"Let me see you, does it hurt?" Yuan Yuan whispered, as if he felt something in his heart sprouting and growing.
The lighter was hot, Tan Ruikang loosened his thumb, and the surroundings returned to darkness. He replied, "Brother is fine, don't worry."
Yuan Yuan was about to get a lighter, but suddenly the dogs outside barked frantically again, and Tan Ruikang immediately said, "You can't get in! Don't be afraid!"
The lighter fell to the ground, touched it far away, but couldn't find it. The mad dog slammed into the door and made a thrilling sound. Neither of them dared to move. After a long time, the outside became silent again.
"Still... Haven't left yet?" Yuan Yuan said, "What place is this?"
"The quarry." Tan Ruikang said, "My dad used to work here."
The eyes of the two of them adapted to the light. This is a place where waste wood is temporarily stacked next to a quarry. The space is very small, and the broken wood is neatly stacked. Yuan Yuan reached out and touched it. Tan Ruikang said: "Don't get stuck, you Come over here."
The dog barked again, and Yuan Yuan was almost scared out of a heart attack and said, "Damn, this beast."
"The dogs in the countryside are different from those in the city." Tan Ruikang said, "I don't know which dog ran out of madness. Did you get bitten? You have to go to the clinic for an injection tomorrow."
Yuan Yuan said: "No, how can this be? It's too lawless. This beast should be beaten to death."
Tan Ruikang said: "Don't, the dog is cruel and we are not its opponents. These dogs can kill people. It may be raised in a neighboring village. I will ask someone's dog tomorrow, but... hey, at most you will lose some money. It's over."
Yuan Yuan let out a breath, and looked at Tan Ruikang's ears with a little light, and Tan Ruikang said, "It's okay, there is no more blood."
The two were snuggling at the corner of the wall, and Tan Ruikang took the distant shoulder with one hand and patted it lightly.
Yuan Yuan's heart is pounding, they have sat together like this more than once, sometimes Tan Ruikang hugs Yuan Yuan, and sometimes Yuan Yuan holds Tan Ruikang in his arms. In the past, those were just intimate behaviors between two brothers, Yuan Yuan felt that this was the case. It's natural, just like he and Qi Huiyu are shouldering each other's shoulders.
However, tonight he felt that he had developed a different feeling, it appeared without warning, but it was taken for granted. Does he want to kiss Tan Ruikang? He actually wanted to kiss his cousin
In the distance, I can't tell the fear that I am a homosexual? Worse yet, it's still incest!
No... No, that's not right, it's not like this. He took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down.
Tan Ruikang took his hand and patted it again, and said, "Xiaoyuan."
"What?" A distant voice trembled slightly in the darkness.
Tan Ruikang smiled and said, "You were really ruthless just now, even more ruthless than that dog. The dog is afraid of you."
Yuan Yuan was distracted for a while, laughed, and said, "Are you saying that I'm more ruthless than a mad dog?"
Tan Ruikang said: "I can't think of it at all, it would be a real murderer if you beat it."
Yuan Yuan said: "I, I... um, I didn't pay attention at the time, and my brain fainted."
Tan Ruikang thought of something and said again, "Have you been bitten?"
Both of them were wearing short sleeves. Tan Ruikang held Yuan Yuan's hand and carefully touched his arm. He lifted up his T-shirt and touched his abdomen, chest, and neck. Yuan Yuan said, "Don't… it's fine."
"After being bitten and caught, the wound has to be exposed to the air." Tan Ruikang said, "I'm afraid of rabies virus. It will be fine if I go to get vaccinated tomorrow. Take off your shirt."
"I'm fine, really, I'm fine." Yuan Yuan's breathing was a little short, and when Tan Ruikang touched his chest, Yuan Yuan held his breath, swallowed, and moved his hot palms away.
Yuan Yuan bent one knee and adjusted his sitting posture unnaturally. He was touched by Tan Ruikang a few times, and the crotch became hard. Fortunately, he was wearing jeans.
"Is it really not bitten?" Tan Ruikang said, "What about scratches?"
Yuan Yuan said: "Really not, don't touch..."
There was a bit of impatience in his voice, so Tan Ruikang stopped checking him, still put his shoulders on his shoulders, hugged Yuanyao in his arms, made him lean on his chest, and said, "Go to sleep, let's go out during the day. ."
Yuan Yuan hummed, his heart was up and down, and he kept asking himself what to do, what should I do? He is finished, he can no longer find the feeling that he liked Chi Xiaojun before, is he also a homosexual like Qi Huiyu
He suddenly felt lonely and helpless, why did it become like this... Tan Ruikang couldn't have liked him, he was just a brotherly relationship with him, Yuan Yuan couldn't keep telling himself that he wouldn't, thinking too much.
He couldn't accept it at all, and felt even more distraught. Tan Ruikang hugged him and put him on his lap, then Yuan Yuan closed his eyes and didn't move.
