Qin Yi's hand holding the phone trembled slightly because of excessive force. After a long time, he let go and the phone slid to the ground.
Ye Ming stared blankly at the phone that fell to the ground, his brain seemed to be completely unable to think, and he didn't know how long it was before he felt a shadow shroud him.
Looking up, he saw Qin Yi standing in front of him.
Ye Ming's face was pale, his eyes were full of complicated emotions, and he finally opened his lips and let out a hoarse voice, breaking the suffocating silence, "You... you heard..."
The sadness and pain in Qin Yi's eyes were almost bottomless, and he slowly said: "You never told me, you have seen my mother."
Ye Ming looked away, "I don't think it's necessary."
"Really? Aren't you afraid that I will be more dissatisfied with her?" Qin Yi suddenly let out a low laugh, with a bit of tragic meaning in that laughter, "So... you rejected the check she gave, but took the cheque with you. A mere one million, you concealed your illness and prepared to die outside alone, but only left me that letter. This is what you call betrayal…”
Ye Ming looked at Qin Yi's appearance, and the pain in his heart continued to spread.
He thought Qin Yi could put him down, forget about the despicable villain who betrayed him, and returned home to become the eldest son of the Qin family who was admired by everyone. He thought Qin Yi could do it...
This was probably the worst thing he ever did in his life.
Qin Yi's eyes turned red. He stared at Ye Ming, as if he wanted to see through his soul. He said word by word, "Now you still have to say... You don't love me at all, don't you care about me at all?"
Ye Ming tried his best to open his eyes, he was afraid that the tears would fall if he blinked.
Qin Yi said again: "You still have to say, you don't want me anymore, do you want to leave?"
Ye Ming was speechless.
After a long time, Ye Ming spoke slowly, with only three words: "I'm sorry."
I didn't ask your opinion, I made such a decision for you selfishly and made you suffer so much... I'm sorry.
Qin Yi shook his head, his tone was as low as a string, and his eyes were painful, "The one who should say sorry is me."
"I promised you that I would protect you no matter what, so that you wouldn't be hurt, but I didn't even know you were sick..."
"I didn't know you wanted to see me so much. If I had known earlier, even if I turned the whole world over, I would have found you. I don't know, you still love me, if I knew..."
"I'm sorry... I didn't do what I should have done, it's my fault, sorry."
Qin Yi raised his arm, he paused, slowly and firmly embraced Ye Ming in his arms, closed his eyes, and something salty seemed to flow down.
Now I finally know why you have to choose this way to leave, I finally know... Because you don't want me to have nothing in the end.
[Ding, Qin Yi's blackening value is -5, the current blackening value is 5]
Ye Ming was held in Qin Yi's arms and felt the temperature of this embrace. This temperature made his cold heart feel hot again, giving him unprecedented courage to face all difficulties.
Just like back then, it was also this person who stood in front of him without hesitation and faced all difficulties for him.
Why are you being so nice to me, I can't give you anything...
Qin Yi lowered his head, kissed Ye Ming's eyes tenderly, and said, "You said you came back just to look at me again... So, don't say anymore and leave."
Ye Ming took a breath and said nothing.
Qin Yi added: "I'm already very strong, and my mother doesn't oppose us anymore. I won't lose anyone or anything because of you, so... don't say anymore."
Ye Ming felt his throat choked.
Qin Yi finally said: "If you don't want me to be sad, don't say anymore..."
Ye Ming suddenly raised his head and kissed Qin Yi's lips. He stared into each other's eyes and looked at his reflection in the other's pupils. They hugged each other like this. This kiss doesn't have any color of desire, it's just a simple touch, but even so, it is so nostalgic.
as many years ago.
With a firm look in Ye Ming's black eyes, he said, "I will never leave you again."
I made a bad decision once, I've tried, tried, and hurt you, but it didn't work, if you still need me...
Then, from now on, I will never leave you again.
I will accompany you to the last moment of my life.
Qin Yi hugged Ye Ming tightly, so hard that he almost rubbed this person into his body. This time, he would never lose him again, never again.
