Jiang Ci stood there for a long time, there was no sound coming from his earphones, the cold night was like a tomb, and he was trapped in this silent tomb, surrounded by darkness, with no way out.
After a long time, he slowly raised his hand and took off the earphone, clasped it tightly in his palm, and turned his eyes to look at the man on the bed.
So, is this the truth
Jiang Ci closed his eyes, and all the things he couldn't figure out before suddenly became clear, and everything had a reason.
My father hit and killed your pregnant wife, but he got away with it, humiliating you, and finally driving you into a corner.
You hated my father, but you were unable to make him receive the punishment he deserved. You must have been very desperate and miserable at that time... So in the end, you chose this way to retaliate against him.
You can't take revenge on the culprit, but you make yourself look hideous, hate Jiang Sheng, hate me, and hate yourself.
I finally understand why you hate me...
But despite this, you finally chose to let go. Even after experiencing such hardships, you still have a kind heart in your heart. Even with such hatred, you still gave up revenge.
You could have told me the truth, if you told me... I would have believed it.
You can choose to use my feelings for you to take revenge on Jiang Sheng and make our father and son turn against each other, but you never did that from beginning to end.
You don't say anything, not because you don't care about me, but because you care too much about me and don't want me to be your tool for revenge.
And I just realized it now.
Jiang Ci blinked, and he felt that his eyes were a little sour and moist.
My father hurt you, and I continue to hurt you... What right do I have to blame you and leave you? I originally owed you.
I'm sorry for you, that's right.
[Ding, Jiang Ci's blackening value is -10, the current blackening value is 10]
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Ye Ming opened his eyes in the dark in the middle of the night.
[Ye Ming: There is not much left for the blackening value (⊙v⊙)]
[888: Yes, but I think Jiang Ci is going to let you go, what are you going to do with the rest.]
[Ye Ming: Let’s get rid of it first, how much can be eliminated, it doesn’t matter if we leave temporarily, he just needs time to deal with Jiang Sheng first. With his love and dedication to me, it is estimated that he will want to atone for his sins, so the chance of contact is sure There are still some~]
[888: Hehe.]So this is the reason why you deliberately condoned his mistakes before? To turn an innocent person into a guilty one, although there are some reasons for him, but your help is indispensable, so that after the truth is revealed, you can use 'redemption' to bind him and you together, and continue to eliminate the blackening value.
[Ye Ming: This child is actually quite pitiful. One side is the person he loves deeply, and the other side is his biological father who deeply loves him, but the person he loves is his enemy, and his father wants to kill the one he loves the most. People, this is the worst sandwich pie in the world, no matter how difficult the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is, it is scum. sigh jpg]
[888: So you still treat him like this? Is there a little sympathy?]
[Ye Ming: It's his fate... I just, um... well, I used him once for a mission, but I didn't steal him, and I kept letting him bully me. Grievance jpg]
[888:…]
[Ye Ming: I will definitely use love and forgiveness to resolve the remaining knots in his heart! Baba loves him!]
[888: ... ] He didn't want to say anything, just wanted to be quiet.
Ye Ming walked out of the door in the morning and saw Jiang Ci waiting for him in the living room on the first floor.
Jiang Ci seemed to have returned to normal, and he couldn't see the slightest gaffe, but in fact, his heart was not as calm as the surface, he looked at Ye Ming with nostalgia, lowered his eyes to hide the pain in his eyes, and said: " I'm waiting for you to eat."
Ye Ming looked at him, but did not answer, like a soulless shell, he has become more and more taciturn these days.
Jiang Ci's heart was filled with dull and painful emotions, this is what he did... He forced an innocent person who loved him to be like this, like his father, to become a ruthless perpetrator.
Ye Ming finally got rid of the despair he once had and was able to start a normal life again, but he forced him into such a desperate situation again.
What a cruel thing this is.
A simple breakfast was already set up in the dining room. It was always hot because I didn't know when Ye Ming would get up. Jiang Ci pulled the chair over to sit next to Ye Ming, looked at him deeply, his voice was low, and there was a hint of sadness and powerlessness, " Let's eat, and I'll let you go after dinner."
