Jiang Ci grabbed Ye Ming's hand with difficulty, his eyes were a little aggrieved, and his voice was weak: "I've been waiting for you for a long time..."
Ye Ming let Jiang Ci hold his hand, his eyes were a little sore, and his throat was choked up. He knew that the day Jiang Ci got into the car accident was the day he left that year... This made him suffer.
At that time, he didn't want to leave without saying goodbye, he just didn't know how to say goodbye.
Since I couldn't say goodbye, I didn't say anything.
Ye Ming bent down slightly, looked into Jiang Ci's eyes, and said seriously: "I'm back, I'll be with you."
When Jiang Ci heard this, he seemed to finally be at ease, and closed his eyes again and fell asleep.
At this moment, the doctor learned that the news had arrived. They checked Jiang Ci's body and said, "I fainted again, but it doesn't matter, as long as I can wake up."
Ye Ming breathed a sigh of relief, nodded and left, Mrs. Jiang should be here soon, so it's better to avoid it.
…
When Ye Ming passed the next day, Jiang Ci had woken up and sat on the hospital bed, as if he had just eaten lunch. He turned his head when he heard the voice, his dark eyes looked at Ye Ming, his expression was calm and there was no surprise.
After Jiang Ci woke up, he heard that Ye Ming came to visit him every day. It turned out that the scene he saw when he woke up yesterday was not a dream, but was true.
Instead, Ye Ming stood there hesitantly.
He had been waiting for Jiang Ci to wake up earlier, but Jiang Ci really woke up, and suddenly he couldn't face it. After all, after so many things happened, he could really treat this person as his child without any grudges. look at it? And why do you have to come here? Is it just because of remorse and guilt...
It was him who clearly said he wanted to separate.
Jiang Ci covered his greedy and greedy eyes, slowly revealed a smile, and said, "I met you like this not long ago, and you suddenly appeared in my ward like a dream."
Ye Ming pursed his lips slightly, not knowing how to answer this.
Jiang Ci said again: "I'm glad you can come to see me, but you don't need to sympathize with me."
Ye Ming's face changed and he said, "It's not sympathy..."
Jiang Ci's expression was calm and his eyes were deep. He was clearly at a young and vigorous age, but he seemed to have experienced the world and experienced vicissitudes. He smiled slightly, "I'm fine, very good, you can leave now."
You have always been so kind and soft-hearted, so it is not surprising that you will come to see me, but I am not willing to show weakness to keep you despicably.
If I love you, I should let you leave me, instead of using your kindness to make you embarrassed.
Ye Ming looked at Jiang Ci, and after a while, he suddenly said, "Do you know why I left you in the first place?"
The sadness in Jiang Ci's eyes flashed away, and his voice was low: "Because we shouldn't be together, because I'm not your son."
Ye Ming shook his head.
Jiang Ci thought for a while, and then said, "Because you regret it and don't want to leave me?"
Ye Ming said, "Neither."
Jiang Ci couldn't understand, and looked at him in confusion.
There was a gentle look in Ye Ming's eyes. After many years, he looked at him like this again, opened his lips slightly, and said word by word, "That's because I love you."
Jiang Ci felt that his ears might have hallucinations, and he could hear these words in this person's mouth in his lifetime.
Ye Ming showed a look of reminiscence and smiled: "Because I love you, I want you to return to your real family, to make you truly happy, and to correct your mistakes."
"I didn't leave you because I hated you, I didn't get bored, I didn't want you anymore... just because I love you."
Jiang Ci felt as if something hot was flowing down the corner of his eyes.
Ye Ming said: "You don't know how much I need you and how much I can't bear you. If I didn't have you, maybe I would have gone to accompany my wife long ago. It was you who made me survive... If possible, I want to stay forever. You, but how can I be so selfish? If you really love someone, you should think about him from his point of view, I'm sorry... I understand it so late, making you so miserable."
Jiang Ci looked at the man in front of him and wanted to see his appearance carefully, but something blurred his vision and made him unable to see clearly.
That's how he loves him.
It turned out that this was the reason why he really left.
With your words, even if we are just strangers in the future, it doesn't matter, because I'm already satisfied.
