Although he only met for a while five years ago, Lu Xincheng was very impressed with Zhang Hang. It was probably the attitude of the youth towards him back then, he interrupted himself countless times, and asked for justice for a dog with red eyes. Zhang Hang was probably the first person who would say that he would rather die than his own dog. He probably did not treat the dead black dog as a pet, but as a family member. The most important thing is that he has an unyielding aura about him, as if no matter what suffering or torment fate brings him, he can stand up and fight with his back straight.
Therefore, in Lu Xincheng's perception, Zhang Hang should hate Lu Chengye. This young man is too smart. Five years ago, he guessed the reason why Lu Hongbo lost control after drinking in a few words, and guessed what he called to help him get his money back. Justice is nothing but a lesson that is neither too light nor too serious. This kind of lesson cannot make Zhang Hang's hatred disappear.
And when Zhang Hang clearly hated them, but still accepted his deal to detain Lu Hongbo for a few months, Lu Xincheng told himself not to underestimate this young man. After guessing everything, he was still willing to cooperate with them, for the sake of What a calm choice to teach Lu Hongbo a lesson in his limited ability. According to Zhang Hang's attitude, Lu Xincheng imagined the dog as his relative, brother, sister or parent. If someone indirectly killed his relative, he would come to him and use him to give the person who killed his relative a harmless one. Lesson, will he agree
Usually, I can think about it without all my emotions. Even if I can't make the murderer pay his debts with blood, I will be very happy if I can teach him a lesson. But what if a loved one just died? Lu Xincheng imagined Zhang Hang's painful expression at the time. He felt that he couldn't do it. Even if he knew that it was the best way to do it, and things would be slowly planned in the future, it would still be difficult for him to endure himself to cooperate with the enemy or be used.
After considering this, Lu Xincheng found that Zhang Hang was terrible. To be able to do this, is this person born so calm and can see things with a normal mind at all times; or is he used to encountering misfortune, learned to be patient, can suppress that hatred and sadness, and choose rationally
No matter what, Zhang Hang was too calm to be terrifying.
Because of this, Lu Xincheng also believed that Mr. Lu's car accident had nothing to do with Zhang Hang. Because a calm and rational person like Zhang Hang would not choose such a way of revenge that would catch up with him, and it would be impossible if he was emotionally overwhelmed. Lv Xincheng felt that if Zhang Hang really wanted to take revenge, he would probably only attack in the shopping mall, or look for evidence of their own chaos in the law, make them bankrupt or subject them to legal sanctions. And as he guessed five years ago, Zhang Hang actually studied law and finance later.
The above thoughts were the thoughts before seeing President Lu and Zhang Hang showing their love in the ward that day.
Now, he felt that he hardly knew Zhang Hang or President Lu.
In the past, no matter how many men and women were thrown out, Mr. Lu, who did not give anyone a chance to plot against himself in terms of eroticism, was directly thrown in this time. And Zhang Hang, who should have hated President Lu, wanted to forget about hatred completely, and began to fall in love with President Lu regardless of worldly vision. President Lu has always been selfish and doesn't care about other people's opinions at all. Lu Xincheng felt that as long as he liked it, neither men nor women would care. But Zhang Hang is different. He should be a rational person, and it is unlikely that he will take such a path of breaking through the world.
What could make Zhang Hang put down his body like this
As a last resort, Lu Xincheng could only suspect that Zhang Hang had something to do with the car accident. Although he is a man, Lu Xincheng has to admit that Zhang Hang is a very attractive man. Not only does his blindness not make people feel that he is a handicapped person, on the contrary, he has a detached temperament, which makes people love and feel distressed. .
Although I don't believe it, Mr. Lu probably really has no resistance to this type. Didn't he see that his whole person had changed in the past few days
Since seeing the two showing their affection in the ward that day, Lu Xincheng found that Zhang Hang was almost living in Lu Chengye's ward. Zhang Hang is the company's legal adviser. He can go when he has something to do. He doesn't need to work every day. In Black, he is the boss. Whether he goes or not depends on his mood, he naturally has a lot of time. But even with so much time, is it necessary to be here all day? In such a situation, what is it? However, Mr. Lu's head was probably knocked out of the hole by the car accident, and he didn't consider that Zhang Hang might have a bad heart and be with Zhang Hang like a fool every day.
