On the bustling streets, Lai Yang is like a puppet, walking mechanically.
The streets are crowded with people, including white-collar workers waiting for the bus, young couples holding hands, and parents taking their children out for a walk.
Especially when a young couple walked past Lai Yang holding their child, he felt as if the whole world was collapsing.
Li Rouhe said that Yu Bo sent Tian Jing back to the villa once, and that night, they had sex after getting drunk.
Lai Yang's mind had been filled with the scene of Tian Jing and him being intimate, and he imagined her clothes being unbuttoned, her hair disheveled, and her eyes blurred...
These images were like sharp knives, cutting his heart piece by piece!
Lai Yang was in so much pain that his hands and feet were numb and the root of his tongue was sore. This feeling was exactly the same as when Gu Qian cheated on him!
Even more intense and painful.
He couldn't walk anymore, so he sat on the curb and called Li Rouhe to ask if Tian Jing was in the company.
Li Rouhe said that she had not been to the company all day and probably would not go tomorrow because all the work had been assigned to her.
"Why did she do this to me?" Lai Yang suddenly roared, "Why!"
"You...what's wrong with you, Laiyang? Have you met with President Yu?"
Lai Yang's eyes turned red instantly. He supported himself on the ground with one hand, dust stuck to his palm due to sweat, but he didn't care. He breathed heavily, saliva dripping from the corners of his mouth.
"Can you tell me where she lives? I'm really... I'm really going crazy."
"… What happened? I really can't tell you about Boss Tian's family… I can't tell you, don't force me."
"Okay, I won't force you. Now she won't answer my calls... just tell me how to find her?"
Li Rouhe paused for a while before she let out a sigh.
"We're going to Pudong Airport at 5pm tomorrow. The old chairman is leaving. I'll drive, and President Tian will definitely see him off. Why don't you wait until the old chairman leaves, and then pretend to meet him at the airport or something, just to meet him by chance?"
"Okay! I'll be there tomorrow at five."
"Hey, remember to pretend that this was an accidental encounter, don't embarrass me..."
"knew."
Lai Yang uttered the last three words with difficulty and hung up the phone.
He never thought that one day it would become so difficult for him to meet Tian Jing, and would this meeting be their last
Is the indifference shown by Tianjing in the past two days also a way for her to adapt in advance
Let your heart cool down first, then find an opportunity to meet yourself and completely cut off all contact
is that so
Lai Yang punched the ground and felt a pain in his flesh, but the pain was nothing compared to the broken heart.
October hasn't even arrived yet, is my story with Tian Jing coming to an end
I've waited for so long, and this is the outcome
How can I accept this
Lai Yang lay back on the ground, tears streaming down his eyes. There was not a single star in the night sky tonight, only the bottomless black sky.
After a while, a kind passerby came to ask him if he needed help. Lai Yang was in so much pain that he couldn't speak, but as more and more people gathered around, he could only get up and leave.
…
That night, Lai Yang had a dream.
In the dream, he came to the door of a church again. When he pushed the door open and went in, countless guests turned their heads to look at him.
Lai Yang looked through the crowd and saw Tian Jing, who was in a wedding dress, in the front row, and the groom next to her was Yu Bo.
Just as he was about to run forward to stop the wedding, he saw Yu Bo taking a child out of a baby stroller nearby and smiling at him...
Phew~
He woke up from his dream, breathing heavily.
It was late at night and visibility in the house was very low. He breathed tremblingly for a long time, then reached out and touched his forehead, which was covered with a thick layer of sweat.
Lai Yang felt like he was going crazy.
The depth of the night made his longing for tranquility reach its extreme. He really wanted to call her and tell her how much pain he was in and how much he couldn't live without her!
But after these thoughts came to his mind, the image of the child in the dream seemed like a spell, sealing his hands tightly and preventing him from making the call.
In the extreme pain, Lai Yang cried again.
…
The next morning, the cinema had already started selling tickets.
All the people in the theater went to the theater to set up the theater and adjust the microphones and spotlights.
Qianying also made posters introducing each person’s appearance, which can be played on the big screen during the performance.
Everyone was looking forward to the performance except Lai Yang, who had big dark circles under his eyes and a beard and sat in the last row of the theater, watching everyone busying themselves in a daze.
After adjusting the microphone, Li Dian walked up the stairs and sat next to Lai Yang.
"Everyone asked me to come over and ask you, is it
Did you quarrel with President Tian again? "
Lai Yang looked at him dully, his Adam's apple moved as he said, "This time it's not a quarrel, it's that we may really be over."
"Why do you say that?"
Lai Yang rubbed his hands heavily across his face, then briefly repeated Yu Bo's words and told Li Dian that until now, Tian Jing had not returned a single call or message.
Li Dian pressed the microphone's switch button up and down, and after pressing it for several seconds, he looked up and said.
"Do you think what he said is true? Anyway, I don't believe it."
"But she is indeed avoiding me on purpose. Maybe she hasn't figured out how to tell me. If that's the case, doesn't it prove that this is true?"
Li Dian did not refute this time, but leaned back in his chair, looking at the people fiddling with the microphone stands and vertical front lights under the big screen.
"Is it true or false? I will go to see her in the afternoon and I will know the answer then." Lai Yang said again.
"If it's true, you... you won't do anything out of the ordinary, right?"
"What do you mean?"
As they were talking about this, Xu Mo walked in from the door of the theater. She was carrying a bag of drinks and passed them to everyone under the screen one by one.
When Lai Yang saw her, he sighed and said, "What happened between you and Xu Mo? I noticed that you two are acting weird too."
Li Dian stopped pressing the switch, stared at the audience for a few seconds, and suddenly let out a long sigh.
"I'm not going to deceive myself anymore. I don't like her and I'm planning to break up with her."
Lai Yang took a breath and said, "Don't like him? Then, why did you want to be with him in the first place?"
"Thank you."
"grateful?"
"Well, because she was with me when I was in pain, out of gratitude, I agreed to be together at that time, but now it seems that I was just deceiving myself."
Li Dian took off his glasses, and a hint of pain appeared on his face.
Lai Yang looked extremely shocked, and asked after a while.
"Why are you suffering? And... why are your words the same as what Tian Jing said? She said she was nice to me because she was grateful. What you said made me... I began to doubt whether she loves me at all?"
"I don't know what President Tian thinks, but Lai Yang, after this incident, I understand that if love makes you feel extremely painful, it's better not to have it."
Li Dian patted Lai Yang's shoulder, stood up and said, "Besides, gratitude can never turn into love. Even if you are in pain, it's useless."