Fortunately, Lu Chengye responded quickly. After Zhang Hang hugged him, he quickly raised his head, stretched out his long arms, and hugged Zhang Hang into his arms, letting his head rest on his shoulders.
Zhang Hang was stunned for a moment. He couldn't see it. He could only rely on touch and imagination to understand a person. Since he determined that Lu Chengye is a big black, he immediately replaced all the images of Lu Chengye with big black. When Lu Chengye was Da Hei, due to physical constraints, he never hugged Zhang Hang in his arms. When Zhang Hang was lost, he always held Da Hei's head in his arms, while Da Hei put his head in his arms. Zhang Hang's shoulder. So just now, Zhang Hang hugged Lu Chengye very naturally, but he never thought that even if this person is Dahei, he is no longer the dog he used to be.
Zhang Hang struggled a little uneasily, but Lu Chengye hugged him tightly, and he hissed when he was involved in the wound. Although his voice was low, how could he hide from the keen-sighted Zhang Hang? He immediately stopped struggling. , but the body is still a little stiff.
Lu Chengye sighed secretly in his heart, even if they knew each other, he still had a long way to go. It was Da Hei who had been with Zhang Hang for five years, not Lu Chengye. Now Lu Chengye can't lick away Zhang Hang's tears when he is crying, can't sleep in the same bed with Zhang Hang, can't accompany Zhang Hang to take a bath, he can't even hold Zhang Hang's hand all the time, take him with him Travel to the ends of the earth.
What once was possible as a dog is now difficult to do as a human. Even if it is a biological father and son, such a move is too close. It's okay to be a couple, but now Zhang Hang is obviously not in love with him, he just treats him as his only family member, and now this familiar family member has also changed his shell. Not to mention being a lover, even family members have to work together for a period of time to be suitable.
If possible, Lu Chengye wanted to kiss Zhang Hang's lips right now and tell him his heart. When he was in the bar, Zhang Hang didn't know his identity, so he could express his feelings generously. But now, Zhang Hang recognizes that he is Dahei, so his feelings are frozen in the past, and it is not appropriate to confess at this time.
He reached out and stroked Zhang Hang's hair and whispered, "Hanghang, I don't know how you guessed my identity, but I can tell you clearly that it's not Da Hei that is Lu Chengye, but that Lu Chengye is Da Hei. I've been me from the beginning, whether it's a human or a dog, I'm Lu Chengye. In fact... When I first became a big black, being a human and being a dog was nothing to me, and it was too tiring to be a dog. I don’t have to think about anything, but it’s easier and more comfortable. But since the winter of 2005, I’ve hoped for countless times that I’m a person, even if it’s not Lu Chengye, just one of your classmates and friends. In this way, I can open my arms like this, Hold you crying in my arms, comfort you, and tell you that you are not alone. When Zhang Qiming beat you, I thought, when I found out the results of the paternity test in the hospital, and when I knew you had a problem with your eyes, I thought, Zhao Xiaolian throw it away When you are alone, I think, that is, when Da Hei died, if I can get a little bit of strength, I want to hug you and tell you that it's okay, don't cry."
Following his gentle voice, Zhang Hang's stiff body slowly softened. He meekly rested his head on Lu Chengye's shoulder. In fact, he didn't really listen to what Lu Chengye was saying. Found the feeling of home. For five years, he has been wandering, ups and downs under his feet, and can't find a place to return at all. Until now, in Lu Chengye's soft and sexy voice, he saw home.
This time, there was no need for Lu Chengye to grab Zhang Hang's hand, Zhang Hang took the initiative to touch Lu Chengye's hand, inserted his fingers between his fingers, intertwined his fingers, and refused to let go at all.
If it was Lu Chengye, Zhang Hang would never take the initiative to touch him all his life, but he was his big black, and Zhang Hang would never let go of his big black.
