The counselor was holding a meeting in a large classroom that was terribly hot. In the summer morning, the sun was burning like fire.
He shouted several times in the dormitory for Yu Haihang to be able to shout, so he had to come first with a bitter look on his face. After signing in, I walked to the corner of my class and sat down, wanting to sleep on my stomach. There were four departments and eight classes in this year of the entire academy. The large classroom was full of people, and no one noticed him.
He picked a small corner far away, where all the people in their class took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Tan Ruikang, saying that he got up. There was a small group of girls chatting in front, looking back at him from time to time, looking up at them from a distance, and the group of girls began to laugh.
Yuan Yuan is in a bad mood, thinking of a neuropathy and annoying people.
"You have sleep marks all over your face," said a boy next to you.
"No way, it's too hot," Yuan Yuan said.
"Where are the people, not like the northerners." The boy passed him a table.
Yuan Yuan took the form and started to fill it out. He didn’t like filling out the form very much. After entering the school, he has filled out the form countless times, filling in the form endlessly. I feel uncomfortable.
He noticed that the boy's form had the name - You Zeyang. The nation is Tujia.
"Your name is the second sound?" Yuan Yuan showed him his name.
You Zeyang said, "Where are you from? I'm from Hunan. It sounds good in our local dialect, but not in Mandarin. It's weird."
Yuan Yuan said: "Yeah, I'm from Hunan too!"
You Zeyang immediately said, "Fellow fellow, shake hands."
Yuan Yuan shook hands with him, and the two knew each other. Yuan Yuan thought about it and said, "Actually, my father is from Liaoning, and my mother is from Hunan."
You Zeyang said sympathetically, "I'm also half a fellow."
Yuan Yuan immediately defined him as a good person in his heart, and finally met someone who could talk.
"Where is your hometown in Hunan? I'm from Loudi." Yuan Yuan said, "Loudi, go west, suburban county."
You Zeyang said, "I'm from Loudi too!"
What a coincidence, Yuan Yuan said, "Did you come alone?"
You Zeyang said: "Together with a few fellow villagers, there are men and women, will you come to our fellow villagers?"
Yuan Yuan was very confused and asked, "The Fellowship Association?"
He has never heard of this stuff since he was a child. Almost all people in Shenzhen come from all over the world. When they come to Shenzhen, they are from Shenzhen, and there are few locals, so there is no issue of regional differences.
You Zeyang said: "All of them are from Hunan. They usually help each other, eat and drink, and go out to play together."
Yuan Yuan nodded and asked again, "Is there a fellowship in Shenzhen?"
You Zeyang said: "There are the most Cantonese people here, as well as you people from Shenzhen. It seems that Guangzhou people rarely have fellowship associations. Shenzhen people have fellowship associations, but they don't usually go out for gatherings. I heard from people in the same dormitory that the whole Guangdong Province The local students all hang out together, even those from Shaoguan, Hakka, Chaozhou.”
He understood that students from all over the country would form organizations similar to fellow villagers to help each other.
Cantonese people are very familiar here, and they only occupy a small part of a class, and there is nothing particularly difficult to adapt to. There should be some students in the third middle school who have been admitted to the middle school, but he is the only one who is studying in this college, and the others may be in the Zhuhai campus or the headquarters.
Yuan Yuan chatted with You Zeyang for a while, and gradually got to know him. You Zeyang is much more funny than his roommates. Although he doesn't have much overlap with Yuan Yuan Yuan's hobbies, he knows a little bit about everything and can talk about it right away. The counselor started a meeting, and the two of them murmured from below.
The counselor's voice stopped, Yu Haihang didn't seem to wake up, he suddenly broke into the classroom, went directly to sign in, and when he passed the seat, he said, "Zhao Yuanyuan, why don't you wake me up."
The students all laughed and said far away, "I called you, but you won't get up!"
Yu Haihang went to sit down, and Yuan Yuan said to You Zeyang, "My brother and I are going back to our hometown this year, there is a mad dog..."
You Zeyang was shocked and said, "Your family belongs to Tanjia Village?"
Yuan Yuan was shocked: "You too?"
You Zeyang: "I'm not."
Distant: "… "
When You Zeyang heard about this, he lived in a village on the other side of the county town. He was studying in Changsha in high school. When he heard it from a distance, he exclaimed that it was great, and he could go together next time when he returned to his hometown.
The two were familiar with each other immediately, and Yuan Yuan took out the gum for You Zeyang to eat. You Zeyang said that they would go to eat roast meat and try Cantonese food together after class.
