Ming Chong looked at Wang Heng with red eyes, his hands were so hard that his knuckles turned white, he tried his best to restrain himself, and spit out words from between his teeth: "He never told me this."
Wang Heng turned his head to look at Ye Ming, with deep affection in his eyes, and said sadly, "That's probably because he still wants to give me the last bit of face."
Ye Ming had been silent before, but now he suddenly opened his mouth and said lightly: "You were just impulsive, and in the end you didn't really do anything to me, not to mention... There is nothing to say about this kind of thing."
This confession finally made Ming Chong's reason completely collapse! He abruptly got up and strode to Wang Heng's front. At this moment, his eyes were red with anger, and he just wanted to kill this man! Pinch your fist and hit it!
Wang Heng also knew that Ming Chong would not let him go easily when he said this today. Ming Chong had experienced this feeling of powerlessness at the beginning... He did something wrong, but it was unreasonable for Ye Ming to take the burden for him.
He laughed at himself and didn't intend to fight back at all.
Seeing that the fist is about to land on Wang Heng's face! Ye Ming grabbed Ming Chong's wrist, his eyes were slightly cold: "Stop."
Ye Ming didn't use much force, Ming Chong could have easily thrown him away, but for some reason he didn't do that... He slowly turned his head, his face tensed, his voice hoarse, his eyes painful: "He did this to you. Excessive thing, you are still defending him?"
Ye Ming's expression was calm, and he smiled lightly: "It's five years ago, I don't care anymore, what else do you care about? Don't forget, we are no longer related."
Ming Chong's face turned pale.
Ye Ming looked at him indifferently, and said again: "Besides, what you are doing now is ten times more than his, what qualifications do you have to accuse him?"
These light words pierced Ming Chong's heart like a sharp arrow. He suddenly accepted so much information just now, and he was in a state of confusion. These words were like the straw that broke the camel's back! Make him almost unsteady!
It turned out that he had misunderstood Ye Ming from beginning to end
Are these things true? But what is the need for Wang Heng to deceive him, to pour such dirty water on himself in order to help Ye Ming get rid of it
Ming Chong's heart was in chaos, and he could hardly think for a moment. He wanted to believe what Wang Heng said, but he felt it was too absurd. If he admitted it, he would completely overturn all his cognitions over the years!
If it was just a misunderstanding at the beginning, then what is the unwillingness and suffering of the past few years? Is it just a joke
A layer of fragility appeared in Ming Chong's eyes, he suddenly didn't know what to say, and finally he just murmured: "Why didn't you tell me..."
Ye Ming looked at him like this and sighed softly, "Five years later, you are still so impulsive... If I told you at the beginning, what would you do?"
Ming Chong's fists clucked, of course to kill that bastard!
Seeing this, Ye Ming's eyes showed a trace of clarity, and said, "You will go to trouble with him, but at that time you can't get good with him... So I think it's better not to tell you, and I think I can handle it well. I don't want to cause a rift in your heart and affect our relationship because of this incident. Now it seems that I was wrong. Concealing it will only make your misunderstanding deeper. "
Ye Ming turned his head and said to Wang Heng: "I blamed you at the time, but after all, it was a lover, and nothing happened in the end... Besides, some things were said too much, but in the end it was just that everyone's faces were not good-looking. So I didn't say it, it's not all for you."
He has long passed the age of impulsive and naive, full of only love, and he no longer sees things in black and white, but is more inclined to weigh the pros and cons.
Speaking of that incident, it was nothing more than a loss for Ming Chong and Wang Heng. At that time, Ming Chong was not Wang Heng's opponent. The trouble of going to Wang Heng was very likely to be self-inflicted, and the trouble was too stiff. Wang Heng didn't even have the friendship to meet, and everyone lost face... So at the time, he thought it was the best choice not to talk about it and let this matter pass.
It's a pity that it's still so noisy today.
Wang Heng felt guilty and lonely when he heard this. Ye Ming still thought more about Ming Chong, but he could only say, "I'm sorry."
