Because he had no foundation before, Zhang Hang could not go directly to the ordinary high school of the school for the blind. Instead, he had to study Braille preparatory courses for one year with other people who had just entered the school, and then he had to choose whether to go to high school or vocational high school. He has been in high school for one year before, and after the preparatory course is over, if he wants to go to ordinary high school, he can take the transfer exam. If he passes, he can go directly to the second year of high school.
Kaishi School for the Blind currently has the most complete facilities and the highest educational level in the country. Not only the locals from the opening city come to school, but also many people from other surrounding towns and cities come here. Therefore, the school for the blind has dormitory buildings, all facilities are convenient for the blind, and there are special managers on each floor to take care of them. them. For students who are not used to accommodation just now, there are also people who specifically guide them to stay for a period of time. The bedrooms are all independent rooms, and the accommodation environment is very good. The nature of the whole school is also public welfare, and the accommodation fee charged is not high.
According to the fees charged by the school for the blind, the tens of thousands of dollars Zhang Hang had on hand was enough for him to study for several years. In fact, even if Zhang Qiming didn't care about him, he could still be accommodated and be taken care of.
But... Touching Da Hei, who was squatting at his feet and never giving up, Zhang Hang felt that it was better to live alone. Although it was not safe to go to school, he had Da Hei to help him. He believed in Da Hei.
According to Zhang Qiming, after Zhang Hang's preparatory class, he must go to high school. Although I haven't heard of any examples of blind people taking the college entrance examination to go to college in China, there are some abroad! Zhang Qiming clenched his fists secretly, he wanted to make money so that he could study abroad.
However, Zhang Hang's idea was to go to a vocational high school. One year for preparatory studies, and two years for some classes in vocational high schools. After graduation, he is nineteen years old. He wants to find a job that suits him as soon as possible, and no longer bother others. Let alone let Zhang Qiming have conflicts with his family because of his own studies. Whether it's Wang Guiying or himself, they are Zhang Qiming's favorite people. The person he loves has conflicts with the person he loves the most. The person who suffers the most is actually Zhang Qiming. Buying a house for him now so that he can study is the result of Zhang Qiming and his parents fighting for a long time, maybe he didn't tell them about buying a house.
Zhang Hang is very aware of his current situation. He feels that he has given up his desire to continue his studies realistically, and has chosen the path of work more pragmatically. In other words, he, who was the first in the city to be admitted to a key high school in the high school entrance examination, will only have the highest degree in the future... a technical secondary school.
Zhang Hang didn't tell Zhang Qiming about this idea for the time being, so as not to dissuade him from his enthusiasm; he also didn't tell Xiao Ren, Xiao Ren also cared about him and hoped that he could have a higher education.
He can only put his arms around Da Hei's neck in the dead of night, and speak his thoughts gently and slowly. His expression was calm and his tone was gentle, but in the quiet night without the lights on, Lu Chengye used his good night vision ability to see the helpless confession in his empty eyes.
His Hanghang is a very hardworking and conscientious student, and he is very talented. He hopes to be admitted to Peking University and Tsinghua University, and rely on his own results to go abroad for further studies. The young Zhang Hang had already stated his wishes to Da Hei who had not grown up at that time. At that time, he had a serious headache. He wondered if he could bring Da Hei with him when he went to study abroad. He was reluctant to leave Da Hei, his father said. , the animal you want to raise, you must be responsible to the end, pets are responsibility, not a temporary plaything.
At that time, Lu Chengye just moved his ears boredly, indicating that he was listening, but did not take these words to heart. The future imagined by the young man was too far away, at least five or six years. to whom
However, now, he clearly recalled the tone, expression and eyes of the boy at that time, full of expectations, and yearning for his bright future. And now, all his futures are in darkness because of his blindness. No matter how hard he tries, he struggles to stretch out his palms to grasp the dreams he once had, but he can only grasp the darkness of nothingness.
His dream is not broken, but is forever silent in the dark, and it is impossible to wake up again.
And he still showed such a warm and strong smile, so sensible and self-reliant in front of everyone. Only in the dead of night, facing his darkness, can he show a little vulnerability.
Lu Chengye put his head on Zhang Hang's lap so that he could touch his fluffy body as soon as he reached out his hand. , let Zhang Hang know that even in the eternal darkness, there is such a dog to accompany him.