Holding hands, Lu Chengye's heart that had been hanging after he woke up slowly fell, and he hugged Zhang Hang firmly in his arms, not caring at all how strange his current posture was. His legs were still on the bed, and his upper body was twisted almost 90 degrees to hug Zhang Hang, who was sitting opposite the hospital bed. It was a challenge to the flexibility of the human body. If you keep doing this for a while, your waist will be sore, but Lu Chengye can't feel it at all. Now all his five senses are concentrated on the body in his arms, how much he wants to kiss his hair, forehead, cheeks, lips...
Clenching his fists hard, Lu Chengye told himself to be patient and not to scare his Hang Hang. He watched Zhang Hang change from a boy to a man, let alone the matter between men and women, Zhang Hang had never seen the matter between men and women. He was always a top student in junior high and high school, and he didn't have time to get in touch with things like pornography. Originally, when Zhang Hang went to college, there should be people in the same dormitory to learn about science, but at that time he couldn't see it anymore and wanted to know more about it. You can only touch it, but whoever has sex will let a blind person touch it, unless it's 3P, but Zhang Hang himself can't do this kind of thing, he is a pure and loving big boy in his bones, I'm afraid he won't have the chance to grow up all these years. .
Worrying about gain and loss is Lu Chengye's current mood. He didn't dare to touch that bottom line. What he could do at this stage was to let Zhang Hang blur the direct line between Lu Chengye and Da Hei first, recognize him as a person, and then figure out other things.
"Hanghang, how did you think I'm a big black? Last night... I shouldn't have given you any hints." Lu Chengye asked with some doubts. He had planned to go directly to Zhang Hang's house after the injury was healed, and have a relationship with him alone. He said this. There were too many people in the bar last night, it was impossible for him to tell the truth, and he went there to wait for Hang Hang just to take a look at him. The subsequent dialogue was actually the result of Zhang Hang's impulsiveness after he pointed out his identity with hatred.
Zhang Hang smiled slightly, told Lu Chengye what he thought after returning home last night in detail, and finally said, "I was just suspicious at first, but in the end I was sure about your birthday, which is exactly the same as the number on that lottery ticket. "
"You are so smart," Lu Chengye stroked Zhang Hang's soft hair with relief, "Since I knew you, my Hanghang has been the best and smartest person."
"Don't brag," Zhang Hang blushed a little, he wasn't used to talking directly with Da Hei, "If he was smart, he should have recognized him in the bar. How could Lu Chengye learn to bark in front of me, unless it was Da Hei... "
"Actually, Lu Chengye will do it too," Lu Chengye said quickly. He wants Zhang Hang to combine Lu Chengye and Da Hei into one. Don't look at them separately. "It's just that you don't know me."
"No," Zhang Hang shook his head, "if it was really you, it would be impossible for you to come to the bar when your injury was not over, and you would have to wait in line for two or three hours for me to mix drinks for you. When you have nothing to do, you go to this bar, and when you hear me accusing you, you don't try to tell the difference, but just leave. You won't waste your energy on people who don't care about you. If I treat you If you have bad intentions, you will just go back and tell the assistant to keep an eye on me, and you won't waste your time to pester me, Lu Chengye and Da Hei are the same."
"I..." Lu Chengye couldn't tell the difference, because Zhang Hang really knew him well, maybe it was the hatred over the years that made Zhang Hang pay attention to him from time to time, and guessed his actions closely.
In the past, he was indeed that kind of person. Work is too tiring, life is too tiring, his time is precious, how can he have the energy to deal with those unrelated things. At that time, in his eyes, the people who were worth making friends were all useful people, and the affairs of the irrelevant people were all handled by the assistant.
"Although it's unbelievable, but people have turned into dogs and turned into human beings, so it's possible that it's even more mysterious." Zhang Hang said, "I guess you returned to the change of ten years ago in the car accident a month ago. Cheng Dahei, after being with me for five years, returned to my current body, so my temperament changed drastically before and after the car accident. After all, there is a five-year interval. This also explains why you have the ability to predict and know that day. The winning number of the lottery, why do I know the rise and fall of that demon stock, and why I understand the trend of e-commerce software, so I invested in Dong Mingyi's company when it first started."
