Fang Jianyuan accepted Qiu Zhen, not for any other reason, but he desperately needed a life-saving straw to pull him out of the hopeless emotional abyss, and Qiu Zhen volunteered to be his life-saving straw.
It's just that the two separated after being together for a long time. The person who mentioned the breakup was Qiu Zhen, and the reason for the breakup was that he thought Fang Jianyuan's character was too dull. No matter how good-looking a person looks, after seeing it for a long time, it is nothing more than that.
When Qiu Zhenti broke up, it was just before the winter vacation. Fang Jianyuan accepted it calmly. He didn't feel too sad or angry. At that time, he was packing things in the dormitory and preparing to go home. If he left, he was afraid that he would miss the departure time of this train.
When the winter vacation was over, when Fang Jianyuan came back to school, Qiu Zhen came to the dormitory to find him again. This time, Qiu Zhen had a pale face and told him terrible news.
Yu Haiyang returned to the factory in the city to work. There is a dormitory in the factory, which provides accommodation for the employees in the factory. Yu Haiyang goes to the dormitory to take a nap every noon.
At noon that day, he took a nap, put on a quilted jacket and walked out of the dormitory room with his colleagues. They went down the stairs while talking. At the corner of the stairs, Yu Haiyang saw a familiar figure standing there.
The person who came to him was Fang Jianyuan, wearing a thick down jacket, the scarf around his neck covered his pointed chin, only revealing a pair of beautiful eyes that were slightly dim under the bangs.
At this time, many people took a nap and got up to go to work. People kept passing by Fang Jianyuan and going down the stairs. Because he had an unfamiliar face, they would look at him twice.
Fang Jianyuan raised his head and saw Yu Haiyang, his eyes lightly blinked twice, but he did not speak.
Yu Haiyang said to his colleagues: "You went to help me take a leave, I have something to do."
The colleague gave Fang Jianyuan a strange look, nodded and went downstairs alone.
Yu Haiyang slowed down and walked to Fang Jianyuan's side. He asked, "Xiaoyuan, why are you here?"
There were still people passing by them, Yu Haiyang looked at Fang Jianyuan, ignoring the eyes of others, and reached out and grabbed Fang Jianyuan's arm.
Fang Jianyuan whispered, "Can you stay with me for a while?"
Yu Haiyang pulled him upstairs, "Follow me."
Yu Haiyang took Fang Jianyuan back to his dormitory. There were four beds in his dormitory, but there was no one in it when they went in.
As soon as the door closed, Yu Haiyang hugged Fang Jianyuan tightly.
Fang Jianyuan didn't struggle, he buried his face on Yu Haiyang's shoulders, put his hands in the pockets of his down jacket, and let Yu Haiyang hold him.
After a while, he said, "I may have AIDS."
Yu Haiyang's body suddenly became stiff, he slowly loosened Fang Jianyuan, raised his hand and pulled the scarf off his face slightly, looked at his pale lips, and asked, "What did you say?"
Fang Jianyuan's tone was very calm. He looked at Yu Haiyang and said, "I made a boyfriend and broke up. Then he came to me two days ago and said he had AIDS."
The blood on Yu Haiyang's face faded in an instant. He grabbed Fang Jianyuan's hands and asked, "When did it happen?"
Fang Jianyuan didn't understand, "When did it happen?"
Yu Haiyang's throat was dry and sore as if there was blood stuck in it. He said, "When did he get it? When did you—"
"He said he didn't know; I've only done it twice with him, the last time was on the 10th of November," Fang Jianyuan was so calm as if he was telling someone else's story.
Yu Haiyang held his hand tightly, "He's not wearing a condom?"
Fang Jianyuan was hurt by his grasp, frowned and took a step back to pull out his hand.
Yu Haiyang quickly relaxed his movements and said, "I'm sorry, Xiaoyuan."
Fang Jianyuan said, "Not the last time."
It is now the end of February.
Yu Haiyang asked him softly, "Did you go for an inspection?"
Fang Jianyuan looked at Yu Haiyang, he was silent for a while, and said, "I dare not go, can you accompany me?"
Yu Haiyang's voice was already very soft and gentle, as if he was afraid to frighten Fang Jianyuan. He bent down and tried to make Fang Jianyuan, holding Fang Jianyuan's cold hand in the warm palm, and said, "It's time to check, we Will you go in the afternoon?"
Fang Jianyuan lowered his head, looked at Yu Haiyang holding his hand tightly, and said, "Aren't you afraid that I have been infected?"
Yu Haiyang suddenly pulled Fang Jianyuan into his arms, his arms wrapped around his armpit and hugged him tightly, and said in his ear: "No, you will be fine, don't be afraid."
Fang Jianyuan stared blankly behind Yu Haiyang, and after a while raised his hand and grabbed the hem of Yu Haiyang's clothes.
That afternoon, Yu Haiyang took Fang Jianyuan to the CDC to draw blood for testing.
It turned out that he could not get it on the same day. When he came out of the CDC, Yu Haiyang smiled, deliberately relaxed his tone, and asked Fang Jianyuan: "What do you want to eat at night, I will take you to eat."
Fang Jianyuan stopped and looked up at Yu Haiyang: "Don't you have to go home?"
Yu Haiyang said, "I'm not going home tonight."
Fang Jianyuan still covered half of his face with a scarf, he said, "I'm sorry."
Yu Haiyang was stunned for a moment, "Why are you sorry?"
Fang Jianyuan said, "I shouldn't have come looking for you, but I don't know who to look for."
Yu Haiyang took a deep breath, he clenched Fang Jianyuan's hand tightly, inserted his fingers between his fingers, and pulled him forward, "Nothing is wrong, as long as you need me."
They got on the bus all the way near the CDC, and they didn't discuss where to go, just watched the bus empty and went up, then went to the last row and sat down.
Although the Spring Festival has passed, but winter has not completely left, it is getting dark early, and the street trees on both sides are all with bare branches. There are still traces of festivals in the city. The red lanterns at the entrance of the shopping mall have not had time to take down, but there is no longer the lively during the festival, but it brings out a kind of bleakness.
Fang Jianyuan sat by the window, Yu Haiyang was beside him, holding his hand all the time.
He stared out the window until it got darker and darker, and the outside scenery was gradually blurred by the reflection on the glass. He moved his body on the chair, tilted his head and slowly leaned on Yu Haiyang's shoulder, saying, "If What if I really have AIDS?"
Yu Haiyang answered him in a calm tone: "Can I accompany you?"
Fang Jianyuan suddenly laughed, a sarcastic smile, and he said, "You lied to me again."
Yu Haiyang grabbed his hand and kissed him on the lips, "It'll be alright, Xiaoyuan."