Ming Chong was on the road at the time. He glanced at his phone at the red light, and saw Ye Ming showing him a gentle smile that he hadn't seen for a long time on the screen. At that moment, Ming Chong only felt that there seemed to be a sea of blood in front of him!
He frantically turned the steering wheel, slapped the horn, and ignored the red lights and traffic on the road ahead, turned the car and drove back!
On the way back, because I drove too fast, I was distracted, and accidentally hit a stone pier on the side of the road, almost crashing the car! But Ming Chong didn't care and continued to drive back. He only knew that he couldn't delay a minute or a second!
It's all his fault... Because he was afraid of Ye Ming escaping, so only he could open that door. At this moment, he only had regrets in his heart!
It took Ming Chong half an hour to finally get home, and the ambulance that received the phone call arrived almost at the same time.
He opened the door unsteadily and rushed in, only to see Ye Ming lying in a pool of blood, with five or six deep wounds on his arm, his flesh turned out, and the blood stained the carpet under him red. His face was pale and bloodless, his eyes were tightly closed, and the eyelashes cast light shadows under them.
Ming Chong felt dazed and dark in front of him, he held Ye Ming with trembling hands, lowered his head to his chest, and listened to the faint heartbeat... The doctor rushed over and hurriedly gave Ye Ming an emergency hemostasis, and then placed Ye Ming on his chest. Ming was put on a stretcher and taken to an ambulance.
Ming Chong felt that his hand was empty, as if his heart was also empty. He opened his palm, and the palm was full of blood, which was Ye Ming's blood...
You just... don't want to stay by my side.
Would you rather die than leave
Ming Chong knelt on the ground and looked at his hands absentmindedly. He heard the harsh sound of an ambulance in his ears, and his eyes were red with blood, and his whole world seemed to sink.
But in the end... He struggled to his feet and followed the doctor into the ambulance.
He can't just give up, he still has a lot to do.
Ye Ming was lying on the stretcher, his arms were simply bandaged, and he was covered with a blanket.
Ming Chong clasped his hands together and placed them on his forehead. He suddenly didn't dare to look up at Ye Ming's current appearance... He thought he could have this person by coercion, he thought he could control everything.
But he forgot one thing, he forgot that maybe Ye Mingning didn't want to stay by his side even if he died. If a person is not afraid of death, what is there to be afraid of? What can I leave behind
Is it just to keep a dead body
The ambulance quickly arrived at the hospital, Ye Ming was pushed into the emergency room, Ming Chong was sitting outside, his fingertips almost plunged into his palm, and there was only one thought in his mind.
Is it too late? Can you still be saved? Ye Ming... will he die
What if he dies...
No, it must not die!
After a while, the doctor finally came out, "Mr. Ming, the patient's life is no longer in danger."
This sentence made Ming Chong keep mentioning the heart that he had never let go of, and finally let it go. He opened his mouth and let out a hoarse voice: "Thank you."
The doctor nodded: "Yes, you are welcome."
Ming Chong supported the wall with one hand and stood up slowly. He was silent for a long time, and it seemed that he mustered up all his courage before finally entering the ward.
Ye Ming'an slept there quietly, and hadn't woken up yet.
Ming Chong stood beside Ye Ming's hospital bed and stared at this man in a daze.
If I had known that I would have to pay such a price for keeping you, I would have chosen to let you go.
[Ding, Ming Chong's blackening value is -10, the current blackening value is 15]
…
[Ye Ming: Ah... How long have I slept?]
[888: Soon, only one day.]
[Ye Ming: Am I in the hospital?]
[888: Of course, not where is the hospital? Is it in the morgue?]
[Ye Ming:…]
[Ye Ming: I told you, don't talk to me like this! As a system, why don't you respect your host at all? Don't you know that I can easily become emotionally unstable and fail the mission?]
[888: Oh, do you want to cancel the pain shield of the honorable host?]
[Ye Ming: Brother, I was wrong QAQ]
[888: Wouldn't there be any problems now? By the way, if you feel emotionally unstable, just take three deep breaths. It is said that many hosts are useful for personal testing.]
[Ye Ming:…]
Ye Ming took thirty deep breaths and finally felt calm.
He slowly opened his eyes and saw Ming Chong lying beside his bed, apparently he didn't go back all night and stayed here all the time.
