"The last time we met, my heart was ashamed. I walked aimlessly and didn't know where I was going. I felt that the whole person had lost the meaning of life. If it wasn't for the lucky encounters in the end, I suddenly remembered what you said about going to a distant place, and it reminded me of the Michuan Continent mentioned in those records, maybe I really am no longer alive."
"Perhaps, if I had died at that time, I wouldn't have had so many troubles. After I came here, I thought I would never meet you again. I just thought I was like a piece of wood, living alone. It's fine to end this life, but I didn't expect you to break into my world again, but gave me despair again... "
While Lin Xinyun was talking, tears kept flowing from that beautiful face, and she looked at Bai Yuzhe with eyes full of love, but also with regret and resentment...
Looking at Lin Xinyun's appearance and what she said were so distressing and affectionate, Bai Yuzhe had mixed feelings in his heart, and a kind of extreme pain arose. This is distressing, extremely distressing...
As a child of two generations, he really did not expect that after Lin Xinyun left him, he would live in such pain, and the days with the third prince Qin Yue would still be so fearful for him. I'm afraid she didn't choose to commit suicide at that time, because she was afraid that Qin Yue would take his anger on herself? Although Lin Xinyun didn't say these words clearly, Bai Yuzhe could imagine them.
Even Lin Xinyun came to Michuan Continent because of herself.
At this time, Bai Yuzhe felt not only distressed, but also guilt and self-blame! He realized that he was really worthless. Although he was no longer the former Bai Yuzhe at that time, he inherited this body and his memory was not lost. No matter what, he owed this body a great favor. Why can't he tolerate it? Everything about him
"Xinyun..." Looking at Lin Xinyun, who was pear blossoms and raining, Bai Yuzhe couldn't bear it any longer. He took a step forward, put the delicate body in front of him into his arms, and hugged her tightly.
Speaking of the pain in my heart these years, Lin Xinyun was at her most vulnerable right now. She was held in Bai Yuzhe's arms, and she didn't struggle. , Scarred, she seems to have found a harbor.
Although I knew deep down in my heart that this embrace would not belong to me, it was only temporary, but I was reluctant to leave for a while, so I quietly leaned into Bai Yuzhe's embrace, tears still streaming down...
"Xinyun, listen to me!" Bai Yuzhe hugged Lin Xinyun tightly. He didn't interrupt just now, just wanted to hear how much this girl has suffered for herself, but now he must explain things clearly up.
Lin Xinyun buried her head deeply in Bai Yuzhe's broad chest, and nodded gently. She had buried herself in her heart for so many years just now, and basically said everything she wanted to say. Now she doesn't want to say anything anymore, just want to Feel this warm embrace again.
Maybe after a while, this embrace will no longer belong to me.
"Xin Yun, you misunderstood us. I have nothing to do with Dugu Aoxue." Bai Yuzhe felt Lin Xinyun's slightly trembling delicate body, and said quickly.
"What?" Lin Xinyun, who originally wanted to listen quietly, was startled when she heard this, raised her head to look at Bai Yuzhe, and asked, "Is what you said true?"
"Of course it is true. I assure you that there is really no relationship between me and Dugu Aoxue! At that time you saw me running with her in my arms because she was injured in order to save me. That kind of Under the circumstances, it's impossible for me to leave her alone." Bai Yuzhe lowered his head, looked at the beautiful and charming girl covered with tears, and said seriously.
Seeing Bai Yuzhe's serious expression, Lin Xinyun believed it ten thousand times in her heart, but she was still a little puzzled, and continued to ask: "Then...why didn't you tell me all this time? At that time, you killed the Nirvana Frost in that valley After the tiger, you see that I left angrily, why didn't I chase you out and explain? I waited for you outside the valley until dawn, lest some beasts would threaten you. After coming back for so long, you often see me unhappy , and don't even say... "
"Ah..." Bai Yuzhe was also depressed, but he had already figured out these problems before, and quickly explained, "At that time, I had no mobility at all. After I recovered a little, it was already midnight. I thought to myself I chased after him and didn't know the direction, so I waited until dawn! I came back later, because I didn't know that you misunderstood me and Dugu Aoxue, so I only felt that your attitude was hot and cold. How could I have the nerve to talk to you... "
Now that the two of them have opened their hearts, the previous misunderstandings and doubts have naturally dissipated. Lin Xinyun has always been in Bai Yuzhe's arms. At first, it was because she was reluctant to leave, but as she talked slowly, she seemed to have forgotten Just let Bai Yuzhe hold this matter.
Both of them were in a good mood after their suspicions were settled, and they talked for more than an hour. At this time, the atmosphere between the two was full of warmth, as if they were a pair of young lovers reunited after a long absence, and their relationship was even closer than when they were in Fucheng.
"By the way, is there something wrong with you coming to my place this time?" Finally, it was Lin Xinyun who remembered this matter first, and then suddenly found that she was still tightly held in Bai Yuzhe's arms, she struggled quickly, and said softly Said, "You... you let me go first."
Bai Yuzhe gave a dry laugh in embarrassment, and then reluctantly let go of his arms. Lin Xinyun blushed and immediately retreated from Bai Yuzhe's embrace. She didn't know what was going on, she felt a little weak, her feet were weak, and she almost fell to the ground.
Bai Yuzhe had sharp eyesight and quick hands, and quickly went up to support him. Taking advantage of the situation, Lin Xinyun entered his embrace again, but in a different position from before, this time leaning against his arm!
He didn't do it on purpose, he just felt that it was more convenient.
Of course, Lin Xinyun didn't do it on purpose. They hugged each other for more than an hour just now, and Lin Xinyun's mood went through ups and downs. Later, she felt that her whole body was about to melt into Bai Yuzhe's arms. that feeling.
Lin Xinyun blushed, struggled a little, and Bai Yuzhe let go of her hand! It's not that she doesn't want to be hugged by Bai Yuzhe, but now that she has come to her senses, she feels that her identity and position have not been changed, so she is just a little embarrassed.
(end of this chapter)