The smoke filled the house again. Lai Yang could no longer remember how many cigarettes he had smoked. The incandescent light on the ceiling made the house foggy and misty, making him feel like he was living in a fantasy.
In this fantasy, there is a woman telling stories from the past and the feelings that have been buried in her heart for many years.
If she started liking me the year she went to Huashan, then it has been eleven years now...
Lai Yang had never loved someone for such a long time, so he couldn't understand what kind of feeling that was.
He only knew that Yuan Shengda was in great pain at the moment. This pain was caused by him, but he could not take it away, so a deep sense of guilt arose spontaneously.
He hopes Yuan Shengda can be happy, but the definition of happiness has been upgraded over and over again, and it is difficult to return to the original version.
He can't go back, can Yuan Shengda still go back
Yuan Shengda's emotions had stabilized a little, but this back-and-forth release and control would completely drain her energy, so this time she stared at the wine on the coffee table in a daze for a long time.
Finally, she picked up a new bottle of wine and was about to drink it, but Lai Yang stretched out his hand to avoid it.
Yuan Shengda looked at him and snorted, "You allowed me to drink the wine, but now you don't allow me to drink it? Laiyang, don't you think you are very selfish?"
While Lai Yang was distracted, she struggled hard with her slender hands, then raised her head and drank most of the wine. The wine soaked her red lips and her eyes.
"I'm tired... I won't mention what happened tonight again. You and Jingjing... you guys are fine. It's just that I have to leave, but don't worry... I will wait until there are a few more new people in the theater and I am no longer needed... before leaving. Tonight is just... just telling you in advance."
Lai Yang swallowed the words back when they came to his lips.
He wanted to keep Yuan Shengda, but he had nothing and could give her nothing.
Stay or leave, which is right and which is wrong
At this moment, Yuan Shengda suddenly smiled, his tearful eyes curved, and his face was drunken.
"Laiyang, can you...can you promise me one thing? I beg you, okay?"
"Don't say the word 'please'... it's too loud, I, I..."
Lai Yang wanted to say sorry to her, but he was afraid that she would cry if he said this, so he rubbed his red eyes and said.
"You tell me, I will do whatever I can do!"
"Can you... accompany me to watch a movie now, we can watch whatever we want, and buy me a cup of milk tea... Just, just accompany me as a couple for half a day, until twelve o'clock in the evening... After tonight, I will really be with Aru... From now on, I will
We have to keep our distance, okay?"
These words were like a dull hammer, hitting Lai Yang's heart hard!
Lai Yang took a deep puff of his cigarette, looked at her and nodded.
"good."
…
Yuan Shengda went back to her room to change clothes. Lai Yang collected the empty wine cans on the coffee table, and packed up the cigarette butts and garbage, put them in a black garbage bag, and waited for her to come out.
A few minutes later, the bedroom door was pushed open, and Yuan Shengda appeared in front of Lai Yang wearing a skirt for the first time.
The silky long skirt gently wrapped around her slender body, flowing down her body like water waves. On her chest were tiny pearls that formed tiny pearl flowers and scattered on her skirt, which was elegant and lively.
As far as Lai Yang could remember, it was the first time he saw her wearing a skirt.
…
When the two of them opened the door and prepared to go out, a cool breeze made Lai Yang shiver, and only then did he realize that it was raining.
The hazy spring rain is like pine needles, blown down by the wind, silently.
It seemed to silence the entire city, and at the same time, it calmed Yuan Shengda who was standing beside Lai Yang.
Yuan Shengda must have thought of some bad meaning, so she was stunned for a long time before she smiled at Lai Yang and said.
"Tonight is really special, Laiyang, look, even the heavens are crying for me..."
"Why don't you go in and change your clothes? It's cold."
"No! Let's go with an umbrella!"
Yuan Shengda has regained his domineering side.
Seeing this, Lai Yang took off his coat and put it on her. This time she didn't refuse, and the two of them walked out of the house on the rain-soaked ground.
The cinema was about one kilometer away from the community. The two of them walked through the dark alley together, taking one deep step and one shallow step on the bluestone street.
At this time, the light from the street lamp was reflected by the stone slabs and blurred. A black umbrella was covering the heads of the two people, and they walked quietly like this.
Lai Yang used to say that Yuan Shengda's scent was that of wild flowers, but that was a joke. Now the rain seemed to shrink their world, making it only the size of an umbrella, and Lai Yang could smell clearly that she smelled of cloves.
This also made Lai Yang think of Dai Wangshu's poems.
Holding an oil-paper umbrella, I wander alone in the long, long and lonely rainy alley. I hope to meet a girl who is as sad as a lilac. She has the same color, the same fragrance and the same sorrow as a lilac. She complains in the rain.
Sad and confused...
Suddenly, Yuan Shengda held Lai Yang's arm tightly.
Lai Yang's body stiffened for a moment, and she lowered her eyes. She looked forward, but her long eyelashes could not hide her confusion about the future.
…
Fate is sometimes strange. When it exists, all kinds of coincidences will appear; when it does not exist, milk tea will be hard to buy and there will not be any love movies in the cinema.
Yuan Shengda searched for a long time in the ticket hall, but in the end there was only one comedy film available, the rest were history and horror films.
This movie was shot in reverse very well. Yuan Shengda was laughing and drinking Coke the whole time. She looked as if she had fully recovered her mood, which also made Lai Yang breathe a sigh of relief.
At a hilarious moment, Yuan Shengda suddenly held Lai Yang's hand...
When we walked out of the cinema, the rain was getting heavier, and it was like peas, crackling on the umbrella.
Yuan Shengda continued to talk about the movie just now.
But when they walked all the way to the empty street, the umbrella was suddenly snatched away by Yuan Shengda. She stepped back several meters, leaving Lai Yang alone in the rain.
"Lai Duidui! You are the most stupid kid in the world! Let me tell you, I dumped you - haha!"
Yuan Shengda was like crazy, laughing extremely happily, but her cheeks were wet. Was it rain? Was it tears
"Yuan Shengda, are you crazy? Give me the umbrella!"
Lai Yang chased after him, and Yuan Sheng laughed and shouted as he ran.
"I'll make you angry to death, I'll make you wet to death, you'll be a lonely old man for the rest of your life... You're just a toad, quack~ quack~ I'm going to change my boyfriend tomorrow, I'm the woman you'll never get in your life, hahaha!"
She ran so fast that Lai Yang was panting and bent over to catch his breath after just two or three steps. But at this time, Yuan Shengda came back leisurely and held the umbrella for him again.
"Ah~ That's not enough. You're a little weak. Aru is much stronger than you."
"Yuan Shengda, you're going too far! What if I catch a cold in the rain?"
Crash~
Yuan Sheng swung his hand, and the black umbrella was instantly blown open by the wind and rolled towards the empty street behind him. The rain hit her, and her smile disappeared, with tears in her eyes.
"Laiyang, if a girl wears a skirt for you in the future, you must praise her for being beautiful. Remember... Let's... break up. I find that I don't like you as much as before..."