Ming Chong didn't fall asleep at all, and woke up with a little movement. He raised his head, revealing a pair of red bloodshot eyes, and immediately met Ye Ming's eyes.
He stared at Ye Ming without speaking. In fact, he had a lot of things he wanted to say, but when he looked at this person, he found that he couldn't say a word. They used to be so close, but now they can only be relatively silent.
Ye Ming looked at him calmly. After a while, with a smile in his eyes, he spoke first: "I said - you can't keep me."
Ming Chong's eyes suddenly turned red.
How can this person be so ruthless and cruel? He actually knows it in his heart, he knows that he is not willing to really hurt him, that he is not willing to see him die... Knowing that he can definitely force himself to let go.
That's why I chose this decisive way to express my attitude.
But he couldn't blame him, because he was the one who made the mistake first and couldn't be forgiven. He has no right to blame him.
Ming Chong's eyes were full of pain, and his voice was hoarse: "Don't worry, I won't shut you up again."
Ye Ming glanced at him and said lightly: "That's good, if there is nothing else, I will rest. Young Master Ming is busy with business, so you don't need to accompany me here."
Ming Chong pursed his lips tightly. Although Ye Ming never said a radical word from the beginning to the end, his calm and distant tone made him even more painful, and he could hardly restrain himself.
But he has already made one mistake, that's the price of his mistake, and he can't make the same mistake again.
So no matter how uncomfortable it is, you have to be patient and stop being impulsive.
Ming Chong stood up: "You have a good rest, I will see you later."
Ye Ming's voice was cold: "No need."
This time Ming Chong didn't respond, he turned around and left, the tall figure seemed a little lonely and tired.
He chose to give Ye Ming freedom, but that didn't mean he would let go.
Ye Ming saw that Ming Chong was gone, closed his eyes and continued to rest. He lives in an advanced ward, the service is very good, and Ming Chong specially hired a nurse for him. Besides, the injury was not serious, so he didn't find it very difficult.
After Ming Chong left, he went out for a walk and found that Ming Chong really didn't look at him anymore, not even a bodyguard to watch the door.
[Ye Ming: This is unscientific, he doesn't look like he intends to let go.]
[888: He didn't intend to let go at first. There are 6 people around here who are looking at you in disguise, including the nurse who takes care of you.]
[Ye Ming: Oh!]
This is normal, how could Ming Chong look so open all of a sudden? If things are abnormal, there must be demons. Now it seems that he is just learning to be smart. Although he is not locked, he still quietly monitors his every move.
In this way, he is within his line of sight, but he will not be disgusted by it. It can be said to be very considerate!
…
In the evening, Ming Chong really came over again, and he didn't care how cold Ye Ming was, he stayed in the ward and refused to leave. Ye Ming had no way to drive Ming Chong out. Ming Chong wouldn't do anything to him anyway, so he simply turned a blind eye.
Ming Chong also knew that Ye Ming didn't want to talk to him, so he didn't bother him, he just came over to accompany him silently when he was free, and when he was there, he always took care of Ye Ming himself, and it was a pleasure to serve him tea and water.
After a few days like this, Ye Ming finally couldn't help but ask, "What do you mean?"
Ming Chong's dark eyes were filled with repressed feelings, and he said, "I just want to stay by your side."
Of course I know what you're doing, I'm asking what you mean by that! It was you who didn't believe me and wanted to take revenge on me, but now you suddenly look like you have no regrets... Are you trying to shake me
Ye Ming looked at you deeply: "But I don't need you to do this, we are over."
Ming Chong's face was painful, and he whispered: "I know you won't forgive me... But please give me a chance to make up for it."
Ye Ming looked at him for a long time, let out a breath, and smiled lightly: "How many times do you have to tell me to understand, we can't go back. Now that the misunderstanding is resolved, you don't plan to keep me locked up, you should Let this go."
Ming Chong looked in pain, and at this moment he heard Ye Ming say: "And you have something wrong, I can forgive you."
Ming Chong was stunned, his eyes suddenly revealed an unbelievable joy, "You—"
Ye Ming's lips twitched: "I forgive you, so let's go."
Since then, the road has gone to the sky on both sides, but I am just a stranger. What is the need to spend a lifetime to hate and read.
