"I tell you, my brother, I really can't stand him..."
Yuan Yuan pressed the speakerphone, called with a blank face, and complained to Lin Xi about Tan Ruikang while eating snacks.
"Hey." Lin Xi said, "It's hard to say about fate. I'll meet a better girl in the future, let him not be sad, cheer up, brother, don't gloat, hurry up, you should get married too Come on, take that big monkey and let him cook and eat for your daughter-in-law, play with your children, and ride a horse for your son..."
Tan Ruikang was in tears, lying on the carpet, stepping on his back, and calling him to talk about his divorce. There was a glorious wedding a year ago, and the divorce took half a year. Yuan Yuan was afraid that everyone would be blocked. Called one by one to notify Tan Ruikang on the speakerphone, and now the whole world knows.
"Let me tell you, my brother, do you know why he divorced..."
You Zeyang was also eating snacks, and while eating, he said, "When I see your brother, he is waiting for a divorce. Look what his wife looks like! The chick went to your house for a few days and she still had a dark face. , who to show it to! She doesn't know who is in charge of your family! She even dares to look at your sister! Her brother is still working here with me! Do you have any self-awareness... "
Yuan Yuan just remembered this and said, "You should fire her brother."
You Zeyang: "Zhao Yuanyuan, you're not being kind! If you say it's stuffed in, then it's stuffed in, and if you say it's fried, it's fried..."
Yuan Yuan: "Oh, then you can keep her brother."
You Zeyang: "Brother Monkey broke up with his sister! Do I keep a professional high school student?"
Yuan Yuan: "Then you fired her brother..."
You Zeyang: "I'm not finished with you today!"
The two kept repeating this dialogue cycle, and Gu Xiaoting screamed over there: "Don't say it! Say it again! The soup is almost dry!"
There was chaos over there, You Zeyang ran away, Tan Ruikang got up like an electric shock, was reminded, and rushed into the kitchen to turn off the fire of his soup stew.
Gu Xiaoting took over the phone with a crying voice and said, "Brother—"
"Yeah." Yuan Yuan was chewing snacks expressionlessly: "Did you know that Ma Liu is divorced?"
Gu Xiaoting said, "I know, I didn't tell you this, I'm done—"
"I've been drinking Sanlu for ten years!" Gu Xiaoting shouted, "Now it's found that there is melamine! What should I do! Am I going to die?!"
Distant: "… "
"Xiaoyuan, it's time to eat." Tan Ruikang said.
Yuan Yuan said: "I won't tell you, you help me tell Shi Si by the way, and you are responsible for notifying your class about this."
Tan Ruikang: "..."
Gu Xiaoting: "Okay, I'll talk to the QQ group at night. Hang up, bye."
When he went to eat in the distance, Tan Ruikang put his hands under the dining table, his head was a little crooked, and he quietly looked at the distance.
"Xiaoyuan, save your brother's face in this matter, don't say anything." Tan Ruikang was about to cry.
Yuan Yuan: "Why don't you want to save face when you propose?"
After dinner, the two were watching TV on the sofa. Tan Ruikang sat blankly like a big monkey, leaning in his arms far away, holding a cat in his arms, absent-mindedly thinking about the future.
Tan Ruikang is not gay, Yuan Yuan knows very well in his heart that he may have realized that he likes him a little, but he certainly won't have much sexual impulse. In fact, Yuan Yuan doesn't want to do anything with him, he always feels like doing that kind of thing with Tan Ruikang It's a bit of a mental obstacle, after all, he is related by blood... and he has never been with a man... stripped naked and hugged together in his life.
Yuan Yuan stiffened when he thought about it, he bent his feet unnaturally, and put the pillow between his crotch.
Tan Ruikang noticed his movements, glanced at him, and said, "Xiaoyuan."
distant:"?"
Tan Ruikang: "Did the chicken call you?"
Yuan Yuan: "Well, he wants to introduce me to a boyfriend."
Tan Ruikang: "!!!"
Yuan Yuan looked up at Tan Ruikang, thought his expression was funny, and said, "But I refused, hehehe."
