Lu Xiuwen looked at the handsome young man in front of him, and the depths of his eyes were complicated and suppressed.
He hadn't seen Ye Ming for half a year, never saw his face, never heard his voice, it was like this person had completely disappeared from his world... He was thinking and worrying all the time. sad.
Feeling sad for this person's easy betrayal, missing for not being able to see this person, and worrying about his situation... Ye Ming is so innocent, he has lost the value of use, and was deceived by Song Qin, will he? Abandoned hurt
After leaving his side, who will protect him
All of this made Lu Xiuwen extremely painful and tormented, as if the most important piece of his heart had been dug out alive, and he didn't even know where the other party was or whether he was doing well.
Lu Xiuwen never gave up looking for Ye Ming, and wanted to try to save him, but the world seemed to have some kind of force hindering him... A person who really wants to disappear is like a stone sinking into the ocean, maybe he will never see him again after his whole life...
Half a year later, Lu Xiuwen became more desperate and hopeless every day, and in a flash, it was the day of Gu Xueya's death.
On this day every year, Lu Xiuwen would bring Ye Ming to pay homage to his parents, but this time he was alone.
That day, Lu Xiuwen stood in front of Gu Xueya's tomb, feeling unspeakable pain and shame in his heart. Gu Ran was the only child left by Gu Xueya and the person he loved the most, but things have come to this point.
He said to Gu Xueya's tombstone: I'm sorry, I fell in love with your child, and I didn't protect him well and lost him.
Lu Xiuwen couldn't help but ask himself whether it was a mistake to hide from Ye Ming that he liked Gu Xueya at the beginning.
In fact, he didn't intend to hide it, after all, it was just some old things that don't need to be told. That relationship has long since passed, and Ye Ming was still so young at the time... Even if he said some things, he wouldn't understand.
Later, when Ye Ming grew up, when Lu Xiuwen realized that he really fell in love with this person, he instinctively avoided this matter, subconsciously not wanting Ye Ming to know that he liked Gu Xueya.
He always thought that one day he would be with Ye Ming, so he didn't want Ye Ming to misunderstand the purity of his feelings for him, for fear that Ye Ming would leave a grudge in his heart.
But what Lu Xiuwen didn't expect was that Ye Ming knew about this incident when he was unprepared, and Ye Ming easily believed Song Qin's lie, thinking that he still loved Gu Xueya and killed him. his parents.
This result was once very difficult for Lu Xiuwen to accept.
His heart for Ye Ming, the sincerity of the past ten years, could it be that this child really can't feel it at all? He didn't come to ask himself, and he didn't believe what he said, but he believed Song Qin's lies wholeheartedly, and didn't even give himself a chance to explain.
Lu Xiuwen felt angry and sad, and extremely disappointed.
You don't believe in me, you don't believe in me who has taken care of you for nearly 20 years, but you believe in a person who has only met a few times, and who has evil intentions and one-sided words, and even betrayed me for him.
There is nothing more heart-wrenching than this.
Lu Xiuwen woke up from his dreams countless times, and all he recalled was what Ye Ming said to him. He said that you are a liar, which is disgusting. Don't come to me again... These words are like a knife. Heart poked blood dripping.
He walked out of the cold and silent cemetery. The gray sky seemed to make the whole world dark and dull. Lu Xiuwen was in a trance for a while... He didn't see the car coming from a distance.
At the moment of death, he thought that if there was a chance to do it again, he would never make the same mistake again.
He will not give Song Qin another chance to take advantage of it, he will protect Ye Ming, and he will never let Ye Ming leave him again! Let Ye Ming belong to him!
Lu Xiuwen's eyes were lost for a moment, and he fixedly looked at the person in front of him.
Ye Ming was standing in front of him, with doubts in those delicate and beautiful black eyes like his mother, and asked in a clear voice, "Uncle, do you have anything to do with me?"
Lu Xiuwen's hand in front of him tightened slightly, and his eyes were dark. Until this moment, he was finally convinced that he was reborn, and now his beloved is still by his side... Standing in front of him, there was still nothing in his eyes. Disgusted by the icy look on his face, he didn't spit out ruthless hurtful words.
All that has not happened yet.
Lu Xiuwen stood up from the sofa, walked in front of Ye Ming, touched Ye Ming's head, and showed a faint smile, "It's nothing, I brought you a gift from a business trip, and by the way, I will ask you to stay home for one night."
He lowered his eyes and stared at Ye Ming. For a long time, he retracted his hand seemingly naturally. No one knew how restrained he was at the moment, so he didn't show any strange expressions, did not do anything he shouldn't do, and didn't touch more. this person.
