In the evening of this day, Jiang Ning called Chen Sen and made some appointments.
Then, she proposed to Yan Yixie that she wanted to go to the playground.
Amusement parks are always crowded during holidays. Yan Yixie never goes to these places. Apart from not being interested in those boring entertainment items, he also doesn’t want to be pointed at by those children and asked by their parents, “Why is that brother in a wheelchair?”
But since he and Jiang Ning have known each other for so long, most of the time they spend together is in the villa or in the car, where the scenes are monotonous day after day, and he sometimes worries that Jiang Ning will get tired of it.
So he gave two hours to let the playground disperse the tourists, and after dark, he booked the entire playground.
Yan Yixie made the whole playground turn off the lights for Jiang Ning.
The two got out of the car and stepped into it.
The amusement park in the dark is somewhat mysterious, like a quiet castle under the moonlight. The two are like two elopement fish strayed into the deep sea, heading for the unknown lost.
When Jiang Ning pushed Yan Yixie's wheelchair to the intersection halfway up the mountain, suddenly, the neon lights all over the mountain suddenly lit up, and the entire playground was dotted with tiny lights, which was dazzling.
At this moment, the first colorful fireworks exploded above their heads.
Then came the second flower.
The third flower.
…
Those fireworks bloomed one after another in the night sky as if they would never sleep. The sparks, with their cooling temperature, drew countless arcs from the navy blue night sky and landed around the two of them dazzlingly.
Jiang Ning's slender fingers landed on the back of the boy's wheelchair, and curled up unconsciously.
She looked up, her throat tightened.
She knew it was for herself.
At the same time, the fireworks lit up Yan Yixie's handsome snow-white face.
He watched those flickering fireworks seriously and quietly.
Fireworks danced and burned in his dark and beautiful eyes, making his eyes sparkle.
He felt a little embarrassed, it was old-fashioned to use such means to please girls. He turned his head to look at Jiang Ning, trying to explain something, but when his eyes fell on Jiang Ning's face, he couldn't help but startled.
"Why are you crying?"
There were tears in the corners of Jiang Ning's eyes.
He didn't say that Jiang Ning hadn't noticed yet, she quickly raised her hand to wipe her eyes, but the young man held her hand, rubbed the corner of her eyes with his thumb, and frowned: "Did something fall into the eyes?" .”
Jiang Ning was afraid that his voice would be abnormally hoarse, so he nodded muffled.
"Come here." Yan Yixie pulled her closer.
Jiang Ning half bent down, just looking at him for a moment.
The boy rubbed the corners of her eyes with his fingers, and gently blew on her eyes.
Jiang Ning looked at him, his eyelashes trembled, and his heart trembled fiercely.
When did that young man with thorns all over his body learn to do these things, and when did he start looking at her with unbelievably gentle eyes. The years have passed without a trace in the cicadas in summer and the snow in winter. Why do we have to say goodbye before we know it
Yan Yixie asked softly: "Did you get it out?"
Jiang Ning suppressed tears and nodded.
Time was running out, Jiang Ning originally wanted to say something to Yan Yixie at the playground, but looking at the fireworks all over the sky, her throat seemed to be covered with lead, and she couldn't say anything.
Yan Yixie saw that Jiang Ning was not in a good mood. He didn't know what happened, but thought that something happened to Jiang Ning's family, so he waited for Jiang Ning to speak up.
Outside the playground is the seaside. After coming out, Jiang Ning still didn't want to go home.
The current Yan Yixie was very accommodating to her, letting the butler drive the two of them along the coast.
The slightly cold sea breeze was blowing, and the car unknowingly drove to the seaside road where the two met for the first time.
Jiang Ning lowered the car window, looked at the sparkling sea, and finally said, "Can I go to the beach?"
"Okay." Yan Yixie didn't hesitate.
He asked the housekeeper to park the car far away, while Jiang Ning pushed him to the beach.
Jiang Ning found a piece of clean fine sand and sat down beside him in silence.
Yan Yixie asked: "What's the matter?... Is there something wrong with your mother's medical report?"
After Yan Yixie warned Chen Sen, Chen Sen didn't dare to approach Jiang Ning again. Yan Yixie knew that Jiang Ning went to the hospital during the day to get the medical report for Zheng Ruonan, seeing Jiang Ning's reaction, he couldn't help but feel worried.
The sea breeze blew Jiang Ning's long hair.
Jiang Ning still didn't speak for a long time, she felt not only her heart, but even her whole body, as if being slowly clenched by a big hand, which made her bones hurt, and the sea breeze seemed to pass through her heart, and it couldn't blow to the real place.
