"Why are you here?" Ye Ming's throat was strangled, and he could only make a difficult voice.
Jiang Ci lowered his head, stared at Ye Ming's face, and saw the panic in his eyes.
He couldn't help but think of what he saw just now, Ye Ming's gentle smile to Li Siyang and Li Xu'an, while he stood in a dark corner, like a humble beggar, watching him treat others gently.
Anyway, I can't let you stay by my side no matter what, if I can't let you continue to love me, why should I do anything to please you like before
I should have figured this out long ago.
Ye Ming felt that it was difficult to breathe and stretched out his hand to break Jiang Ci's hand. He always had the illusion that he was going to kill him just like this... However, he did not expect that it would be opened with a single push. on the sofa.
Jiang Ci got up and knelt down beside him, stretched out his hand to squeeze his chin, and said lightly, "I really know how to pretend."
Although Jiang Ci's tone was very calm and calm, Ye Ming somehow felt that he was angry, even though he didn't know why he was angry.
Jiang Ci lowered his head slightly, spit the hot air in Ye Ming's ear, and chuckled: "You are still so good at deceiving people, turning people around, you say that if I tell Li Xu'an, you are actually a kidnapper who can abuse children, he I'm afraid you wouldn't dare to let you pick up his son so assured?"
Ye Ming's face turned pale. He had already agreed to many excessive demands in order to prevent Jiang Ci from doing so, but the initiative did not lie with him. If Jiang Ci insisted on doing this, he would have no choice.
Jiang Ci stroked Ye Ming's cheek, looking at his slightly pale face, with a deep longing look in his eyes, suddenly unable to restrain his impulse, he lowered his head and kissed his lips.
He had endured this for a long, long time, and now he didn't want to endure it any longer.
This man can only belong to him!
Ye Ming's eyes widened suddenly, and without thinking, he reached out to push Jiang Ci, but he was caught by Jiang Ci's waist, unable to break free at all, and he was almost suffocated by the kiss.
Jiang Ci thought that Ye Ming was struggling too much, so he tore off Ye Ming's clothes, tied his hands tightly together, pressed him on the sofa, and lowered his head to bite the back of his neck.
Ye Ming felt Jiang Ci's presumptuous actions, only felt his scalp numb, and struggled desperately, "Let me go! You are crazy!"
Jiang Ci gave a playful low smile: "Let go of you? Do you think I can't satisfy you alone? Do you need me to find a few more people?"
Ye Ming trembled with shame and anger, and his eyes looked sad and disappointed. He said, "Do you have to do this? Just to get revenge on me, do things that even feel disgusting to yourself... You are obviously not such a person... "
In my memory, you were a very good child, kind and dependable, and gentle at heart.
But what I see now is a depraved beast dominated by hatred, madly hurting others and hurting itself.
Jiang Ci's eyes were cold and his voice was indifferent, "Oh? Then what kind of person do you think I should be?"
Ye Ming turned his head slightly, his eyes were slightly red, he said: "I'm sorry for you... You can take revenge on me, but I don't want you to turn yourself into the kind of person you hate because of hatred. ."
I really don't want you to be like me, change yourself beyond recognition because of hatred, do wrong things, and then spend your life paying for your mistakes.
I didn't understand this truth at first, but unfortunately it was too late to regret it by the time I understood it.
I know that you still have a kind side in your heart. You are the person I love deeply, so I hope you can live well, instead of becoming a vengeful demon on a whim and indulging your own desires.
Don't repeat my mistakes.
Jiang Ci looked into Ye Ming's eyes. Ye Ming said these words with such sincerity and seriousness in his eyes, as if these were words from his heart. He hoped that he could be well, let go of hatred and live a good life.
At this moment he seemed to go back to the past, back to when they were still together, back to when he still loved him... The past and the present are intertwined.
Jiang Ci was almost unable to continue, what was he doing? Obviously he once respected and loved this person as a father, but now his heart is full of dirty desires, and he just wants to follow his instincts and enjoy the thrill of revenge.
But the trance in his eyes only lasted for a moment, and soon it was covered with coldness again.
Can the pain I endured be easily expelled in one sentence? Just let me go, you want me to let you go
You obviously wanted to run away from me before, but now, in order to avoid my revenge, you can continue to pretend to care about me without shame? I will never trust you again!
