Lin Qing carefully put everything back into the box and looked at him again: "Didn't I say that? I want to help you get your memory back."
"No need." Mu Lixiu let her go and walked towards the stairs, "Keep those memories to yourself."
The doctor in charge of treating Mu Li once said that it might not be too difficult to recover his memory, but the premise is that Mu Li really wants to get it back.
But now it seems that he rejects those memories.
Lin Qing would not know why he was rejecting her, let alone think that this rejection had something to do with her.
When Mu Li walked to the door of the study, he remembered that he first met Lin Qing when he woke up from the hospital, and her clear eyes searched for the shadow of others on his body countless times. He hated feeling like he was just a stand-in.
After a while, Lin Qing followed him and blocked him at the door of the study: "Mu Li, do you really don't want to think of me anymore?"
She asked sincerely and calmly.
"Thinking of you?" He suddenly wanted to know, now, does she, Lin Qing, still only care about the Mu Li in her memory instead of him in front of her
But he couldn't ask.
Perhaps he was afraid of hearing that answer.
Lin Qing's long hair was draped wetly over her shoulders, and her suspender nightgown was soaked. The mark of the knife cut could still be seen on her fair left shoulder, which was very eye-catching.
"What happened to this injury?" He asked unconsciously.
Lin Qing was slightly startled, thinking that he had never noticed it. She lowered her head and glanced calmly: "It's nothing, I accidentally scratched it."
Hehe, I don’t even mean to lie to him.
The mention of this wound reminded her of Xu Yuan again, and she suddenly remembered the gossip of her colleagues in the company: "These past few days... are you and Xu Yuan together?"
"Why, just because I asked you to stay here, you started meddling in my business?" Mu Li raised the corner of his mouth coldly and put one hand on the wall behind her, "Are you going to say in the next second that you want to be with me? I… "
"Mu Li!" Lin Qing's eyes were slightly opened, showing a bit of annoyance, "How long are you going to misunderstand me?"
He has never been on his side, not even to passers-by.
Mu Li's eyes tightened and he smelled the fragrance of Lin Qing's hair when he got close to her. That was his favorite shampoo. It was a limited edition and could only be purchased by those who had reserved it in advance and had status.
This smell reminded him inexplicably of a certain scene in his memory, a shabby little hotel. The woman below him also had such a faint fragrance.
For a moment, his eyes were filled with coldness and heat.
"If you don't want me to misunderstand you, show your sincerity." His voice was so cold that it chilled Lin Qing from head to toe to the core.
"What about you and Xu Yuan?" Lin Qing suddenly remembered the traces in front of him and felt a stab in her heart, "When you touched her, why didn't you think about how to explain it to me!"
At this moment, she actually forgot that Mu Li in front of her no longer cared about her.
Why should a person who doesn't care about himself think about how to explain.
Mu Li, on the other hand, has never been too lazy to explain.
"Do you think I need to explain to you?" He sneered.
Lin Qing woke up completely, like a bustling dream, and his cold-cold eyes almost cut her heart open.
"No, you never need to explain anything to me! Mu Li... No, maybe you are no longer Mu Li now!" At least in her heart, he is no longer the same person.
But why does she still feel heartbroken when looking at such a cold man
Or maybe she couldn't tell which Mu Li she fell in love with.
The stupidest person turned out to be her.
She said she loved him, but she never thought about which one she loved, let alone that he would mind. She had always wanted to retrieve Mu Li's memory, but she had ignored the thoughts of the man in front of her.
"I'm not Mu Li anymore?" Mu Li leaned over, with a chill in his eyes, "Then tell me, who am I?"
Those sultry eyes can also pierce people's hearts.
Lin Qing's whole body was cold, but her eyes were still stubborn. She didn't want to bow her head: "You are Mu Li, how could you not be! It's just that you are no longer the Mu Li I love!"
She was angry, her tone was a bit sharper, and her stubborn little face seemed to be making a declaration.
Yes, this is what she wants to say, the man standing in front of her at this moment, there is no trace of separation at all!
The man's face was sinister, and there was an air of danger in the shadows. Lin Qing was not afraid and stared straight into his eyes.
She was never afraid of him.
Mu Li suddenly understood that she was so arrogant because she loved her so much before!
Do you like it? indeed. It seemed that no one except Lin Qing would dare to do some things in front of him, such as now.
Mu Li narrowed his eyes, and his eyes became darker. How did he pamper this woman before, so that she dared to be so arrogant today
"Don't you love me? Is this what you call love?" Mu Li sneered and grabbed Lin Qing's chin.
Lin Qing was restrained so tightly that she could not move.
"I just want to find the Mu Li who loves me. Is this wrong?" She refused to admit defeat, her chin was pinched so hard that it hurt, and it was difficult to say every word.
"That's right." Mu Li's pupils suddenly tightened, and his cold eyes cut several holes in her heart, "You have done so much just to get him back?" He didn't even feel that Mu Li Li is himself.
Lin Qing's eyes flickered and her eyelashes trembled slightly: "Yes."
