Xia Xingcheng felt that it was becoming more and more difficult for him to act, and sometimes he even felt that his body was really occupied by Fang Jianyuan.
Fang Jianyuan met Yu Haiyang at the age of eighteen, fell in love with someone for the first time, and knew what it was like to be in love. Even if Yu Haiyang is not by his side, he will think of him anytime and anywhere, and then smile unconsciously.
Xia Xingcheng gradually realized that he and Fang Jianyuan were trapped in this relationship together. Sometimes when he read the script and saw Yu Haiyang's name, he would unconsciously smile, and then he would raise his head to look for Yang Youming.
Yang Youming doesn't always look like Yu Haiyang, at least Yang Youming never looks at him like Yu Haiyang looks at Fang Jianyuan.
Xia Xingcheng felt that his state was terrible.
But the shooting went smoothly unexpectedly. After one scene ended, He Zheng sat in front of the monitor in a daze.
Xia Xingcheng didn't know what was going on. He walked over and asked He Zheng what was wrong. After a while, He Zheng raised his head and said, "You really look like him."
He Zheng showed Xia Xingcheng the replay of that scene.
When Xia Xingcheng saw Yang Youming's smile on the screen, the hairs on his whole body stood up in an instant. He didn't even know that he could act to this extent, and the sweetness and love in his expression was so strong that it was about to overflow the screen.
Obviously it should be a happy thing, but Xia Xingcheng just smiled and asked He Zheng: "Is it alright?"
He Zheng stood up, patted Xia Xingcheng on the shoulder, and said, "Great, really great."
For some reason, Xia Xingcheng felt that there was some comfort in He Zheng's tone. He Zheng probably also knew that his state was not quite right, and he should pull away in time, but he couldn't pull away.
At this time, Huang Jixin happened to be recording a program nearby with the young newcomer, so he took two days to drop by to visit him.
When Huang Jixin arrived on the set that day, the scene that Xia Xingcheng was preparing to shoot was a scene in which Fang Jianyuan and Yu Haiyang were having an awkward fight. It's not accurate to say that. To be precise, it should be a scene in which Fang Jianyuan was having an awkward fight with himself. play.
When Huang Jixin arrived, Xia Xingcheng hadn't started filming. He saw Xia Xingcheng sitting by himself with the script. He rolled up the script and held it in front of his chest, swaying his body on the small chair, his eyes did not focus on anything. .
After not seeing him for a while, Huang Jixin felt that Xia Xingcheng's temperament seemed to be a completely different person.
In this scene, Fang Jianyuan's mother invited Yu Haiyang to have dinner together.
The dining room and kitchen are in the same room, just behind the grocery store on the first floor, in the big room next to the warehouse.
Fang Jiyuan's mother is played by an experienced actress who is in her 40s, but she looks only in her 30s and is still very beautiful.
The three of them sat around a square table, and Fang Jianyuan's mother served Yu Haiyang diligently.
Yu Haiyang called her "Sister Ling." Because Fang's mother had the character Ling in her name.
Fang's mother is a forthright woman. Her husband is not at home. She runs a grocery store and takes care of a son. It is very hard work and admirable.
Yu Haiyang is also a character who is good at communicating with people. After a few chats, Fang's mother felt speculative with him and asked Fang Jianyuan to get a few bottles of beer.
Fang Jianyuan was silent all the time, and when he got up, he glanced at Yu Haiyang.
When the beer was brought back, Yu Haiyang reached out to take it, and smiled at Fang Jianyuan, "Thank you Xiaoyuan."
Fang Jianyuan felt Yu Haiyang touch his finger and immediately retracted his hand.
Yu Haiyang opened the beer bottle, poured a glass of wine for Fang's mother and himself, and then asked Fang Jianyuan, "Do you want Xiaoyuan to drink?"
Fang Jianyuan shook his head.
Fang's mother said: "He is still a child, what kind of wine does he drink."
Yu Haiyang put the wine bottle on the table, smiled and said, "Eighteen years old, not a child anymore."
Fang Jianyuan looked at them, and his mood became more and more depressed, because for the first time he deeply felt that there was a distance between himself and Yu Haiyang, not only because of gender, but also realized that the age difference between them was too great, Yu Haiyang, whose mother talks and laughs, is a real middle-aged man.
In his heart, he still felt that he was still a child.
He was annoyed by this, he didn't understand why he was flirting with Yu Haiyang, he didn't like an adult who would talk and laugh with his mother at the wine table, and that was a man. He didn't even like himself in love with that man.
There is a long inner drama here that Xia Xingcheng wrote in his script and made comments for the scene. He also discussed with He Zheng and Yang Youming about Fang Jianyuan's mentality and why it was awkward.
However, there is no psychological analysis and narration in the film, only a few close-ups and emotional lines and physical expressions are shown.