his eyes and said, "Let's go home."
Yang Gan nodded and smiled. He didn't say much. He was very gentle and tolerant from beginning to end. He didn't look like a ruthless hero from the end of the world. If he could, he would do everything to spoil this person.
The two finally returned home.
Ye Ming wanted to pass the past few days. He had exposed too much before, and the rest of the day was not easy. At this time, he suddenly received news from Fang Sheng and asked him to go online. His tone seemed to be different from before. Kind of weird.
Ye Ming thought to himself that the old sister was so fast that she had already started to help herself clean up? Some people were looking forward to watching it online, but as a result, new breaking news was overwhelming, occupying all forums and Weibo, and the title all contained one name - Li Muxun!
In the case of diss Ye Ming on the entire network, Li Muxun was the first and only artist who came out to stand for Ye Ming, but the weight of this only one was worth a hundred! In his rare Weibo post in 10,000 years, he directly wrote to Ye Ming, saying that they were just friends and that the meeting was just to discuss a new drama. Ye Ming is a clean and well-mannered actor. Finally, he said that the Internet is a A platform for people to communicate, not to discredit others at will.
The internet exploded in an instant!
Ye Ming's previous popularity is there. Many people don't even know which onion he is, and they don't know how popular he is in the entertainment industry. Even if someone spends a lot of money and effort to ask the navy to black him, but because the protagonist is not well-known, No matter what the attention is, the one-sided blackness doesn't have much water splash. Some people say that Ye Ming is a self-hype, and he spent money to buy the hot search. He wants to be popular and crazy, until Li Muxun makes a sound, and the whole network boils. !
Li Daying has tens of millions of fans. He doesn't post a single Weibo for a year, and his image has always been very good. He said a word, which is more effective than 110,000 sailors. Countless fans began to search for Ye Ming. Man, he suddenly topped the top of the trending search and still remains high! Fans' scolding began to escalate. Many people unconditionally stood by Li Muxun to help Ye Ming, and the new Heizi joined the army, sour and malicious speculation about Ye Ming, saying that he really has something to do with Li Muxun, and then started There's a new round of quarrels... These real enthusiasm is different from before. It can be seen that the quarrels are more sincere, and the public opinion is no longer one-sided, and many people start to reflect.
At this time, the phone ticked, and Fang Sheng's cheerful message came over: Congratulations, this time it's really popular, and you can actually get Li Muxun's traffic, not bad, not bad.
Ye Ming thought to himself, I really don't want to be popular this time! He immediately wanted to edit a message to go back to the past, saying that he didn't know it at all, and he didn't want to steal Li Muxun's traffic at all. He was super innocent like White Lotus!
But before he could send it out, he heard a low voice ringing in his ear.
"Li Muxun? He can stand up and speak for you at this time. It seems very unusual for you." Yang Gan put one hand on Ye Ming's shoulder, and a sharp light slowly appeared in his black eyes, "You are very familiar. ?"
Ye Ming felt the hand pressing on his shoulder, but felt like an invisible mountain was pressed down, almost kneeling when his knees softened.
Unfamiliar, we don't know each other at all!