The school life was peaceful. There were no young children in Zhang Hang's class. All of them were literate and blind or had low vision. Most of the children are sent directly to kindergarten, preschool or elementary school. Most of these children are born invisible and need to learn from scratch.
Compared with them, Zhang Hang's class was relatively easy to teach. He was literate, and most of them had seen the blue sky and white clouds. He knew the world and had a strong comprehension ability. With the help of the teacher, he touched word by word and slowly learned to familiarize himself with the world with his fingers, ears and nose. Because listening is very important for the blind, this class is very quiet. During the class, there is usually only the teacher's lecturing sound, and the students' breathing is so light.
Zhang Hang also chats with other classmates in his spare time. He knows a woman named Yao Jingyi with a clear and pleasant voice. She is a high-paid white-collar worker, but she lost her sight because of a car accident. Her husband also divorced her because of this, and now lives with her parents. She has a big heart and has accepted a series of blows in life very calmly, but occasionally she is confused: "I can't do my previous job, my parents are still old, and they want me to take care of them just when they need me to take care of them. .And I have no income now, and I don't know what to do in the future... And my partner, to be honest, my husband's departure was a big blow to me, but in this situation, I can't tell my parents how sad I am because they It's sad enough. I feel like I can't hold on anymore, I need to find someone to comfort me, but he just left... And I'm like this, who else can I find?"
This question probably bothered her for a long time, but when she said it, there was no cry in her voice, she was just confused and couldn't find a way out. Zhang Hang has a good personality and knows a lot of people. He is a relatively stable person in the class and can accept reality. Yao Jingyi likes to chat with him very much. Her words are fragile and confusing, but Zhang Hang can't hear them. .
Later, Yao Jingyi heard that Zhang Hang was only sixteen years old, so she stopped talking to him, but changed to another man with a low and steady voice, and asked the other person's age before chatting. After hearing that he was in his thirties, he could chat with confidence.
This change made Zhang Hang stunned for a moment, but he quickly let go. He understood that Yao Jingyi didn't want to seduce anyone, she was just too uncomfortable and depressed, she needed to find someone to talk to. Compared with the comfort of a normal person, only words that the blind can empathize with can enter her heart more. However, that doesn't mean she needs an underage child to comfort her.
Child... Zhang Hang sighed deeply. In this world, he is really too young. He is so young that he does not even have the rights of many citizens. He must be eighteen years old to survive independently.
There is also a more familiar voice, a young and sharp voice, probably a young man who is trying to be quiet in class. But after class, he couldn't bear it anymore. He always dragged people and blamed others. He felt that the most unfortunate things in the world were on him. In fact, Zhang Hang heard from his words that he was actually a rich family. people. There are also brothers and sisters, not only do not have to worry about taking care of their parents, but also have someone to take care of him. And it is said that his parents also helped him save and buy a fund, and after ten years, the monthly rebate is enough for him to live to old age.
However, Zhang Hang also understood that he was not standing and talking without back pain, but that he felt so helpless that he could not see, and even if he had comforted the future, he would not be able to soothe his heart. Parents can only guarantee his survival, but not life.
There are all kinds of people in the school, and there are all kinds of problems. Everyone is just helpless and lost. After this period of time, they can gradually get better. School teachers not only need to teach knowledge, but also need to pay attention to the psychological state of these students at all times. Once there is a problem, they need to report it up, and if it is serious, they need to arrange psychological counseling. In the eyes of the teacher, Zhang Hang is the most stable child. He does not mourn or complain. He learns knowledge quietly every day, and plans his homework well. In his spare time, he often reads words that he does not understand in extracurricular books. Come and ask the teacher.
Blindness in adolescence is the most sensitive and prone age. Many children who are blind during this period may give up on themselves, but Zhang Hang accepts it very well, better than everyone in the class.
In the spare time, the teacher couldn't help but ask about Zhang Hang's family situation. At this time, the teacher realized that there were all kinds of hardships in the whole class, and the one who suffered the most was this child.
Because each of them can come to school because at least they have financial resources and someone to take care of them. But in the child's understatement, the teacher noticed his loneliness.
"Then are you... living alone now?" the teacher said in surprise, "how are you going to take care of yourself?"
Zhang Hang replied without hesitation: "I have a big black."
Da Hei is a guide dog. During the few months he went to school, he would send Zhang Hang to school every day, and then squatted at the school gate waiting for Zhang Hang to leave school.