This year, the Christmas snow fell heavily, and it lasted until the New Year, and the whole world became a piece of white.
During the Chinese New Year, the housekeeper cleared the snow in the courtyard to make a way, and there were only two visitors in the villa. Jiang Ning dragged Jiang Fan to play with Yan Yixie.
Before Jiang Ning brought Jiang Fan here, he was worried that he and Yan Yixie would not get along, and that Yan Yixie would kick him out if he disagreed. But he didn't expect Jiang Fan to be conquered by those plane models on the second floor in an instant, and the eyes of Yan Yixie became adoring, and he became even more dog-legged than himself.
Although Yan Yixie was not used to strangers' visits, Jiang Fan was Jiang Ning's younger brother after all, so he could only bear it patiently.
Unexpectedly, the siblings were noisier than the other, and they had to pull him away from each other, and the whole winter vacation was not quiet.
Two teenagers, a girl, and an orange cat that is getting stronger every day, are playing cards and eating ice cream around the fireplace. This winter just passed.
Jiang Ning noticed that since his fifteenth birthday, Yan Yixie had become a little awkward, inexplicably always avoiding his own sight, and talking to himself was not natural.
At first, Jiang Ning wondered if he had heard some foul language again, and asked Xu Mingyi if it was Si Xiangming and the others who were acting as demons again. After getting a negative answer, Jiang Ning still didn't believe it. This made Xu Mingyi so angry that he couldn't eat for three days.
Later, Jiang Ning couldn't find the reason, so he had to force him to lock him up—Yan Xie avoided her gaze, and she stared at him hard, her eyes almost piercing his handsome face.
For 30 minutes he avoided for 20 minutes, so the two of them looked at each other for at least 10 minutes.
The boy was helpless by her, he could only try his best to hide his beating heart, make himself look more natural, and try his best to get along with her as before.
Except that the boy sometimes becomes a little inexplicable, everything else remains the same. He even hired another chef, and asked the two chefs to cook all kinds of delicious food in different ways every day.
Fortunately, Jiang Ning has never gained weight since he was a child. Even if he eats and drinks with him, he still can't gain weight.
This made Jiang Fan and Custard Bao both painful and happy.
In the previous life, Jiang Fan was as thin as a pole throughout adolescence, but in this life, Jiang Fan has gradually grown into a chubby man. Fortunately, his vertical development is also relatively wild, and he has already grown to 1.7 meters in junior high school, which makes him a relatively tall and strong man. Otherwise, Jiang Ning is really worried that he will not be able to marry a wife in the future.
Not to mention custard buns, the physique of drinking saliva will make you fat, and it has already exceeded ten catties at a young age.
Since then, the housekeeper has a new task, chasing after the milk yellow bag every day, forcing the fat cat to lose weight.
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Time flies, and three years have passed in a blink of an eye.
Jiang Ning forced Zheng Ruonan to have a regular physical examination, staring at her more frequently than anything else, so when Zheng Ruonan had a small tumor in her uterus, it was discovered during the physical examination in time before it had any impact on her health. She underwent a minor operation and recuperated for more than a month, regaining her health.
Zheng Ruonan's body is Jiang Ning's biggest heart problem. As long as Zheng Ruonan is in good health, Jiang Ning's heart will settle down.
Jiang Ning successfully passed the Hengchu transfer exam in the second semester after the Chinese New Year. After studying hard, his grades skyrocketed like he was riding a rocket.
In the end, although I failed to be in the first class, I was able to stabilize at the upper level of the entire grade.
And Jiang Ning did not participate in the dance competition of the Children's Palace in this life, and he did not meet the scout who discovered her in the previous life.
Despite this, in the past three years, she has started to draw like in her previous life, and she has become more and more beautiful.
Going to high school, the age when boys and girls are enlightened. She has bright and exquisite features, black hair and snow skin, big face and big palms. She smiles full of vitality. Become extremely popular, almost became a man of the hour, known as the goddess of first love.