Jiang Ci's fingers brushed Ye Ming's neck, and he smiled lowly: "What you said makes sense."
Ye Ming showed a look of surprise. He was very worried that Jiang Ci would not listen to him. He really didn't want the two of them to go to this point.
Jiang Ci looked at Ye Ming's face, showing a cat-and-mouse smile, and said, "It's just that you said something wrong, I don't hate the way I am now, on the contrary, revenge on you is what makes me happiest. thing."
The joy in Ye Ming's eyes dissipated instantly. He looked into Jiang Ci's gloomy eyes, and suddenly rolled his legs off the sofa. He had a hunch that what happened next was something he was unwilling to bear.
But before he could stand up, he was grabbed by his ankle and pulled back mercilessly.
…
This torture was so long for him, and the perpetrator was like a cruel tyrant, no matter how he cried, begged, scolded and struggled, he would not be moved.
By the end, Ye Ming could hardly even move his fingers.
He lay on the ground with empty eyes, blood flowing down his thighs, his body was full of marks, and he was embarrassed.
Why, things will develop to this point
Was all that just now his nightmare? Has he returned to the hopeless world he can't break free from
Jiang Ci stood aside, slowly buttoning his shirt, and the corners of his lips were slightly raised. He finally completely possessed this person. The great satisfaction this process brought him was beyond his imagination.
He finally understands that he is not limited to wanting to trap this person by his side, he also wants him to belong to him completely from body to heart and from the outside!
This is what he really wants!
[Ding, Jiang Ci's blackening value is -10, the current blackening value is 70]
Jiang Ci got dressed, grabbed Ye Ming's arm, dragged him to the bathroom, and threw him on the ground.
Ye Ming had long since lost the strength to resist, and the pain brought by that fierce plunder made him almost numb. But the most painful thing is not the body, but the heart... The most painful thing is the person who hurt him with his own hands...
He was the one he loved, who he had treated as his own child.
Jiang Ci looked at Ye Ming's empty and numb appearance, as if he had been completely defeated. He patted his face and smiled in a low voice: "What are you pretending to be? It's really cool to be fucked by me. It's disgusting... should have been recorded to show you this-"
Before he could finish speaking, there was a sudden 'smack' sound, making Jiang Ci's words come to an abrupt end.
Ye Ming raised his hand and slapped him.
He was obviously powerless, but he didn't know where the potential burst out. He raised his hand and hit Jiang Ci. The slap had no strength at all.
But the disappointment and anger contained in it was deeper than any violent words and actions.
Ye Ming looked at him, the disappointment and anger in his eyes were so heavy, and it was like the cold wave in the extreme north, which could freeze the blood of people's whole body. He opened his mouth slowly and made a broken and indifferent voice: "Are you... happy..."
Jiang Ci didn't move, and after a while, he seemed to have recovered from the slap just now. Although the depression and pain in his heart made him feel extremely depressed, he said, "Yeah, I'm very happy."
When Ye Ming heard this, it seemed that he finally gave up any hope, and he closed his eyes tiredly.
This is how he made a mistake...
But the saddest thing is that what he hates the most is not Jiang Ci, but himself, who made this child like this by himself...
Maybe from the time when he went to the hospital to take him away desperately, or when he hurt him, or maybe it was just when he left without saying goodbye... All of this is already doomed today.
He tried to make amends, but it might be too late...
Jiang Ci looked at Ye Ming like this, and when he saw that he was finally hurt by himself, he thought he would be very happy, but he might not be so happy, instead, a disturbing emotion appeared in his chest.
[Ding, Jiang Ci's blackening value is -10, the current blackening value is 60]
Jiang Ci clenched his hands into fists with great force, then turned around and strode away after a while.
Ye Ming heard the 'bang' sound of the door being closed, and then slowly opened his eyes again.
[Ye Ming: No, I have no strength. I slammed the door and left without helping me wash it. This child is no longer considerate...]
[888: ... ] Can't this spicy chicken shut up? There was no atmosphere at all, I thought he was a little miserable just now, and now I just want to make up for him, and beat him so much that he couldn't recognize him.
Ye Ming sighed and lay on the ground. After a good night's sleep, he found that he had caught a cold, so he took a bath and got into the bed.
This body is not good, I get sick once.
…
But at this time, it was especially suitable to be sick and miserable. Ye Ming didn't go out, so he lay at home like a gossamer.