Mu Li's fingers pressed harder: "No matter what the cost?"
"yes."
"So" Mu Li paused, unable to see his expression clearly with the light above his head, "The person you love is not me?"
Lin Qing's body trembled slightly. According to Mu Li's logic, she didn't love him. But she was so confused by anger that she was also involved in it for a moment. She couldn't care less and shook off Mu Li's hand:
"Yes, I don't love you! I only loved the Mu Li before, but he is no longer here!"
When a person is angry, he can say anything.
Snapped! Snapped! Snapped!
Mu Li's clapping sound was so loud that it penetrated the entire corridor. At the end of the corridor is a thick night, which seems not to be affected at all. A few stars occasionally appear in the night sky.
"You are right, Lin Qing, you have never loved me." The corners of Mu Li's eyes curled up playfully, as if he was in a good show, but his eyes were filled with a strong coldness.
She said so much I love you, beating his heart over and over again to confuse him, but in the end these words were not meant for him. Even if she said it in every language in the world, he would not remember anything about the past, let alone become the person she really missed.
This is the most ridiculous thing.
After going around in a big circle, she tried so hard to save it, and what she tried to keep like crazy was just a relationship that disappeared into his memory, that—
What does he mean now
Lin Qing regretted it as soon as she said it. What was she talking about
The man's tall figure was right in front of her, and she could touch it with just a little stretch of her fingers, but she said that she didn't love him.
No... that's not it!
"Mu Li..." Lin Qing panicked, her stubborn eyes suddenly dimmed, and she knew she was wrong.
She shouldn't have said such hurtful things.
Besides...she probably fell in love with him now.
"Tell me, if there is anything else you want to say, say it all at once. Don't waste time." Mu Li's eyes showed impatience. He moved away from her body and raised her delicate little face with his fingertips.
Looking at it this way, Lin Qing looks even better.
Suddenly, Lin Qing felt aggrieved, and tears burst into her eyes, slowly flowing down her pink cheeks. Tears were burning in her heart, making her unable to breathe.
"Mu Li..." She bit her lip, her voice as light as a feather, floating in the air, "I love you."
Mu Li was inexplicably irritated by her tears: "You don't love me, Lin Qing. The person in front of you is me. It's the ruthless, cruel Mu Li."
She said she wanted to help him retrieve his memory, but he already had her in his memory. Isn't that enough
"No! No!" Lin Qing kept shaking her head, correcting her angry words, "I love you... Mu Li, I love you no matter you were in the past or you are now!"
But Mu Li no longer believed it.
Why he once believed in Lin Qing, even he didn't understand. If I hadn't been fooled by her lies from the beginning, my heart wouldn't be so painful.
His face became calmer, and his expression could not be seen under the light, only a pair of heart-catching eyes showed a faint cold light.
Wouldn't it be better to take this opportunity to let her give up
"Lin Qing, I can tell you now that I have got my memory back." Mu Li raised his eyebrows slightly, "And even if I get my memory back, I still don't have you in my heart."
"Impossible..." Lin Qing raised her head slightly, two lines of clear tears leaving faint traces. Her eyes were red, and her pitiful eyes were unbearable to look at.
How could he bear to lie to her in such a scene
But if he wasn't cruel, he would be the one who got hurt.
"Don't you believe it?" Mu Li's smile grew thicker and he counted the details of the past, "I held an umbrella to find you in the Octagonal Pavilion. When it rained, I hid in a shabby small hotel. You and Chen Qudong were also After being followed and taken, the photos were sent to me... Lin Qing, I remembered all these things."
There was no need to count them out one by one, just by looking at her expression, Mu Li knew that she believed it.
Lin Qing's shoulders were shaking slightly, whether because of sobbing or panic.
He said that he had recovered his memory, which was the result that she had been looking forward to day and night, but why did her heart hurt when she heard him say it himself.
It was like being stabbed with a poisoned dagger, it hurt so much.
Lin Qing had never told him these things, and he would never have mentioned them if he hadn't thought of them. With Mu Li's low and charming voice, Lin Qing seemed to have returned to that scene again, and she vaguely saw Mu Li who was always stroking her long hair.
"You...really remembered it all?" Lin Qing's eyes were blurred by the mist.
Although Mu Li has a vague impression of some memories, they are too scattered and confusing to piece together, so now they are just mentioned casually. Seeing Lin Qing's face gradually turning pale, he suddenly understood something.
Those scenes may be memories of being together with Lin Qing.
"Don't you believe it?" Mu Li raised his lips, moved to Lin Qing's ear and rubbed her earlobe, "I remember every detail...or do you want to do it all over again?" He said, lifting Lin Qing's head with his slender fingers. The shoulder straps of that silk pajamas.
Lin Qing's whole body instantly became delicate and sensitive, and her voice trembled slightly: "It's impossible... If you remember it, it's impossible not to say you love me!"
"Love you?" Mu Li's thin lips slowly moved down, sticking to the corners of Lin Qing's lips, "Tell me, what does it mean to love you?"
How about it…