[Ding, Jiang Ci's blackening value is -1, the current blackening value is 1]
After Ye Ming said these words, he was also a little embarrassed. He thought that he would never have a chance to say these words in his life, and he would be taken to the grave by him, but he didn't want to have today.
But this is what he owes Jiang Ci, and he should have said these words clearly back then.
Ye Ming's voice was soft and soft: "I'll see you another day."
Jiang Ci looked at Ye Ming's leaving back, and did not move for a long time.
…
[888: You should almost prepare to leave.]
[Ye Ming: By the way, I forgot to ask you, if I leave naturally this time, will the main body system continue to be managed?]
[888: No, this is a fee-based item, and it's not cheap.]Don't say you don't have money now, I don't think you will be willing to use it if you have money.
[Ye Ming: Then why was it possible before?]
[888: It was a novice discount for you before.]At present, Ye Ming is the only host who has enjoyed the novice preferential activities given by the main system. It is said that the main system intends to promote this new charging item in the world of reincarnation. The hosting of Ye Ming's body is just a test of the water. 888 suspects that the main system is not in the draught.
[Ye Ming: ... ] Are you still doing promotions
[Ye Ming: Then I will die when I leave this body?]
[888: Yes, I will give you a free accidental death gift package.]
[Ye Ming:…]
Ye Ming shrugged, he didn't have to live, he just felt that being free from illness and pain was not a must, but now it seems that he will surely die after completing the task... Anyway, he is just here to complete the task, not against the rules the meaning of.
Although Jiang Ci woke up and started talking, Ye Ming did not leave and stayed here to take care of Jiang Ci.
The way of getting along is like a friend.
Jiang Ci's body is recovering well, and he will be discharged from the hospital soon.
On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Ye Ming personally came to see him and said to him, "I live in City C. If you have time, you can come and find me."
Jiang Ci was stunned for a moment. He thought that leaving the hospital was the beginning of their separation, and he was ready to never see each other again, but Ye Ming meant that he could visit him
Ye Ming nodded and smiled naturally: "Then I'll go first."
Jiang Ci stood on the spot, and he suddenly felt that life would be fine like this.
Sometimes when you love someone, you don't have to keep him by your side, occupy him completely, give each other space, and wish each other happiness.
If he could figure this out sooner, maybe they wouldn't have to have so many misunderstandings and hurts at all.
It can be like now, under the same sky, meet occasionally, have a meal, or contact by phone, knowing that the other party is doing well...
This was already the greatest kindness that Ye Ming could give him.
[Ding, Jiang Ci's blackening value is -1, the current blackening value is 0]
[Ding, the blackening value of the target in this world has been eliminated, please leave the world within 10 days.]
Ye Ming listened to the voice in his head and did not look back. He thought it was time for him to leave, and got on the return train that night.
Now that he was about to leave, this body would also die unexpectedly, and Ye Ming spent the rest of his days a little careless. Although I feel a little guilty towards Jiang Ci and Li Xu'an, there will always be life and death in life.
After a while, they will always start their lives anew, gradually treating him as a piece of the past.
Ye Ming thought that was his last meeting with Jiang Ci, but what he didn't expect, Jiang Ci came over a few days later.
He was at work that day when he saw Jiang Ci appearing at his office, looking apprehensive, and said, "Tell me that I can come to see you."
Ye Ming was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "Yes, what do you want to eat tonight? I'll invite you."
Hearing that, Jiang Ci was very happy and could say anything. He saw that Ye Ming had not yet finished get off work, so he sat here waiting for him, looking at him with nostalgia, his mood was calm and content.
He actually didn't want to come over to see Ye Ming so soon, but he couldn't hold back, and came here on the excuse of a business trip, hoping that Ye Ming wouldn't find him bored.
But what he didn't expect was that Li Xuan also came when he was about to get off work. He was very surprised to see Jiang Ci here, and frowned: "Why are you here?"
Jiang Ci was a little jealous of Li Xu'an, but he didn't show it. If Ye Ming and Li Xu'an were happier together, then he should bless him. He said: "I'm here on business and stop by to have a look."
Li Xuan raised her eyebrows, too lazy to expose this kid.
