Lu Xiuwen stared at the back of Ye Ming's departure. He didn't rush out, but turned around to go to the bathroom and looked in the mirror to see how he looked now.
Even if a complete stranger was shown in the mirror, Lu Xiuwen's mood did not fluctuate much, and his expression was always indifferent. For a person who had been reborn and spent years in loneliness and despair, any unexplainable happened. Even if the world is destroyed, it seems that there is not much to be surprised by.
Every minute a person is in despair, reflecting, suffering, and even waiting for liberation, he has almost fantasized about all possibilities, and even denied his own existence and his entire world.
And what happened now seems to corroborate some of his conjectures.
That is - is he a real person? Or maybe he was just a dream of someone else, but he sadly developed his own consciousness? Otherwise, why can you be resurrected from the dead, and then travel to another world to become another person
Is it real here? Or another illusion
Why does the world exist, and why does he exist? Rebirth, transmigration, other people, beloved, common love... Key words emerged from his mind, and finally turned into a cloud of fog.
If this is the reality, it is the time to wake up from the dream... Then I am afraid that the coming truth will be even more cruel than before.
Lu Xiuwen closed his eyes and opened them again, no thoughts could be seen in his eyes, only a deep and secluded pool remained, he turned and walked out.
Ye Ming didn't realize that the people around him had changed. First, because the time was too short, according to the rules, it was not time to change people. Second, Lu Xiuwen was too calm, not like an outsider at all. By.
Seeing Lu Xiuwen coming out, Ye Ming gave him a bright smile: "I prepared breakfast for you."
At this moment, Ye Xiaoming's children's shoes are still full of fatherly love for Jiang Ci. He feels that he owes too much to this child. He doesn't know that the good son has become his father in the blink of an eye. .
Lu Xiuwen looked at Ye Ming, his eyes darkened.
The young man in front of him had a beautiful face, fair skin and bright eyes. When he smiled, Lu Xiuwen couldn't help but think of the boy he had cared for for more than ten years. Involuntarily fell for him.
If I could not think about those complicated things, just like Jiang Ci, Yang Gan, or Ming Chong, thinking that I was dreaming or reincarnated, and reunited with my lover in another world, how good would it be
Then he can tell himself that Ye Ming is Gu Ran, that God gave him a chance to reunite with his lover.
But generally speaking, the more poisonous something is, the more beautiful it looks, so if you don't pay attention, you will fall into a trap and have nowhere to escape.
Is this the case now
Lu Xiuwen's hand on his side tightened, he lowered his eyes and said, "Okay, thank you."
Ye Ming sat on the side with a smile, resting his chin in his hands, and smiled with his eyes bent: "Well, I've been busy all morning."
Lu Xiuwen took a mouthful of porridge and smiled lightly: "Very good." Only his hand holding the chopsticks seemed to be a little hard.
He seemed to understand a little bit why the people before him believed all this so easily, because it was really a strong instinct, the ultimate temptation... Just like him now, he came to this world after death and saw A person who is so similar to a lover can't help thinking that it is destiny, and the pain for too long makes them like travelers who are almost dry and die in the desert, and can't wait to rush forward when they see a glimmer of hope. It doesn't matter if it's a mirage or not.
I just want to believe in the beauty in front of me.
He loves him so much, he wants to believe in him, he wants to be with him, no matter what...
In a short period of time, it seemed that something was beating strongly in his chest, asking him to disarm and surrender.
But how can I trust you
As your lover, Yue Ling has been occupied by others several times, how could you not realize it? But you pretend not to know, because you know that sometimes they may not remember each other, you know everything about them, you are familiar with their habits, you understand all their weaknesses... So you control them easily.
And I won't let you know who I am so you won't hold me like this.
The person in the dark now is me.
Ye Ming saw that Lu Xiuwen had finished his breakfast, and his heart was filled with a sense of accomplishment. He remembered how many years Jiang Ci had not eaten his own breakfast? At that time, he only wanted to complete the task, so he chose to keep the child for the task, but he was really hesitant and struggling at that time, but... things that could no longer be changed, seemed to have no meaning.
And now he just wants to cherish such a simple and peaceful time, since his real life was disrupted, everything began to gradually get out of control.