888 sees how lazy he is, he doesn't even bother to order takeout, and he doesn't want to get up to get food. I'm really afraid that he will toss himself to death like this. Jiang Ci came back the next day, and 888 felt relieved.
I don't know when Jiang Ci even got the key to Ye Ming's house, so he opened the door and came in.
He left in a hurry yesterday because he didn't know what he wanted for a while.
From the moment he saw Ye Ming, he decided to take revenge on him, so that he could no longer be separated from him, but he really hurt him like this, and he began to regret it again. He didn't know why he hesitated and contradicted
Obviously there is no need to hesitate at all.
Jiang Ci remembered what Ye Ming looked like when he left yesterday, worried that he would have an accident at home alone, and came back after only one night.
The house was quiet, the living room was the same as yesterday, and the mess was not cleaned up. Jiang Ci opened the bedroom door and saw the man lying on the bed with his eyes closed, as if he had fallen asleep.
He walked over gently, looked down and found that Ye Ming's face was abnormally red, and when he reached out and touched his forehead, he really had a fever.
Jiang Ci paused, then called and asked his subordinates to bring food and cold medicine.
Then he took off his shoes and sat on the bed, holding Ye Ming in his arms.
Because he fell asleep, the man was very quiet at this moment, neither resisting nor struggling, Jiang Ci suddenly felt particularly at ease. This man was right there by his side... He longed to be able to embrace him again for eight years.
For the past eight years, he has been fantasizing about seeing him again all the time.
What if you weren't such a person...
Jiang Ci closed his eyes in pain, his thoughts returned to eight years ago, the most painful and helpless scene was engraved in his soul.
He will never forget that day.
Ye Ming bought him a cake that day. Although the cake was very simple, he didn't care. What he cared about was the person who celebrated his birthday with him. He was so dependent on him and loved him. They depended on each other for life, regardless of each other.
He swore that he would never be separated from him.
But the person who gave him his birthday tenderly just a moment ago just suddenly said to him simply: I'll go out for a while.
never came back.
He sat alone in that house, trying to wait for Ye Ming to come back and blow out the candles together, but the candles burned dry, and the candle oil formed puddles of solidified stains on the cake, the sky was dark, and the rain started, that person always did not return.
He was suddenly very scared, afraid that Ye Ming had an accident, otherwise how could he not come back? He will never leave him!
He searched for a whole night on the rainy night, went to all the places he thought Ye Ming might go, but found nothing, and came back sick.
He was the only one left at home, as quiet as a grave.
He was also reluctant to go to the hospital, afraid that if Ye Ming didn't see him when he came back, he would be anxious. He thought that he would stay where he was and not go away. When this person turned back, he would be able to see him and hold his hand again.
In the end, it was all his delusion, things weren't that complicated, and he didn't have so many difficulties, he just simply didn't want him anymore.
The person he thought would never abandon him just left without warning.
He couldn't figure out the reason for a while, until later he knew it all.
Jiang Ci closed his eyes, and a bitter smile appeared on his lips.
Why do you remember those things again
Jiang Ci lowered his head and gently kissed Ye Ming's forehead, with a look of deep nostalgia in his eyes.
do you know? I didn't want to believe that you were the kind of person my father said. Even with so many facts and evidence in front of me, I didn't want to believe it, but... I probably waited too long.
When you are desperate, you can only believe it.
I need a reason.
Jiang Ci hugged Ye Ming and rested for a while, and not long after, his subordinates brought medicine and food over.
Jiang Ci kissed Ye Ming and said, "Wake up."
Ye Ming was confused, feeling as if he was in a warm embrace, and someone was calling him, he opened his eyes hazy and saw Jiang Ci's face. But this time there was no surprise in his eyes, no struggle, only indifference.
Jiang Ci said to him, "It's time for you to take medicine."
Ye Ming didn't resist, he took the medicine with Jiang Ci's hand, and reluctantly ate some food.
Jiang Ci saw that Ye Ming's lips were stained with a little porridge, and he was suddenly moved. He lowered his head and licked it, and then kissed it deeply.
Ye Ming's body trembled slightly, but he closed his eyes but did not resist.
All this made him feel ashamed. Jiang Ci's actions always reminded him of the sins he had caused. He wanted to resist desperately, but he had no strength to resist...
If this is really what you want, then I will make it up to you, if it makes you happy, so be it... No matter how painful it is.