"Why didn't you eat?" During lunch, Zhang Hang was eating when he suddenly heard that there was no sound from Lu Chengye, so he put down his chopsticks and asked him.
"I'm not used to it." Lu Chengye put down the bowl and chopsticks, leaned on the pillow and said, "If it's okay to eat by yourself, I can always remind myself that I'm a human now. But when I'm with you, I don't know why, I always feel that the food in your bowl is fine. It will be more delicious."
Zhang Hang was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head and smiled. His smile was like a curtain blown open by the breeze in a quiet night. With a smile, the room was full of moonlight, quiet and charming.
Lu Chengye resisted the urge to kiss that smile, and said deliberately in frustration, "I really don't know whether to be a human or a dog in the future. Some habits I don’t want to change. But after all, it’s a human body now, and it’s always suspicious to have that kind of behavior.”
After Zhang Hang thought for a while, Lu Chengye was served a mouthful of food with a spoon. It was the spoon Zhang Hang had used.
"If you think the food in my bowl is delicious, just eat mine. If you don't want to change it, then you don't want to change it." He fed the food into Lu Chengye's mouth with one hand, held Lu Chengye's hand with the other, and said gently, "As long as you are in front of me, You can do whatever you want, it's a secret that only the two of us know."
Lu Chengye swallowed the food in his mouth, feeling extremely delicious and delicious, and couldn't help licking the spoon again in shame. He looked at Zhang Hang who took the spoon and took a mouthful of rice without changing his face, and then put another spoon and handed it to Lu Chengye, and suddenly wondered, isn't Hanghang really seducing him? Maybe Hanghang has fallen in love with him for a long time, so he seduces himself all the time
So happy to think so.
Lu Chengye opened his mouth, ate the meal fed by Hanghang, and licked his spoon greedily as usual.
So when Lu Xincheng was in, he was blinded by this act of me taking a bite, feeding you another bite, and then eating another bite. When he stood at the door of the room, his whole body was messed up in the wind, and he always felt that something was wrong.
By the way, Zhang Hang is blind, right? Mr. Lu didn't have a broken arm, but a broken leg, right? In this case, shouldn't it be President Lu who feeds Zhang Hang instead of Zhang Hang, a disabled person who has to work hard to feed President Lu? No, this is not what he wants to pay attention to. These two talents have been in love to such an extent in a few days. Will they wait for President Lu to leave the hospital and go abroad to get married
"Xincheng, you have to learn to knock on the door, don't you know that everyone has privacy?" Lu Chengye said a little unhappily.
Wasn't this because you were sick, and just pushed in the door in order to take care of you conveniently? Fortunately, in case of emergency, we can help you in time...
Lu Xincheng swallowed the words, he knew why he didn't knock on the door. In addition to the above reasons, he also wanted to observe Zhang Hang. Only when he came in so suddenly, could he most clearly see how he and Lu always got along, not the appearance.
Zhang Hang didn't pay any attention to Lu Xincheng at all. His impression of Lu Xincheng was not very good. Lu Chengye had the gold medal of saving death from the big black, but Lu Xincheng could only be hated by himself. He almost regarded Lu Xincheng as air, and he couldn't see it anyway. Lu Xincheng was in the dark with the air and just left it alone. Zhang Hang poured another spoonful and sent it to Lu Chengye's mouth like no one was beside him, but Lu Chengye didn't care about Lu Xincheng's presence, and ate it directly.
Even if it is poison, the meal delivered by Hanghang should be swallowed happily and happily, who can care if there is someone next to him. Not to mention that it is a private space in the ward now, even if Zhang Hang feeds the board when the board of directors is open, he also wants to eat!
When I used to be a big black, I could only sit at Zhang Hang's feet and look up to see him bring the food to his lips. At this time, Hanghang would give him a doting smile and throw a piece of meat or bone down. Zhang Hang thought he was greedy, but only Lu Chengye knew exactly what he was greedy for.
