Xia Xingcheng couldn't tell exactly what he was afraid of, but it seemed that there were subtle and subtle fears that were constantly squeezing him, making him breathless.
Sometimes he even thinks about giving up or giving up. As long as he gives up, he can really breathe a sigh of relief and no longer have to worry about these things.
That's why people are always greedy. At first, he thought that as long as Yang Youming liked him a little bit, then he began to think that Yang Youming loved him. In the end, he hoped that Yang Youming would always love him, don't waver, don't give up, even when the sky fell. Can handle it with him.
But the more greed, the more suffering, because if you are not satisfied, you will not be happy.
He stayed at home for several days and didn't contact Yang Youming, and Yang Youming didn't contact him either.
When we parted, Yang Youming clearly said to wait for him at home, but he didn't go back, but Yang Youming didn't ask why.
As long as he chooses to let go of this relationship, Yang Youming will definitely not reach out to grab it. He thought that Yang Youming might not even be sure if he really loved him or if he was just too involved in the drama.
Xia Xingcheng was panicked and tired. He still has a lot of things in Yang Youming's house, but he is not going to get them, nor does he want to meet up without saying goodbye.
A few days later, before Xia Xingcheng was ready to join the group, Huang Jixin came to pick him up at his house.
As soon as he entered the door, Huang Jixin saw Xia Xingcheng lying on the sofa in the living room, so he laughed: "Break up so soon? It's your style."
Xia Xingcheng was reading the script in his hand, and he responded indifferently: "No point, he has to find me by himself."
"A quarrel?" Huang Jixin asked, changing his shoes and walking towards the sofa.
Xia Xingcheng did not answer.
Huang Jixin suddenly remembered what Yang Youming and Cai Meiting said when they met before. He walked to the sofa and sat down and said, "You also take care of yourself. If you really like it, just have a good time with others."
Xia Xingcheng looked stunned and looked at him with wide eyes: "Are you crazy? You didn't say that before, did Yang Youming trick you?"
Huang Jixin said: "I don't want you to be together, but if you really have feelings, what can I do?"
Xia Xingcheng rolled over and lay on his side, "I just don't know if he really has feelings for me."
Huang Jixin didn't understand what he said, because when he was lying on his side, the neckline slipped down, exposing the left collarbone, and there was a tattoo above the collarbone, which was still very fresh, and the surrounding skin was slightly red and swollen. This made Huang Jixin stand up all of a sudden and yelled angrily: "Xia Xingcheng!"
Xia Xingcheng looked up at him, "What's wrong?"
Huang Jixin walked up to him, stretched out his hand and pulled the edge of his collar down, and saw his tattoo more clearly. Xia Xingcheng tattooed the pattern of the sun, moon and stars above his collarbone, and the sun, moon and stars overlapped each other. Huang Jixin realized almost immediately that it was the dismantled Ming, and Xia Xingcheng's star.
"Is there something wrong with you? Are you trying to tell the world?" Huang Jixin yelled at him.
Xia Xingcheng pushed his hand away and sat up, "What is it to announce to the world, that is, the pattern of the ordinary sun, moon and stars, who would have thought of going there?"
Huang Jixin said: "I know it at a glance!"
"That's what you already knew. If you don't know, you won't know. There's nothing to worry about," Xia Xingcheng said indifferently.
Huang Jixin was still unhappy: "What about you filming?"
Xia Xingcheng said: "Make-up can cover up, but the range is not large, and it is almost invisible."
This position is blocked as long as the collar is slightly higher.
Huang Jixin stared at him for a while and asked, "Do you really like it that much?"
Xia Xingcheng was silent for a while, "Even if he wants to break up with me, I also want to leave a memory for myself."
Next, the film "Murder Accident" will officially enter the group and start filming. Xia Xingcheng temporarily put aside his emotional troubles and devoted himself to the shooting of the new play.
The hero of this movie is the father of Xia Xingcheng's character Qian Chengjin, a wealthy middle-aged businessman named Qian BunQian, and the actor's name is Bao Kai, a middle-aged comedian in his forties. Strength and fame are not weak.
Qian Qian, who plays Qian Chengjin's sister, is a young actress who was born as a child star. She is not yet twenty years old, but her acting skills are very outstanding. Her name is Jin Xiaoxu.
However, the actress who played Qian Chengjin's stepmother Jia Lizhi was still undecided, until the day when Xia Xingcheng joined the group, Huang Jixin told him that Yuan Qian was said to be finally settled.
"Who are you talking about?" Xia Xingcheng looked at Huang Jixin in disbelief when he was already in the nanny car heading to the filming location, "Do you say it again?"
Huang Jixin said, "Yuan Qian, Yang Youming are old friends."
Xia Xingcheng gritted his teeth and corrected him: "That's the ex-wife."
Huang Jixin replied lazily, "Whatever, it's Yuan Qian anyway."
"Yuan Qian is notoriously incapable of acting—" Xia Xingcheng was interrupted before he could finish speaking.
Huang Jixin put his index finger to his lips and lowered his voice: "You should be quiet, it will be bad if someone spreads it out."
Although Xia Xingcheng tried his best to keep his voice down, he couldn't hide his surprise. He grabbed Huang Jixin's hand and said, "Why is Director Ding willing to use Yuan Qian?"
"Isn't this nonsense?" Huang Jixin disliked his fuss. "The power of capital! Do you really think Ding Wenxun has the final say from start to finish? Besides, Yuan Qian's appearance and temperament are very consistent with the character, and he has just It's a big news about her divorce from Yang Youming, and the attention is also high, so it's not surprising that she will play. It's just delayed until now, and there must be someone fighting behind it."
Xia Xingcheng frowned and fell silent.