Ye Ming and his mother made an appointment to go home for dinner at night. It was still very early. Fang Sheng called him not long after that and asked him to report to the company tomorrow and participate in a reality show. Now he is also very good in the entertainment industry. With popularity and topicality, whether it is a good reputation or a bad reputation, all in all, everyone is willing to watch him, which is a good thing for an artist, and maybe he can earn a lot of sympathy points by taking the opportunity to clean up.
Of course Ye Ming agreed, but he is a man who is determined to make a name for himself in the entertainment industry!
He hung up the phone and took Lu Xiuwen out to go shopping. Since he was going home to see his parents, he still had to help Lao Gong pack it up. First impressions are very important!
Lu Xiuwen had no choice but to follow Ye Ming out silently.
Ye Ming is not short of money, and he takes Lu Xiuwen to the most high-end shopping malls. If it is not too late, he thinks it would be better to tailor it, but now he can only buy ready-to-wear clothes. Fortunately, Lu Xiuwen is in good shape and looks good in everything. There is no such thing as bad clothes, even ordinary clothes look very high-quality on his body, not to mention those clothes that are not cheap in the first place
It didn't take long for Ye Ming to buy a bunch for Lu Xiuwen from head to toe. He looked up and down with satisfaction, it was perfect!
Lu Xiuwen has always been taciturn and rarely expresses his opinion. Even if Ye Ming asked him, he answered very concisely, because he said too many mistakes, and Ye Ming was obviously not a person who was easy to deceive.
Ye Ming was used to Lao Gong's taciturnity, and he didn't think much about it. He walked over to hold Lu Xiuwen's hand and smiled, "Let's go home!"
Lu Xiuwen nodded and looked at him softly: "Okay."
Ye Ming thought that he was ready, and it was no problem to deal with today's affairs, so he took Lu Xiuwen home with confidence.
The Ye family is very luxurious, and its luxury is similar to that of the Lu family in Lu Xiuwen's world. Lu Xiuwen was standing beside Ye Ming, and when he came to the front of the villa, he felt a little dazed.
But he wasn't an easy person to show emotions, so no one noticed anything unusual about him.
Ye Ming hadn't been home for a long time. It was the first time to bring her boyfriend home and she was a little nervous, but when she thought that only her mother was at home, she was a little relieved. Compared with her father, her mother was obviously softer and more talkative, and she had never spoken to Yue Ling before. What disgust, presumably not difficult to deal with.
He took a deep breath and pushed the door in.
Although Ye's mother is almost middle-aged, she has been well maintained. She looks like she is only in her early thirties. She looks gentle and elegant. Today, for Ye Ming and her boyfriend to go home for dinner, she specially pushed her work away and waited at home. .
Seeing Ye Ming coming back at this moment, he showed a smile: "Xiao Ming is back."
"Mom—" Ye Ming walked over and gave his mother a hug, slapped her face, and smiled: "I'm back."
- This shows how likable Ye Ming is at home. Ye's mother loves him to the core. Compared with the more powerful and independent Ye Zhi, Ye Ming is cuter, and he is thick-skinned and playful. I don't think it's too good to be nice to him, it's a treasure that the whole family holds in their hands.
Ye's mother was very happy, but she had to pretend not to be so happy, and said angrily: "How old are you, what does it look like."
Well, the main thing is that there are other people here today.
Ye's mother turned to look at Lu Xiuwen with a slightly reserved smile, and said, "This is Xiaoyue."
Lu Xiuwen nodded and said in a low voice, "Hello Auntie, this is a little bit of my heart." After that, he handed the gift in his hand to the servant.
There was a look of satisfaction in Ye's mother's eyes. She didn't care what gifts Lu Xiuwen could bring. The Ye family was not short of money. She was satisfied with Lu Xiuwen's calm demeanor and respectful attitude. This young man seemed quite sensible. The door-to-door service was thoughtful.
Ye's mother didn't care what Yue Ling did or what family background she had. The Ye family never came to marry her. The key was to be sincere to her son.
"Come in and sit, what are you doing standing at the door." Ye Mama smiled and welcomed the two of them in.
Lu Xiuwen smiled slightly, and walked in without being humble or arrogant. He didn't squirm at all, and his attitude was free and easy, as if he had enough confidence to be on an equal footing with them, and he didn't feel uncomfortable because of Ye Ming's family background.