But now, how happy is it to be able to live with Zhang Hang and be fed with the spoon he used, others can understand it? Is it possible to give up for the sight of others? impossible.
Zhang Hang was fed safely, Lu Chengye was fed safely, Lu Xincheng turned into air, his soul fluttered in the wind, and only a body was left standing in the room.
After eating, Lu Chengye packed up, called Baixiyu and asked him to take the insulation box away. When Baixiyu left, Zhang Hang instructed: "Next time you don't need two sets of bowls and chopsticks to deliver meals, just one set will do, but the meal will still be enough for two people."
Lu Chengye's eyes lit up, and Lu Xincheng's expression froze. Only Baixiyu still didn't change his face, nodded to Zhang Hang, took the insulation box and left, he was a professional personal assistant.
Lu Xincheng couldn't hold back, he chased him out of the room, ran to Baixiyu and asked, "The two of them have been like this these days?"
Baixiyu nodded.
Lu Xincheng said, "Why did President Lu suddenly like this person? Love at first sight is too outrageous? Have you investigated Zhang Hang's background?"
Baixiyu said, "I'm a professional personal assistant."
Hearing his answer, Lu Xincheng nodded reassuringly and said, "Okay, let me know what's wrong with Zhang Hang. As for President Lu's thoughts... Forget it, just know if Zhang Hang has any problems."
Baixiyu: "… "
A professional personal assistant who speaks less and does more, only listens to the employer's instructions and does not do extra things, and does not probe into the employer's feelings. But probably Lu Xincheng misunderstood the meaning of the word "professional", but he was too lazy to explain, so let's leave it at that.
After sending Baixiyu away, Lu Xincheng turned his head and walked back, but he still didn't knock on the door. As soon as he entered the door, he was blinded. He saw that President Lu was holding Zhang Hang's hand, kissing his lips, and sticking out his tongue to lick... Lu Xincheng rubbed Rubbing his eyes, he turned his head and walked out of the ward. In fact, the company was very busy. He came to visit Lu Chengye in his spare time in exchange for overtime, so that he could help Lu Chengye in time if he needed anything.
But it's probably not needed now. Some people think that they are eager to take care of President Lu.
A few minutes before Lu Xincheng entered the room, Lu Chengye swallowed his saliva, his Adam's apple rolled and said to Zhang Hang: "Hang Hang, I always want to lick your face, mouth, ears, feet and feet, do you think I should lick you? To see a psychiatrist?"
"Look, you are fine. Anyone who has been a dog for five years will have such a habit. I'm sure you are mentally healthy." Zhang Hang sat beside the bed and leaned against Lu Chengye to reassure him. It's no wonder that Lu Chengye is fantasizing.
"I just want to do this to you," Lu Chengye said, leaning his head against Zhang Hang's neck, "I'm really afraid that one day you'll be angry if you can't help it."
"I won't be angry no matter what you do, I will always understand you, you are my big black." Zhang Hang wrapped his arms around Lu Chengye's neck and said softly, his face was pressed against his, and he closed his eyes contentedly.
The joy of what was lost made Zhang Hang have no temper with Lu Chengye, and he was almost obedient. It is estimated that Lu Chengye said to Zhang Hang now, "Hanghang, help me take a bath. It's inconvenient for you to put on your clothes. Why don't you take off your clothes and wash them together, Hanghang?" Hang, let me touch you... etc. Zhang Hang would agree without a doubt.
As for Lu Chengye, he had bad intentions. When he was a dog, he could endure it by rubbing himself with blood, but now he is a human being, just like Zhang Hang. He has feet to walk upright, hands to hug Zhang Hang, mouth to talk to Zhang Hang, eyes to be Zhang Hang's eyes. Now that he has so many conditions, he will no longer be an abrupt beauty, how can he bear it.
"Then... Hanghang, I want to lick you now, don't you get angry?" Lu Chengye pretended to be cautious.
Zhang Hang nodded with a smile, and kissed Lu Chengye's forehead encouragingly, just like they used to, but without hair.