Yuan Yuan was overjoyed and finally made a friend. It felt like a lost pug found a bulldog. Although the breeds were a little different, they were at least medium-sized dogs and could barely understand each other's language.
At noon, Yu Zeyang invited You Zeyang to eat fried rice, and then took out his Jimmy picture album and borrowed him to look at it, and said, "I want to send a birthday present, you can help me with the staff."
Tan Ruikang's birthday falls on the lunar calendar, unlike Yuan Yuan's birthday, which is in September this year, and Yuan Yuan intends to give him something.
You Zeyang said, "Send a girlfriend?"
Yuan Yuan said: "No, send my brother."
You Zeyang: "Che - why are you sending your brother to the staff, ask him what he wants, or give him money to buy it himself."
Yuan Yuan was quiet for a while, he couldn't explain this relationship to You Zeyang, and if he talked too much, he might be exposed, so he had to change the subject and stop talking. The two ate dinner and went back to the dormitory to sleep. You Zeyang went to work. There was a pile of tables to fill and run around, so Yuan Yuan was too lazy to accompany him.
After lunch, Tan Ruikang's text message came again: [Brother, have you eaten yet? What to eat? Drink more water and beware of heat stroke.] Yuan Yuan sighed, both happy and melancholy. The happiness that is remembered, and the melancholy that is not love.
As soon as You Zeyang left, he missed Tan Ruikang very much in the distance. He didn't know what he was doing now, whether he made friends or not. With his personality, he would definitely get along with the people in the dormitory and have a common topic with them. Maybe it was the dormitory when he went there long. Yuan Yuan thought about how Tan Ruikang was helping the people in their dormitory to clean up the floor, and pushed open the door with a blank expression—
The bedroom was in a mess after only a day, and Zhang Jun was eating instant noodles. In the sweltering noon, the dormitory was filled with the smell of Master Kong's braised beef noodles, and Xiao Dai with glasses was calling his parents in his hometown in baggy briefs, saying that everything was fine, that he had a good time with his roommates, and so on.
Far away and a little unwilling to live.
He lay on the bed and sent a text message to Tan Ruikang: [After eating, the roast goose in the cafeteria tastes average, salted duck eggs, mushrooms and cabbage, and pineapple sweet and sour pork. What are you having for lunch?]Tan Ruikang: [It is also a cafeteria. Your money, CD player, and cell phone should be handed over to the housekeeper for safekeeping tomorrow. You can't bring it for military training. Don't put it in the dormitory. Be careful of being stolen.] Yuan Yuan thought it was impossible, would he still steal things when he was a college student, he replied: [I know, I miss you so much.]Tan Ruikang: [Brother misses you too.]
Yuan Yuan moved in his heart, and vaguely felt that Tan Ruikang would also like him
He placed high hopes on this issue. Maybe Tan Ruikang also likes him, but he just didn't find it
After thinking about it in the distance, I was a little sleepy, and suddenly I felt like I didn't like Tan Ruikang so much.
Tan Ruikang sent another text message and he didn't even read it. There were thunders outside and it started to rain.
It was a little cooler in the bedroom. The feeling of distant love always came in waves. When I didn't see him, I missed him a little, but the emotion was not very strong. After all, the surrounding environment was too unfamiliar, which made him feel very tired, almost No time to experience your own love.
Every time Tan Ruikang said "I miss you", he seemed to suppress the frenzy in his heart, or give him a glass of water to quench his thirst.
The torrential rain poured down, and it rained heavily outside. The depression of the past few days was swept away, and it was so comfortable to die.
Yuan Yuan slept on the bed for an afternoon, and didn’t get up until 6 o’clock in the evening, and then paid a heavy price for his snooze—the next day he was going to military training, and he turned around in bed at night, listening to his roommates. Snoring and talking in my sleep, I didn't fall asleep until five in the middle of the night.
When the alarm rang at 6 o'clock, the students got up one after another, put on camouflage uniforms, fastened their belts, carried the quilt, and went down to gather with the bucket. Yuanyuan completely collapsed.
Twenty-two days of military training, no contact with the outside world, everyone has the same wish - it rains, it rains quickly! rain on me!
At a time like this in the distance, I don’t care about the problem of losing face. I put on a camouflage uniform, put on a hat, put on a quilt, carry a bucket, everyone is the same, and I can’t tell who is who. A nightmare, hurry up.
Yuyao grows to 175 cm and no longer grows. Every time he is ranked in the front of the middle, he has always been worried that he has not grown to Tan Ruikang's height of more than 180 cm. Not growing taller is like not raining, making him hopeless and helpless.
The intensity of the military training was excruciatingly painful. In the morning, they would gather to stand in a military posture, run and sing, etc. to eat, and then sing quite loudly.