…
[888: Why hasn't the blackening value dropped yet? I think he's fully embraced your nonsense.]
[Ye Ming: Why are you talking nonsense?]
[888: Are you talking nonsense?]
[Ye Ming:…]
[Ye Ming: Let me tell you, it is wrong for you to be prejudiced against people like this, hum!]
[888: I am a serious and responsible senior system. My data is very stable and accurate, and I will not be biased against anyone.]
Ye Ming's expression was stiff for a while, and he always felt as if he was being scolded by 888. Is this his illusion
[888: So, why are there 5 points left?]
[Ye Ming: The reason why there are still 5 o’clock is that he still has a little bit of care and a little wish that has not been fulfilled. It doesn’t damage his love for me at all. It’s just that there is still a little obsession in the heart of people. .]
[888: Oh.]
Human emotions are troublesome and boring.
Since that day, all misunderstandings between the two have been completely eliminated.
Qin Yi simply stayed in the hospital. They seemed to have returned to the past without any barriers. They treated every day as the last day.
Ye Ming had to take a lot of medicine and take a lot of injections every day. The process was very painful, but for Qin Yi, he worked hard to cooperate and insist on treatment, and he never wanted to let Qin Yi down.
He wants to live for Qin Yi, and even if the hope is slim, he will not give up easily.
In order to spend more time with Ye Ming, Qin Yi almost moved the office here. Unless he had to, he would not leave here. Time was so precious to him.
Gradually, everyone in the hospital knew that this was a loving couple, but it was a pity that one of them was terminally ill, which made people sigh.
On the same floor, there is a middle-aged female patient, Aunt Zhao, who is also hospitalized with cancer. Her husband and son often come to visit her. It can be seen that they are a very loving family. After she met Ye Ming, she quickly became friends with Ye Ming. friend.
Aunt Zhao's son was about the same age as Ye Ming, so she took great care of Ye Ming, just like her elders, her son and husband came to visit him again today and brought her gifts. She immediately happily took her family there. Ye Ming's ward visits.
When Aunt Zhao went, Qin Yi was feeding Ye Ming.
Ye Ming felt that it was unnecessary, but Qin Yi had to feed him like this, which made him very embarrassed. When he saw a guest coming, he gave Qin Yi a dissatisfied look.
Qin Yi smiled and put down the spoon in his hand. He also knew Aunt Zhao, and was very grateful that she often accompanied Ye Ming, and said politely, "You are here."
Aunt Zhao couldn't help laughing when she saw the tired and crooked appearance of their young couple. She pushed her son and said, "Go, put things down."
Aunt Zhao's son is a tall, thin, shy, smiling young man. He is humble and filial. He obediently puts the things in his hands in the ward.
Ye Ming smiled helplessly: "What are you doing with the gift again, I've already said it's no use."
Aunt Zhao smiled and said, "Hey, my child is going on a business trip to Province G. I heard that this local specialty snack is very good, so I bought it for me. I can't eat so much, so I will bring you some."
Aunt Zhao's son showed an embarrassed smile and scratched his head.
Ye Ming looked at the happy appearance of their family, and his eyes couldn't help showing an envious look, he said gratefully: "How embarrassing this is."
Aunt Zhao said, "There's nothing to be embarrassed about, and it's not something of value."
Ye Ming couldn't say anything else.
Qin Yi grabbed his hand and smiled at Aunt Zhao: "Thank you."
Aunt Zhao is also very pleasing to Qin Yi's eyes. Not only is this young man handsome, but he is also gentle, considerate and affectionate towards Ye Ming, just like Oppa in the idol drama. She immediately turned to look at her husband, He said angrily, "Look at Xiao Qin, you are not as handsome as others. You are not half as considerate as Xiao Qin. You really should learn more from others."
Mr. Zhao's face is innocent, but he is also very gentle and considerate. The key reason may be that he does not have Qin Yishuai.
Ye Ming couldn't help but burst out laughing.
Aunt Zhao and the others sat for a while, saying that they would not disturb their young couple's intimacy, so they left with their husband and son. Two men, one big and one small, coaxed her carefully. Such childlike innocence is truly enviable.