Ye Ming shook his head, he turned his face slightly, winked at him from an angle that Ming Chong couldn't see, and said, "I don't care anymore, you go, thank you for what you did for me... But we broke up The root cause of this matter has nothing to do with you."
Wang Heng saw the hinting look Ye Ming gave him, and immediately understood what Ye Ming meant.
Today, he can't get any better by staying here. Now that he has determined Ye Ming's whereabouts, he can only find a way to save him if he leaves. After all, he cannot guarantee that Ming Chong can really figure out how to let go at once.
Ming Chong's current state is obviously very wrong, and he seems to have fallen into some kind of paranoia. He can even do this kind of thing.
Wang Heng paused and said to Ming Chong, "I'm just here to tell you this, think about it, don't continue to embarrass Xuanwen, no matter what happened back then, at least he didn't really hurt you, did he? ?"
Ming Chong's eyes were dark, and after a long time, he let out a breath: "Take him out."
The bodyguards immediately took Wang Heng out and closed the door.
Until there were only the two of them left, Ming Chong turned his head to look at Ye Ming, his lips pursed into a straight line, his expression was struggling, and he slowly said, "Why didn't you tell me earlier, then I wouldn't..."
Ye Ming laughed before he finished speaking, and he raised the corners of his mouth: "Did I apologize to you after you came back? Did I explain it? But you are unwilling to believe it. Reason, you will believe it? Instead of thinking that I am making up a more ridiculous reason to deceive you?"
Ming Chong only felt that the blood all over his body was cold. If Ye Ming came back to him and said this at the beginning, would he really believe it? Probably just like what he said, he felt that he was making up reasons... The scene he saw with his own eyes made distrust and doubt rooted in his heart, and this was the real reason why he didn't want to believe Ye Ming.
And Ye Ming's insincere words made him always think that he didn't love him enough.
Because the so-called facts were recognized in their hearts, they turned a blind eye to so many truths... Obviously Ye Ming had denied it.
Ye Ming didn't mean to blame him, but said calmly: "What's more, only Wang Heng and I know what happened at the beginning. I'm afraid you don't really believe it now, do you? I think Wang Heng has no reason to lie to you."
Ming Chong's lips moved, and his eyes were slightly red. After a long time, he said hoarsely: "Wang Heng said... You told him that you wanted to settle down with me, was it true?"
Ye Ming was silent for a moment, then nodded.
Ming Chong suddenly laughed miserably, if all this is true, and he just saw some appearances, he stubbornly believed that this person betrayed him, did not love him, and finally did these things...
So what are these? But it's a big joke!
This man loved him in the first place, he could have had it five years ago, but he abandoned it all because of his ridiculous doubts and fragile self-esteem.
what is this? ! ! !
[Ding, Ming Chong's blackening value is -20, the current blackening value is 25]
Ming Chong clenched and loosened his hand hanging by his side. He fixedly looked at Ye Ming with a certain vulnerability in his eyes, "Then you say you love me... is it true..."
This time Ye Ming didn't answer for a long time. Just when Ming Chong was almost desperate, he finally spoke. His voice was calm but with some indubitable meaning, and he said, "I loved you."
When Ming Chong just came back, he loved him and tried to save him... But after so many things, he may not be able to continue this relationship.
Just as he couldn't go on with Ming Chong back then, and he can't go on now, trust is the most fundamental problem between them.
There are many people who love each other in this world who can't make it to the end. It's not one person's fault. Sometimes, it may just be a misunderstanding, a lie... or a mistake.
Ming Chong staggered and took a step back, and the mere four words almost shattered his bones.
It was ten thousand times more painful than Ye Ming saying he didn't love him.
What the hell did he do? Obviously Ye Ming said that he loved him, he explained to him, why didn't he believe it at the time? Why do you want to do such a thing
It was he who pushed the man away with his own hands.
Ming Chong's eyes were red, and there was a desperate, crazy, paranoid look in his eyes, his voice was hoarse, and he said slowly, "We... can also start over."
This time I will not misunderstand you easily.
Ye Ming smiled, and the smile was a little cold. He said, "Ming Chong, do you understand? No matter how many times we start over, it will be impossible for us. You believe me today, what about tomorrow, the day after tomorrow?" A month later, what about a year later?"
