"Hanghang!" After entering the door, Zhang Qiming hugged Zhang Hang with great strength, his arm seemed to be embedded in Zhang Hang's bones.
Zhang Hang's hand stiffened in the void, and finally hesitantly placed his hand on Zhang Qiming's body, indulging himself in enjoying this long-lost hug.
Lu Chengye bared his teeth beside him, and finally did not call, but squatted at Zhang Hang's feet, staring firmly at Zhang Qiming. He still remembered what Zhang Qiming did when he knew that Zhang Hang was not his own son. He beat Zhang Hang and left him alone in the hospital. But in the same way, Zhang Qiming ran back to the hospital to pick up Zhang Hang, and was willing to pay child support for his unrelated son. Lu Chengye's feelings for him were very complicated, and Zhang Qiming's own feelings were also quite complicated, he didn't know. How should I treat Zhang Hang
After calming down, Zhang Qiming looked at Zhang Hang's eyes with distress. Those eyes were still very beautiful, but Zhang Qiming stretched out his hand and shook it in front of his eyes, but Zhang Hang did not respond at all.
"Hanghang, your eyes..." Zhang Qiming said in a trembling voice.
Zhang Hang nodded silently.
"When did it happen?" Zhang Qiming's distressed look is not fake, he really still loves this child he has raised since childhood.
"I probably couldn't see clearly at night since I was in high school. I thought I was short-sighted, but I didn't pay attention. Later... before the Chinese New Year last year, I went to the hospital for an examination." Zhang Hang said lightly, "It's retinitis pigmentosa, and the doctor said it couldn't be cured. , I was not cured. Later, I lost sight of it a few days ago."
However, Zhang Qiming didn't know what was hidden in his words. Last year's Chinese New Year, that was not the time when he and Zhao Xiaolian were getting divorced, and when he discovered that he was related to Zhang Hang. So, did this child go to the hospital by himself at that time? At that time, did the child know that he would be blind? At that time, how did he survive, and how did he let himself go blind in despair
Zhang Qiming's hands were shaking. He couldn't imagine how painful Zhang Hang was at that time. The child he had always loved, without his knowledge, was suffering so much in silence, but he didn't notice it at all.
"Did Xiao Ren tell you that I was here?" Zhang Hang asked.
"It was told to me by a middle-aged policeman at the police station. He said that Zhao... Your mother sold the house and left, leaving you alone. Now you are living in their little policeman's house, and he told me the address."
Zhang Hang nodded, he could understand the captain's approach. If you're eighteen, that's fine. But after all, he is still between an adult and a minor, and there is no way for him to decide many things by himself, and it is impossible without a guardian. The mother is gone, and it is inevitable for the police to contact the father. Although Xiao Ren is willing to take him in, it is his own will, and due to the responsibility of a policeman, it is necessary for the captain to inform his family about his affairs.
"Hanghang, you... are you still in school?" Zhang Qiming asked cautiously.
"I went to high school until the end of the first year, and then my academic performance was terrible." Zhang Hang shook his head with a wry smile, "I became completely blind after the summer vacation, and I plan to drop out of school in the second half of the year."
Obviously Zhang Hang couldn't see it, but Zhang Qiming still turned his head and wiped his eyes, preventing Zhang Hang from seeing his worthless tears. He took Zhang Hang's hand and said, "I'll take you to contact the school for the blind, let's go to school, and then go to university! You can study anything you want. Hanghang, come home with me, dad will support you! It's not just college graduation, dad supports you. You find a job and marry someone who can take care of you!"
There was a warm current in Zhang Hang's heart, and Lu Chengye also walked slowly to Zhang Qiming's side, rewarding him with a gracious gesture. Although he was reluctant, in order to take better care of Hanghang in the future, he must first please Zhang Qiming.
Zhang Qiming is not impulsive, in fact, the captain had already contacted him yesterday. He felt distressed when he heard that Zhao Xiaolian had left a blind child in Zhang Hang and was led to the police station by a dog, and he couldn't sleep all night. This sleepless night made Zhang Qiming clear about his feelings for Zhang Hang. After 15 years of getting along, he has been looking forward to the arrival of this child since Zhao Xiaolian was pregnant. In fact, he has been fighting for him for so many years, even if there is no blood relationship, The feelings are still there. Zhang Qiming felt distressed and wished he could go blind for Zhang Hang. He was sure of his intentions, and also thought about how to live in the future, so he rushed over, this time he would take Zhang Hang back no matter what.
However, Zhang Hang was calmer than him.
"Dad, are you planning to remarry?" Zhang Hang asked, "You take me, it's not easy to find."
"This... Recently, your grandmother has been enthusiastic to help me introduce it, and I'm not in the mood." Zhang Qiming shook his head and said that he has not yet gotten out of this failed marriage and needs time to ease before he can summon the courage to develop another relationship.