He felt that he could no longer leave Tan Ruikang. His warmth, his smile, he did not know when it entered his heart. He seems to have become more unfamiliar, but also more attractive... Yuan Yuan dare not think about it any longer.
After a long time, there was the sound of chickens crowing far away, and a thin ray of morning light floated in through the crack of the door.
"Brother, what are you thinking?" Yuan Yuan opened his eyes and asked.
Tan Ruikang didn't sleep either, and replied, "I'm thinking of you."
Distant: "… "
Tan Ruikang's fingers touched Yuan Yuan's face, his fingers were dry and warm, with a pleasant skin odor, and he said, "This place is full of gravel roads. In the past, someone rolled down the slope on my father's construction site. Your face is completely ruined and bloody, thank you you didn't wipe it. It scared me to death just now."
Yuan Yuan said: "It's not that you want to ride a bike, or you won't run into a mad dog."
"My fault is my fault." Tan Ruikang smiled and said, "I just have a hard life, and fortune tellers say I have a big character..."
"Don't say that!" Yuan Yuan was the most annoying to hear this: "Someone said to me before that I killed my mother, do you understand my feelings?"
Tan Ruikang said: "Okay, I won't say it, but the fortune teller said something right. Do you remember the old blind man?"
Yuan Yuan said: "Old blind man?"
Tan Ruikang: "When the eldest grandmother died, an old blind man came over and his uncle gave him 100 yuan."
Yuan Yuan was completely unimpressed and said, "What happened to him?"
Tan Ruikang said: "He is a fortune teller. I heard that during the Cultural Revolution, his leg was crippled. At that time, the grandfather and grandma were all there, and the grandma couldn't give birth. The blind man touched her face and told her to hang it on a tree. What... the grandmother gave birth to a baby."
Yuan Yuan moved: "Is there such a thing? This is not scientific."
Tan Ruikang: "I also heard what my grandma said before. She also gave birth to a boy. My grandfather liked it very much, but unfortunately he couldn't support it. He drowned in the river when he was six years old."
Yuan Yuan said, "I still have an uncle? I didn't hear it from my dad."
Tan Ruikang snorted and said, "The blind man said that grandpa would kill too many people when he was a soldier, and his blood was heavy, so the incense of our Tan family was not prosperous. Later, the grandma gave birth to your mother."
Yuan Yuan was fascinated, and Tan Ruikang said, "That old blind man has a lot of fate with us. He touched my bones when I was a child, and said my life... What, it's not very good. I touched it for you."
Yuan Yuan suddenly remembered, as if there was such a thing, when he came back when he was five years old, someone would touch his face in the main room, which made him cry.
"What did he say about me?" Yuan Yuan said.
Tan Ruikang thought for a while and said, "You have a good life, and you have never been short of money in your life. You have a smooth life, and someone will always spoil you."
Yuan Yuan nodded and said, "That's right." He did have a good life since he was a child, and he was born to be used to it. After he left his father, he was taken care of by his brother Tan Ruikang.
Tan Ruikang said: "But there are many bumps and bumps. God sees someone pampering you and doesn't want you to have a good life. From time to time, he will stumble over you, push you, and let you smash your mouth and bite the mud... In short, I won't let you. Be kind."
Yuan Yuan said: "This is not right. Didn't Lao Tzu say that Heaven is not benevolent and treats all things as cud dogs? In its eyes, all things in the world are like grass dogs that worship the gods and burn them. There is nothing special, right? I don't like this and hate that. . Why did you specifically come to bully me?"
Tan Ruikang said with a smile: "Of course, if the fortune teller wants to meet you now, you should try to block his words."
Yuan Yuan waved his hand and smiled: "I don't know him in general, how about you? If you don't say those words, what's the use?"
Tan Ruikang said: "I'm a disaster star, but I will also meet a noble person. It's all fate. From the age of seventeen, when I meet a noble person, my life will change."
Yuan Yuan was embarrassed when he heard it, and hurriedly said, "I'm not a noble person."
Tan Ruikang said: "You are, don't ask, you are my noble."
Yuan Yuan sat up straight and stretched. In fact, he hadn't slept all night and was still very sleepy. He said, "What I want to say is also my dad. Besides, there is nothing noble or noble, you are all on your own, I didn't listen to you. What did the teacher say? You are not lost in the big city, it all comes down to your nature."
Tan Ruikang: "Well..."
Yuan Yuan turned his head to the side, and Tan Ruikang turned his head too. The two were wearing the same coat. The morning light was faint. Tan Ruikang didn't know what he was thinking.
The two were very close, far away with their chin raised, their lips touched Tan Ruikang's face directly and kissed him.
Tan Ruikang: "!!!"
Tan Ruikang immediately raised his arm to block Yuanyao, Yuanyao laughed and said, "I love you, brother."