When Ye Ming heard this, his eyes finally changed. He looked at Jiang Ci unexpectedly and uneasy, as if he didn't quite believe what he said.
Jiang Ci called Li Xuan last night. He couldn't continue to leave Ye Ming selfishly, and because of his father, I'm afraid there will be some turmoil in the future... Leaving Ye Ming may not be able to protect him well. At this time, putting Ye Ming next to Li Xu'an was Jiang Ci's best choice.
A resolute look flashed in Jiang Ci's eyes, I won't let anyone hurt you again... Not even my father.
Ye Ming didn't know what Jiang Ci was thinking. He didn't believe that Jiang Ci would really let him go, and just ate breakfast silently. I gradually got used to such hopeless days, but sometimes I can't remember who I am, and I can't remember why I became like this...
Maybe some memories are too painful, so I want to give up.
Jiang Ci only took two bites and let it go. He didn't have any appetite. He actually just wanted to see Ye Ming again. It was not easy for him to decide to let go, but he had already made too many mistakes because of his willfulness. Can't go on wrong.
At this time, his cell phone rang suddenly, and when he picked it up, he saw that it was Jiang Sheng's phone. Jiang Ci's eyes darkened, and he had no intention of answering the call. Since Jiang Sheng tried every means to kill Ye Ming Miekou, he would definitely take it from him. Looking for a breakthrough.
Jiang Ci pressed the mute button and was about to put the phone back in his pocket when he suddenly found that Ye Ming had stopped moving, stared straight at his phone, and his hand holding the spoon trembled slightly.
Jiang Ci glanced at the word Jiang Sheng on the screen of the mobile phone. He secretly said that it was not good. He was too careless and should not be seen by Ye Ming! It's just too late to take it back now.
Ye Ming slowly raised his head, his eyes were slightly red, he suddenly remembered why he became like this, and why he was trapped here, it was all because of Jiang Sheng!
All because of him! How can I forget it? The devil not only killed his wife and children, but also locked him up and tortured him. Did he think he would not recognize him if he changed his appearance
Ye Ming suddenly stood up and stared at Jiang Ci with hatred in his eyes.
Jiang Ci looked at this familiar look of hatred, a chill ran through his limbs, and his body was a little numb and stiff. Although it was the same scene, his mood was completely different. At that time, he was just guilty of hurting this person because he loved him. He... So even if he abandons himself, he doesn't want to see him become like this.
But now... the pain in my heart is a hundred and a thousand times more than before, he didn't feel sorry for him, he never felt sorry for him...
He was the one who made the mistake.
Ye Ming didn't know why Jiang Sheng was sitting there looking at him stupidly, his eyes seemed sad, but he must kill this person! He is the source of all his pain! He suddenly grabbed the knife on the table and stabbed the man in front of him!
Jiang Ci watched Ye Ming grabbed the knife and stabbed him with a ferocious expression, but he was not surprised at all.
But this time, he didn't hide at all. Those eyes full of hatred and icy cold eyes froze his entire body, unable to move at all.
That's right, you should hate me like this, instead of swallowing that hatred and flying away to protect me. Sometimes people... should be selfish, don't be too hard on yourself, and be more hard on the enemy.
I want you to be a little selfish and not have to suffer for me, it's not worth it at all.
Jiang Ci felt the cold blade inserted into his abdomen, not so painful, but a feeling of relief.
In fact, he has been living a very tired life... He loves a person he shouldn't love, and let his biological parents disappoint him. He finally deceived himself that the person is not worthy of his love, but at this time he learned that his father He was the one who made the mistake, the victim became the perpetrator, and his cognition was turned upside down... He wanted to seek justice for Ye Ming, but he would hurt those who truly loved him, but he couldn't be indifferent no matter how painful it was... Otherwise, he What's the difference with your father
He is really tired...
If my death can set you free, it seems fine... I'll pay for this sin.
Jiang Ci raised his head slightly, he smiled, and his voice was hoarse, "If you want to kill people, you should aim at your chest, here... that's right."