Huang Jixin bumped him with his elbow, "Actually, it has nothing to do with you. Just film well."
Xia Xingcheng knew that it really had nothing to do with him, and Yuan Qian probably didn't know anything about him and Yang Youming, but when he saw Yuan Qian, it was hard to avoid thinking about Yang Youming, and when he thought of Yang Youming, his heart became confused.
Although she had many thoughts about Yuan Qian in her heart, when Xia Xingcheng saw Yuan Qian on the set, she thought for a moment that even if her acting was bad, she could be forgiven.
After all, God is fair, where in the world can someone who is so beautiful and has top-notch acting skills come from? Yuan Qian is so good-looking, even if the audience is watching a movie, most of the time they will look at her face. As long as her acting skills are not too bad, it is probably enough. But it's not that there are no perfect people. Just like Yang Youming, he is handsome, has a great body, has good acting skills, and has a good voice. What else? Oh, even the chirping is loud, Xia Xingcheng thought indifferently, and his eyes kept falling on Yuan Qian.
Later, Ding Wenxun brought Yuan Qian to introduce Xia Xingcheng to her.
With a smile, Yuan Qian looked at Xia Xingcheng and said, "We've met."
Xia Xingcheng remembered the hurried and awkward meeting at Yang Youming's house, he nodded to Yuan Qian and greeted politely, "Sister Qian."
Yuan Qian still smiled and said, "Hello."
Ding Wenxun asked Xia Xingcheng: "You said you had something to tell me just now, what is it?"
Xia Xingcheng wanted to talk to Ding Wenxun about the tattoo just now, but Ding Wenxun was too busy, so he didn't have time to say it. At this time, Yuan Qian was beside him. Although Xia Xingcheng felt a little inconvenient, he lowered his collar slightly and said to Ding Wenxun: "I recently got a tattoo. I wonder if Director Ding thinks it will affect the character? If it's inconvenient, ask the makeup artist to cover it up when putting on makeup."
Ding Wenxun and Yuan Qian looked at the tattoo above his collarbone at the same time.
The swelling around the tattoo has subsided, and the black sun, moon and stars overlap each other, looking mysterious and alluring.
Yuan Qian looked at the tattoo for a while, then looked at Xia Xingcheng's face.
Ding Wenxun glanced at it and said, "It doesn't matter, it doesn't conflict with the character. Having a tattoo can also show your character."
Xia Xingcheng was a little relieved, "That's good."
On the first day, Ding Wenxun held the opening ceremony with the main creator of the film and a group of actors, and accepted interviews from two media.
The media wanted to interview Yuan Qian very much, but unfortunately they were unable to do so. Yuan Qian left early after the opening ceremony. She and Yang Youming were reluctant to be interviewed, and the two did not mention the divorce in the media.
But that night, Ding Wenxun invited the main creator of the film and several main actors to have dinner in a private capacity, and Yuan Qian still appeared.
The Japanese food they eat in the evening is in a large private room of the Japanese food store, and the table is a long table that is put together.
Yuan Qian sat between Ding Wenxun and Bao Kai, while Xia Xingcheng sat opposite Yuan Qian.
Huang Jixin also went with Xia Xingcheng that night. He sat next to Xia Xingcheng, drinking and talking with a familiar assistant director.
Xia Xingcheng observed Yuan Qian silently. He found that Yuan Qian was really a very lively woman. She both smoked and drank. She seemed to be familiar with both Ding Wenxun and Bao Kai. Not at all vague.
In Xia Xingcheng's view, she and Yang Youming are like people from two different worlds, and they are not suitable at all.
Yuan Qian's eyes are very large, but the color of the eyeballs is a little light, and the skin is white and transparent, sometimes at first glance like a mixed race. She was always smiling. Sometimes she laughed so hard that there would be faint smile lines at the corners of her eyes, but once the smile was restrained, those marks would disappear completely.
I don't know if he noticed Xia Xingcheng's gaze, Yuan Qian held a wine glass in his hand, turned his head to look at him occasionally, his eyes glittered, raised the wine glass and said, "I'll give you a toast."
Xia Xingcheng quickly picked up the cup, "I should respect you."
After drinking this glass of wine, Yuan Qian listened to Bao Kai talking in her ear again.
Xia Xingcheng put down the wine glass and saw Huang Jixin approaching, and said in a very soft voice, "Actually, Yuan Qian's personality is quite similar to you in some aspects."
Hearing this, Xia Xingcheng was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt uncomfortable.
Huang Jixin then said again: "Don't think too much. I said that there are some aspects of personality. As a complete person, you are still completely different."
"Nonsense," Xia Xingcheng suppressed the discomfort and whispered, "She is a woman, I am a man."
Huang Jixin patted his shoulder.
Xia Xingcheng stared at the dishes on the table for a long time, and he suddenly had a strong urge to ask Yuan Qian why he wanted to divorce Yang Youming.
This question has been on his mind for a long time, and even if it sometimes becomes less urgent, it has never disappeared. But how is he going to speak? Yuan Qian didn't know his relationship with Yang Youming, so he had no position to speak at all.
Xia Xingcheng felt a little anxious, he stood up and went to the bathroom.
The bathroom is in the private room, and there is a short small corridor in front of it, where there is a sink and a mirror.
When Xia Xingcheng came out of the bathroom, Yuan Qian was standing in front of the sink to wash her hands, so he had to stand behind and wait for her.
Only to see Yuan Qian wash his hands slowly, pulling a tissue to wipe his hands while wiping his hands, raising his head to look at Xia Xingcheng in the mirror, and then saying, "Are you with Yang Youming?"
Xia Xingcheng clearly saw in the mirror that his expression became surprised and defensive.