Tan Ruikang stopped talking again. The New Year's film from a few years ago was playing on the TV, and the New Year's Wealth was being played on the TV. He had seen it several times in the distance. It was the first time that Tan Ruikang watched it, and the two still laughed together in the funny place.
Tan Ruikang is not gay... Yuan Yuan came back to this issue again, but Tan Ruikang loves him very much. It doesn't matter whether it is family or love, he can be single-minded. If Zhao Guogang came back occasionally, Tan Ruikang would sleep in the small room, pretending to be two brothers living together, and Zhao Guogang would not think of going there.
It doesn't matter if you can live like this for a lifetime... There is this kind of situation in my hometown. Some of my brothers have been begging for wives, and the widower has a younger brother. The two old men live in the same house. I saw this when I went back to my hometown far away last time.
Yuan Yuan would kiss him occasionally, and Tan Ruikang would also kiss him. It was a little reluctant at first, but it gradually became more natural. But that kind of kisses are still rare, and they are not used to hugging and kissing like couples on TV, sucking and sucking, and even Yuan Yuan can't accept it.
What about sex? When there is an urge, the best thing to do is to do a handjob by yourself. After ejaculation, there is no strong sexual desire.
I just don't know how Tan Ruikang usually solves this. Yuan Yuan wanted to ask him, but he probably wouldn't say it. He was too conservative and never talked about sex.
They still live as they used to, as usual, and sleep with their arms at night.
Sometimes Yuan Yuan sleeps first, and Tan Ruikang sits in the room in the middle of the night to surf the Internet, and comes over to sleep with him in his arms for a while.
He seems to have spent more time online than before. Yuan Yuan was a little curious and wanted to see what he was doing. A few days later, when Tan Ruikang went to the company, Yuan Yuan checked his web page history and found that there were many gay websites in it.
Distant: "… "
I clicked on one of them from afar, and saw the mental journey of comrades in it. It said that I fell in love with my roommate. I clicked a few more pages and saw pictures of boys and boys hugging and kissing and making love.
He had seen these pictures at Qi Huiyu's house before, and they were very shocking and shocking at the beginning. He also saw a lot of them when he was in college. Now he doesn't feel much after seeing them. He opened Tan Ruikang's QQ again, and a lot of messages popped up to comfort him. Regarding his divorce, Yuan Yuan thanked him one by one, saying that he is now living with my brother and watching his class group.
I found that there was a new group, and it was filled with children calling their husbands and wives with prefixes of 1 and 0 in front of their names. Gay friends group—he understood.
Only then did Yuan Yuan realize that Tan Ruikang was understanding how his comrades thought and how they loved him. He was trying his best to bend himself in order to be with Yuan Yuan.
What a sin, Yuan Yuan thought to himself, what kind of thing is this!
Tan Ruikang opened the door, Yuan Yuan immediately turned off the monitor and lay down on the bed.
Tan Ruikang came in and was taken aback, thinking he had a depression attack and said, "Xiaoyuan?"
Far away: "Yeah."
Tan Ruikang said, "It's okay, what are you thinking?"
Far away: "I miss you."
Tan Ruikang breathed a sigh of relief, smiled, came over and kissed Yuan Yuan's lips, took off his suit and hung it up, went out to feed the cat, and watched today's financial news.
After looking at it for a while, I decided to help him.
Forget it.
Forget it, let's help him.
Forget it...
Yuan Yuan was entangled in these two thoughts, and he felt that he was too sinful, so it might be better to let him live a normal life, but the problem is that Tan Ruikang can't live a normal life either, and he can't live without him.
So Tan Ruikang should still like him, but it's just that this kind of feeling and family affection have been mixed for too long. The love affair with Lin Xi.
Before marrying Li Jing, he didn't know what kind of relationship counted as love, nor was he in love with Lin Xi—Lin Xi was too independent and didn't arouse his desire for protection, and he relied on Li Jing wholeheartedly. As soon as it appeared, it happened to be the empty window of the relationship between himself and Tan Ruikang, so he filled Tan Ruikang's inner void like a thunderbolt and met most of his requirements for his lover: rely on him, worship him, listen to him If so, give him a home, just like the wedding said.