At least as things progressed up to now, Mother Ye couldn't pick out a single fault with him.
It wasn't long before it was time for dinner, because Ye Ming hadn't come back for a long time, Ye's mother specially instructed the servant to prepare his favorite dishes. The table was full, and she said with a smile, "It's all what you like, it's rare to come back to eat more. …”
Ye Ming looked at the dishes on this table, and his expression became slightly stiff for a moment. Although they were all his favorite dishes, Jiang Ci was still there! However, fortunately it was Jiang Ci... The world he lived with Jiang Ci was one of the few poorer worlds. He lived a normal life, and he never lived in a luxury house. As for these dishes, he didn't eat much. As for what comes to mind? And Jiang Ci thought he was dreaming, so it shouldn't matter...
It would be worse if Lu Xiuwen, when he was in Lu Xiuwen's world, he lived the same life as a young master now, living in a similar mansion and eating similar dishes... That's right! It is difficult to change people's tastes, so in that world, Ye Ming's children's shoes were very brazen and let the servants still cook the dishes he liked. It can be said that his identity in that world is the closest to reality!
The only difference is that the person who takes care of him in that world is Lu Xiuwen, while the real world is his parents and mother, and in Lu Xiuwen's world, he pretends to be more clever and naive, but his life habits are often his true colors. .
Fortunately, it wasn't Lu Xiuwen who came!
Ye Ming thought about it this way, and showed a silly smile to Lu Xiuwen. You are more worry-free son.
Lu Xiuwen looked at him, turned his head silently, and helped Ye Ming pick up a chopstick.
Ye Ming took a look, wow just happened to be my favorite! My good son really understands me, is this a consonance? Heaven and Earth is the biggest meal, and Ye Ming ate happily.
Ye's mother smiled and looked at them. She noticed Lu Xiuwen's look at Ye Ming. The tenderness and love could not be faked. She was quite satisfied. I was a little angry when I came out openly after saying hello at home. After watching the TV show and seeing Yue Ling's maintenance of Ye Ming in front of everyone, I gradually felt relieved and had some good feelings for Yue Ling. Ming brought people back.
Now that I have met a real person, I am more gentle and considerate than on TV, and I pay attention to the details, but it is not that I am not worthy of my son.
Ye's mother pretended to be dissatisfied and smiled at Ye Ming: "Mingming, if I hadn't asked, how long were you going to hide it?"
Ye Ming smiled: "I just want to give you a surprise."
Mother Ye said, "Are you sure it's not a fright?"
Lu Xiuwen chuckled, holding Ye Ming's hand and said, "Sorry, I wasn't ready before, it's not his fault."
Mother Ye snorted: "don't help him cover, I don't know this stinky boy yet."
Ye Ming looked aggrieved and snorted.
Lu Xiuwen couldn't help laughing, then pursed his lips, suppressed the fleeting feeling of pain, and said in a deep voice, "Don't blame him, it's really my problem."
Ye's mother didn't really want to be angry with Ye Ming. Seeing that Lu Xiuwen took the initiative to take responsibility for herself and let her go down the stairs, she was very satisfied with this son-in-law's knowledge and interest. Although she knew that it was Ye Ming's fault, she still Happy to see him being pampered... This is not a very reasonable thing, but it is human nature. After all, no parent wants to see others blaming their children. Lu Xiuwen is more liked by elders.
Ye Ming's hand was held by Lu Xiuwen, feeling the temperature of his palm, he felt inexplicably calm and reliable, but... What was the strange feeling in his heart just now? That seems to be a lot more calm, tolerant and indulgent attitude... The man around him seems to be more like Lu Xiuwen.
Bah, it must be his delusion! It must be because of the occasion that he would not have such a terrible fantasy!
After a meal, no matter what Mama Ye said, Lu Xiuwen responded appropriately. By the end of the dinner, Mama Ye was very satisfied with Lu Xiuwen, and her attitude was very different from the reserved and distant attitude at the beginning. .
"Xiaoyue, both surnames are Yue. Speaking of which, they were also a family a hundred years ago. This is fate..." Mother Ye said with a smile.