Every Christmas Eve, Valentine's Day and other festivals, her table will be filled with a pile of love letters and chocolates.
In the past few years, campus forums have started to pop up. Every time there is a school flower competition, Jiang Ning will definitely be dragged out and mentioned repeatedly.
Once at the school's New Year's Eve party, Jiang Ning performed a dance, which amazed the whole school, and was directly recorded as a small video, which was widely played on various forums of Haishi colleges and universities. So at the age of sixteen, scouts still found Jiang Ning, wanting to sign a contract with her and send her to debut.
However, Jiang Ning's mood has changed in this life.
In the last life, she entered the entertainment industry because Zheng Ruonan fell ill and needed money at home. In addition, she was rebellious at the time. Zheng Ruonan didn't let her do anything. What she wanted to do, she wanted to leave the family as soon as possible, so she went abroad to study Art.
But in this life, none of the never-ending quarrels in the family happened, Jiang Rourou's three blood-sucking bugs were kicked out early, Jiang Ning's own grades were very good, and she was always at the top, so she no longer wanted to leave in her previous life. Instead, I want to be admitted to domestic colleges and universities smoothly and spend more time with people I care about.
Her high school class teacher also stopped her anxiously, for fear that she would put down her studies and go to the art test. That would be such a pity. Like her previous life, Zheng Ruonan still disagrees with Jiang Ning entering the entertainment industry, and hopes that Jiang Ning will study hard and get admitted to a prestigious school.
After Jiang Ning bluntly rejected all the scouts who came to invite her, her head teacher and Zheng Ruonan finally breathed a sigh of relief.
After the popularity of this video dissipated, Jiang Ning resumed her peaceful campus life.
In the past three years, the fallen leaves have turned yellow and then green, and Yan Yixie has also undergone some changes.
The boy is no longer so difficult to get along with. Although he still has a lot of strange problems such as cleanliness, dislike of noise, and prickly speech, and he is still cold and gloomy, at least he can accept making some friends.
Of course, there are still not many people he can bear to be close to him. The housekeeper and Jiang Ning count as one, and Jiang Fan barely counts as half. It barely counts as one.
Under Jiang Ning's persuasion, he began to regularly ask a private doctor to go to the villa for his rehabilitation.
Although he had long since lost hope about standing up again, Jiang Ning started to cry as soon as he disagreed, howling dryly without tears, making his eardrums almost burst from the noise, so he had no choice but to go to the hospital for a A full range of rehabilitation training.
It's just that after three years of training, his legs still haven't shown any signs of recovery.
The boy's shoulders are getting wider and wider, his eyebrows are becoming more and more handsome, and the deep facial features have lost some of their youthfulness and femininity, and instead they have grown more vigor and sharpness.
Sitting there, if he didn't speak sarcastically or hurt people, just looking at the silhouette and the white complexion, there would probably be countless girls following him.
It's a pity that the whole school knows that the young man next to Xiaohua is a cripple.
Even if the family is rich and handsome, this cannot be changed.
What's more, not many people dare to approach him just because of his cold personality.
Now that I am in high school, the students in the school are not like the junior high school students in the past, who feel scared when they see Yan Yixie, and some girls think that he may not be so difficult to get along with, so they are not afraid of death and stuff love letters into his desk.
It's a pity that Yan Yixie has never seen these before. In his words, "Could it be possible for them to become Mu Can?"
Jiang Ning: "..."
The housekeeper came to clean his desk every Friday, and he didn't touch these things.
As for the housekeeper and the custard bag, the housekeeper hasn't changed much, maybe a few gray hairs have been added, but that's not obvious.
The custard buns changed drastically, completely turning into a three and a half year old heavy fat man.
After crushing a corner of the sofa, a new sofa was replaced in the villa.
At the age of seventeen, Jiang Ning moved to Zheng Ruonan's new house.
