In the eyes of outsiders, it is difficult to understand the deep meaning of Zhang Hang's words. Da Hei is just a dog. It is true that he is loyal, cute and intelligent, but this is the nature of being a dog. People love to be moved, but they cannot fully understand it.
During those lonely years, Da Hei witnessed all of Zhang Hang's frailties and helped him build up the strength that comes from his heart. No one can understand the feelings between them.
In the days of living alone, every time I woke up late at night, I could hear Da Hei's voice. If it is a low "woo" sound, it means that you can continue to rest in the middle of the night. If it is a vigorous "Wang Wang", it means getting up early to greet you, Hang Hang, you wake up earlier than the alarm clock. When getting up every morning, as soon as his feet fall on the ground, the slippers will definitely be placed exactly where he can put them on, and he has never stepped on the ground with bare feet. Every day after school, he can always hear a familiar voice at the school gate, letting him know that he is not alone.
This kind of company has shaped all his strength.
A few words of the past, not wanting to hide his own experience, unable to face it. It was already so strong that he could let go without talking. Zhang Hang didn't need to use words to win the sympathy of others in exchange for his inner peace, like the others in the class.
In fact, he understands everyone. Just like a hungry person, it is more painful to have food in front of you and not get it than to have nothing at all. It is extremely painful to fall into darkness after seeing this colorful world, because this beautiful light can never be seen again.
So I want to talk, so I want to vent, so I need people's sympathy. This is the mentality that most people often have.
However, Zhang Hang, a 16-year-old boy, had long understood during that time that sympathy was not understanding, and understanding could not bring strength to his heart.
What has supported him step by step to the present is not the care in words, but the silent support. No matter where you go, you will be with him; even if you are exhausted and bruised, you will only fall on his body, soft and alive, the warmth of life, not the cold floor.
"Da Hei!" Hearing the familiar voice, Zhang Hang still waved his hand, and Da Hei rushed to Zhang Hang's side through the crowd and licked his fingers.
I can't see why are you waving? Because he can see.
Although the school for the blind has a dormitory building, it is a last resort for the family. Therefore, there are many people who come to pick up and drop off school for the blind every day. Some parents pick up their children, and some children pick up their parents. No matter what era, there are people who are old in body and mind.
There is an old man who is blind and suffering from glaucoma in Zhang Fang's class. He has passed the age of sixty and has already started to receive pensions. It stands to reason that even if he does not understand Braille at his age, there is no need to work so hard at such an old age. The only classmate Zhang Hang took the initiative to talk to was this uncle. The uncle's voice sounded very tough. Hearing Zhang Hang's doubts, he smiled and said, "When I was a child, I was the only golden phoenix in my family who was admitted to university. Everyone in the village touched my head and said, “College student, cultural person! This study has changed my whole life, so I don’t put down my books wherever I go. When the educated youths go to the countryside, I don’t put them down, and I hide and tuck them to watch. After work, I read in a variety of ways; when I retired, I continued to read with reading glasses. I have never put down a book in my life, why can’t I read a book when my eyes are ill? If there is no such statement, I will not accept it!”
The old man's words contained a hint of stubbornness, but the old man had too many calluses on his hands, too many years, and his touch was no better than that of a young man, and it was very difficult to touch the book. Zhang Hang took the initiative to hold the old man's hand and stroked it carefully, trying to memorize every pattern.
This is not a pair of ordinary hands, the skin is full of muscles and bones, and the lines are full of years.
Zhang Hang thought at that time that this old man was his future.
By touching it all the year round, his hands will eventually be scarred. But every scar, every wrinkle, is his years. No need to keep a diary, his life is written in his hands.
Think proud.
Zhang Hang smiled and wrapped his arms around Da Hei's neck, intending to go home today and tell Da Hei the content of the conversation with the old man, and share all his happiness and pain with his soul family.
Da Hei has been picking up Zhang Hang for more than three months in a row. The first winter snow fell today. He was cold outside and sneezed several times. The guard of the school for the blind is not the old man, but the security guard. The young security guard on duty saw the dog who had been waiting for three months sneezing. Accepted. Five minutes before get out of class ended, Da Hei returned the jacket to the security guard and continued to wait for the owner.
The doorman and the families of the students are already very familiar with this intelligent dog. It may be the father or the mother who comes to pick up the students. It is very difficult for one person to take care of the blind. Usually, two or three people are exchanged. There is only this big black dog, and he has always been the same for more than three months. At the beginning, there were always people who were puzzled and talked a lot. They pointed at Zhang Hang and whispered, saying that this poor child has no family but a dog to accompany him. However, after three months, no one said such a thing anymore, they would only say "I really want to have a dog like this".