Zhang Hang's imagination and analytical ability are stronger than he imagined, probably because he can't see people's expressions, and can only guess people's emotions with his voice. Zhang Hang's thoughts are heavier than ordinary people, and his way of thinking is not very good. Same. Because he couldn't see and was not manipulated by vision, he was able to speculate so boldly. If he were a normal person, looking at Lu Chengye's elite face, he was afraid that he would be a dog without saying anything.
"Your guess is absolutely correct," Lu Chengye praised in a tone of admiration, "but I still don't understand me. I'm the kind of person who will help an old grandmother to cross the road while walking on the street without being afraid of touching porcelain."
He tried his best to beautify himself, but Zhang Hang frowned and thought about it, then shook his head and said, "Either that old grandmother is a family member of your business partner and needs to make friends; or she blocks in front of your car, and there's nothing you can do if you don't let him go quickly. Driving, and you're driving yourself without an assistant, so you have to take care of the trouble yourself. Otherwise... you probably won't even be able to see her."
Lu Chengye: "..."
No, this feeling of being completely seen through, Zhang Hang should understand Da Hei, not Lu Chengye, how can he create an image!
He hugged Zhang Hang harder, and whispered in his ear: "Lu Chengye is a selfish, indifferent person who puts his interests first. What about Da Hei, in your heart, tell me what Da Hei looks like."
His movements were very ambiguous and his tone was intimate. Zhang Hang felt uncomfortable at first, but he ignored the ambiguousness because he mentioned Da Hei and let his lips rub very close to his earlobe, as if he was about to kiss in the next second. up like.
"Da Hei..." Zhang Hang carefully recalled the details of himself and Da Hei, thinking about his every move, thinking about his kindness to himself and his attitude towards others, and suddenly smiled, "Actually, Da Hei is with you. It's very similar, why didn't I find it before?"
Lu Chengye: "..."
Can the image come back
"I wanted to say just now that Da Hei is kind and caring, but I suddenly thought that it was just for me." Zhang Hang said while recalling, "I remember that Da Hei seldom bothered with others. For many years, the security guard at the door wanted to touch him, but he never let him touch him, and it is estimated that he will not recognize him next time. In the beginning, Da Hei also had a bad attitude towards Brother Ren. Later, Brother Ren kept helping me Da Hei before slowly letting Brother Ren touch him. As for the part-time worker auntie, it is not acceptable, otherwise, no one would know if she secretly put more salt. "
At that time, I just thought that Da Hei was an independent dog, and because he was very loyal, he only recognized his master. But now, after comparing it with Lu Chengye, he found that he only cares about the things in his eyes, and the rest are floating clouds, whether it is dark or Lu Chengye, they are all the same.
But the part-time auntie and Xiao Ren are valuable, so what about him? Zhang Hang suddenly thought of this question.
He always thought that the kindness and thoughtfulness were only aimed at himself, so why would the selfish and indifferent Lu Chengye treat him like this? Will it be because he is his master
Won't. Zhang Hang denied this speculation in his heart. Back then, Zhang Qiming bought Da Hei together with himself. Da Hei even bit Zhang Qiming for him. Would he help a person with such heart and soul because of the feelings of the owner and pet
Zhang Hang doesn't know, he can calmly analyze it when it comes to others, but he is a little hesitant when it comes to himself.
He raised his head to "look" at Lu Chengye, with "Why" written all over his face.
Lu Chengye's dazed expression made his heart go soft and a little sour. He raised his hand and touched Zhang Hang's face, and said softly, "Why? You bought me from a pet store, I take care of you like a family. You are excellent, kind, enthusiastic and honest, and your whole body shines with envy. At that time, Da Hei hadn't grown up yet, and I looked at you every day and envy you all the time. Even if you were only fifteen at the time Years old, I can still see what a person you will become when you grow up to make me feel ashamed. Now you see how good you are. All the hardships of life have not knocked you down, you are now It's so dazzling that people like me can't look straight."
"I am what I am now because of you!" Zhang Hang tightly held Lu Chengye's hand touching his cheek, "Because you, a selfish and indifferent person, gave me all your tenderness and thoughtfulness!"
With such a big black, there will be the current Zhang Hang.