There are too many old memories in the alley, Zheng Ruonan doesn't want to stay there anymore.
As for the two houses invested in that year, as Jiang Ning said, the house price has risen a lot, and the seaside mansion bought by some neighbors is as unfinished as in the previous life, and there are still people arguing to pay back the money.
After moving, Jiang Ning, Xu Mingyi, and Si Xiangming's interactions with each other suddenly decreased a lot.
Although they are still in the same class from junior high school to high school, after they no longer live together, the frequency of encounters at school and after school has been greatly reduced.
What's more, they talk less in class.
So just like that, the former childhood sweetheart gradually became a relationship of just classmates.
From the beginning of Xu Mingyi's anger, incomprehension, and incomprehension, he finally recognized the reality and knew that it was impossible to go back to the past.
During the years of adolescence, he had many dreams.
Sometimes I would dream of Jiang Ning crying and apologizing to him, saying that she only drifted away from him on purpose because she liked him and was jealous, and hoped that he would pay more attention to her.
Every time after dreaming this kind of dream, Xu Mingyi would try to restore the relationship with Jiang Ning when he was in school, and give her milk tea or sugar, but every time Jiang Ning returned it in a friendly and polite manner. After a few times like this, Xu Mingyi's self-esteem began to be unbearable, and he was determined not to do such stupid things again.
And sometimes, in his dream, he and Jiang Ning still had a good relationship, and they went fishing by the river together. Jiang Ning was wearing a skirt printed with sunflowers, walking by the river stalk, holding his hand tightly. clothes, for fear of falling into the water. But such memories gradually faded away.
He couldn't keep the memory away, nor could he keep Jiang Ning from leaving his life.
Another time, he dreamed of a car accident. In that dream, he and Jiang Ning were lovers and engaged. It seemed that many years later, because Jiang Ning had a successful career, fans cheered all the way from the airport.
And he has been sullen - because just the day before, he found that there seemed to be a man behind Jiang Ning.
Her tuition fees during the years abroad were always paid from her mother's company account, but Xu Mingyi found out that Zheng Ruonan's company's performance had begun to decline sharply in those few years, and in those few years, someone bought Haishi so badly. It started as a small company, and continued to pay Jiang Ning's living expenses and tuition fees from the original account.
Xu Mingyi inevitably became suspicious, and thought that Jiang Ning had made a deal with another man, and he felt humiliated.
On the way back from the airport, the car accident came without warning.
He was the one who was driving at the time, and Jiang Ning seemed to be sitting in the passenger seat. They were attending a class reunion, met Zhong Congshuang, and took Zhong Congshuang along the way. So sitting in the back seat is Zhong Congshuang.
In the dream, I couldn't remember why the truck lost control, but I only remembered that I was the only one who was slightly injured. After struggling to open the seat belt, I quickly rescued others.
He saved first... He saved Zhong Congshuang first.
At that moment, he couldn't distinguish his own consciousness, saying it was revenge, saying it was subconscious behavior, neither was comprehensive.
In the dream, Zhong Congshuang was wearing a white dress, blood was all over the white dress, it was very glaring, crying for help... But Jiang Ning, Jiang Ning just looked pale, the truck was rear-ended, Jiang Ning should be fine.
Yes, he rushed to Zhong Congshuang in the back seat first.
However, after waking up from the dream, Jiang Ning stayed on the rescue platform and never came out again.
That dream made Xu Mingyi wake up in the middle of the night, clutching his heart, feeling severe pain.
He kept comforting himself that it was just a dream, just a dream.
He thought, probably because Jiang Ning kept approaching Yan Yixie, he had such a dream.
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After Zheng Ruonan moved, the company became even busier. She no longer just produced some silk scarves, but also started to expand her business, turning the company into a gift company. Zheng Ruonan and Xu Mingyi's mother are close friends in the boudoir, although their relationship is still as good as ever, but due to moving and being busy, the two can only make appointments once or twice a month to drink tea and go to the spa.