However, the big black is Zhang Hang's after all.
Showing affection in front of everyone as usual - licking Zhang Hang's saliva, Lu Chengye struttingly took Zhang Hang home. At this time, a collar was put on his neck, and the address and mobile phone number of this airline were written on it. In 2006, a mobile phone was a rarity, but in order to facilitate contact, Zhang Qiming bought a mobile phone for Zhang Hang.
Lu Chengye used to hate this kind of collar, which symbolized imprisonment, but he liked it when he put it on. With this collar, tied with a rope, Hang Hang can be led by him (?) and travel all over the country. Lu Chengye has such self-confidence that when they have income in the future, he will definitely lead Zhang Hang all over the country and abroad. Even if he can't see it, he will let him hear different voices in the world, smell the wind at every latitude, touch the wind. over the whole world.
This is Da Hei, the grandest ambition of a guide dog for the blind. The other end of his ambition is the hand holding the rope.
When he got home, Zhang Hang first took the towel close to his hand and wiped his body for Da Hei. It snowed today, but the temperature in the city is not too low. The snow fell into water, and the water froze into ice. The hair on Da Hei's body was wet and froze in the cold air. catch a cold.
After using a hairdryer to warm Da Hei's body, Zhang Hang felt relieved and poured himself a cup of hot water to warm his body.
Then Lu Chengye put it up shamelessly, put his paws on Zhang Hang's shoulders, and the whole dog was stuck on Zhang Hang's body, euphemistically called "dogskin mat" to keep warm. Zhang Hang couldn't understand Lu Chengye's cry, but he probably understood what he meant. How could the pure young man know the hidden feelings in a dog's heart that he didn't quite understand, not only did he not push Da Hei away, but he hugged the dog even tighter: "Da Hei knows to help me keep warm, you are really warm. "
So warm, so warm that it melts the winter snow.
"Woo... Wang Wang~~" The end of Da Hei's cry had a hint of slap in the face, and he could tell that he was very happy by listening to the sound.
After one person and one dog were warmed up, Da Hei first got up and looked around, but he didn't notice that the hourly worker had moved anything. After confirming it was safe, he made a "beep" in the kitchen, and Zhang Hang walked into the kitchen without a single step. In front of the steamer, the steamer is kept warm all the time. The hourly workers knew when Zhang Hang was dismissed from school, so he always prepared his meals and left about ten minutes before he came back, and seldom saw him face to face. The part-time worker's aunt's cooking tastes good, which is very suitable for Zhang Hang's appetite. She is also very careful, and the food prepared for Da Hei is moderate in salt, which is completely suitable for dogs.
"Ouch~" Lying at Zhang Hang's feet, one of them ate slowly on the table, the other gnawed at the bones at their feet, and Da Hei made a contented whimper.
After dinner, it's time for homework. The school for the blind also has homework. To fully grasp the words learned today, Zhang Hang's class is good, and he can consolidate the old knowledge in an hour and a half. After previewing the new knowledge, it is time to watch TV during the prime time of the day!
News and weather forecasts are essential. Zhang Hang likes to listen to the news very much, because the host speaks clearly and seldom mispronounces it. This is the easiest for him to hear in all the programs. The weather forecast is even more important to him. Zhang Hang cannot observe the celestial phenomena through the sky. Whether or not to bring an umbrella the next day depends on the weather forecast.
Next is the TV series time of each channel. Zhang Hang is also a young man and likes watching TV series, especially martial arts films. Every time there is a remake of Master Jin Yong Gulong, he will not let it go. If there are no particularly good martial arts movies recently, he will watch sports channels. Although the sports channel cannot be seen, the commentator is very detailed, and most of the details can be explained clearly. The highlights will be replayed and told again. Zhang Hang will always be convinced by the host's bloody commentary. Just like watching games, especially football.
Finally, there is Dahei's financial channel. Although I don't know why a dog likes to watch finance and economics, Zhang Hang will give him the TV every time he comes to Dahei's program, as if he is not a dog, but a dog. alive.
After watching TV, I have to go to bed early and get up early to be healthy. Lying on the bed, Zhang Hang told the story of the old man today and his beliefs in a very calm voice. Da Hei raised his head and licked his hand, it was speechless. support.
Then they slept together and spent this peaceful and warm day. In this way, Zhang Hang's first New Year living alone passed, and they ushered in 2007.
The author has something to say: To be honest, Lanqing is more suitable for the kind of cool writing that escapes the imagination. Writing this article is really very, very stuck. For me, whether it is game writing or life, it seems to be the same. It's a boring thing.
However, this one, I am going to challenge!
Thank you all for your support.