Hating someone is actually a very labor-intensive thing.
Ming Chong's face was immediately bloodless, and the trace of joy disappeared in an instant... He looked into Ye Ming's eyes and understood what he meant, but he suddenly preferred that he didn't understand.
He suddenly would rather Ye Ming not forgive him.
If he doesn't even want to hate, what is he in his heart
Ming Chong's smile was very bitter. After a while, he only spit out three words: "I'm sorry."
Other than that, I don't know what else to say to you.
In the past few years, Ming Chong will do whatever he can to climb up. He has encountered many difficulties, obstacles and plots, but he has never been as powerless as now, because even if he has all kinds of means, he can't restore a heart that has already left. .
Even if he took out his heart, this person would probably be dismissive.
But... I can't leave you.
…
Ming Chong does not restrict any actions of Ye Ming, but he always appears beside Ye Ming, everywhere.
Ye Ming's temperament is gentle and reasonable, and he almost never gets angry with people, and he never makes trouble with people in public. Although he doesn't like Ming Chong's rogue behavior, he can't do anything about it.
Ming Chong just ate Ding Ye Ming's character and knew that he would not drive him away like a shrew, so he stayed by his side in this way.
Although Ye Ming had never given him a good look, at least he could look at him now, and Ming Chong was already satisfied.
In order to be able to accompany Ye Ming, he did not even rush back to the birthday banquet of the old man Ming at home, but entrusted his subordinates to send gifts, which was the first time for him. After all, it is the old man Ming that he can rely on to gain a firm foothold in the Ming family. He has been very respectful and impeccable all these years. This move has made many people in the Ming family wonder, what happened to Ming Chong? It is even so important. Nothing can come back
A few days later, Ye Ming felt that he had almost recovered.
[Ye Ming: I can be discharged from the hospital. To be honest, staying in the hospital is quite boring.]
[888: I thought you were enjoying it, hehe.]
[Ye Ming:…]
[Ye Ming: Cough, this is not important, the important thing is that it is almost time to move on to the next step! There is no point in staying in the hospital.]
[888's tone is indifferent: Oh, you still have the next step.]
[Ye Ming: Of course I have it, even the lines are memorized! There are some things that he didn't listen to before, and would only think that I was a sophistry and a lie, but now I say it is just right, as long as I let him know that I have always loved him and thought about him, I can definitely lower the blackening value.]
[888: Hehe.]
Ming Chong is very busy these days, because someone stabbed some of his affairs to Ming Lao, so he had to go home to deal with it in person. However, even if he wasn't here, he always paid attention to Ye Ming's news. It didn't take long to hear that Ye Ming was discharged from the hospital.
Ming Chong arranged things at home and rushed back by plane without rest for two days and two nights.
As soon as Ming Chong got off the plane, he asked his subordinates, "Where is he now?"
The subordinate immediately sent the address to Ming Chong.
Ming Chong glanced at the address sent to him by his subordinates, and his expression changed suddenly. He didn't even have time to change his clothes.
There were no people on the road at night, it was very quiet and not crowded, so Ming Chong did not take much time to reach his destination.
Ming Chong raised his head and looked at the familiar building in front of him. The old residential building was lit with lights upstairs. Without much effort, he saw his home at a glance.
This is his home, but he hasn't been back for a long, long time.
Since he established a relationship with Ye Ming, he moved to Ye Ming's house, which was vacant, and then the day they broke up... He returned to this lonely and deserted home alone, and found that he had lost everything.
He simply packed up and left. Originally, he just planned to leave this heartbreaking place temporarily, but he didn't want to enter Ming's house, and then he didn't come back for five years.
Even if he returned to the city this time, he never thought of coming back. It was just a cold empty house anyway, so what was the point of not coming back.
But why did Ye Ming come here? Ming Chong's eyes were complicated, and his heart was full of doubts... He paused, then slowly stepped up the steps.
The door of the house was just ajar, and it opened with a slight push.
This house is not big, the living room is connected to the dining room, and it is only a few dozen square meters. Everything is the same as before, just like it was before he left...
But this is not normal. A place where no one has lived in five years should be full of dust, musty smell, and lifeless... It is not like it is now, clean and warm, as if someone has always lived here and took good care of it.