Ye Ming pressed his forehead and smiled at Li Xu'an, "Let's go out to dinner together at night."
Li Xu'an said, "Okay, it just so happened that Siyang was talking about you recently."
So after get off work, the four of them went out to eat hot pot together.
Jiang Ci remembered the last time the four of them ate together. At that time, he was full of anger and jealousy, but now he just thinks that he is really ridiculous, and he can't bear to look directly at him childishly.
And why didn't I figure out everything earlier and believe this person earlier? Prefer to be dominated by anger and hatred.
Li Siyang still didn't like Jiang Ci, and didn't give him a good look from beginning to end.
Jiang Ci didn't mind either. He was afraid that he was jealous of a twelve-year-old child because he was out of his mind.
Li Xuan reluctantly knocked on Li Siyang's head, and Li Siyang finally stopped staring at Jiang Ci, but the meal was enjoyable.
In the evening, Li Xu'an sent Ye Ming home and asked Jiang Ci, "Where is Young Master Jiang going, shall I give you a ride?"
Jiang Ci said, "No need, I'll get off here too, and walk around to digest food."
Li Xu'an didn't force it, put them down, and smiled at Ye Ming: "Recently, there is a new restaurant on the East Street, we will go to eat another day."
Ye Ming nodded with a smile, waved his hand and said goodbye to Li Siyang.
When Li Xuan and the others left, Ye Ming was about to speak to Jiang Ci when he heard 888 reminding him in his mind.
[888: I suggest you don't invite him up, there are uninvited guests waiting for you at home.]
[Ye Ming: Oh?]
[888: Jiang Sheng was released on bail the day before yesterday, and he was waiting for you at your house, probably because he wanted your life.]
[Ye Ming:…]
[Ye Ming: Is this the accidental death method arranged for me by the main system?]
[888: I don't know, after all, he hated you to death, and it's not impossible for him to want to kill you.]
[Ye Ming: tsk tsk tsk feng shui turns around...]
[Ye Ming: You said that he was good, so why would he want to take the risk? After a few years, he is a hero again.]
[888: How do I know? I am not him.]
[Ye Ming: Impulsivity is really a devil ^_^]
Ye Ming smiled at Jiang Ci: "Then I'll go up, see you later when I have a chance."
Jiang Ci was a little reluctant to leave, but nodded anyway.
Seeing that he was about to leave, Ye Ming suddenly stopped him and said, "Xiao Ci."
Jiang Ci turned his head and looked at Ye Ming in surprise.
Ye Ming thought for a while, then said, "Forget it, it's nothing." He wanted to say goodbye to Jiang Ci this time, but it seemed that nothing was appropriate, so he might as well not say anything.
Jiang Ci didn't understand why Ye Ming wanted to stop him, but he didn't say anything. He just felt that Ye Ming's eyes were a little strange.
Ye Ming and Jiang Ci walked upstairs separately. When he pushed the door, he found that the door was not locked.
The lights were not turned on at home, only the moonlight came in through the window, and a man sat on the sofa alone, half of his body shrouded in shadows.
Ye Ming showed a very vigilant look, turned on the switch, looked at the person sitting on the sofa, and showed a shocked look, "Why are you here—"
Jiang Sheng was wearing a black trench coat and leather gloves, and looked at Ye Ming with squinted eyes.
He looks a lot older, no longer as bright, beautiful and high-spirited as before, with some stubble on his face, slovenly, eyes full of red blood, like a wolf that has been starved for a long time, fierce, lonely, and full of danger.
It was this humble man in front of him who not only stole his son, but also let his son betray him, his wife hated him and made him lose everything he was proud of, social status, money, power, family and loved ones …
From being high up to nothing, the dark and hopeless future and the huge gap made his mentality begin to collapse. During the days in custody, he cursed every day and night to make this person die painfully! Swear to make him pay!
This revenge, which lasted for more than 20 years, made him lose his last sanity.
How could he possibly lose? Lose to such a person? !
I'm really unhappy...
Ye Ming also stood there and looked at Jiang Sheng, Jiang Sheng in front of him was like a desperate beast, just wanting to tear his enemies to pieces, at all costs.