However, Jiang Ning and Xu Mingyi are like two straight lines starting from the same point, they are getting farther and farther apart, and they are completely walking on two different paths.
…
Logically speaking, Yan Yixie should be happy that Xu Mingyi gradually disappeared from Jiang Ning's life.
What's more, his life is no longer as dead as it was a few years ago, with some new friends and some new waves.
But recently Yan Yixie was in a bad mood.
Students in high school are far more open than those in junior high school. Almost every day after school, boys came to invite Jiang Ning to watch a movie or go shopping. Jiang Ning refused again and again, but some thick-skinned boys came over.
When Yan Yixie sat next to Jiang Ning with a cold face and folded arms, it was better, no one dared to come over.
But who knows who found out that Yan Yixie didn't go to evening self-study very much, so he started to surround Jiang Ning after the evening self-study.
For this reason, Yan Yixie began to quietly insist on self-study every night.
After the self-study teacher left that night, another handsome boy came over to hand Jiang Ning a movie ticket amidst the booing, and said very nicely: "Jiang Ning, just do me a favor, I have already been You have rejected it three times, and you don't have a boyfriend anyway—no, I don't expect to be your boyfriend either, puppy love is not allowed in high school."
The students in the class all laughed.
The boy smiled casually and asked, "Just to be friends, isn't it okay to be friends?"
Jiang Ning packed her schoolbag and said irritably, "No, can you get out of the way?"
The boy was still standing there, refusing to take back the movie ticket. Just as he was about to say something, he stretched out a hand diagonally, pulled out his movie ticket, slowly tore it into pieces, and stuffed it back into his hand.
As if in slow motion, the boy was startled, and no one dared to speak in the classroom.
The lights in the classroom fell from overhead, and the boy in the wheelchair looked a little sullen: "She said she didn't want to go."
For a moment the air was dead silent.
The boy didn't dare to continue molesting, touched the back of his head, held a handful of pieces, turned and ran away in a cold sweat.
Yan Yixie slowly glanced at the audience again.
Everyone panicked and hurried away.
Jiang Ning saw that Yan Yixie's face was not very good-looking, and hurriedly said: "I have rejected him several times, who knows why he is so persistent."
The boy didn't say a word, and the light and shadow formed a deep eye socket on his brow and eye.
He lowered his eyes, watched Jiang Ning packing his schoolbag and was silent for a while, then said calmly: "Actually, I asked the housekeeper to check this guy. Although he is a fool, he has good grades and a good family background. If you want to go to the movies with him, you can go, it's safe."
Jiang Ning's hands trembled, and he thought it was terrible, his company for the past three years, wouldn't Yan Yixie accompany him into a family, right
There was no trace of jealousy in his words! On the contrary, it is like the role of a brother.
Could it be that because we've known each other for a few years and become childhood sweethearts, can't we have the same heart-pounding feeling in our previous life
The last time I pretended to be asleep, I got into his bed as well. He got out of bed immediately and went to the living room.
It was late autumn, and the temperature in the living room was more than ten degrees. He would rather be frozen than avoid himself.
The more Jiang Ning thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt. He zipped up his schoolbag and said tentatively to the boy, "You're telling the truth, so I'm really going to watch a movie with him this weekend? Are you not angry?"
Yan Yixie didn't expect to test it out. Jiang Ning really wanted to go to the movies with that kid. He became even more upset, but his face remained calm: "Go, why should I be angry?"
Jiang Ning suddenly half-bent down and stared carefully into his eyes.
Yan Yixie retreated, frowning: "What are you doing?"
The young man's eyes were dark and beautiful, embedded in his snow-white and delicate face like glass beads, but unlike three years ago, his emotions are more reserved now.
Jiang Ning looked at it for a long time, and couldn't tell what he was thinking even though the brilliance was about to drown in his eyes.