It is estimated that even Tan Ruikang himself can't tell why, but Yuan Yuan can gradually guess what he was thinking at that time, and Tan Ruikang must have been a little lost during the half month that he went to the treatment. If he didn't say he was cured on the day he came back, maybe Tan Ruikang would be business as usual.
But is that good? The two will definitely be embarrassed and unnatural, both guilty and stiff, and sooner or later they will face marriage, so it is better to let him figure it out sooner or later.
Yuan Yuan has read many posts, and found that many of the queering of comradeship started from sexuality. Solving this problem may shatter Tan Ruikang's psychological barriers.
Yuan Yuan has never known what shame is. Over the years, he has been numb with incest and incest, but now he can fully understand Tan Ruikang's mood, just like he felt the fear of falling in love with Tan Ruikang in that cabin. .
Compared with him, Tan Ruikang has even greater responsibility because he is the elder brother.
"Xiaoyuan." Tan Ruikang said outside.
"Yeah." Yuan Yuan replied.
Tan Ruikang didn't move after calling that sound, and Yuan Yuan was used to it. He found that Tan Ruikang no longer used the phrase "brother, what are you" to call him recently, maybe it was because he couldn't get over his own mentality.
Yuan Yuan turned off the computer and went out. Tan Ruikang was lying on the sofa with his eyes closed and listening to the news, and said, "What time do you want to eat? Are you hungry?"
Yuan Yuan said: "Seven o'clock, not very hungry."
Yuan Yuan leaned over and kissed him. In fact, Yuan Yuan didn’t have the urge to kiss him a lot. Only at certain times, when he was happy to talk and thought he was cute, would he want to lean over and kiss him. Usually, as long as he was by his side, I feel very reassured and satisfied. They are not like couples who are in love, they have no curiosity and passion for each other, some are just habit and nature.
But Yuan Yuan wants to keep Tan Ruikang's gay buff. In order to keep it, he always has to make out with him from time to time. Tan Ruikang seems to think so too, so he will also kiss Yuan Ruikang's mouth. awkward.
"Well." Tan Ruikang couldn't stand the wet kiss and said, "Okay, okay."
Tan Ruikang opened his eyes to look into the distance and said, "Dirty, don't eat saliva."
Yuan Yuan smacked his lips, took a piece of paper to wipe the corners of his mouth, and said, "Why don't you feel dirty when you kiss a woman."
Tan Ruikang looked at him in confusion, thought for a while, and said, "She's not as kissable as you, that's it..."
Tan Ruikang kissed the distant lips, this action is very natural.
Distant: "… "
Yuan Yuan has no cleanliness addiction, doesn't care about Tan Ruikang's kissing others, and doesn't want to take the initiative to ask questions, but he is still very curious about how Tan Ruikang thinks about sex and love.
Does Tan Ruikang need to solve physiological problems? Yuan Yuan remembered that he had seen Tan Ruikang's nocturnal emission, but he woke up earlier than himself most of the time, washed his underwear and everything by himself, and Tan Ruikang also had morning erections.
They haven't slept together this year. They slept together when they were in college. Sometimes they would sleep on the other side when they opened their eyes in the morning. Yuan Yuan pulled the quilt away and hugged them. Tan Ruikang slept with his mouth open and drooled. .
Sometimes it is far away holding Tan Ruikang, and the two hug each other tightly.
Occasionally, when holding him, Yuan Yuan would feel Tan Ruikang Chenbo's heart pounding, he didn't dare to touch it, he could only think to himself, Tan Ruikang seemed to be innately unable to express sexual desires, and would hold back his impulses and wait. Nocturnal emission as a matter of course. Put that energy into work and busyness. This life is undoubtedly healthier than many otaku who juggle every day, but there is also a lot less irreplaceable fun in life.
Then start from here, and try to see if you can bend it smoothly.
Far away is ready to start.