But he was not afraid, instead he looked at him with burning eyes, and the hatred in his heart surfaced again.
He remembered the scene when he was standing in Jiang Sheng's office, this man looked at him contemptuously, as if he was some ridiculous thing, dismissed him and drove him out.
More than 20 years later, he wanted to let go of this hatred, not because he no longer hated Jiang Sheng, but because of Jiang Ci.
But this time, the one who can't let go is you.
The corner of Jiang Sheng's mouth twitched into an icy arc, his eyes were as cold as a poisonous snake, and he was filled with mad hatred, "Are you happy that you finally got your revenge on me, are you proud? My son is all about you... This is why you have raised ten Is it the purpose of letting him come back after six years? This is your long-planned conspiracy, and you are using him to get revenge on me. "
Ye Ming sneered: "Do you think I am someone like you?"
Jiang Sheng's voice was hoarse: "Aren't you? You lunatic can't do anything to get revenge on me? Isn't that just killing someone? Didn't I give you money? A few women can do it... But they come to me desperately. You use my son to get revenge on me, why is it impossible? If I had known that he was such a white-eyed wolf and betrayed me for an outsider, I should have Just strangle him!"
Ye Ming's eyes became colder and colder. Jiang Sheng's words finally stimulated him. Even today, this person's attitude has not changed at all. He will not repent or admit his mistakes. He has always speculated on others with the greatest malice. This kind of person... is not worthy of forgiveness at all.
Ye Ming lowered his eyes slightly, and saw Jiang Sheng resting under the windbreaker, revealing a black pistol, his pupils contracted slightly.
Now you want to kill me, do you know my despair and pain? Hate someone so much that you want him to die, Ye Ming thought about it and laughed out loud, you have today too...
Only, it's you who damn it.
Seeing this, Jiang Sheng looked even more annoyed, "What are you laughing at? Are you laughing at me?"
Ye Ming pulled the corners of his mouth and said, "Yeah, I'm laughing at you today, like a lost dog hahaha."
An extremely cold light suddenly shot out from Jiang Sheng's eyes, he was going to kill this man! It's this guy who ruined everything!
As long as this person lives for one day, he can't stand it! He lost everything, but this madman enjoys the care of his son, and his heart is completely twisted by hatred and unwillingness.
He grabbed the gun and aimed at Ye Ming...
At this moment, Ye Ming suddenly rushed over! The bullet grazed his shoulder, and he suddenly threw Jiang Sheng onto the sofa. The gun in Jiang Sheng's hand flew out. He didn't expect Ye Ming's reaction to be so quick, and he immediately started a scuffle with him.
Ye Ming punched Jiang Sheng in the face, turned around and stretched out his hand to grab the gun on the ground. Jiang Sheng reached out to grab it at the same time, but Ye Ming moved faster!
With a sound of 'bang', Jiang Sheng stopped the movement, and blood flowed out of his chest.
He looked down at the wound on his body in disbelief, how could this be possible? He's here to kill this man... it's impossible...
impossible…
[888: What are you doing? !]Isn't it a logical way to escape after being killed? Anyway, Jiang Sheng will not end well.
[Ye Ming: I am taking revenge for Chen Zhao. innocent jpg]
[888:…]
[Ye Ming: Hey, I was too lazy to care about him at first, but I can't blame him for sending him to the door. I don't like him, and I don't want to kill him ^_^]
[888: ... ] Just be happy if you are happy.
Ye Ming looked at Jiang Sheng with cold eyes. He stood up slowly, holding the gun hanging by his side, his expression was calm. He had imagined the scene of killing this person countless times in his mind, and now this scene has finally become a reality.
You killed my wife, you killed my children, and now you want to kill me.
I originally wanted to let go of this hatred, and what I wanted to let everything pass, was that you wouldn't let me let go of you.
Jiang Sheng wanted to stand up, but he couldn't move. The blood that had flowed took away his life little by little. The hatred and unwillingness in his eyes almost overflowed. Suddenly, his eyes crossed Ye Ming, his eyes moved, and he made a weak pleading voice. : "Save... help me..."
I am your father, come and save me... save me, I will forgive you...