This time, he will never lose him again, no one can take him away from him!
Ye Ming didn't notice anything unusual about Lu Xiuwen, his face showed a relieved expression, it was normal for Lu Xiuwen to occasionally ask him to go home or bring gifts.
He always cares about himself so much... On weekdays, it is common to bring gifts, call home for dinner, and travel together. Even the president of Tangtang even attends his parent-teacher meeting in person. Unless something really happens, he will never be absent. He went to high school and college and was already a big boy, but Lu Xiuwen's kindness to him did not diminish in the slightest, so that Ye Ming felt a little uncomfortable, feeling that in front of Lu Xiuwen, he would always be a child who didn't grow up Same.
But in fact, he is already twenty years old. For a boy of this age, why should parents worry about such a baby.
However, Ye Ming did not dislike Lu Xiuwen's concern for him. He knew that he had no blood relationship with Lu Xiuwen, just because his mother once lived in the Lu family, not to mention it was just such a thin relationship... It's just a lot of biological fathers and sons. It's not necessarily so good, and I shouldn't know what's wrong.
Moreover, he also likes to respect Lu Xiuwen from the bottom of his heart.
Lu Xiuwen took out a flannel box from his pocket, handed it to Ye Ming casually, and smiled slightly: "See if you like it or not, if you don't like it, I'll change it for you."
Ye Ming is used to receiving gifts. Lu Xiuwen never hesitates to spend money on him. He gives everything and buys it wherever he wants. Fortunately, he is not a second-generation ancestor who likes to spend money. Generations have to be his little brother.
He opened the box and looked at it. It was an exquisite silver men's necklace. The pendant of the necklace was simple in style, and in the middle was... a sky blue diamond with a dazzling light.
Ye Ming has lived in the Lu family since he was a child, and he still has some eyesight. He can see that this chain is very precious at a glance. He said a little embarrassedly: "Uncle, you really don't want to buy these for me anymore, I can't use them anymore, and this too expensive."
He is not from the Lu family. He has already enjoyed so many things that don't belong to him. He is still a little uncomfortable, and the meaning of the necklace... This kind of thing needs Uncle Lu to send him to make him feel embarrassed. Maybe Uncle Lu doesn't have much. I want to just buy and buy, just like a father buys things for his daughter, but I really don't need these!
Lu Xiuwen stared at Ye Ming.
This necklace is of course precious, even if you have money, you may not be able to buy it. It was specially customized for Ye Ming, not just bought from a business trip... Since he took it out, he would not give Ye Ming a chance to refuse.
As for Ye Ming's character, Lu Xiuwen can be said to know very well. He was reluctant to use means on Ye Ming's body before. For Lu Xiuwen, Ye Ming is unique and precious. On the one hand, he is not willing to use a little disgraceful thoughts on him.
But the result? The result of his single-minded protection was that Ye Ming was innocent and naive and easily deceived, preventing him from seeing the darkness. Once the darkness came, he would not even have the ability to distinguish, and would be quickly contaminated.
I was reluctant to use means against him... The result was that I watched him leave from my side and walk towards others.
And he could have this person originally. Ye Ming, who was as innocent as a blank piece of paper, made him willing to be his own person... It's not that Lu Xiuwen can't do it, he just doesn't want to do it, he always wants to wait, this is him The person who regards it as a treasure, he wants to give him the most sincere and perfect everything.
As a result, you waited and waited, and lost it.
After reliving once, he will not make such mistakes again. As long as he can have this person, what does it matter if he uses some means? This time, he won't suppress his emotions stupidly, he wants to make him completely his own.
Lu Xiuwen looked at Ye Ming with hurt eyes, sighed, and said, "It's just a gift, is Xiaoran meeting me?"
Ye Ming heard this and said repeatedly, "No."
Lu Xiuwen showed a faint smile, picked up the necklace and looked at him with deep eyes, "Then let me put it on for you? Try it to see if it fits, I think you should look good in it."
Ye Ming had no choice but to nod his head, but Lu Xiuwen's thoughts were not good, and he thought about taking it down later.
Lu Xiuwen walked behind Ye Ming, and walked around him with the necklace in both hands, his fingertips brushed Ye Ming's chin, and gently buckled the necklace.
He lowered his head and stared at Ye Ming's slender neck, under the white to almost transparent skin, the blue blood vessels were quietly buried in it, so beautiful, fragile and attractive... It made people want to kiss and touch him, bite on it, It's like grabbing the Achilles heel of the prey and putting chains on him so that he can't escape.
Lu Xiuwen pursed his lips slightly, released his hand, took a step back, and said with a smile, "See if you like it or not."