"Can you guarantee that you will no longer doubt me because of some clues? Can you guarantee that you will no longer doubt my intentions?"
"I've been through so many things, and it took me a long time to figure out what the most critical issue between us is... the lack of trust.
Life is very long, we will encounter many, many things, and many people. One day, we will have conflicts, quarrels, and anger... There will be times when we don't like each other. "
Ye Ming looked at him deeply, "At that time, can you still say with certainty that you will no longer misunderstand and doubt?"
It's not that I can't love you, it's that you don't believe in my love for you, freezing three feet is not a day's cold, maybe since a long, long time ago... You never really trusted me in your heart, although it wasn't all you The fault is that my past and actions make it difficult to trust... but my heart for you is true.
Too bad you don't believe it.
And I'm tired of your paranoia.
Ming Chong looked into Ye Ming's eyes. He had never been so consciously aware that he might really lose this person.
And this time, he couldn't blame Ye Ming for half a sentence, and he was the one who made the most mistakes.
He suddenly remembered the scene of that year, even after more than a thousand days and nights, that scene was still deeply in his mind, he even remembered every expression on Ye Ming's face, every change of tone.
At that time, he only felt angry and painful, but now that he thinks about it, Ye Ming is probably very tired.
Because I didn't want to believe him, I didn't want to understand him, and I was entangled, so I said that out of impatience... But I didn't care about his mood, and walked away without even a chance to save it. leave it to him.
Ming Chong closed his eyes, he suddenly felt a little warm in his eyes, the person I love the most... I didn't have to lose you at all.
He really wanted to step forward and get close to that person, but he couldn't move his feet or lift his hands.
It's so close to each other, but it's like a world away.
Ye Ming showed a self-deprecating smile. He raised his eyebrows and said to Ming Chong, "If you believe me this time, then let me go. Don't worry, I will not hold you accountable."
After all, you are the one I loved too.
Ming Chong's hand hanging by his side was tightly clenched into a fist, trembling slightly, a look of intense pain and struggle flashed in his eyes, and after a full minute, he slowly raised his head and said, "I can't let go. you go."
Ye Ming was really surprised this time, because when he saw Ming Chong's appearance just now, he thought he had figured it out, and suddenly said coldly, "If you don't believe what Wang Heng said, you will continue to take revenge on me."
Ming Chong's face was bloodless: "No..."
Ye Ming said: "What is that for?"
Ming Chong laughed miserably, for what
Because I can't lose you. If you leave this time, I'm afraid you won't even look at me again. This time... I don't even have a chance to save you. This time you really don't love me anymore.
But I can't lose you.
Ming Chong looked at him with tender and nostalgic eyes mixed with pain and regret, and his voice was low: "Because I love you."
Ye Ming was stunned for a moment, then sneered: "What tricks are you playing, or do you think, 'I love you' is a gold medal that you can hurt others at will?"
His eyes were a little cold: "Ming Chong, you should be almost there, don't keep pestering me to make me look down on you."
Ming Chong closed his eyes and looked down on me... That's right, I've done so many excessive things, it's normal for you to think so.
After a while, Ming Chong opened his eyes. He seemed to have made up his mind. He slowly moved his footsteps and walked to Ye Ming. He stretched out his arms and hugged the person in front of him. , but this time I won't doubt you anymore, I won't hurt you again, except let you go... I'll listen to you in everything, okay?"
"do not leave Me."
There was a hint of pleading in his voice. At this moment, any ridiculous self-esteem was thrown aside. As long as he could keep this person, he could do anything.
Ye Ming was extremely disappointed, he shook off Ming Chong without hesitation, and said coldly, "I'm tired."
After speaking, he turned and went upstairs indifferently.
Ming Chong didn't come up to him that night, he just stood at the door, staring straight ahead through a door, as if he could look at the person he loves.
He stood like this all night.
…
Ye Ming woke up the next morning and Ming Chong was no longer there.
[888: Your hole cards are used up, and there are 25 blackening points left.]