"But you will always find it," Zhang Hang said. "Because I am not your biological son after all, you will always remarry and have a child of your own, right?"
When he said "not his biological son", his voice trembled. Zhang Hang once complained about the things that Zhang Qiming did in his anger, but more than his resentment was sadness. He still hopes that he is Zhang Qiming's son, and if so, that would be great. Even if Dad did something that went too far when he was angry, he could forgive him and didn't care. However, now, it is not something that can be solved by forgiveness. There is an insurmountable gap between him and Zhang Qiming.
"Remarriage and having children have nothing to do with taking care of you!" Zhang Qiming vaguely sensed what Zhang Hang meant, and his voice became much louder.
"Yes," Zhang Hang shook his head, "you know there are."
"Then don't give birth!" Zhang Qiming said excitedly, "It's enough to have your son. If you have another son, you may not be as good and obedient as you."
Zhang Hang still shook his head and said: "Dad, if my eyes are good, then I will go back with you today, be your son, take care of you, and give you old age. If you remarry, I wish you new brothers and sisters. I will help you take care of them, there is no blood relationship, we are father and son. But not now, I will only be a drag on you. "
"I am willing to be dragged down by you, what if my father is dragged down by my son for the rest of my life!" Zhang Qiming roared louder than when he quarreled with Zhao Xiaolian, but this time, Zhang Hang was not afraid, he just shook his head gently.
If he is just an ordinary high school student, then he is willing to be capricious once. But now is different. In just half a year, Zhang Hang has already tasted the warm and cold taste of the world. He knows very well that if he goes back with Zhang Qiming, sooner or later, the only remaining relationship between father and son will disappear.
Zhang Qiming will be dragged down by him day after day, year after year, Zhang's father and mother will not agree, they will persecute Zhang Qiming all day long. And Zhang Qiming has not yet reached forty, and will eventually remarry. At that time, his newly married wife will also force him. The troubles of life will wipe out the relationship between them. It is better to miss each other than to meet each other. It is better to live alone than to follow Zhang Qiming.
At least Da Hei will not despise his drag.
This conversation continued until Xiao Ren came home with lunch, and after Zhang Qiming thanked Xiao Ren, he left without discouragement. After he left, Zhang Hang sat at the dining table with his chopsticks facing the lunch box, but he never put down his chopsticks.
"Hey," Xiao Ren called out to him, "Eat first, then focus on being in a daze after eating."
"Wang!" Lu Chengye also matched Xiao Ren's words, how could he not eat!
According to Lu Chengye's meaning, even if he is dead skinny, he must rely on Zhang Qiming until he learns a life skill and can support himself, no matter what happens to him in the future. But Zhang Hang thinks more, and he thinks more about Zhang Qiming. In addition to thinking for others, Zhang Hang also has his own backbone. His insignificant self-esteem in the eyes of others has been trampled once by Zhao Xiaolian. Zhang Hang does not want to go back to Zhang Qiming's house and be trampled again by others.
That night, Xiao Ren worked on the night shift. Without the sound of smashing the keyboard, Zhang Hang still couldn't sleep. He was lying on the bed with his hands on the side of the bed. It was dark when he opened and closed his eyes, but he was still reluctant to close them. Lu Chengye raised his head slightly, put his head on his palm, and told Zhang Hang that he was not alone.
"Da Hei," Zhang Hang said, "I know this is not possible now. I'm blind, and it's really troublesome for him to continue living with Xiao Ren. It's fine if it's just a simple shared rental, but Brother Xiao really takes care of us too much. Now, I'm afraid that if he goes on like this, the rent will be used to treat the two of us to dinner, and even the salary will have to be reversed."
"Wang!" Lu Chengye didn't know how to answer him, he just called out habitually.
"But, I can't go home with my dad. I'm not stubbornly denying him as my dad. He will always be my dad, but I don't want to live in and be kicked out again." He said calmly, in his tone But with a hint of misery.
Who doesn't want to have a family to take care of, especially in such difficult conditions. Of course Zhang Hang wanted to go back to that warm home, but his blood was destined to be unable to go back. Zhang Qiming can always take care of this blind man with a love, but others can't. People don't live alone, everyone has a family.
"Wang!" Then cheat some child support, anyway, Zhao Xiaolian ran away, Zhang Qiming can give you the money directly, take care of you, I can. Lu Chengye said that he believed that he could take good care of Zhang Hang. Some blind people can rely on guide dogs to live by themselves. He is always smarter than those trained guide dogs.
Zhang Hang's worries are not empty talk. In the next few days, Zhang Qiming will come every day to persuade Zhang Hang to go home. After about a week or so, it is no longer Zhang Qiming, but Zhang's mother.