Qin Yi opened the snack sent by Aunt Zhao and took a look. He was very interested in opening it up for Ye Ming to taste, and said with a smile, "How is it?"
Ye Ming said, "It's delicious."
Qin Yi took a sip from Ye Ming's hand and said solemnly, "It's really good, I have to think about buying something to give back as a gift."
Ye Ming was helpless: "Aren't you busy? Worrying about this kind of thing all day?"
Qin Yi said solemnly: "This is serious business! Small things can be done by the secretary, but your friend, you must take it seriously."
The light in Ye Ming's eyes moved, he glanced at Qin Yi, and seemed to be impatient with his smooth tone, but when he turned his head, his eyes showed a mixture of emotion and sadness.
It would be great if it could always be like this...
…
Qin Yi went out in the afternoon, and there was an important meeting that he had to attend in person, but when he came back in the evening, he really remembered to buy a gift, and then went to visit with Ye Ming in person. The president of the dignified group was by Ye Ming's side. Just an ordinary, hands-on boyfriend.
Another simple day passed like this.
At night, Qin Yi was lying on the bed with Ye Ming in his arms, motionless. They hugged each other like this, feeling each other's heartbeats. It was as if time had stopped, and they could forget the helplessness for a while.
I don't know how long it took, Ye Ming couldn't sleep, he quietly opened his eyes, but found that Qin Yi didn't sleep, but looked at him with his eyes open.
Ye Ming suddenly felt uncomfortable and said, "You peek at me."
Qin Yi's black eyes glowed softly in the night. He held Ye Ming's hand slightly tighter, and his voice was hoarse, "I just want to see more."
Because I'm afraid I won't have the chance to watch it in the future.
Ye Ming lowered his eyes, not wanting Qin Yi to see the sad look in his eyes, even though he was seriously treating him, everyone knew... Time was still passing mercilessly.
He was silent for a long time, and suddenly said, "Aunt Zhao is very happy."
Qin Yi said, "Yeah..."
Ye Ming buried his face in Qin Yi's chest and said softly, "Actually, I also thought about it before, maybe twenty years from now, we will be like them. have a home…”
Just like all lovers in this world, they have a home of their own.
Qin Yi knew this angle, Ye Ming couldn't see the pain in his eyes, he said in a relaxed tone, "I think so too."
Ye Ming paused for a while, then said with emotion: "I'm different from you, I have no parents since I was a child, and they probably don't want me either... But I think, I can't have them in the first half of my life, but I can have you in the second half of my life. , I will eventually have a home, and I have the right to be happy."
Qin Yi said with certainty, "You can definitely do it."
Ye Ming suddenly smiled, he raised his head and said, "Yes, I am very happy now, I have you."
"The only thing I feel guilty about is you... How happy you were originally, you can have 12 points of happiness, but it is no longer complete because of me. You gave me everything I wanted, but I can't give you anything. "
Qin Yi looked at him and said seriously, "What you have given me is beyond your imagination."
There was a little sad look in Ye Ming's eyes, "Do you still remember the letter I left for you..."
"Oh, that letter, I've been keeping it. I pierce its head every day, just to let you see how good I am now when you come back and make you regret leaving." Qin Yi pretended He said lightly, "I don't need it now. I plan to frame it as a warning and tell myself to be nice to you, lest you accidentally run away."
Ye Ming couldn't help laughing out loud. After he finished laughing, he looked at Qin Yi seriously and said, "I'm sorry, I made you sad back then."
Qin Yi said unhappily: "It's all in the past, how many times do you have to say sorry? Shall we say it a hundred times first, and then promise not to say it again?"
Ye Ming suddenly stretched out his hand to cover his mouth and said slowly, "But, there is a sentence in it that is my sincerity."
Qin Yi was startled.
Ye Ming raised his head and kissed gently across the back of his hand. There seemed to be affection in his eyes. He said, "That sentence is... Don't be so stubborn, go home."
Qin Yi suddenly felt a little sour in his eyes.
[Ding, Qin Yi's blackening value is -3, the current blackening value is 2]