So Lu Chengye unceremoniously lowered his head and licked Zhang Hang's cheeks and ears. When Lu Xincheng came in, he just licked his lips, which looked like a kiss, and immediately scared Lu Xincheng away.
"I don't like him." After Lu Xincheng left, Zhang Hang said very bluntly that when Lu Xincheng was there, he made no secret of his emotions.
"I'll call and fire him now." Lu Chengye said very arrogantly, and reached out to touch his phone. If he was a king, he must be a foolish king who played the feudal lords.
"Don't make trouble." Zhang Hang slapped him on the hand. "He has been with you for so many years, and he has always cared about you. Naturally, it is very important to you and the company. Why make such trouble."
"You don't like him, no matter how useful it is." Lu Chengye took Zhang Hang's hand and rubbed his fingertips against Zhang Hang's palm a few times, seductively.
"You... You are quite selfish." Zhang Hang said, Lu Chengye's breath was obviously chaotic, just like Da Hei was depressed before, even if he couldn't see it, he could imagine Da Hei's dejected appearance with his ears drooping.
Zhang Hang immersed himself in his memories and gave a sweet smile. He firmly held Lu Chengye's hand back and said, "If I say this, don't think that I hate me too. In fact, I think it's good that you are selfish. I like you."
Lu Chengye was soaked in the honey water so sweet that he didn't want to come out. He heard Zhang Hang continue: "You know what happened when I was a child, at that time I was like a superfluous person, and no one wanted me. Mom begged me and him I went to my biological father and said I couldn't be so selfish for her and wanted to help her; my grandma knelt in front of me and begged me to let my father go, saying I couldn't be so selfish that my father's life would be ruined; my father didn't say anything , but I know I can't be so selfish, I can't make his new family unhappy, I need to be sensible.
Everyone told me not to be selfish, but they were all selfish. I wish there was someone who would be selfish for me regardless of principles, morals or laws. As long as I said, he would do it. Facing me, he would always be selfish. Selfishly, I really want someone like that. "
He hugged Lu Chengye's neck tightly, pressed his face to his, and said softly, "In your eyes, I am pure, kind, principled and abiding by the law. When you hear me say this, will you feel disillusioned? Five years of blankness. , I have become mature and hypocritical?"
Lu Chengye witnessed Zhang Hang's past with his own eyes. It was a heart-wrenching few years. Zhang Hang's surface didn't matter, the wound seemed to have healed. But only Lu Chengye knew that the wound under the scar on his heart had already rotted and festered, and it would not be able to heal without opening the scar for new treatment. He hugged Zhang Hangdao tightly in distress: "Hanghang, you said I was selfish."
Zhang Hang nodded lightly in his arms, and in this man's arms, he felt extremely at ease.
"Then ask me," Lu Chengye said, "I will be selfish for you all my life, to the point of being irrational. Selfish enough that one day you will kill someone and set fire to it, I will help you pass a knife and pour oil... No, how can I make it You kill and set fire? Who do you want to kill, I'll hire someone to do it."
Zhang Hang was amused by Lu Chengye, the sadness of the past gradually dissipated in his words, he punched Lu Chengye's chest and said, "Who wants to kill and set fire, I'm studying law!"
"Oh, it hurts so much. It's an internal injury." Lu Chengye covered his chest and pretended to be injured, which made Zhang Hang laugh.
"By the way, how did you get the judicial examination and lawyer certificate?" Lu Chengye suddenly remembered this and asked, "Can blind people take this test in China now?"
"When I was abroad, I wanted to go back to the country to take the test. My classmates and teachers advised me not to take the domestic test. There is a special Braille test abroad, but not in China. But what I want to learn is the law of our country, and the foreign lawyer's certificate is useful. I didn't listen to everyone's advice to go back to the opening test. After I signed up, the principal of the school for the blind heard the news for some reason, so he came to help me write an application report, and asked that both the judicial examination and the bar examination should be in Braille. I didn't agree. Later, the principal and the person in charge didn't know what they said, and they also invited the media, which made a big difference for a while. The person in charge didn't want to carry the bad reputation of discriminating against the disabled, so he prepared a Braille Exam papers, of course answer papers cannot be written in Braille, otherwise it will affect the grading. Later, I passed both the exams, and the opening news was reported, but you didn’t read it, did you?”