I was sweating profusely from the sun all day, and at night, I stood in a military posture on the large playground with the lights on, kicking straight. In their class was an instructor who looked a bit like Jay Chou, with a serious face and a fierce face. He didn't go to college. He picked them out one by one and scolded them one by one.
Yuan Yuan began to see him as handsome, and thought that this person should be good, but the instructor just couldn't get along with Yuan Yuan, so he grabbed him and scolded him, and slapped him on the head, saying that he was distracted, and almost made Yuan Yuan mad.
Yuan Yuan really hated this instructor to the death, but thanks to the scolding, the instructor moved his hand this time, not kicking anyone, but saving them a bit of face.
Yuan Yuan finally understood why someone would be a deserter. The most annoying thing for him is to stand in a military position. Standing there for an hour, he was just trying to endure the time.
He wanted to pretend to faint from heatstroke, maybe he could get special care after fainting, but no one had heatstroke, and only himself had heatstroke.
You will faint in the next second, standing far away in the queue, making up your mind countless times, but unable to take action, for fear of hitting your head on the concrete floor and causing a concussion, and fear of being seen by the instructors, there are many, many scruples, every time The first ten minutes after I started to stand in the military position, I was thinking about how I fainted from heatstroke without a trace, but every time I didn't put it into practice until the time of disbanding.
Day after day of military training, he was just like everyone else.
On the night of mid-September, after everyone fell asleep, he slept on the couch by the window, tore off half of his underwear, rubbed the quilt lightly, closed his eyes, and imagined that when he was holding Tan Ruikang, his scalding body temperature was in contact with the man's skin. touch feeling.
Yuan Yuan's skin is a bit cold by nature. Compared with him, every time he touches Tan Ruikang's elbow, his skin feels very hot. It is a strange warmth. The comfort of rubbing his skin fascinates him. The rough texture of the quilt Rubbing the sensitive part of the head of his penis made him ejaculate in no time.
In this way, there is no need to worry about the troublesome problem of washing underwear in wet dreams, otherwise, I will live in the military camp for nearly a month, and there is no personal privacy at all, and I will definitely not last until then.
He sighed in the quiet night, tucked the quilt randomly, pressed the wet side under it, and fell asleep.
After the Mid-Autumn Festival a few days later, the military training students gathered to watch the show. Yuan Yuan rolled up their belts, put them in their hats, and sat in a daze in the open square, thinking that Tan Ruikang's birthday was over, hey.
"Hey, is your name Zhao Yuanyuan?" A soldier came to shoot him.
distant:"?"
"Come out, come out," said the soldier.
Yuan Yuan: "I will be scolded by the instructor."
Xiaobing: "It's okay, he doesn't dare to provoke us, he will take you to play, let's go!"
Yuan Yuan didn't know the soldier at all, and didn't know how others noticed him, so he followed him secretly out of the square. The counselor was chatting with the company commander. On the horizon, there was a soldier waiting there, and the two greeted: "Come here."
"Oh, it's finally here." The three hid under the tree, and a thin, short soldier smiled and said, "Is your name Zhao Yuanyuan?"
Yuan Yuan said: "Yeah." He was a bit at a loss, not knowing why they would look for him.
The other handsome boy said, "I noticed you when you came to the military training that day."
Yuan Yuan smiled and said, "What are you paying attention to me?"
The handsome boy said, "Look at what you look like. You can just call me Wang Peng."
Far away: "Like? Like what?"
The little man said, "My name is Li Zibin."
Yuan Yuan took out the moon cakes he sent for them to eat, Li Zibin went to buy soda again, Yuan Yuan said, "What do I look like?"
Wang Peng smiled and didn't answer him, asking, "How is the military training? It's hard work."
"It's alright." Yuan Yuan has gotten used to it, and thinks that the military camp is very fun. It would be better if you don't stand in the military posture. These days, I have been tanned a little, and my nose is peeling a little, and I look more masculine and hearty when I smile. .
Three big boys in camouflage uniforms were chatting under the tree. Wang Peng and Li Zibin were from the military camp, and they were from the company next door. After talking for a long time, they didn't know what they were doing. They were like art soldiers specializing in propaganda. Not even a local. After chatting a few words about military training, Wang Peng said again: "A person like you must be pampered and raised at home."
Yuan Yuan said, "Aren't you guys too? You don't look like soldiers at first glance."
These two guys looked like they were hanging around, and they were fundamentally different from the instructors. After joking for a while, Wang Peng asked the company commander whether he was fierce toward him, and how the instructors were doing. In the end, they talked about gossip.