Tan Ruikang frowned and said, "Don't... don't play like that, Xiaoyuan! Don't play a prank, hey!"
Yuan Yuan pointed his middle finger at him: "Are you stupid?"
Tan Ruikang: "you you you..."
Tan Ruikang was both funny and helpless. He poked his finger on the distant head. It was already bright. Tan Ruikang said, "I'll go out to see if the dog is still there. Don't come out. If there is any movement, close the door immediately."
Yuan Yuan said: "I'll come. You have blood on your body, and it will go crazy when it sees you."
Tan Ruikang said beyond doubt: "I'll come."
Tan Ruikang opened the door a crack and looked out, and said, "It should be gone. Go, come out."
Looking at his back from the distance, he wanted to hug his waist again and bury his face on the side of his neck, but he couldn't do it. The kiss just happened on his own impulse, and he must not cross the line again, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable. .
Tan Ruikang turned around, held the distant hand, and said, "Go."
The outside changed its appearance as soon as the day came. The road was paved with gravel. The sharp gravel and small stones reflected the sunlight. Tan Ruikang was holding his finger in the distance, and his heart began to thump again. The second hand, I felt very natural at the time, but now I feel very uncomfortable.
Taking the opportunity of scratching, he let go of Tan Ruikang's hand, scratched his head, and said, "how to go?"
"Over there." Tan Ruikang pointed the way, and they returned to the place where they fell from the top of the slope yesterday. The bicycle had been deformed and could no longer be ridden.
The two climbed up with hands and feet, intercepted a tractor passing by and went to the county health center, where a group of people who had been bitten by a dog stood there, discussing angrily and loudly with each other, how to find revenge for the dog.
Tan Ruikang asked Yuanyuan to take the rabies vaccine, which required a total of three injections. He asked about the process. It turned out that a long time ago, a bitch from a family in a neighboring village gave birth to a litter of cubs. The paparazzi have not been ten days old. Sorry, I had to throw the paparazzi away. After throwing it out, the bitch went through a lot of hard work, and even three were found. The owner was so angry that he directly threw the paparazzi to death in front of the bitch.
The bitch went crazy, barked all night, and was beaten again. When the owner of the house went out temporarily, the bitch broke the rope and ran out of the village, biting people in white clothes when she saw them.
The white shirt that Tan Ruikang happened to be wearing last night can only be considered unlucky for them.
After getting an injection at the clinic, red syrup was applied to the bruised areas on the elbows and the back of the hands. Yuan Yuan was really sleepy. Tan Ruikang was still waiting for the medicine to be applied to his ears. Thigh sleep.
Tan Ruikang put his hand on the far chest, and talked to the villagers from time to time. Everyone was so angry that it didn't matter if the dog bit anyone, it even bit a college student. This is definitely not over!
Yuan Yuan fell into a daze and heard Tan Ruikang whisper, "It's here, um."
His fingers grabbed Yuan Yuan's clothes. Yuan Yuan was sleeping comfortably. He raised his hand to sign Tan Ruikang's fingers unconsciously.
"What's wrong?" Yuan Yuan suddenly sat up and saw the doctor stitching Tan Ruikang's ear.
"Tear so badly?" Yuan Yuan lost his voice.
"Don't look." Tan Ruikang's voice trembled: "One needle is enough, Xiaoyuan, don't look."
Yuan Yuan held Tan Ruikang's hand, the doctor cut the thread, Tan Ruikang sighed and said, "Will there be scars?"
"No." Tan Ruikang smiled and said, "He's very handsome. Let's go, go home and sleep."
Twelve people who were bitten by the dog went to the door of the family to discuss the explanation. The people here are sturdy.
The master just came back and was so frightened when he saw this, he had to ask for a pack of cigarettes, and another one lost 100 yuan, and Yuan Yuan took 200 yuan and said, "This is the fucking thing?"
Tan Ruikang said, "What else can I do? Have his house been demolished?"
There were still many people making trouble outside the house, and Tan Ruikang said, "Forget it, the lives of people in the countryside are worthless, you should be in a big city."
Yuan Yuan was really angry. Hearing that the owner inside promised to hand over the dog to be beaten to death, Yuan Yuan’s heart softened and said, “Forget it.”
Tan Ruikang smiled and said, "Go."
200 yuan was paid to the neighbor to repair the bicycle. It was really unfortunate to come back this year. Tan Ruikang couldn't wash his hair or take a bath. Staying in the hot and stuffy old home would only add to the trouble.
Yuan Yuan was depressed and got on the long-distance bus home, looking at the reflection of Tan Ruikang dozing on his shoulder crookedly on the window. Gradually, he realized that he did not get nothing, but got something.
But if he had a choice, he really didn't want it.
Yuan Yuan looked at Tan Ruikang's sleeping face, thought for a long time, and finally had to admit that he still wanted it.