[Ye Ming: I haven't used it up yet, where is it used up? I still have a good hand waiting for him. Now it's finally my turn to play ^_^]
[888: …Isn’t it just this misunderstanding?]
[Ye Ming: There is no misunderstanding to create a misunderstanding, and there is no trump card to create a trump card. The right medicine is the truth. Look at me~ I promise to let Xiao Ming relax and believe that I love him!]
[888: But you don't love him at all.]
[Ye Ming:…]
What if his system is always telling the truth
Ming Chong came back at noon, and his attitude towards Ye Ming changed a lot. Although he had been very kind and gentle to Ye Ming during this time, he always seemed strong and undeniable... Now it seems to be the same as five years ago, Even more accommodating and tolerant to Ye Ming than five years ago.
Ye Ming's attitude was indifferent, he didn't even bother to look at him, no matter what Ming Chong said to him, he didn't bother to answer.
Ming Chong really wanted to get close to this person, but he reluctantly forced him to give up a little bit. He endured a lot of hard work. At night, he wanted to hug Ye Ming and make out, but Ye Ming's cold eyes made him feel stiff and at a loss.
After a while, he looked at Ye Ming with pleading eyes: "I'm sorry... why don't you beat me to get out?"
Ye Ming also laughed angrily, he narrowed his eyes: "I still say that, either let me go, or I have nothing to say to you."
There is sadness in Ming Chong's eyes, I'm sorry... This is the only thing I can't promise you.
…
Since that day, Ming Chong has tried every means to please Ye Ming, but Ye Ming never gave him a smile, which made Ming Chong feel very frustrated. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't undo the mistakes he made.
And Ye Ming's character has always been not good at taking things right. When he loves you, he can love you with gentleness and tolerance, and do his best to love you. Once he gives up, he is more heartless than everyone else.
Ming Chong felt powerless and hopeless. He once thought that he didn't care whether Ye Ming loved him or not. Anyway, as long as he could have this person, it was fine, but when the truth was revealed, when he knew that Ye Ming once really loved him... Knowing that losing Ye Ming's love made him almost unable to breathe.
He really couldn't care less about it.
What he really wants... is that Ye Ming loves him. This is what he desires most from the bottom of his heart. It is this desire that drives him to do wrong things again and again.
This day, Ming Chong was walking with Ye Ming in the garden. Suddenly, a harsh siren sounded outside. Ye Ming's eyes finally changed a little. It seems that Wang Heng saw that Ming Chong still did not let him go, and finally chose to call the police!
Ming Chong also heard the voice, but his expression was calm, and he didn't show any panic, which surprised Ye Ming. Did Ming Chong really give up
The police car stopped at the door of the villa. Wang Heng and two policemen came in together. When he saw Ye Ming, he immediately showed excited eyes, "Xuanwen."
One of the policemen came over and politely said to Ming Chong, "Are you Mr. Ming? Someone called the police and said you were illegally detaining others."
Ming Chong's expression was calm and indifferent. He glanced at Ye Ming and said with a smile, "It's nothing."
Ye Ming sneered and took the initiative to stand up: "He doesn't allow me to leave here, please take me away."
Ming Chong put his arms around Ye Ming's waist, and said in a gentle and indulgent tone: "Don't make trouble, it's not good for the police to come over for a trivial matter." He said to the police, "He is my lover. , I quarreled with me before, so I got angry and called the police. There is no illegal detention at all.
The policeman was expressionless, and he asked Ye Ming again, "Is that so?"
Ye Ming's eyes showed anger, "No, we broke up a long time ago! I don't want to stay here at all!"
Wang Heng also stood up and said: "Don't believe Ming Chong's words, it is he who will not let Xuanwen leave here."
The police looked at them, and then looked at Wang Heng meaningfully, showing a businesslike attitude: "But we didn't see any reluctance, this gentleman seems to be in good physical and mental condition, if it's just a couple We are not easy to intervene in disputes, do you have any other evidence to prove that this is illegal detention?"
In fact, they had been instructed a long time ago that this matter was just a passing scene, and the owner's emotional disputes were not their responsibility... But no matter how someone called the police, they had to go with Wang Heng this way, and it would not really be with them. Ming Chong is right.