When your revenge is over and you feel enough, then leave me.
We will never see each other again.
It was rare for Jiang Ci to see Ye Ming's submissive appearance, and he deepened the kiss with unfinished intent.
He knew that Ye Ming didn't like that he treated him like this. If he didn't resist, he probably just gave up. At this moment, his heart seemed to be torn in two. One half tried to stop his behavior and told him that it was incorrect, while the other half was very strong. longing for, longing to have this person.
Eventually longing and hatred took hold, destroying his sanity.
…
Ye Ming skipped work because he didn't ask for leave, which caused Li Xu'an to worry, and finally called. And his mobile phone was in Jiang Ci's hand. Jiang Ci looked at Li Xuan's phone, his eyes were slightly cold, and he raised the corner of his mouth and said, "Tell him that you are not feeling well, and go back in a few days."
Like a puppet, Ye Ming answered the call according to Jiang Ci's instructions, and Li Xuan's worried voice came from there: "What happened to you? Why didn't you come to the hospital?"
Ye Ming's voice was hoarse: "I'm a little uncomfortable. I forgot to ask for leave. You don't have to worry about anything."
Li Xu'an said quickly: "Are you at home? I'll come to see you."
Ye Ming's hand tightened slightly, and he said in a serious tone: "I'm fine, you don't need to come here."
Li Xu'an was still a little worried, but he saw that Ye Ming said that he was so firm, so he couldn't hold on any longer. He decided to pay attention that if Ye Ming didn't come in two days, he must go over and take a look. He said, "Well, I don't. I'm bothering you to rest, if you have anything, just let me know."
Ye Ming said yes, then hung up the phone.
Even without Jiang Ci's instructions, he would not selfishly drag Li Xu'an into their grievances.
Jiang Ci hugged Ye Ming from behind, kissed his neck, and let out a low smile: "You are very obedient, I want to praise you."
As he spoke, he took possession of him again.
Ye Ming closed his eyes and said nothing. He just bit his lip tightly, and his mouth was full of blood.
As long as he thinks of who this person is going in and out of him, the pain comes up like a cold tide, there is no light, only despair and suffocation.
To drag him back into the bottomless abyss he once had.
In just two or three days, Ye Ming felt that it was almost two or three years long.
Finally his cold was cured.
Ye Ming said to Jiang Ci, "I'm going back to work."
Jiang Ci smiled and nodded. He did not intend to stop Ye Ming from working. As long as he did not try to escape, he would not completely deprive him of his freedom. He believed that Ye Ming should already know how to be obedient, but just in case, he still ordered one sentence and stared at him deeply: "Don't think about running away, you know?"
Ye Ming pulled the corners of his mouth mockingly, "I know."
…
This place was originally his home to rest, but because of Jiang Ci's existence, it turned into a cage that imprisoned him. When he walked out of the house, Ye Hao let out a sigh of relief.
When he returned to the hospital, his colleagues were very concerned about him, and they all told him to rest and not force.
In the afternoon, Li Xu'an got the news and came to visit him.
Li Xu'an frowned when he saw Ye Ming's appearance. He hadn't seen each other for a few days, but this person seemed to have lost a lot of weight. His eyes seemed calm, but there seemed to be an invisible sadness that cast a heavy layer on his whole person. s color.
It doesn't seem like it's okay, but it seems like a major change has occurred.
Li Xu'an suddenly regretted that he didn't insist on visiting him at that time, and said to Ye Ming seriously, "Are you really okay?"
Ye Ming lowered his eyes to avoid Li Xu'an's eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm fine."
Li Xu'an was a little angry, couldn't he feel how he felt about him? Or did he not consider himself a friend at all? So why don't you tell him anything
He said word by word, "You can tell me if you have anything, you know?"
Ye Ming heard Li Xu'an's dissatisfaction. It was because he didn't treat him as his own, but he really didn't want to trouble Li Xu'an any more, and he didn't want him to know about his scandal, so he insisted: "I'm really fine."
Li Xu'an felt helpless and powerless when he saw the stubborn Ye Ming. In fact, three years ago, he felt that his junior brother had a story, but he didn't want to tell it. At that time, they were not familiar with it, so they would not get to the bottom of it.
But three years later, Ye Ming was still reluctant to say anything to himself. He seemed to be close but kept a distance. This made Li Xu'an feel a strong sense of frustration. Three years of hard work did not allow him to enter this person's heart. a cent.