"Okay, I didn't watch it." Lu Chengye couldn't defend himself at all, he said helplessly, "You know, I became a big black only after a car accident in 2015. At that time, I was not your big black, right? Zhang Hang's outstanding young man has no impression."
Hearing him praising himself around the corner, Zhang Hang only felt that since he met Da Hei, his laughter seemed to fill every corner of his life, and he would laugh from time to time. Sometimes even when he came home at night, he would laugh in his dreams in the middle of the night, not to mention that Lu Chengye was always teasing him.
Happiness... This is happiness.
When he was with Da Hei, he knew that someone was waiting for him outside when he went to school; he knew that he was accompanied by someone at his feet when he was sleeping; he knew that someone was watching him when he was eating; now, he could still hear this person talking.
Happiness is big black, as long as he is there, no matter what the outside environment is, he will be happy. Even when he was discarded back then, the scene where Da Hei took him to the police station made him feel extremely happy.
Zhang Hang raised his hand and touched Lu Chengye's face. He couldn't imagine what he would look like, but he didn't feel the hair, so he was a little disappointed.
Lu Chengye knew him too well, he could see through Zhang Hang's mind at a glance, and put his finger on his beard: "Look, it's hairy."
Zhang Hang: "..."
"Do you dislike Mao Shao? In the future, I will have a beard on my face, just like a bearded director on TV. When you touch half of your face, you will get used to it." Lu Chengye said flatteringly, principles or something. , In front of Zhang Hang, nothing counts, he is selfish anyway.
Zhang Hang: "..."
The memory of when I can still see it has become very blurred, but I still try hard to think of the image of the bearded director, and the whole person shows a terrible expression: "That's too...respect the artist, but it's really...that."
Seeing Zhang Hang's tangled face, Lu Chengye couldn't help but want to laugh, he held Zhang Hang's hand and said, "Then you can touch my face well, several times a day, and you will get used to it later. You just... Da Hei has a human face."
Zhang Hang was amused again: "But I don't feel at ease without dog ears and tails. Otherwise, I will buy or order a set of Labrador tails and ears. Would you like to play with me while wearing them?"
Lu Chengye: "..."
He swallowed hard, saying that wearing plush ears and tails is fun, but it seems to be worn... He wears... It feels quite challenging, this thing and directly becoming a dog are completely two meanings, one species One is a question of eccentric preferences.
However, it doesn't matter for the sake of the blue face and the whole country, Lu Chengye gritted his teeth and said, "Make it to order. Most of the finished products are of average quality and not realistic enough. Let's find a professional master to make them. To be completely simulated, we need to make a few more sets."
Zhang Hang laughed until tears came out, this kind of unconditional support, the support he always wanted...
"Lu Chengye, let me touch your face." Zhang Hang said suddenly.
Lu Chengye is a little strange. Zhang Hang has touched his face many times during this time, why is his attitude completely different this time
Zhang Hang raised his hand and touched Lu Chengye's face. First, his forehead. Lu Chengye's forehead was very high, his eyebrows were very tangled, and the corners of his eyebrows were sharp. When I touch his tall nose bridge and angular face again, judging from the outline, I feel that this person will be very handsome. Touching down further, it was because of the injured chin that was a little thin, and it felt very sharp. This person must be very authoritarian.
Finally, Zhang Hang touched Lu Chengye's lips, his fingers stayed on his lips for a long time, Lu Chengye felt that his heart was about to jump out of his mouth.
His lips were thin, a bit mean-spirited. People with thin lips are mostly cold and indifferent, and Lu Chengye's impression is probably the same. But now Lu Chengye in front of him has quite strong feelings for him. He is indeed merciless, and he gave himself all the feelings he had.
Zhang Hang suddenly couldn't help but want to cry, tears of joy.
He used ten years of suffering in exchange for this man's selfishness.
He thinks it's worth it.