Wang Heng was also a person who had been in society for a long time, and instantly realized that something was wrong.
Ye Ming struggled violently, trying to get rid of Ming Chong's control, but Ming Chong didn't seem to exert much force, but he couldn't leave his arms, and pressed his face directly into his arms, softly said: "Don't make trouble. already."
The policeman smiled when he saw this, "I'm sorry to disturb you, we'll go now."
Unwillingly, Wang Heng tried to entangle, and was invited out by the bodyguard. Before leaving, he struggled and shouted angrily: "Ming Chong, don't go too far!"
Ye Ming hoped that he could get rid of Ming Chong's control this time, but the hope just rose and dashed.
He finally understood how Ming Chong could simply let Wang Heng leave without trying to transfer himself. It turned out that he had already managed everything so that he could not escape! There is simply no one else who can help him!
Ye Ming's chest couldn't stop rising and falling, and the anger and despair in his heart made him finally lose his calm, and said coldly, "Ming Shao's great power is really admirable!"
Seeing that Ye Ming was angry, Ming Chong immediately showed a flattering expression and said gently, "As long as you don't leave me... I will listen to you in the future, and promise not to make you angry again."
Ye Ming said sarcastically, "I'm afraid I can't bear the love of Young Master Ming!" After speaking, he left.
Ming Chong looked at Ye Ming's back, and his eyes flashed sadly.
He actually doesn't have any feelings for the Ming family. The reason why he spared no effort to climb up is just to have the ability to have such a person one day, and not to feel the powerlessness at the beginning.
But if he could... He wished he would never have to resort to such means.
Ye Ming seemed to be really angry this time, he locked himself in the room without even having dinner, and didn't want to take another look at Ming Chong!
Ming Chong felt guilty and did not dare to disturb Ye Ming.
…
[Ye Ming: Xiao Ming is still not very enlightened, his personality is too paranoid, he just doesn't understand that some things are useless by force.]
[888: I don't think he minds it. Anyway, looking at him like that, I don't expect to get your heart.]
[Ye Ming: Then how can it be done! As long as the body does not care about the mind, it is a crooked way! I have to teach him well, there will be no good results in loving someone like this! Love should not be just possession.]
[888: ... ] Listening to this scumbag's analysis of how love can feel like a dog.
The next morning, Ming Chong stood in front of Ye Ming's room for a long time, but after all, he had company affairs to deal with, so he couldn't stay here forever. After hesitating for a moment, he walked in and said, "I'm going out for a while today."
Ye Ming looked at him sarcastically: "I don't dare to care where you are going."
A look of injury flashed across Ming Chong's eyes, he closed his eyes, and forced a smile: "After these few days are over, I'll take you out on vacation, okay?"
Ye Ming let out a soft sneer and didn't answer.
Ming Chong pursed his lips and didn't speak. Ye Ming's performance made him feel like a huge rock was pressing down on his heart, and he could hardly breathe, but he would never let go of this person again.
After Ming Chong left, Ye Ming sat quietly in the room for a while. After about an hour, it was estimated that Ming Chong would not be able to come back for the time being, and then he got up and went to the first floor.
He was standing in front of the closed door with a prominent camera on it.
Ye Ming suddenly smiled, and there was a hint of determination in this strange smile.
He raised his head slightly, without even looking at himself, he picked up the fruit knife from the table and cut into his wrist slowly and forcefully. He raised his brows slightly, with a smile in his eyes, and slightly hooked his lips towards the camera: "You can't hold me back."
The author has something to say: Xiaoye: I cut it.
888: Cut it.
Xiaoye: I really cut it!
888: Hurry up and cut.
Xiaoye: I really, really cut it!
888: Pain shielding has already been opened for you, are you still cutting
Xiaoye: But I still feel afraid of QAQ
888: Then don't look at it, close your eyes and cut it, it's over without feeling it. (Daily envy the host of 444)
Xiaoye: (⊙v⊙) Makes sense! (looks up at the camera)
Ming Chong: Ancestor, you just cut me off