This feeling is like being late.
She was trying very, very hard to gather herself.
Jiang Ning, now is not the time to hesitate, if he loses the chance to stand up because of you, you will never forgive yourself in this life.
Yan Yixie saw that Jiang Ning had not said a word for a long time, and his expression gradually became dignified. He held Jiang Ning's shoulders, trying to make her believe in him, and no matter what she encountered, she could tell it to herself.
But at this moment, he heard it.
Very abrupt sentence.
"I want to break up."
Jiang Ning's voice drifted in the sea breeze, a bit unreal.
Yan Yixie's expression changed, thinking he had heard wrong.
But then, Jiang Ning slowly raised his head, looked at him, and said again: "Let's break up."
This time Yan Yixie understood clearly.
He stared at Jiang Ning, his pupils shrank suddenly, without saying a word. Are you kidding me
But how can such a thing be used as a joke
Yan Yixie withdrew his hand, stared at Jiang Ning uncertainly, his heart beat faster and faster, and his blood rushed straight to the top of his head.
The moonlight shone on the two of them, and the sea was rough.
Yan Yixie still didn't make any sound, but his jaw line tightened and he clenched his teeth.
The air was dead silent for a moment.
Then he heard Jiang Ning say again: "Let's break up."
Third time.
This time Yan Yixie finally confirmed that he heard correctly, and Jiang Ning was not joking.
How can anyone say a joke three times.
I don't know why, maybe it's because he always felt that the happiness during this period was too illusory, and he was always worrying about the gains and losses. One day Jiang Ning would leave. At this moment, the nightmare he had had finally became a reality. He was not too surprised, but just It was just as expected.
It was like, always fearing that I would be sent back to hell, and that day really came without warning.
Yan Yixie's complexion gradually became ugly, and his eyes were almost fierce.
"Reason." He gritted out two words.
Jiang Ning tried her best to look heartless: "There are so many couples who break up after graduating from high school, what reason can there be?"
Yan Yixie's phalanx gripping the armrest of the wheelchair turned white.
He doesn't believe it.
Yes, Jiang Ning had no reason to break up suddenly.
She clearly promised him, she clearly promised him, she would walk with him... Obviously she told him herself that she didn't want to be a relative, nor a friend, but a lover with him... How can she go back on her word now.
Yan Yixie asked with great difficulty: "Did Yan Boang threaten you again?"
Yes, it must be.
The young man suddenly realized something, and his tone was fierce and anxious: "Jiang Ning, give me a little more time, and I will let him—"
But Jiang Ning interrupted him, with a somewhat irritated tone: "There is no threat."
"Don't you understand? I'm tired."
Yan Yixie froze all over.
Jiang Ning lowered her eyes and looked at the ground: "It's just very tiring, all this makes me very tired... My mother doesn't agree at all, I'm caught between you, I will only be in a dilemma. I am very tired. If we are destined not to be together in the future, why continue now? Between you and my family, I will definitely choose my family... "
No, it wasn't like that, but she couldn't help it.
She must force him to leave.
Jiang Ning tried hard not to let his voice tremble: "Also, I already know that everyone in the school said that I was with you for money, why should I be insulted like this for no reason? When ordinary people are together, these things will never happen... "
Yan Yixie stared at Jiang Ning, feeling hard to breathe.
He never thought that Jiang Ning would think so. No, he has thought about it—isn't this what he is most worried about when he hears about it
He was worried that Jiang Ning would feel tired all the time.
He can gag others, he can find ways to deal with Jiang Ning's mother, he can give up his status as heir, but he can't control Jiang Ning's heart.
These three words are like thorns, stuck in Yan Yixie's heart all the time, he doesn't know when this land/mine will explode, until at this moment, this thorn turns into a dagger and stabs in, even if he does it in advance After getting ready, he was still stabbed to a bloody mess.
Was all his efforts in vain
Yan Yixie tried his best to calm himself down, he said in a hoarse voice: "Jiang Ning, I know you are in a difficult situation, I know it all, I promise you, I will end this as soon as possible, can you..."
Or not, so that he won't leave, he must be made to hate himself.
Jiang Ning took out the card, threw it back into his arms, and interrupted him: "Return this card to you, but the 30 million yuan will not be returned to you, and it will be treated as a breakup fee. People like you will be very generous when breaking up. .”
Yan Yixie froze, slowly raised his eyes, and stared at Jiang Ning in disbelief.