He grabbed Ye Ming's other hand and pressed it lightly on the position of his heart. There was a slow and steady heartbeat... His eyes were as sad as a thick sky, look at what I have forced you into. … As a doctor, I can’t even kill people.
You are like this... how do you get revenge
Let me help you.
[Ding, Jiang Ci's blackening value is -2, the current blackening value is 8]
Ye Ming looked into Jiang Ci's eyes and was stunned.
Why didn't he run away, why didn't he hide? Is this another trick to deceive him? Ye Ming's brain was in chaos... He staggered and took a step back, and the knife in his hand was also drawn out.
But Jiang Ci remained motionless, but looked at him deeply, his eyes seemed to have a strong sense of love and admiration, and there were countless pains and sorrows intertwined, his lips moved and said: "Kill me, you will be free. ."
Ye Ming's hand holding the knife was shaking. This man didn't resist at all. He could finally kill him, but why couldn't he do it again
The blood fell to the ground tick by tick along Jiang Ci's abdomen, forming a pool of blood, but he smiled at him, his eyes were so tender and affectionate, as if he loved him very much...
How could that demon Jiang Sheng have such eyes
Ye Ming will never forget the scene in Jiang Sheng's office. That man had indifferent eyes. He looked at him like an ant. In his eyes, human life was not worth mentioning. He looked at him with contempt and beat him easily. to hell.
He would never... have that look.
Ye Ming's hand was powerless to let go, the knife fell to the ground with a 'bang', he hugged his head and let out a scream, staring at the person in front of him, he is not Jiang Sheng... Then who is he, who is he
The nanny of the villa heard the sound and came over and saw such a tragic scene, and screamed in fright.
Jiang Ci turned his head when he heard the voice, and he calmly ordered: "Don't spread it out, let York come to deal with it."
If a distress call is made, the matter here will definitely be exposed. Ye Ming will be arrested for deliberately hurting people... But his father will definitely not let Ye Ming come out alive after knowing it. He hates Ye Ming to death and is afraid that he will continue to suffer from him. Influence will definitely kill people.
At least before Li Xu'an came, he had to control the situation.
Ye Ming stood there trembling slightly, he stared at Jiang Ci, then looked at the blood on the ground... His eyes were a little dazed.
He saw a woman suddenly appear in front of him. The woman had a cute baby face, but at this moment she looked at him with tears in her eyes, standing by the pool of blood, and seemed very disappointed with him.
Ye Ming staggered and rushed over to catch her, but he couldn't catch her, and instead bumped into Jiang Ci's body. He asked blankly, "Did you see your mother, she came over just now..."
Jiang Ci's eyes were sad, and the flow of blood made his consciousness gradually blurred, but he still knew that Ye Ming was talking about his original wife, he must love his wife very much, how could he be willing to use money to measure her What about life
so stupid...
Jiang Ci slowly closed his eyes. When he wanted to give up like this, he suddenly felt that he was being hugged by Ye Ming, and a panicked voice entered his ears: "What's wrong with you? Why are you injured?"
Jiang Ci was stunned, then smiled in a low voice: "I'm fine..."
Ye Ming seemed to be very panicked, he hugged him in pain, his eyes were desperate: "It was Jiang Sheng who hurt you, right? It's him... He killed your mother and wants to kill you, I will protect you, definitely not Let him hurt you again!"
Jiang Ci slightly opened the corners of his mouth, who do you take me for? your son? Too bad I'm not...
I am Jiang Sheng's son.
Ye Ming frantically stretched out his hand and pressed Jiang Ci's wound, trying to stop the blood from continuing to flow out, but it was useless, instead his hands were covered with blood, and his tears flowed, "What should I do? What should I do... Xiaoci, it's all to blame. Dad didn't protect you..."
Jiang Ci said, "No, it's your fault."
But Ye Ming couldn't listen. He looked at the blood on his hands and screamed, no... It shouldn't be like this... He clearly wanted to kill Jiang Sheng, but why is Jiang Sheng okay, but his child is going to die already
What's going on with all this, is it another nightmare? !