Ye Ming seemed to treat everyone very well and was gentle and easy to get along with. In fact, when he really wanted to get close to him, he realized that the inside was full of cold shells, leaving no gaps.
The inside must be very painful, and I don't want to be known about the past.
Li Xu'an felt a little distressed after being angry, and he was afraid that he would scare the person away if he asked more. I owe you a meal, let's go out to eat together on the weekend."
Li Xu'an had long seen that Ye Ming likes children the most, and when he encounters children, he becomes soft-hearted. At this time, he uses his son without hesitation. Before, he always thought that this stinky boy would hinder him from finding a partner. Relegated to relying on him...
Ye Ming was exhausted recently, and he was worried that Jiang Ci would trouble him. He hesitated for the first time and said, "Let's see... I don't know if I have time..."
Li Xu'an looked at him deeply and said, "Then I'll wait for your news."
Ye Ming came home from get off work, and Jiang Ci was waiting for him at home, but he was as comfortable here as his own home, and even had dinner ready, gave Ye Ming a light look, and ordered, "Come and eat."
Ye Ming walked over and sat down. He only took a few mouthfuls and couldn't eat it. He had no appetite. After thinking about it, he said to Jiang Ci: "I have something to do on the weekend..."
He didn't know why Jiang Ci was so hostile to Li Xu'an, but he just felt that it was best not to talk about Li Xu'an, otherwise Jiang Ci might get angry again, and he would torture him when he was angry, and Ye Ming didn't want to make trouble again.
Jiang Ci asked, "What's the matter?"
Ye Ming said, "My colleague asked to go out to dinner. If you don't agree, I won't go."
Jiang Ci looked at Ye Ming meaningfully, there was a strange look in his eyes that Ye Ming couldn't understand, and suddenly smiled: "It's okay, you go, I just have something to do on the weekend. Could it be that you think I have time to fix it? God watching you?"
Ye Ming let out a breath and said, "I see."
Jiang Ci looked at Ye Ming's relieved expression, his eyes were slightly cold, but he didn't ask any more, but he slapped him again at night until Ye Ming finally couldn't help crying.
…
[888: To remind you, Jiang Ci knows that you are dating Li Xu'an.]
[Ye Ming: I know, after all, he has such a strong desire to control~ I must know everything about my every move~]
[888: Oh, then you are still rushing to die?]
[Ye Ming: This is not killing, this is advancing the plot!]
[888:…]
Jiang Ci looked really busy, and left the day before the weekend.
Ye Ming had a feeling that someone who was about to suffocate could finally breathe. He put on long-sleeved trousers. Fortunately, the weather was cold, so he could just wear a scarf, which covered all the marks on his body, and finally went out.
Ye Ming went out and took a taxi, arrived at the hotel Li Xu'an had booked, and saw Li Siyang as soon as he entered the lobby. Li Siyang happily made a face at Ye Ming and said with a smile, "Uncle Chen, why are you here so late? I've been waiting for you for a long time."
A smile finally appeared on Ye Ming's face, and he said guiltily, "I'm sorry."
Li Xu'an knocked on Li Siyang's head and said helplessly to Ye Ming, "Ignore him, it's not too late, sit down."
Ye Ming sat down opposite Li Xu'an. At this time, he saw a pair of bowls and chopsticks next to him. He was stunned and said, "Are there any guests?" Before the three of them were together, there were almost never outsiders.
Li Xu'an coughed and said, "A friend also said he wanted to come together."
Li Xu'an was actually a little helpless, he really didn't want others to disturb him and Ye Ming for dinner, but the other party was a guest from afar, and his attitude was sincere, and he said that he would have a meal with him no matter what time he was about to leave. Choose today, and don't care to eat with others. Li Xu'an thought about it and had to agree, it should be a commonplace meal.
Li Xu'an smiled and said, "You don't need to care, just be an ordinary friend, just have a meal together..."
At this moment, Ye Ming felt that someone was sitting next to him, he instinctively turned his head to look, his face turned pale, and he was so nervous and scared that he could hardly think, his hands tightly grasped his knees.
Jiang Ci didn't even look at Ye Ming, as if he was just a stranger, he smiled politely at Li Xu'an, and said in a clear voice, "I'm sorry I'm late."