Jiang Ning: "... After all, I have spent three years with you, and I have spent more than a thousand days and nights of youth, worth thirty million."
Yan Yixie's expression became increasingly ugly, and he said in a deep voice, "Jiang Ning, do you know what you're talking about?"
Jiang Ning squeezed her trembling hands and forced a smile: "I know very well, I've always been hot for three minutes. When I like you, I really like you, but I'm really tired when I'm tired."
"With you, how much pressure will you bear? You must also know why I make myself so tired."
Yan Yixie felt as if his heart had been gouged out repeatedly by a dagger, and even his belt tendons felt sharp pain.
"Yan Yixie, go abroad." Jiang Ning took a deep breath: "You can't protect me at all, and I don't want you to give up the heir because of me, it will make me feel very burdened."
Yan Yixie tried his best to find an excuse for Jiang Ning: "So, you want to force me to go abroad for treatment, that's why you said that, didn't we agree..."
Jiang Ning said in an almost cold-blooded tone: "It's not because of this!"
Yan Yixie ignored Jiang Ning's hand and grabbed Jiang Ning's hand so hard that Jiang Ning's joints hurt. He stared at Jiang Ning and said stubbornly: "If you want, I will go, but you and I Together."
He seemed to embed Jiang Ning's hand in his palm, and Jiang Ning couldn't pull it away at all: "I can't be with you."
"Then I will stay."
Gritting her teeth, Jiang Ning said angrily, "Can't you understand human speech? I don't want you anymore."
Yan Yixie was breathing heavily, and for an instant, the blood rushed to the top of his head, and he could hardly see anything clearly.
He could hardly calm down.
He clutched the armrest of the wheelchair tightly, telling himself over and over again that Jiang Ning had a reason, and only in this way, he felt that he could survive the biting words.
"The reason, tell me the real reason." The boy tried his best to calm down, but his voice was already trembling imperceptibly.
Jiang Ning pinched her palm with her fingertips, forcing herself not to shed tears or show any flaws.
She opened Yan Yixie's hand one by one, and tried her best to speak the most ruthless words in the calmest tone: "I have been thinking about it in the amusement park today. I may be hot for three minutes. After calming down , I feel that it is too difficult to be with you, and my liking for you seems not enough to support me to go so far."
"My liking for you is no different from liking for Xu Mingyi."
"So, I don't want to insist, sorry."
The night wind howled.
As if whimpering.
The sea was choppy and the waves kept beating against the shore.
for a long time.
The despair, unwillingness, stinging pain and helplessness in Yan Yixie's eyes faded completely, or, it was wrapped by the youth's self-esteem and hid in the abyss.
His forehead was blown wildly by the sea breeze, his red eye circles stared at Jiang Ning, his expression gradually became unpredictable.
"Is it because of Xu Mingyi?" Yan Yixie's voice was hoarse.
Under the washing of the sea water, he even said with a bit of coldness, "So, have you been teasing me all this time?"
Jiang Ning closed his eyes and smashed the jar: "Yes."
If he thought so, he could return to the fate line of his previous life.
There was a dead silence.
The whole world seemed to be standing still at this moment, Yan Yixie's eyes were dark and cold.
"I'll go back first." Jiang Ning was also cold all over, she couldn't stay any longer, she couldn't continue to stay with Yan Yixie's despairing eyes.
She turned around in a hurry, and the boy was sitting in a wheelchair, still in place, like an abandoned sculpture.
As soon as Jiang Ning turned around, tears flowed down her cheeks, and she didn't raise her hand to wipe them until she left Yan Yixie's sight.
…
When the car caught up with Jiang Ning, Jiang Ning didn't notice it.
Xu Mingyi came out with the medicine, but he didn't expect to meet Jiang Ning here. After Zheng Ruonan took Jiang Ning and Jiang Fan to move, Jiang Ning hasn't been here for a long time.
Under the moonlight, Jiang Ning's face was full of tears. Xu Mingyi had never seen Jiang Ning cry like this before, he thought something had happened, his heart tightened, and he walked over quickly: "What's wrong?"
The car following Jiang Ning then slowly stopped not far away, and never followed.
The people in the car seemed to be frozen by frost.
At that moment, Yan Yixie looked at the two people not far from the car window, and felt like a joke, a complete joke.
The two met and talked and laughed again, but he could only sit in a wheelchair, watching from a distance, like a clown.
During this period of time, what he has been thinking about is how to remove all obstacles and be with her forever, but it turns out that what she has been thinking about is how and when to give up on him.
The most depressing thing is this.