Jiang Ci wanted to comfort Ye Ming again, but he couldn't open his eyes. He wanted to reach out and grab Ye Ming, but he couldn't raise his hand...
York rushed over with the doctor to see such a scene. His face changed drastically, he quickly moved Jiang Ci to the sofa, and yelled at the doctor, "Help him stop the bleeding!"
Ye Ming stood there blankly, walked over after a while, and asked the doctor, "Is he dead?"
The doctor didn't have time to pay attention to him, but York grabbed his collar angrily! The fist trembled and finally didn't hit it, this lunatic! What does he care about with a lunatic!
I have persuaded the young master not to entangle with this person. Are you satisfied with your life now
…
Jiang Ci was confused, his world was dark, except for him, there was only Ye Ming. Ye Ming looked at him with hatred for a while, and stabbed him one after another, killing him, but in the blink of an eye, he became gentle and amiable again, looking at him as if he was looking at the person he loved the most...
Jiang Ci didn't want to wake up. It turned out that he was not as strong as he thought, and it turns out that people have the mentality of wanting to escape.
If living always takes too much, death may be a relief.
But it seemed that someone was calling him in his ear, and he was addicted to that voice. In those eight years, he always hoped that this person was still by his side, but every time he woke up, he found that it was empty.
He didn't want to open his eyes, but the voice seemed unwilling to give up, and finally he didn't withstand the temptation.
Maybe take a look, this time for real
Jiang Ci slowly opened his eyes, and faced a pale and tired face. The man seemed to have not slept for a long time. He was a little sloppy and a little embarrassed, but the warm care in those eyes was the same as before.
Every time he fell ill, this person would take care of him patiently and look at him with such eyes.
Jiang Ci once longed to return to the carefree past, when he knew nothing and didn't have to bear anything... He avoided the truth like a coward and was only with the person he loved.
Could it be that he is dead, so he went back to the past
Ye Ming held his hand tightly, his voice worried and his eyes concerned, "Xiao Ci, you're finally awake, do you want to drink water?"
Jiang Ci fixedly looked at him, and after a long time, a faint self-mockery appeared on his lips.
He remembered, he had driven the one he loved mad.
He was crazy, so he forgot those painful memories and went back to the past, thinking that he was still his child... But he was not qualified to enjoy this tenderness at all, he was the one who caused the harm, the son of his enemy.
Both father and son owe this man too much.
Ye Ming poured a glass of water, carefully handed it to Jiang Ci's lips, and said, "Slow down."
Jiang Ci said slowly: "Why are you being so nice to me?"
Ye Ming said: "Dad should treat you well. You are the favorite child of your parents."
Jiang Ci smiled, his eyes sad.
He had always wondered why Ye Ming wanted to keep him, take care of him, and treat him like his own son... Why did he bother raising a stolen child? A child you hate? Now it seems that there is nothing too hard to figure out, maybe he just wants a child.
With a son, make up for the one he lost.
These loves never belonged to him, he was just a substitute, enjoying the loves that were not his.
Ye Ming touched Jiang Ci's forehead and asked him gently, "Are you hungry? Do you want to eat something?"
Jiang Ci thought about it and said, "I'm not very hungry."
Ye Ming still looked at him worriedly and said with a smile, "Then tell me when you are hungry. Don't worry about school matters. I'll ask you for leave. It doesn't matter if you can't finish your homework."
Jiang Ci was stunned for a moment, his eyes were a little hot.
Why is it unsatisfactory to think of the past, and the scenes that he could not forget... The serious and caring eyes that this person looked at him.
Although those loves should not belong to me, but after so many years of getting along, you still really care about me, right? Although you don't want me in the end... but you must have loved me.
I believe so.
I don't think I can hope for more, this is enough.
[Ding, Jiang Ci's blackening value is -2, the current blackening value is 6]
Jiang Ci slowly raised his head, crossed Ye Ming's shoulder, and looked at the man standing at the door.
Li Xu'an stood there quietly.