Ye Ming turned his head slowly and saw Jiang Ci standing at the door with a sad look in his eyes, why did you come back...
Jiang Ci suddenly remembered that he had something to say to Ye Ming, so he turned his head and came back... But he looked at the scene in front of him, but he couldn't remember what he wanted to say. Everything in front of me seems to have become slow-playing, slowed down frame by frame, cold, ruthless, and not moved by human will.
Then Jiang Ci saw Ye Ming showing a helpless smile, his lips moved slightly, as if to say: I'm sorry.
The next moment, he raised his gun to his head.
Revenge for revenge, killing for life, couldn't be more fair. From the moment he killed Jiang Sheng, he had no intention of surviving.
…
A week later, Jiang Ci woke up from a nightmare again. Every time he closed his eyes, a sea of blood appeared in front of him. His fathers... The two who gave birth to him, raised him, and the two most important to him, he just kept his eyes open. watching them die in front of them...
Chen Zhao died on the spot, and Jiang Sheng was unable to save him in the end.
He suddenly felt that his life was a nightmare from beginning to end. He wanted to wake up from this nightmare, but he couldn't wake up. Every moment he was conscious was despair, pain, powerlessness.
He kept asking himself why he had to go through all this.
If living is destined to be this torture, then it is better to die.
It's all his fault. If only he knew the truth earlier and didn't hurt Chen Zhao, then Chen Zhao wouldn't be disappointed with him. Angered him to the point of wanting to kill him.
This hatred could have ended, and it was all his fault. It was he who hurt Jiang Sheng's heart and made Jiang Sheng hate Chen Zhao like this... Let things come this far...
He's a complete waste, a loser who can't even protect a single person.
Damn he was right.
Jiang Ci's expression was a little dazed. He didn't know what time it was or where he was, but he just felt that the environment was cramped and the air was oppressive.
But he suddenly remembered what he was going to say to Chen Zhao that day.
He wanted to tell Chen Zhao, can you spend your next birthday with me? Although we can't be the same as before, I want to keep thinking of you as my dad, just pretend we don't live together anymore because I'm older.
He also thought about going home to visit Jiang Sheng and begging for his forgiveness. He betrayed his biological father who loved him, and should spend the rest of his life to pay for his sins, even if Jiang Sheng blamed him for hating him.
Life may not be easy, but at least he still has things to do, he has two fathers.
But in the blink of an eye, they didn't want him anymore.
Then why are you still alive
He raised his head, looked around, and saw that the front seemed to be empty, and there was light coming from it, and he couldn't help but move his steps forward, as if he could go to another world as long as he got there.
Maybe they are all waiting for him in that world...
Seeing that he was about to enter and was relieved, Jiang Ci suddenly felt that he was being pulled back by a great force. He was a little angry and wanted to question, but suddenly turned his head and his face was burning with pain.
Then he saw a haggard woman standing in front of him.
When Mrs. Jiang returned home, she found that Jiang Ci was missing. She looked around frantically, and finally found Jiang Ci on the roof of the company. At that moment, she didn't know where she came from, so she rushed over and pulled Jiang Ci away. return.
She slapped him in the face, crying and screaming: "You are so selfish! Haven't you thought about me?"
Jiang Ci blinked, tears kept streaming down, yeah... How could he be so selfish.
He was really in pain and didn't want to keep going.
But how could he be so selfish...
…
A year later, Jiang Ci came out of the cemetery dressed in black, and Mrs. Jiang, who was wearing a black skirt and a black veil.
He said to Mrs. Jiang, "Mom, go back first, I'll go home later."
Madam Jiang didn't say a word, didn't say anything, didn't ask anything, got into the car, and the black car drove away.
Jiang Ci stood there for a while, then drove to another cemetery in the east of the city.
On the tombstone is written, the tombs of Chen Zhao and Yan Yue.
Jiang Ci didn't say anything, and he didn't have anything to say. He even thought that Chen Zhao probably wasn't happy to see him come over. He was with his wife and his children. That was his real family, and he probably wouldn't have time. Think of him again.
But he didn't expect him to still think about him, or forget it.
Forget about their Jiang family.
I still remember you, that's enough.