Ye Ming smiled smugly. When he picked up Yue Ling, he just picked the name casually and asked him to share his mother's surname. He didn't expect that it still has the effect of pulling a distance. He really wanted to tell his mother that Yue Ling was The one with your surname is destined to be a family... I managed to hold back and didn't talk nonsense.
Ye's mother said again: "You can stay at home tonight, it's rare to come back, so don't rush to leave."
Hearing this, Ye Ming finally looked stunned. Although things are going well so far, it is still not enough to live at home. His room is not suitable for Yueling to enter, because I don't know if I will wake up tomorrow and change people. , Now only Lu Xiuwen, Ke Sen, and Shen Ye are left out of the game. Whichever one comes out is very dangerous at home and easy to reveal.
He immediately said: "No, I have to participate in a show tomorrow, I have to go back tonight to prepare..."
As soon as Ye Ming finished saying these words, he heard the door open, and a calm voice full of energy reached his ears, with a strong pressure: "What are you doing in such a hurry."
Ye Ming froze all over, the secret was bad, Dad is back!
Father Ye is the strictest person in the family. Unlike Ye Zhi, who can't wipe his butt with him, and Mother Ye, who spoils her son without any principles, Father Ye thinks about this stinky boy who only knows how to mess around. It's not pleasing to the eye, it's useless to be cute!
He has always opposed Ye Ming's entry into the smoky entertainment industry, but he couldn't help his wife, so he could only endure it, but now Ye Ming has not only entered the entertainment industry, but also made such a scandal, and even came out openly, which made him very Angry.
Ye's father didn't dislike homosexuality. The family knew Ye Ming's sexuality, but Ye Ming's irresponsible behavior was the source of his anger.
In a short period of time, he had already investigated Yue Ling's information, a person who appeared out of nowhere, had no past and no identity, was taken in by Ye Ming by chance, didn't even have a serious job, who ate Ye Ming and drank Ye Ming, and also I don't know what happened in the past, what's An's heart... How do people like this still want to enter the house
Therefore, when he learned that Ye Ming was going to bring Yue Ling back tonight, he made a special trip back to give him a slap in the face!
Ye Ming persuaded his father a little, and laughed dryly: "I still have something to do..."
Dad Ye sneered: "What's the matter with you, do you really think you are a big star? Who knows you if it's not a scandal? Are you proud of you if you're not ashamed?"
Ye's mother's expression was also a little embarrassed, but she still came out to defend Ye Ming with raised eyebrows: "How do you talk, Lao Ye? Mingming is so black outside, it's fine if you don't comfort him, and scold him."
Father Ye is very hurt. This stinky boy is so spoiled. Isn't he angry when he sees those people, Hei Ye Ming? Almost smashed the table, okay? ! But as a father, how can he not have any dignity at all, and he doesn't know how to restrain himself even if he doesn't care about this kid! Maybe one day I will make a big mistake, not to mention that there are outsiders today, how can I ignore it like that
So he continued to face the pressure and said with a straight face: "He will encounter such a thing, except for the faults of others, won't he reflect on himself? Why did he offend so many people that everyone fell into trouble? Few helped him. Talking? You don’t know how to restrain yourself in life, do your own thing, and make enemies everywhere. With this kind of character, you still want to stay in the entertainment industry?”
Ye Ming lowered his head and looked like he was being scolded obediently. Generally, when he is scolded, his attitude must be submissive. In this way, when my father scolded me, my mother would come to help and persuade my father when she saw that she was pitiful. He is already very experienced!
Sure enough, Mother Ye was very distressed when she saw it, she pulled Ye Ming behind her and said angrily, "Don't say a word!"
Father Ye pulled his face and looked at the poor little son who was hiding behind his wife. Pretending to be pitiful all day or his son Ye Boming? !
Father Ye took a deep breath, pointed the finger at Lu Xiuwen again, and said coldly: "And you, have you and Ye Ming ever considered the future together? Are you ready to face all the difficulties with him? It's not just a hot-headed sentence, anyone can say something nice, but it's not that easy to do."
Facing Ye Boming's power, Lu Xiuwen was not afraid at all, and he didn't even lose his momentum. He raised his head and said, "I love him, and I am ready to face everything with him. As for whether it can be done, you can see it later. ."