"I'm trying to see if you're angry or lying." Jiang Ning muttered, "If I go to the movies with him on weekends, you'll have to bring a custard bag to get vaccinated alone."
The boy sneered: "You don't need vaccinations. Every time you go to the pet hospital, your attention is attracted by other cats and dogs. It will always be me who helps hold the milk yellow bag."
Jiang Ning said angrily: "Then I will really go!"
"Go." The young man pinched his palm with his fingertips.
The housekeeper was still waiting downstairs in the teaching building. Jiang Ning and Yan Yixie got into the car. The housekeeper sent Jiang Ning back first, and then returned to the villa with Yan Yixie.
After Jiang Ning moved, it was a little closer to the school, and she could walk there in ten minutes, but she still liked being sent back by Yan Yixie, saying goodbye to the boy, and then going back home.
There was a secret joy in her heart when she said goodbye on a street corner. In the past three years, Yan Yixie has made it a habit to say "see you tomorrow" to her.
The butler glanced at the young master and Jiang Ning from the rearview mirror, and noticed that the two of them had fallen into a somewhat weird atmosphere.
Jiang Ning first secretly glanced at the young master, but the young master's eyes fell outside the window.
Then Jiang Ning turned his head back and looked ahead.
The young master seemed a little upset, and glanced at her out of the corner of his eye, but Jiang Ning looked ahead.
What is this for
Looking at each other
The butler thought, it doesn't seem like there is a quarrel. In recent years, the young master is not as unreasonable as when he first met. He basically gave in to Jiang Ning, so the two of them haven't quarreled in the past three years.
But the atmosphere in the car is a bit weird.
So silent all the way to Jiang Ning's house.
After Jiang Ning returned home, the butler turned around, Yan Yixie turned his head and watched Jiang Ning go upstairs.
"Master, what's the matter?" The housekeeper couldn't help asking on the road.
"Nothing." Yan Yi thanked.
The car passed by the sea, and he couldn't help lowering the window a little, looking at the sea not far away.
The sea market has changed a lot in the past few years. This long road has been rebuilt and painted with white paint lines, but the sea is still the same sea, and the reeds have dried up and grown again, and it is still the same piece of reeds.
Yan Yixie thought about the love letters that would appear on Jiang Ning's desk every day, about those teenagers who turned their heads back frequently after seeing her in astonishment, and about Jiang Ning, who was becoming more and more beautiful... The passing street lights fell through the car window. On his snow-white face, a shadow fell under his brow bone.
He looked at Jiang Ning as if looking at the moon in the sea.
The moon seems to be within reach, but it is far away.
If you don't have what you want, you won't fight hard. But once there is a moon that you want to pick up, tossing, torment, anxiety and humbleness will all come.
The butler watched the young master propping his chin with his hand from the rearview mirror, looking out of the window, the light and shadow flashed across his young and handsome face, he didn't know what he was thinking.
In short, the expression is not so happy.
The housekeeper saw a group of teenagers happily playing football on the beach on the right side in front of the car, and the laughter kept coming.
He couldn't help but sigh softly in his heart, if it wasn't for the problem with his legs in that accident, what a proud son of heaven the young master would have been.
In the past three years, with Jiang Ning's company, Yan Yixie's perverse temperament has calmed down a lot, and he has become much gentler to the people around him. But the butler still often didn't know what was going on in his mind.
"It's almost home, what are you thinking?" the butler couldn't help asking.
"I didn't think about anything." Yan Yixie said.
But after a long silence.
The boy's voice sounded again.
"you say-"
He stared out the window, the sea breeze brushing his forehead gently.
He seemed to be talking to himself, and he seemed to be talking to himself: "Can someone really like a cripple?"
When she fell, there was no way to pick her up.
When she was in danger, even if she tried her best, she might not be able to get to her in the first place.
In the long years to come, he will drag her out of his dark world, trap her in bondage, and let her bear the vision and guidance that she doesn't have to bear.
The moon always falls on the sea, not the muddy ditch.