"Your company commander Sun, I heard about it in the middle of the night last time, go to someone else's bed..."
Yuan Yuan was shocked, and finally understood.
Did they know they were gay? ! Yuan Yuan's heart thumped, are these two literary soldiers too? ! He was very nervous. After listening to the two gossip, Wang Peng said again: "Once I took the train to Sichuan for training, and it hurt me so much. I wiped my saliva and went straight in..."
Wang Peng and Li Zibin began to say that there are actually quite a few comrades in the army. The company commander of Yuan Yuan is a 28-year-old man who likes to be a 0. Yuan Yuan was startled and asked, "Where's our instructor? ?"
Wang Peng said: "He shouldn't, you like him? A lot of people in the army like him. I heard that your company commander also harassed him."
Far away was busy, so I asked curiously.
Li Zibin asked again, "Are you 1 or 0?"
"What... what?" Yuan Yuan said: "What do 1 and 0 mean?" He remembered seeing this on Qi Huiyu's QQ before, and there was something like 0.5.
"What to pretend." Li Zibin laughed at him, Yuan Yuan was a little embarrassed, and said, "I really don't know."
Wang Peng said: "You must go to 419 often, right?"
Far away: "What is 419?"
The three were speechless, and Li Zibin said, "1 is a stick, 0 is a hole."
Yuan Yuan was stunned for a while and then understood. His face was red and his ears were red. Wang Peng said, "Has the company commander ever looked for you alone?"
"He doesn't dare." Li Zibin said, "They are all college students, not soldiers. If he goes back and complains to the counselor, Sun Zhibin will not be able to eat and leave."
"Sun Zhibin must like him. Hey, Zhao Yuanyuan, do your company commanders come to visit often?"
Yuan Yuan’s heart was beating wildly, and it seemed like it was being said so.
Does a guy like him? It was the first time Yuan Yuan had experienced this kind of feeling, but that company commander was too ordinary. He was only a little taller than himself, and there was nothing particularly attractive about him, and he was ten years older than him.
He could vaguely understand the thoughts of these two soldiers, the same-sex orientation is very lonely, a bit at a loss, he is different from other people, and the future is also very blind.
"What will you do after that?" Yuan Yuan said.
"Go back to my hometown to get married, what can I do?" Li Zibin shook the keys and said, "Aren't you? Your parents don't care about you?"
"His parents will definitely not dare to control him." Wang Peng laughed.
Yuan Yuan said, "My mother died and my father remarried."
The two nodded sympathetically, and Li Zibin said, "You are so happy, you can live whatever you want."
Yuan Yuan couldn't catch up, and after chatting a few more words, he heard the company commander roaring, "Which class! The lights are out!"
On the other side is the girls' area, the girl screamed: "Change clothes, don't come in, instructor!"
"ah!"
A group of ghosts screamed, and a group of demons danced wildly, and the instructor couldn't do anything about the girls. Yuan Yuan sighed and felt that the treatment of girls was really good. If he were a girl, at least he would have no problem with Tan Ruikang falling in love.
When several people were laughing, the boy's section roared: "Who is there! Not going back after the lights are out?! Which company is there!"
"Fuck, bad!"
"Come on!"
The two soldiers disappeared in a whimper. The one who came to look for someone happened to be the instructor of the Yuanyuan class. Yuanyuan was too late to run, and was still cursing inwardly. However, there was nowhere to run, and he was caught by the instructor at once.
The instructor held his arm and made him stand outside the class. Yuan Yuan staggered and was dragged to the door of the class.
"Stand up!" The instructor said with a blank face, "Don't go back to sleep without an order!"
The mid-autumn moon is in the sky, standing far away under the moon, and suddenly I miss Tan Ruikang indescribably. He must feel more hearty and reliable than the instructor in his camouflage uniform.
"Which class?" the man's voice said in the corridor.
"Class 3." Yuan Yuan replied, finding out that it was their company commander.
The company commander said, "Go in and sleep."
Yuan Yuan breathed a sigh of relief and said to the company commander, "Thank you, company commander." Then he went back to rest.
The days of military training passed smoothly, and Yuan Yuan couldn't stop thinking about what happened to gay sex, what the company commander thought of him, he thought something would happen, but nothing happened.
There was a faint urge about sex in his heart. It had been suppressed in his heart for too long, but he was very repulsive. Of course, he didn't dare to try it out, because there would be AIDS.
The company commander had a chat with him once, and asked him where he came from and how he felt about the military training. He was a little nervous in the far distance, but had a good chat with him. He could see that the company commander liked him a little, but he didn't dare to say anything more.