Ye Ming stood in front of the mirror and looked at it. Although it was a necklace, the design was exquisite and stylish. It looked good when worn, and it was not noticeable when tucked into clothes. Lu Xiuwen's vision was unremarkable, and more importantly! How could he be so embarrassed to dislike it? If he said he didn't like it, Lu Xiuwen would immediately go to order something better and more expensive for him.
Ye Ming said a little embarrassedly, "I like it very much."
Lu Xiuwen seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, showing a gentle smile: "That's good."
Lu Xiuwen's gift had already been delivered, he raised his hand to check the time, and said, "It's getting late, you should rest early."
"Yeah." Ye Ming smiled, and when he was about to turn around and leave, he heard Lu Xiuwen call him again, and turned back into a pair of bottomless black eyes.
Lu Xiuwen looked at him seriously: "You can wear it, right?"
Ye Ming was stunned for a moment, then nodded. He was not going to wear it all the time, but Lu Xiuwen seemed to be really attentive and hoped that he liked it... Then he should wear it. It seems to be disrespectful to throw it aside.
Lu Xiuwen didn't say anything, and watched Ye Ming leave, the smile on his face slowly dissipated, and there was a deep look in his eyes.
…
Ye Ming returned to his bedroom, took a bath and lay down on the bed, with the necklace hooked in one hand and dangling in front of him, tsk tsk.
[Ye Ming: Really rich, this stuff is not cheap.]
[888: Hehe.]
[Ye Ming: This is the most expensive tracker in history. This is the rope that Uncle Lu took pains to tie me, but it can't fall off, so I have to wear it well!]
[888: ... ] It seems that he doesn't need to say more.
The Lu family's bed was big and soft, and it was many times more comfortable than the bedroom. If the alarm clock rang in the morning, Ye Ming really didn't want to wake up.
To be honest, getting up is a lot harder than acting.
Ye Ming walked downstairs. Sister Zheng had already made breakfast. Lu Xiuwen sat at the dining table and waited for him. When he saw him coming down, he smiled and said, "Get up."
Ye Ming nodded and walked across to Lu Xiuwen to sit down. When he saw that it was getting late, he bit the egg and drank the milk from the cup in one hand.
Lu Xiuwen didn't move, but just looked at Ye Ming like this, with a faint greedy and nostalgic look in his eyes. He lost this person... Only then did he realize that such a simple and beautiful scene made him so hopeless.
After two lives, he was almost unable to suppress his feelings.
There seems to be a demonic voice in the chest saying, even if you don't do anything, he will be deceived and used by others... He will betray you and leave you, trusting those who are untrustworthy... In that case, why not Just start first, let him belong to himself and control everything about him
Lu Xiuwen saw that Ye Ming was in a hurry to eat, and his voice was low with a smile: "Eat slowly, someone will take you to school later, you won't be late, by the way, there is something I just want to tell you."
Ye Ming said hesitantly while eating: "What, what four?"
Lu Xiuwen looked at him deeply and said, "I hope you can move home."
Ye Ming stayed for a while, and he didn't quite understand it. He was already in college. Isn't it normal for college students to live on campus? Even local students, many live on campus.
Lu Xiuwen said: "The school's environment is still a little worse, and the people are mixed. You used to live at home all the time. I'm still not at ease living in the school. It's not convenient to take care of it if anything happens."
But Ye Ming didn't want to go home and live. He was so old, so he couldn't always be taken care of by Uncle Lu like a child, right? I will leave this house sooner or later, and Uncle Lu is not young anymore... If he gets married and has children in the future, will living here affect other people's family feelings
It's time to think about these things, it's impossible to occupy Uncle Lu for a lifetime.
Ye Ming showed a shy smile: "My roommates and classmates are all very nice, and the school cafeteria tastes good. There will be nothing wrong, you can rest assured."
Lu Xiuwen glanced at Ye Ming, was silent for a moment, and said, "If that's the case, then forget it, but you have to promise me that you must take care of yourself, or you will move home." When he said the last sentence, it seemed a little serious.
Ye Ming said repeatedly: "I must take care of myself!"
Lu Xiuwen stopped mentioning the matter of letting Ye Ming come back to live. After seeing him finish breakfast, he asked his driver to take him to school. He watched the car disappear, and the corners of his lips twitched slightly.
you will come back.
…
Ye Ming was sent to school by Uncle Li. Although the exam was over, Ye Ming didn't plan to take a vacation, so he stayed at home and slept in all day, or went out for a wave like other dudes. That didn't fit his character as a good boy, so His vacation life is still very fulfilling. He did not go home to live in the last life, but lived in the school and participated in activities with some classmates and various internships.