A surprise flashed in Ye Boming's eyes. He didn't expect that Lu Xiuwen could completely withstand his pressure. He thought it was also an accident. It was a young man who didn't know how high the sky was. He said coldly: "Okay, let's assume you are prepared, but you Do you have the ability to do this? Love is not everything, and love can't help you overcome difficulties. Now that you know Ye Ming's identity, you still choose to be with him. Do you know how much you have to bear? No one can escape from their own It is impossible for Ye Ming to leave you because of his identity. He is the child of my Ye family, and his future will not be in the entertainment circle. Have you ever thought about it? Are you ready to stand by his side all the time?"
Lu Xiuwen smiled. He glanced at Ye Ming with a gentle expression: "I think his future should be chosen by him. If he wants to stay in the entertainment industry, I will accompany him and make him a big star. He wants to inherit the family business in the future, and I can also help him manage the company. I think no matter what he does, as long as he is happy, it will be fine."
Father Ye could not refute these words, and then he shouted unhappily: "Young people are not good at it, but they can talk big."
Whether it is in the entertainment industry or managing a company, where is it so easy? But in Lu Xiuwen's mouth, these seem to be trivial things, the attitude of looking down on everything, and the attitude of pampering Ye Ming... Where is it like a young man in his twenties, but he is with him At an age, you are like a person who has seen all the vicissitudes of life.
Lu Xiuwen remained calm, his eyes were calm and gentle, "I think I can prove that this is not a big talk."
Dad Ye's eyes on Lu Xiuwen finally became a little more solemn, no matter whether this young man is bluffing, at least from the current point of view, he should not take it lightly, he said slowly: "Really? How to do?"
Lu Xiuwen didn't need to think about it, he said: "The public opinion on the Internet was very unfavorable to Ye Ming before. Although it has been reversed now, it is not enough..."
Lu Xiuwen's tone was low, clear, and well-conceived. Obviously, he had plans for the future. He was not the kind of reckless person who took a step by step, and even considered many details. It can be said that he is comprehensive.
Mother Ye's eyes lit up, she didn't expect this child to be so reliable.
Father Ye looked at Lu Xiuwen. Although he was very angry when he first came back, he wanted to give the two of them a slap in the face, but at this moment, Lu Xiuwen's response and words made him no longer have the contempt of duty. This person still didn't trust him, but he overturned his previous opinion, and Lu Xiuwen's demeanor... inexplicably made him not dare to underestimate him.
He is obviously a young man, why would he give him the illusion that he is talking to his peers who are very deep in the city
Compared with Ye's mother's rising favorability, Ye's father's slightly more relaxed attitude, Ye Ming almost shivered... It's not right, this time it really feels wrong!
He really knew Lu Xiuwen too well. Lu Xiuwen stood there and talked freely, as if the stormy waves couldn't move him in the slightest, the gentle and calm tone...
Is this Lu Xiuwen
When did he come here? If he is really Lu Xiuwen, then not only did he come here, but he also concealed his identity and continued to play Jiang Ci's identity, yet he didn't know anything about these... Ye Ming couldn't help shivering.
Why did Lu Xiuwen do this, why did he hide his identity? Is it because you doubt him
Ye Ming broke down in a cold sweat thinking of this...
Here, Ye Ming's mind is full of confusion. There, Ye's father has already chatted with Lu Xiuwen. The two are sitting on the sofa. Ye's father continues to test Lu Xiuwen with questions, whether it is about entertainment or business. Xiuwen answered all of them fluently, and sometimes the countermeasures mentioned were better than Father Ye's own, which made him feel relieved.
Gradually, Dad Ye completely regarded Lu Xiuwen as a peer, and there was a smile on his face. He was no longer limited to asking questions, but talked about all kinds of questions. Then he found that the outlook on life and the world was not a big problem. With Lu Xiuwen's ability , What he said just now is really not a big deal.
Ye's father has read countless people, so it's not that he can't even see this. On the contrary, it is because he has a lot of knowledge and admires Lu Xiuwen's ability even more.
Ye Ming didn't even have a chance to interject. He looked at Lu Xiuwen, who was sitting there chatting with his father, and almost shivered...