It was as if someone was waiting for him to come back.
Ming Chong was lost for a moment. He stood there in a daze, looking at the dim yellow light coming from the balcony, and suddenly felt a sense of fear.
Afraid that the truth had been so close to him that he could not see it.
Five years... Obviously he only needs to come back and take a look... Maybe he will get a completely different answer.
Ming Chong stood there for several minutes before raising his footsteps again.
Ye Ming was sitting on the bamboo chair on the balcony with a pot of tea in front of him. He turned his head when he heard the footsteps, and there was no surprise in those dark eyes, only understanding. He said softly, "You're here."
Ming Chong's hands clenched tightly, his voice was low, with a slightly imperceptible vibrato, "You know I'll come over."
Ye Ming leaned back and said lightly, "Yeah, you made people follow me, didn't you?" He turned his head slightly, with a helpless smile on his face: "You are still the same as before."
Ming Chong's heart was full of pain. He knew what Ye Ming meant. He was talking about the time five years ago.
He also followed him that time. Ye Ming was very unhappy at that time, and blamed himself for following him... Now that I think about it, it's normal to be angry, right? Because he feels he doesn't trust him.
He didn't betray himself, and it was so sad that he had to go home and face the doubts of his loved ones when he encountered such a bad thing.
But I didn't realize this until today.
Ye Ming picked up the teacup and sighed: "I didn't expect you to leave like that. After you left... I always come and see from time to time, thinking about when you might come back. I'm back, I have a lot to say to you."
"I'm not afraid that others will find out about your relationship with me. You were in my company at the time. If someone found out that you were in a relationship with your own boss, would you think others would criticize me more, or criticize you more?"
Ming Chong's expression changed, and he pursed his lips and did not speak.
Ye Ming looked at him deeply, "I know you don't care what others think of you, you just want to be with me upright, but I don't want to see you being questioned and pointed... I hope after everything is ready When we announce our relationship to others, at least when I was with you, I seriously considered our future, but I didn't have time to tell you."
Ming Chong remembered what he had done to Ye Ming in the conference room at that time, what he said, and the emotions of regret, guilt and pain filled the sky.
He suddenly felt that he had no face to face this person. Obviously Ye Ming had been thinking about him all the time, but he didn't know how to understand.
Wang Heng was right, he was just an immature and naive boy back then, no wonder he didn't take him seriously.
And now that he is finally strong, he still cannot see the truth.
The most ridiculous person is actually him.
[Ding, Ming Chong's blackening value is -5, the current blackening value is 10]
Ye Ming rubbed the teacup in his hand and lowered his eyes slightly, "If I knew you would mind so much, I wouldn't hide it at the time... But the one thing I regret the most is not this, but - before you left. , the two words I said to you."
Ming Chong's eyes were slightly red, and he said in a hoarse voice, "I don't mind anymore."
Ye Ming shook his head and said slowly and clearly, "But I don't mind.
In the past five years... I always think of the scene when you left, the ruthless words I said to you before you left, and regret that the pain has been tormenting me. No matter what happened at the time, I shouldn't have said that to you. Unintentional words are the most hurtful, and words that are spoken out are just spilled water. If you hurt someone, you hurt someone, and even if they heal, there will still be scars. "
"And some things, it's not your fault alone, I'm also at fault, it's me that makes you feel insecure."
Ming Chong felt that his throat was a little stiff and he couldn't speak. In fact, those two words were just Ye Ming's angry words... He shouldn't take it seriously, but what did he say
Hundreds and thousands of times more than that.
But those words could not be taken back... It was not Ye Ming who should blame himself, but him.
Ye Ming smiled slightly: "You know what? I believe you still love me now."
Ming Chong looked at him blankly, the next moment, he saw Ye Ming slowly pouring the water in his hand to the ground, looked at him with calm eyes, and slightly opened his lips: "It's just that it's hard to cover the water, and it's hard to break the mirror. Just round."
The water droplets splashed in front of Ming Chong, and he only felt that the blood all over his body seemed to be cold.
At this moment, he finally understood that the most powerless thing in this world is probably not a misunderstanding or a miss, but when the truth comes out and you want to go back, you find that... the way back has long disappeared.
The author has something to say: 888: My host is talking nonsense every day :)