Yuan Yuan is just a little empty of spirit, and the impulse for a while has passed. Although he is grateful for his care for himself, he does not want to have sex with people indiscriminately, and try this kind of thing.
Besides, the company commander didn't look very handsome in addition to his military temperament, so Yuan Yuan had no feeling for him.
There is only one question in the distance, how do they know that they are gay? Is there a code between homosexuality and homosexuality
He looked in the mirror and felt like he didn't look like him.
A few days later, it finally rained on the day of rest. Yuan Yuan is already numb, it will rain when it rains. The two literary and art soldiers are here again, looking for him to run the company's board newspaper, in fact, they are looking for him to chat.
Yuan Yuan listened to their popular science, learned about 419, and learned that it is very painful to insert chrysanthemums without lubricating oil, and there are many gay people. Being a true comrade is the road of no return. Many people who want to get married and have children have a very hard life.
Holding a brush and paint, Yuan Yuan drew a Van Gogh's red lantern on the blackboard with pointillism. In the end, the company commander came to laugh at it once, so he had to paint it all before painting.
"Look, he obviously likes you. Come and see us." Wang Peng held a brush as a dust eunuch and dangled it around, causing them to laugh.
Yuan Yuan said, "I don't like him."
"You definitely don't look down on being a soldier." Li Zibin said while sitting on the table.
Yuan Yuan said: "I have someone I like."
"A straight man?" Li Zibin asked.
Yuan Yuan: "Straight man? What is a straight man?"
Wang Peng said: "We are curved, normal men are straight."
Yuan Yuan thought about Tan Ruikang and said, "Well, straight, it's my cousin."
Wang Peng and Li Zibin were startled, and Wang Peng said, "You have such a strong taste! Even incest is here. Do you understand that rabbits don't eat grass on the edge of the nest?"
Yuan Yuan really felt that he was sick, and his heart was dirty enough. He didn't even let his cousin off. He sighed and said, "If I like it, I like it, what can I do? But I won't tell him. of."
Li Zibin said: "Actually, I don't think there is any incest or incest for people like us."
The company commander came again, and the three little zeros immediately fell silent. They came to the front of the blackboard. They wrote in detail and drew them well. Yes, yes. The company commander left again, and Yuan Yuan said, "Why?"
Li Zibin said: "You are not incest, you are in a relationship between close relatives, and consanguineous marriages are only afraid of genetic diseases. Men and men don't have children, what does it have to do."
Wang Peng said: "But incest is also incest. According to you, if you don't have children with your father, it doesn't matter if you go to bed..."
The two began to fight, Yuan Yuan could not laugh or cry, so they had to continue painting.
In the final training camp, the competition between the classes, walking in square formations, showing the spirit and appearance, leading the military parade, the class and the class each formed a circle, and candles were lit in the middle. The boys and girls gathered together, chatted with the two instructors, and sang the army. Song. Far away, their instructor was so popular that many girls asked him for a phone call.
It was only after hearing it far away that I realized that this instructor was actually a year younger than me!
After dispersing, before going back to sleep, the instructor who looked like Jay Chou said, "Hey, Zhao Yuanyuan."
Yuan Yuan stood up straight as a conditioned reflex, and the instructor handed him a cigarette and said, "I hit you that day, don't take it to heart, everyone is still a good buddy, a good brother."
Yuan Yuan smiled and said, "Thank you, instructor."
At the end of the last day of the military training, Yuan Yuan took the phones of Li Zibin and Wang Peng and made an appointment to come out to play later. The company commander also gave him a phone number. On the day he left the barracks, Yuan Yuan was a little reluctant to give up.
However, no matter how reluctant he was, he would never want to stand in the military position again in this life. The biggest hurdle in his life finally passed, the blue sky and white clouds, this pain is still very meaningful. At least let him know that he must cherish every day without military training in the future, live well, and study hard.
Yuan Yuan pushed open the door of his dormitory and saw that Tan Ruikang was already waiting for him in the dormitory.
Tan Ruikang, wearing a camouflage uniform and a field cap, chatted with his roommates like a monkey.
"Xiaoyuan!" Tan Ruikang was a lot darker, more handsome and more attractive than before, he smiled brightly: "I miss you."
Yuan Yuan is really overjoyed and can't wait to rush over to hug him. The next rest period is linked to the National Day, with a full ten days of vacation! Can be with Tan Ruikang.
But the next moment Tan Ruikang smiled and said, "Let's go to dinner together? Let's go play together in a few days."
When Yuan Yuan thought of having dinner with all the people in the dormitory, he couldn't live alone with Tan Ruikang, and his handsome face turned black immediately.