He and Hu Lei joined a very popular club in the school. This society was founded by the senior Feng Shuo. Feng Shuo's family also has a small wealth, and because he looks handsome and humorous, he is a famous tall, rich and handsome, and has female fans in the school. Countless, although his family background is nothing compared to Lu Xiuwen... but he is many times more prominent than Ye Ming in school.
Ye Ming had a reason for choosing Feng Shuo's club at the beginning. Despite Feng Shuo's appearance as a gentleman and polite on weekdays, his private life is actually a bit chaotic. Men and women are not taboos. Many girls in the club have been played by him. People don't know each other yet, it can be said that the means are very high.
In the previous life, in order to gain Lu Xiuwen's favorability, Ye Ming gave their 'love' a twist and a surprise, and deliberately chose this assist to make Feng Shuo fall in love with him too.
Yan Kong and Feng Shuo really liked Ye Ming very much. Ye Ming's appearance and temperament are first-class, different from those who play casually, which made him very tempted, so he took good care of Ye Ming at school.
This time Ye Ming and Feng Shuo went out to participate in the event, and something happened.
Ye Ming thought, Lu Xiuwen must have been waiting for this to happen. How could someone with such a deep-seated residence as Uncle Lu give up so easily? Since he is reborn, he must change the past.
His purpose is to let himself fall into his trap step by step.
When Ye Ming returned to the bedroom, Hu Lei was brushing his teeth drowsily. He stayed up late playing games yesterday, and he was in a bad mood today. When Ye Ming came back, he said weakly, "Why did you come back so early?"
Ye Ming said: "Isn't there still an activity in the morning?"
Hu Lei's eyes were dull: "Yes, wait, I'll wash my face again..."
Ten minutes later, Hu Lei finally woke up. He saw a small piece of silver necklace on Ye Ming's neck with sharp eyes, and suddenly smiled lewdly: "No, Gu Ran, you still wear a necklace! Are you a man?"
Ye Ming glanced at him: "The man didn't rely on this to prove it."
Hu Lei, a straight man of steel, doesn't understand boys wearing necklaces. Although Ye Ming was born very beautiful, the style of the necklace is not ostentatious.
Ye Ming really didn't bother to pay attention to him. They arrived at the event venue not long afterward. This time, it was a promotional event for a live broadcast website, and many well-known beauty anchors came.
Hu Lei was not in the mood to make fun of Ye Ming, his eyes were straight and his saliva almost drooled at the beauties in the audience, he took a deep breath: "It's a worthwhile trip, it's worthwhile, let me I am also willing to be a cow and a horse.”
[Ye Ming: I have nothing to say with straight men who have not gotten rid of vulgarity.]
[888: Your taste is very high? Just because you like thick and long men?]
[Ye Ming: ...]888 He really changed!
[Ye Ming: No, that's not what I meant, I also like those beautiful young ladies, and the young ladies also like me, but I won't be as wretched as him O(∩_∩)O~]
[888: Well, you are rather boring.]
[Ye Ming:…]
As soon as Ye Ming came, Feng Shuo quickly noticed him, stopped talking with others, came over and smiled, "Gu Ran."
Ye Ming immediately smiled, "Hello, Brother Feng."
Feng Shuo also glanced at Ye Ming's necklace. He didn't make a fuss like Hu Lei, but saw at a glance that the necklace was of extraordinary quality. Although he couldn't see the style inside, it shouldn't be cheap. Usually very low-key, his family should be very good, his temperament and taste have been nurtured.
All this made Feng Shuo more curious and addicted to him.
Of course, the most important thing is that Ye Ming is really good-looking, with fair and flawless skin, beautiful and delicate eyebrows, no trace of flaws on his nose or lips... When he smiles, he can't miss his eyes.
It's just too simple. It is estimated that he is too well protected by his family. He doesn't understand his own hints, which makes Feng Shuo gradually lose his patience.
But for such a person, it is worth taking a risk.
Feng Shuo patted Ye Ming on the shoulder and said with a natural smile, "Go over there and help as a guide."
Ye Ming nodded obediently, "Okay, Brother Feng, I'll go right now."
Feng Shuo looked at the back of Ye Ming's departure, and his eyes showed a look of determination.
Ye Ming did the things he did in the previous life all over again. He was so bored that he just looked forward to the early evening.
After finally getting through the day, Feng Shuo, just like the previous life, called everyone to have dinner together in the evening, and everyone went to the hotel in a lively manner.
Because there were many people, there were several boxes. Feng Shuo called Ye Ming and Hu Lei to his own box because of selfishness. This box was Feng Shuo's classmates. Only Ye Ming and Hu Lei were in the lower grades, so the two People are inevitably a little restrained, and even the bohemian Hu Lei has a lot of peace.