Ye's mother didn't expect her husband to come back aggressively, and Lu Xiuwen managed it so easily. She knew very well how high her husband's vision was and how stubborn his character was. It was really not easy for Lu Xiuwen to gain his appreciation. .
But she breathed a sigh of relief. It seemed that the person her son was looking for this time was okay, so they didn't need to worry about it.
Father Ye and Lu Xiuwen talked for a long time, and thought that if Lu Xiuwen was his daughter-in-law, it would still be acceptable. Ye Ming, this stinky boy, did not do a few reliable things since he was a child. Very good, it is considered a blind cat meets a dead mouse, right
Finally, Dad Ye ended the conversation: "Well, it's not too early, you should rest early."
Ye Ming has been staring over there cautiously, and when the topic is over, he quickly said, "Then let's go."
Father Ye stared at Ye Ming and looked at Ye Ming with disgust. He said angrily, "Where are you going, can't you live at home? Just live at home!"
Ye Ming had already guessed that Lu Xiuwen was here, so Lu Xiuwen must not be allowed to live here! That is fatal! He insisted: "I haven't lived at home for a long time, and I have a job tomorrow..."
Ye's mother made up the knife in time: "I had someone help you clean it up yesterday."
Ye Ming: "Mom." QAQ
Lu Xiuwen Shi Shiran stood up, took Ye Ming's hand and said indulgently, "Just stay for one night, don't make your uncle and aunt angry, eh?"
Ye Ming: "QAQ"
Lu Xiuwen nodded to Ye's father and Ye's mother, and led Ye Ming, who had a soul out of his body, to go up.
Ye Ming walked to the door of his room, suddenly his soul returned, and he decided to fight to the death! He blocked the door and laughed dryly: "You, you can stay in a guest room. It's not good to live with me the first time you go home."
Lu Xiuwen looked at him with a half-smile but not a smile: "But your parents didn't say anything wrong."
Ye Ming was still struggling: "I don't think so..."
Lu Xiuwen glanced at him lightly, stretched out his hand over Ye Ming's shoulder, and pushed open the door decisively.
Ye Ming stepped back and saw that Lu Xiuwen's tall body had entered, and instinctively took a step back... Now he can only hope that it was all his illusion just now, and it must be Jiang Ci now, right? ! Dear son, tell me it's you!
However, Lu Xiuwen's eyes swept across Ye Ming's face, scanning this familiar room.
Yes, this room was all too familiar to him.
The wallpaper in the same light blue tone, with a bed in the middle, a desk next to it, and a display cabinet on the wall next to the wall. The cabinets are filled with hand-made dolls that Ye Ming likes, and there are assorted things on the table. , and a game console.
Lu Xiuwen closed his eyes. When Gu Ran was still there, his room was like this. Although it was a little messy, it was full of anger. And this game console... Gu Ran was very surprised when he saw this game console. I bought it immediately. It was rare for Lu Xiuwen to see that he liked something so much. Now it seems... this has always been what he liked.
Ye Ming's body was stiff, he glanced at the room, and his eyes swept across the game console. At that time, he was in that other world, and he was very happy to find the same game console. There are also similar things. It seems that the world was created with the main world as a model... And his house, the dolls in the cabinet, are also similar to here, because of the habits of more than ten years, people always have Arrange and use things according to established habits.
For a moment he wanted to jump up and destroy everything, but he couldn't move stiffly, and was it too late...
Lu Xiuwen took a step forward, his fingers swept across the desk, his eyes were filled with deep pain, and there was a moment of confusion and sadness.
After a long time, he finally turned his head and looked at Ye Ming.
Ye Ming's vest was soaked with sweat. Looking at Shang Lu Xiuwen's bottomless eyes, his voice was hoarse and stiff, "What, what's wrong..."
There is a saying that if you don't see the Yellow River, you won't give up, and if you don't see the coffin, you won't shed tears.
Lu Xiuwen just took a step forward, raised his hand and gently stroked Ye Ming's face. His movements were light and his eyes were gentle, but he seemed to contain something more complicated.
His lips moved, and he let out a soft sigh: "Xiao Ran, you are still the same as before."
Nothing has changed.
Ye Ming's face suddenly turned pale, and he sat on the ground, looking at Lu Xiuwen with terrified eyes.