Seeing that people were gradually leaving after the meal, Feng Shuo asked Ye Ming to stay for a while. He still had something to tell him, so there were only the two of them left in the box.
[Ye Ming: The main event is almost here!]
[888: Are you ready?]
[Ye Ming: I'm ready, just waiting for Uncle Lu to come to the hero to save the beauty!]
In the last life, Feng Shuo desperately tried to keep Ye Ming after the dinner party in order to get to Ye Ming, and tried to drug him. Let Ye Ming drink the drink Feng Shuo gave him, and he showed up ahead of time and brought him home, and warned the Feng family severely afterwards! From the beginning to the end, Ye Ming did not let Feng Shuo know about Feng Shuo's dirty thoughts and what he was going to do, and the storm became invisible.
But in this life, Lu Xiuwen did not appear on time.
Feng Shuo sat next to Ye Ming and said with a smile, "Gu Ran, what are your plans for your holiday?"
Ye Ming thought about it for a while, and said honestly, "I don't have any plans for the time being. Maybe I will go out for an internship."
Feng Shuo got a little closer, looked at Ye Ming's face with greedy eyes, and said with a meaningful voice, "Then do you want to go to my company? It just so happens that I also have an internship in the company during the summer vacation. You and I can do anything you don't understand. ask me."
Ye Ming thought for a while, but did not rush to agree.
Feng Shuo didn't rush, he saw that the glass in front of Ye Ming was empty, picked up the drink and poured some more for him, smiled and said, "You think about it."
Ye Ming felt that the senior was always so enthusiastic, which made him quite embarrassed. He took a sip of the cup and took a sip.
Feng Shuo saw Ye Ming drinking the drink he poured, his eyes gradually became more aggressive, he moved closer to Ye Ming, put his hand around his shoulder, and said in his ear, "I like you very much. ."
Ye Ming's face turned red when he heard the words, he thought about it, and felt that Feng Shuo's liking should not be that kind of liking, right? After all, the boys in his dormitory often hang their shoulders and say some very ambiguous things, but everyone knows that they are straight and straight, and the straight men nowadays are so rude.
However, Feng Shuo seems to be quite serious on weekdays... I'm not that familiar with him, so it's not good to joke like this
Ye Ming felt a little uncomfortable and wanted to leave when he got up, but before he got up, he felt a little dizzy and his cheeks were hot, he shook his head, "I, I should go home..."
As a result, halfway through speaking, Feng Shuo suddenly hugged him in his arms.
Ye Ming was finally startled, he wanted to push Feng Shuo away in a jiffy, but only then did he realize that he was completely powerless. Even though he was not alert, he realized that there was something wrong with the drink just now, and looked at Feng Shuo in shock, "Brother Feng, you, what are you doing?"
Feng Shuo looked at Ye Ming's blushing face, his long eyelashes were trembling, his black eyes were as clear as gems, and his heart was even more itchy. How could he bear it? He took the risk today to get this person! They were all men. Even if they were slept in once, they must have been embarrassed by Ye Ming's temperament, so how could they take him
His eyes suddenly became explicit, he squeezed Ye Ming's chin, and smiled: "I just said, I like you..."
But Ye Ming only felt disgusting!
He always thought that Feng Shuo was a decent man and respected him very much, but he didn't want to do such a thing to him! He was so angry that he wanted to get rid of Feng Shuo, but because he drank the medicine, he was not Feng Shuo's opponent at all, and his consciousness gradually became blurred.
Feng Shuo ripped open Ye Ming's collar with one hand, revealing a small piece of smooth shoulders. Ye Ming struggled in vain, and his eyes finally looked a little desperate. At this moment, the door was suddenly pushed open from the outside!
A tall man appeared at the door. The slightly dim light in the box fell on his face, making his contours darker and his eyes darker. The huge sense of pressure he brought made the air in the whole room seem to freeze. .
Ye Ming turned his head and stared blankly at the man at the door, with a look of surprise in his eyes! Taking advantage of Feng Shuo's dazed effort, he pushed him away abruptly, rolled onto the ground, then got up and staggered and fell into the man's arms.
Because there is someone to rely on, I can't help but feel wronged and sad, with tears in my eyes: "Uncle, you are here."
[Ye Ming: Uncle is so bad! Obviously, the last life did not develop to this stage at all, this time he has to wait for me to finish drinking before coming over, this is the mantis catching the cicada and the oriole!]
[888: Hmm.]
[Ye Ming: But people just like him being so bad. shy jpg]
[888: ... ] No, you'd better die.